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Ammon Hillman opens with an evangelical source stating plainly that the disciples were teenagers, not the bearded men of the paintings, and that Jesus surrounded himself with followers aged roughly twelve to nineteen. From there he turns to the scene in John where Peter is naked on a boat offshore with the younger companions. The Greek for his garment, he notes, is often softened in the translations, and he reads the episode as the kind of scene the official versions gloss over. This is the episode’s central claim, framed as a reading of the text rather than a verdict.
The vocabulary is the evidence. In the paraphrase of John by Nonnus, Jesus mocks Peter about his hetaerōn (ἑταίρων), his male companions, and speaks of a philtron (φίλτρον), the love drug, which Peter says he gave to Jesus. The diminutive forms paideia and little sheep appear where Jesus addresses the group, and Hillman reports that the same word for beloved, agapētos (ἀγαπητός), belonged to the older world of a mentor and a younger companion. He connects the term lestes (λῃστής) back to the previous episode, reading it as child trafficker rather than robber, and holds that the gospel’s own wording carries the claim.
The episode then brings supporting documents. The guest quotes Celsus comparing the honor paid to Jesus with the cult of Antinous, Hadrian’s boy, and reads Augustine’s account of a eucharist mixed with human seed in Carthage, where a girl named Margarita, not yet twelve, described what was done to her. The desert-father sayings about monks and boys are held up as the later form of the same structure. The closing point is that what began in the gospel continued as an institution, and that the sources for all of it are available if the reader will look. The episode ends with the usual call to read the text for oneself.
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Welcome to Wednesday night Lady Babylon Bible study.
This is going to be a night that I am going to change your perspective.
I’m going to take you to a reality that you didn’t know existed.
you can never come back it’s my privilege and honor to do this but you can never come back
tonight on lady babylon we’re gonna skip over the comments tonight because it requires so much
energy on my part to do this we’re gonna open up a rift and we’re gonna show you a place that you
didn’t know exists but it’s here and now i want you to see i want you to see who these people are
we’re going to look into Peter’s lover tonight and we’re going to see something that we haven’t seen
I want to purify this space I want to call upon the dragon and I want you to absorb
the imagery now we bring the new reality and we’re going to clip it in look we had enough
time for the ship to get there let’s step out today we’re going to go see the boys
we’re gonna go see jesus and his boys you thought the naked kid that was with jesus in the public
park when he was arrested at 4 a.m screaming i’m not a pirate you thought that kid was the only one
didn’t you or maybe you you remember the other kid that was with martha in the tomb remember him
Tonight, we’re going to look at a ship full of lost boys, and I’m going to immediately buckle in because we’re immediately going to have our orientation flipped.
Many of you are sitting there thinking that the apostles were old men.
No, no.
It turns out they were all teenagers.
yeah the apostles were teenagers i’m gonna reach in and pull this right out of an organization
that is gateway crossroads or something of israel promoting the um evangelical agendas
and we’re gonna hear it from their mouths tell us tell us about the age of jesus’s followers
If you personally want to look like Jesus, a good place to start is to have a bunch of
13 to 18 year olds around you, following you and asking you questions all the time.
The disciples were not 30 year old bearded men.
They were 12 to 19 years old.
When Jesus wanted to change the world, he chose teenagers to do it.
Okay, I want to play that again because I want you to hear it right out of their own
lips.
I want you to hear it.
The apostles are teenagers.
Roughly from 10 to 12 ish up to
19 ish
Yeah, so when we talk about the youngest and the oldest we’re not talking about dudes beards when you look at that
Painting that famous painting. What’s this? What was that Renaissance artist shame on you?
Was it da Vinci shame on you?
Yes, you deserve it because you painted a bunch of bearded or was it Raphael?
i don’t remember you painted a bunch of bearded look at these bearded men who are these men
who are these men they look like some of them look like neighbors that have had before right
but the problem is those are not the those those were not the people that were there
at that table they were children they were lost boys they were lost boys i want you to hear it
it from his mouth one more time praise jesus hit that hit that thing clip you personally want to
look like jesus a good place to start is to have a bunch of 13 to 18 year olds around you following
you and asking you questions all the time the disciples were not 30 year old bearded men
they were 12 to 19 years old when jesus wanted to change the world he chose teenagers to do it
Yes, he chose teenagers to build his church on, and he called them kitties.
Come here, kitties.
We’re going to look at a wonderful scene tonight when Jesus goes out to the ship
where Peter is naked with a whole ship full of boys.
My goodness.
My goodness.
What are these naked teens and youngers doing here with Jesus?
well he’s standing there on the shore saying you got any fish sauce i got a meal and they’re like
look it’s vampire resurrected pirate jesus oh my god it’s a ship full of children did anybody
notice that it’s a ship full of children and peter is naked now if you think these are my
ideas you’re wrong and i don’t want to see in any comments these i want to see people upset with
known us not with me i want to see people upset with the gospel of john not with me we’re gonna
go jump straight in tonight to the text and i want you oh it’s just okay okay um let’s see what
happens to the lost boys let’s see what happens pull up the first text for me chewy i want you
you to, before you forget, I want you to realize this is from excellent Aeschylaean chorus. I just
want you to hear this. You know, those girls who are called the virgins of Colchis, you know what
they are? They’re the best fighters around, right? Like to those Scythians, the ones that live around
the lake that we today call Azov. Take it down. Yeah, virgins. I want you to remember that. Go to
number two. Let’s see, number two. Yeah, we’re going to be hurrying tonight, Chewy. It’s great,
and I want you to keep this one thing in mind, too. Before we’re going to Wonderland, don’t worry.
Don’t worry. We’re going to find Peter Pan, and we’re going to find the Lost Boys, but I want you
to realize the scientific gateway that we’ve got to walk through. Look at this text right here.
this is from the Orphic Argonautica. What does it say? It says, Jason overcame Hypsipoli with
a love drug. With love drugs. It’s actually in the plural. Lots of them. Love drugs. Oh, my God.
Filtrois, right? What is a Filtron? It’s a love drug. You mean Jason was pulling a Bill Cosby?
If Bill Cosby had kept his victims awake, but put them into a malleable state where they were aroused and psychotic, then he would be doing this.
He wasn’t just knocking people out.
This is part of a ritual.
It’s part of being a Christ.
Sorry if you don’t like it.
If you don’t like it, it’s not me.
the sources um let’s go to the third one the next one up okay so here we get um look at the
philtron i want you to notice on the bottom line we have the same word here and i’ll just translate
it for you this is when jesus is talking to peter and he’s like am i your favorite who’s your
favorite what about your male prostitute buddies he calls them male prostitutes yep male prostitutes
runaways who work with lace days oh my god you’re kidding jesus is apostles his followers yes let’s
go back to that text what does it say p when he when jesus is giving peter a hard time is this
what is g what does peter say to him he says you know my friends you know who i am right you know
what’s going on you know what you know how i contributed to you the sweet love concoction
that we aren’t supposed to talk about yeah you gave him what peter how old are you and you gave
him what you gave him that philtron the one that we’re talking about with aphrodite oh my goodness
oh my good it’s gonna get worse people just trust me trust me now by worse i mean it’s gonna get
more graphic right we’re already at worse because it’s we got a ship full of kids in the bible with
jesus in a form that it can only be described as vampiric having risen from the dead you knew it
would be three days right yeah love it love it we got them we got them uh next next uh give me yeah
here i just want you to see this take that um yeah here’s your love charm your field throne
your oh tiny little space i have here hello um look at this uh love charm a potion a charm or
a spell but look at number three it becomes generalized it’s just kind of loving it’s just
kind of loving sexuality look what kind of sexual affection i gave you jesus the kind that we don’t
talk about the unmentionable love, Jesus, that I gave to you. So, when we’re in trans-dimensional
court, the jury will hear the grooming, right? This is professional grooming. You didn’t know
Jesus was a child groomer, did you? Well, now you know why he’s screaming. I’m not a laystace.
I’m not a trafficker in children, right? Okay. Let’s keep going. Let’s go back to the text that
one. Yep. There we go here. Look at this people. I just, this is more of that same passage,
but I just want to read it to you from the top. So Jesus answered, he answered Peter right,
right back with his own oomph and said, Simon, you’re the child of John who has beautiful
children wait what did jesus say you’re the child of john who has beautiful boys yeah so tell me
something would you rather love me alone or all of your hetairon who were homozygous wait
all of his attire on all of his companions all of his prostitutes hmm these boys are prostitutes
these boys are prostitutes known us why why didn’t anybody tell me this in bible school
i wish i had known i wish i had known it makes a lot more sense doesn’t it you see them on the boat
earlier and there’s a storm they’re like screaming like children jesus is sleeping down the bottom
he’s like oh you freaking people right and he like a parent he brings calm he does what that
magus does he had to tell him that he was doing that right calming the storm that’s what they all
do okay give me uh give me that same passage give me that same passage boom i want to okay so he
says you know and what is your homozygous what are your homozygous male prostitute buddies that’s
somebody that you’re entered into a relationship together whether working or sexual so these are
his buddies um of the other apostles are peter’s buddies who are in the trafficking business now
you’re going to see it it becomes even more clear than than this coming up so buckle up hold on are
you ready look at the next line yeah and so he asks him a second time right he responds to
he responds to jesus his bossy laos he does it again he responds to him again because he’d already
told him once i love you the most man right and what does he say here look at the line 994 it says
I’m going to translate it literally. It says, Simon, the fisherman of male bands. Male bands.
Ageles is a band. It’s a band of boys. It’s a band of boys. Peter, I’ll make you a fisherman of men.
Yeah. Fisherman of men, right? What does Nonas do with the fishermen of men? And remember,
known as his privy to the cult so for him this is just it’s more like history than than any sort of
paraphrase or metabolite anywho um here he is and he says what are these people what are they doing
here yeah let’s go back in the text one more time one more time glorious image love it let’s go
yeah and what does he say here he says he’s the fisherman of those those that band of boys and he
says certainly great king right you know my heart you know my heart you know yourself how i gave you
i provided for you that sweet unspeakable love okay keep going down let’s go to another one
look at this i just want you to see it simon is the is the hunter fisherman the fisherman
of that boy band the boy band yeah we know they did it in sparta too right the boy band this is
what peter is yep why do you think they called them mathetes students do you think bearded old
men walked around as students no they didn’t these are the people who are just above the age of the
pedagogue that lower education we’d say that primary education level these are boys immediately
pre and post puberty yeah yeah let’s see what the official titles are what these boys are doing give
me the next one shu if you can fantastic i just want you to see here’s the homozygous yeah we
know this it’s the companions the tyrone those are his public prostitute friends keep going
yep oh and this is a good one yeah what would you rather do he says he asked peter he says
agapazes do you love all of those sumigeon hetairon all of those prostitute boys that are
sumiga well what is what is sumiga on what is sumiga on right where’s look at this something
that is sumingus is what what does that say mixed up together coming promiscuous those promiscuous
little boys yeah they’re apostles all of them now you understand why you have to become as a child
in order to enter the kingdom of heaven and remember the kingdom of heaven also makes eunuchs
yeah before tonight my entire audience i’ll just take a second before tonight you thought it was
just the naked boy that was in the garden with him when he was arrested you didn’t realize those
three apostles who were standing at a distance you didn’t you didn’t realize that they were
children too did you yeah you didn’t you got to become like a child if you want to follow jesus
Yeah. Don’t scandalize whatever you do. Jesus says, do not scandalize me. Okay. We got them
people. It’s, it’s all here. It’s, you know, there’s, there’s no way a jury can get this
information and not, not find him just over the top guilty of 104 different cosmic felonies.
It’s fantastic. Next one, please. Take a look at this, guys.
Oh, so Jesus shows up. There was a couple of passages here.
We didn’t skip anything. I don’t think the boom, boom, boom. No.
OK, so there’s a couple of passages that set this up.
But here’s Jesus. You know, he’s standing there next to the shore.
Peter goes out fishing. He’s like, I’m going fishing.
The boys are like, let’s go. Right.
And they’re going with you with with Peter and they get on a ship.
it says they didn’t catch anything they didn’t catch any fish in the next morning peter wakes
up on the boat naked peter drugged out sex fiend i feel sorry for you that he did what he did to you
peter we got to get peter to flip and give a confession that’s all there is to it he’s got
to let people know exactly where jesus touched him yeah exactly what he did to him did he do
what he did to that boy in the garden you know did he even did he do that and wrap that and
use that medicine and you ended up three days later wondering what felt so funny about your
body huh interesting peter you got to tell us take us back to the sources let’s hit people
with a few more sources right you got no response tonight the critics got no response tonight they
can’t how can they stand against this stuff um the very next one yeah and so oh here it is people
here’s the lawyer’s point right all you lawyers out there this is the one it’s admissible in
trans-dimensional court and this is the one that has it are you ready what’s he going to do jesus
got some some goodies for him right and he’s there on the beach and they’re waking up in the morning
one of them goes oh my god it’s christ and they jump out and peter puts his pants on
right right and there they are and jesus says like no you guys don’t have any fish sauce it’s
the colloquial way of saying fish just a fish meal you guys don’t you out there as fishermen
you didn’t catch any fish you didn’t catch any fish look he’s got everything ready to cook up
a nice meal he’s got everything this is going to be a beach morning beach party but what does
he say in that text that is so disturbing that we’re going to get him on look at that third line
first he says oh my kitties what does he call him it’s gross too right it’s it gets gross because
because he uses the diminutive, with Peter’s like, you love me so much, feed my sheepies.
What? That’s what he called his little boys. He called them his sheepies. It’s not even
sheep in Greek. It’s a diminutive. Little sheep, my little sheep. Okay. Are you one of Jesus’s
little sheep? Is that what you are? You want to know what those real sheep were in the beginning?
they were victims of abuse and rape. Jesus was a child rapist. Let’s see. Let’s see what he said
in that list. Let’s translate that one line. Bring up one line. What is it? There it is.
Pidas. He calls them children. My little children. What kind of children? Dresteres.
Wait a minute. That’s like what? That’s like a professional term. Something of the sea,
some kind of here alice see if you can tell us alice what that is look at what is it a labor
working person working woman but if you funnel it through didrasco it’s the runaway the one
attached to the lace days the lace days do you see the word lace days all of you all of you
evangelicals right now who were sitting there a spanking for you this is a spanking for you
look it’s right there lacedace all of you evangelicals are saying it’s a word for thief
and that naked boy wasn’t naked he was dead and he was 30 okay do you know what gives me the ability
to do that classical philology the language the boys are co-workers they have a shared monetary
interest they are gaming from their association with jesus and you wonder why when he’s arrested
with a naked kid again why it is that everybody’s saying what jesus what you’re not a who you’re not
okay okay and then a mob forms right angry mob angry mob and jesus’s worst nightmare
comes true his cover is blown jesus is larry nasser as soon as somebody comes forward and
says something that’s it that’s it you live by silence there are those of you who have ears to
here because jesus has groomed you and has initiated you yeah you wondered what he needed
mary with all her sex drugs did you think that jesus was in any business other than child sex
trade you have another thank coming love it let’s go to the next text okay look i’ve got just a
couple look these are these are nice little punctuation marks boom look at this this is
john 21 16 leg out to it yeah he says to him again a second time simon son of john do you love me and
he says back to him yeah lord you know that i love you and he says back to him then shepherd my
oh god it’s so gross when you hear it off his lips
yeah it’s disgusto give me the next one look look what he calls it this is the bible by the way
For those of you, that’s the Bible, right?
Here’s more of the Bible.
What does he call him in John?
Paideia.
Look at that second line.
Paideia.
You know what that is?
That’s the plural of the diminutive.
Again, my little.
A diminutive for child.
My little boys.
My little child.
Come here, my children.
Come here.
Yeah.
Let him come unto me.
And they start yelling.
Hey, we don’t like the way he’s touching them.
And by touch, they meant molest.
We don’t like the way he’s aggressively molesting the children.
Don’t scandalize me, says Jesus.
Don’t scandalize me.
And you build churches and crosses to this guy.
You read books that are written by morons who praise this guy.
You study science that these morons contradict, and you still give them room.
You still give them room while they destroy your civilization.
Do you wonder why the watchers think we’re a bunch of morons?
Do you wonder?
Those are the lost boys.
Your reality now is that the apostles were a bunch of abused children.
And your world is made up of people who prop that garbage up.
Who just bring you down.
Ha, ha, ha, with the ha and the ha.
and you just shell them out you pay them all your bucks all your bucks go to these people
and you are supporting an organization that was started by a child trafficker
you want to save the children you morons you fools you want to save the children the guy
that you snuggled with he was snuggling children yeah isn’t that ironic what a twist what a twist
in evangelical world what a twist your god is the one who is the rapist of children the thing that
you run around saying oh yeah we’re gonna save the children we’re gonna rip down this society
and save the children just like we did in the first century and we just watch it happen right
it’s all they’re supposed to do the watchers anyway i want to read to you a little bit of
celsus just just for the sake of the celsus please i just want to quote celsus can you come here
and some people call him celsus that’s fine i’ve heard medieval people who do medieval latin
i’ve heard them say celsus but you know celsus there was a physician named celsus too good
roman physician wrote a lot about drugs let’s see what celsus says the honor the christians pay to
jesus is no different from the sort paid to hadrian’s favorite boy and tenuous the honor
they pay to jesus is the same as the cult of antennas do you know who antennas was he was
hadrian’s naked boy hadrian wasn’t arrested in the public park at 4 a.m like jesus was
but he had his boys like jesus did and you know he had one that he had a certain special affinity for
and you know um it’s the way it was it’s the way it was yeah yeah um this is how the christians
worship, says Celsus. They’re worshiping in the same rites as the boy-loving rites of Antinous.
Didn’t you like your wife, Hadrian? Shut up. Sorry, I didn’t realize that was a sensitive issue.
We don’t have it recorded anywhere, Hadrian, that you ever expressed an interest in women,
but we know that you and Antinous, oh, and he was handsome. He was handsome. Handsome kid,
right? We know that you and Antinous had this thing going. Poor Antinous. He turned 20 and
got murdered. Can you believe that? Talk about jealousy. Can’t run foul. Can’t run a foul.
Ganymede’s got to be somewhere. Zeus has got his Ganymede. Heracles has his Hylus. Jesus has his
Peter yeah do you know what Jesus told Peter to do he said if you love me and you’re giving me
your your sauce of your your magic sauce of drugged glory you’re giving me the love that I
want you to feed my little sheepkins I want you to nourish them my little sheepkins yeah do you
see what Christianity is? It is a ring of a pedophile who not only is able to have his cake
and to eat it, but he trains the next generation of cake. Yeah, the next thing you know,
year 2023, we got a bakery full of cake. This cosmos is a bakery full of cake now.
That’s how it spreads. Are you telling me, Dr. Amon, are you telling me that Jesus Christ was a spreader of a cult whose purpose was to rape children perpetually?
Let’s look at the facts. Let’s look at the outcome. Let’s look at the outcome.
What do we know about the outcome? It’s tight. Let’s go to one more source.
i want to go to this source and then i’m gonna i think i’m gonna call in um gnostic informant
who’s gonna give you a little bit of information about some naughty monks with their boys
um let’s go to this text though yeah yeah look do you love me like a soon in poros right what
is this kid what is this kid to jesus what’s the young kid this is talking about the young one
what is the young one that jesus has a relationship with undoubtedly right the one he says he loved
and if he uses the same expressions that the author of secret secret mark is using means
he stayed with him for the night remember the little kid that’s leaning on jesus you didn’t
realize the last supper do you have that last supper bring that thing da vinci get it get your
bald dumb head in here and give us that where’s the one that’s leaning do we have any leaners
no is it on the i can’t tell i was hoping to find the leaner we don’t see the kid there well he’s
not there da vinci you’re excused okay but you’re gonna have to supply like a 10 to 12 year old kid
and have him leaning against jesus while they’re having their banquet right and the two other
kitties who who were children of uh martha yeah no salome they were children of salome um they said
hey um you’re gonna talk us into being able to sit next to jesus mommy you wondered why the parents
complained you wondered right some of them do and some of them don’t right some of them like the
grooming it’s all part of the pizzazz right gonna be in the kingdom of heaven this is lovely what a
lovely freak show this is let’s go let’s go um to that last yep okay here and yeah you’re a soon
in poros what is the kid to jesus he’s this are you ready you’re gonna don’t be shocked don’t be
shocked he’s a fellow traveler or companion no he’s not that look at number two look at number
to a partner with him for gain right this is his traveling boy do you know what you can do what is
the street value of a boy like the one that jesus is prostituting what’s the street value of that
you know he does give him a home right he’s like hey kids stay with mom i’m so thirsty
sorry that’s what the text says okay um and by the way and johnny does end up drinking it so um
you know he’s he’s whacked let’s go to one more please oh yeah let’s just go is there any of this
that’s good oh look people are love this i know thanks for waiting neil wait just five more
minutes i’ll finish up let’s see go bring me that one yeah here this is john 21 4 and so early in
the morning i just wanted you to see early in the morning this is in the boat right and jesus
standing there on the shoreline right and so are these little students right little students they
don’t recognize them because they’re on the boat they don’t recognize me standing on the shore give
me the next one chewy yep and what happens jesus says them hey kiddos by the uh right you got
nothing to eat right and they answer him no we’re hungry why and here he comes what’s gonna happen
And then, well, look at this, Simon, on the second line, Simon Peter, therefore, when he heard that he was Jesus, he wrapped himself in some clothing because he was naked, engargumnos, right, on a boat offshore with a bunch of boys, okay?
And now I want you to see how historically difficult this has been to translate, because people don’t want to talk about what he’s doing with naked boys, right, or what he’s doing naked with the boys.
So when Simon Peter heard that it was the Lord, he put his outer garment on, parentheses.
The parentheses do not exist in that text, for he was stripped for work.
Oh, I see.
Yeah, I get naked when I fish too, right?
And when I fall asleep after I’ve been fishing and haven’t caught anything, I naturally just fall asleep naked because that’s what I’ve been doing all night, naked fishing.
I’m going to go fish.
Take it down.
I’m going to go fish naked with Jesus.
Do you see how he was groomed?
Do you see how Peter’s groomed?
I don’t know whether I should feel bad for him or whether I should say, hey, dude, you’re propping up some bad stuff, right?
You need to go to the authorities.
Well, you know, they did.
he got him and peter ran away didn’t you wonder everybody ran dude everybody ran i am not a lace
this i’m not a child trafficker right over and over again that lay stays is a child trafficker
fantastic and i know that there are evangelicals among you i want it to be so much the robber
it’s not isn’t it sorry these are all children yeah these are all children go back to the yep
go for it and here’s another translation he wrapped his outer garment around him before he
had taken it off okay so let me get this he was sleeping he wasn’t naked because he fished naked
he was sleeping and when he woke up when he woke up um he took his pants off real quick and put
him back on yeah that makes sense maybe his underwear he took his underwear off and he put
him back up took his linen his loincloth off and he was like right and then he put it back on when
jesus got there why is this kid dressing why is a teenager dressing and all the church people right
now i can feel i can i can feel the constriction of their rectums right i can feel it um they’re
gonna say oh peter had a wife at that young age no i didn’t there’s no record of his wife anywhere
there is only the statement that jesus treated one of his in-laws it could have been his sister-in-law
and which makes sense because there was no she never shows up anywhere else right she doesn’t
mind that peter is spending the night on the boat with a bunch of kids and up naked yeah remember
when jesus shores up on the shore he is totally rocking a resurrected vampire body that’s gorgeous
oh i can’t wait to show you his track marks we’re gonna look at those next week
you mean jesus had track marks yeah yeah you what did you think they were yeah it’s okay they’re
kids too let’s go to the last the very last one and just see yeah oops yeah here’s a little bit
look um yeah oh god he’s now okay here’s the here’s the confession are you ready um you know
jesus did a lot of other things in front of his boy companions yeah um but um he and he revealed
a lot of many varied signs and and he was a he was a witness to the truth this guy john right
the one who’s writing this thing and he wrote this prophetic book and what did he do he dictated
everything and he did so the things that he didn’t talk about he did so in willing silence
in prudent silence he didn’t reveal everything okay now you can see it let’s bring in um let’s
bring in neil neil you’ve been sitting there for way too long i know you’re good floor thank you
for the time and i’m going to give neil i want you to just give me first hand i want you to tell me
any reactions and then i want you to give a little presentation on some dirty monks
yeah so first of all uh over 100 people 108 people watching right now so that’s that’s big numbers
right there but i wanted to say for everyone that’s watching if you think what he just got
into was dark and deep and dirty it’s just getting started it’s about to get even crazier right now
so first thing i want to show i have a like seven screens that i want to go through some of them
will be really quick couple of them i’m going to read but i just want to go through these for a
particular reason i got the one on the bottom right now because you mentioned the disciple
you mentioned the young boy in the who’s on jesus’s shoulder and this is from the gospel
of john where it talks about this disciple whom jesus loved or in some cases the beloved of jesus
depending on what you’re looking what passage you’re looking at and he’s always depicted
and it’s described in the text as a young boy hanging on jesus half asleep like like a couple
like like like like his little well that’s what the beloved is by the way that’s what i’m about
to get into so the greek i’m gonna go to my next screen now the greek that they use is a term
called agap agapitos right beloved now you as a you you just shook your head like yep yep here we
go because you know that this term is used all over the ancient greek world for young boys who
are being groomed by older males the beloved it’s all over the place the beloved of archelaus the
beloved of so and so and they use it in this in the same context in the in the new testament
the beloved of jesus so let’s go to i don’t want to i don’t care what bible has to say about this
word because it’s all it’s all just what you know their spin let’s go to uh alice let’s see what
alice says about this word uh we got agapatos right okay one says that wherewith one must be
content hence of only children right it’s always used in the context of beloved children and it’s
like of things desirable persons beloved and one of the sources that’s in here is aristophanes
and i didn’t even i just found this at the last second it’s the craziest text i just want to show
it real quick and i want to get into some of this semen eucharist stuff that i got um but yeah so
the next one i got is from aristophanes and it’s it’s used in the same context as beloved child
and what’s going on here is this priest is i don’t know if you could help me out here to help me
describe what’s happening here i think this priest is about to sacrifice this child and the mother is
calling it so that’s my beloved child and uh like let’s just read it where it says he says
but you my child take off this cretan robe and blame no one but your mother for your death
what does this mean the little girl is nothing but a skin filled with wine and a shod with persian
slippers and it says and then so if you keep going it says um are you the are you the mother of this
brat she’s like i carried it for 10 months you carried it i swear by artemis how much does it
hold the three katalai tell me oh what have you done you shall have stripped this poor
child quite naked and it is so small so small yes quite small to be sure how old is it has it seen
the feast of cups thrice or four times it was born about the time of the last dionysia but which is
like a year old two years old what does that mean and it says no may apollo bear my witness well
then we are going to burn you burn me but then i shall rip open this instantly no i
juror you don’t don’t do anything like that rather me rather me that rather me than that
what a tender mother you are but nevertheless i shall rip it open he tears open the wineskin
and then she starts crying oh my beloved daughter mania hand me the sacred cup that i may at least
catch the blood of my child holds it below that’s the only favor i grant you he pours the wine into
the cup oh you out upon you you pitiless what is even going on here it’s a bunch of women getting
um intoxicated for the thesmophoria right so um that’s kind of the comedy relief of it is that
you know they’re describing the wineskin as that beloved child right yeah so yeah and but go ahead
i thought it was interesting because it’s always depicting this beloved of jesus holding the cup
he’s always got the cup in his hand and there’s the eucharist and so like i’m going to show us
another source right now from augustine regarding the eucharist in carthage this is a primary source
from it’s a latin source but i had the translation of it it’s called on heresies by augustine and
he’s uh talking about this this case that happened down in carthage this is this one i gotta read
says for this reason based upon the so-called seduction of the archons myth or rather because
some demand of their sacrilegious superstitions their elect are forced to consume a sort of
eucharist sprinkled with human seed in order that the divine substance may be freed even from that
just as is from other foods which they receive however they deny that because they do this and
assert as true that some others do it using the name of the manichaeans okay but they are exposed
at the church of carthage as you know we were already a deacon there at the time under the
prosecution of ursus the tribune who was then prefect in the palace some were brought to trial
at this time a girl by the name of margarita betrayed this monstrous ugliness and claimed
that she was not yet 12 years old and that she had been violated on account of this wicked right
so we have in one case in one situation here we have these these bishops in carthage drinking
semen and molesting young women young 12 year old girls this is in one passage like whoa like this
is getting deep right here and then and then it goes on to say uh that she had undergone some
treatment because of the very same right first she maintained that she was intact and insisted
on being examined as a midwife by a midwife uh but when she was examined when her true condition was
discovered she likewise gave information on that whole extremely ugly crime so she was raped and
look at this at which flower is sprinkled between a couple in sexual intercourse to receive a
commingle with their seed this she had not heard when margarita gave her testimony like whoa this
is some crazy and look at look at this when you go down here then he starts talking about some
of the stuff that they’re that they were into um he says nevertheless they’re inserted the other
groups uh manichaeans books of manny that’s not what i’m looking for oh here it is and then these
books are described monstrous things this is from the mouth of uh augustine relating to the
transformation of males into females and females into males to attract and loosen through concept
contribute since uh the prince of darkness of both sexes so that the divine substance which held
captive in them may be set free and escape oh what kind of bolt is going on over there in carthage
damn yeah yeah look people it’s the mysteries right right in front of your face being brought
to you those mysteries and yeah and sure enough right at the right at the helm of it is pedophilia
yeah yeah epiphanius is saying they’re they’re drinking semen for a reason you know what i mean
so and by the way now what do you think neil what do you think you see the pedophilia
right and we you know you look at jesus and his situation um how much of christianity is
the perpetuation of pedophilia you know well that’s what i wanted to say because to bring
it back to jesus now the depiction of jesus and his beloved boy hanging out on on his shoulder
i think i think you can argue that this was the beginning of a tradition of the master
and beloved master and beloved and by the way when you look at these early church fathers
you’ll see um marcion was the beloved of paul and then polycarp was the beloved of marcion and then
there’s like a chain going down like you grow up as a young boy being someone’s beloved you get
groomed by them and then once you get older and you learn now you are in charge you get a beloved
and that that that cycle goes on and not that’s the church that’s the tradition it’s like a it’s
kind of like a grooming tradition in that sense and i think it starts with jesus and his beloved
i think that’s the whole point of john is telling you that this this is what you’re supposed to do
you’re supposed to go and get a little child put them under your wing and raise them to be
the next the next christian basically the next the next uh bishop the next episcopos that’s dark
yeah yeah you know heracles and his hylus right
back to the ancient greek stuff like this was all happening left and right you know it does
it doesn’t surprise me at all to see the structure um of the organized approach to
grooming and raping children that doesn’t surprise me at all um what surprises me is that the church
has for so long been able to misrepresent the classical sources to give you this phony picture
that it never existed that the image that you have of jesus think of you know come on you all
thought jesus i’m talking to the audience you all thought jesus um was walking around with bearded
men right you thought he was you didn’t know that he was with children right you might have
thought differently in your church if they had presented him that way to you you might have
thought differently would you think differently neil you were a christian did you did you ever
considered i mean when you were a christian neil did were you thinking these are grown men yes
i did and you just assume that because every it’s just kind of what it’s assumed but once you real
once you actually get into the to the evidence and realize that this these are these are kids
following a 30 year old man what that’s not that’s we we all as a society right now in 2023 we all
agree that’s not cool that’s actually illegal i think to to do that like and like but that’s
that’s the that’s their perfect god figure that they’re gonna worship and whoa like that changes
some things for me right there i also have more evidence i have two more i want to show more
evidence that this stuff is continuing even as the into the third and fourth century so this is from
saint anthony the next one i want to show and it said that a hermit had a little boy living with
him look boom we’re off the bat it’s already we already have a hermit with a boy living with him
seeing him doing something that was not fitting don’t do that but the child did not obey him
seeing that he was disobedient to hermeneut so basically i’m just i’m basically just showing
you like okay even in this case of these desert fathers it’s a older man living with a boy
it doesn’t say it’s his son just says it’s a hermit living with a boy now the next one is
where gets crazy i wanted to show that first for a reason the next one this is the one that
i really want to touch on get your thoughts on because this is the one i saved for last because
it says a lot about the church early on uh is this one available can you see this one or no
i’ll i’ll read it if you can’t read it it says a brother tempted by a demon went to a hermit
and said these two monks over there who lived together sinfully but the hermit knew that a
demon was deceiving him so he called the brothers to him in the evening and he put out a mat for
them and covered them with a single blanket these are sons of god and holy persons basically saying
how dare you blame these blame them for doing you know whatever you’re blaming them of they’re
still these are these are sons of gods and holy persons shut this slandering up so they blame it
on satan right and then it says a brother said to a hermit what am i to do for these foul thoughts
are killing me when a mother wants to wean her baby she smears something bitter on her breast
but when the infant comes as usual to suckle he tastes the bitterness and is repelled
so you ought to put bitterness into your thought the brother said to him what is bit what bitterness
is this the hermit said to him the thought of death and term torment which is prepared in the
next world for sinners this is where it gets crazy a brother asked a hermit about thoughts of this
kind this is homosexual thoughts and he says the hermit said i have never been tempted by that
the brother was the brother was scandalized by him and went to the second herb and said
look here the hermit said this to me and i am shocked because it is unnatural he said to him
the meaning of the words of that man of god isn’t on the surface go and apologize to him and you
show and we’ll show you the power in his words so the brother went to the hermit and apologized
to him he said forgive me abba father i was a fool and i did not did not say goodbye to you
when i left i beg you explain to me how it is that you are not troubled by lust he’s like how
do you do it i’m these thoughts are killing me he’s saying and he says uh he said therefore
the reason is this since since ever i became a monk i have never taken my fill of bread or water
or sleep and he’s basically saying uh i can’t see the bottom part because my screen but it says like
when when i put myself into a state of fasting and discomfort the pricks of lust are gone so
the reason why i think this is interesting is they are fighting they are fighting natural thoughts of
homosexual like they’re calling it demons they’re going oh my god these thoughts are killing me
oh make sure you fast and don’t sleep good and just live like it let just just make sure you
torture yourself that way you won’t have lust like what is going on with these people why what what
is there’s nothing alluring about this lifestyle at all to me it sounds horrible it sounds like
hell sounds like you’re making yourself live in hell you know isn’t that am i am i crazy for
thinking that no no i’m sorry oh did you just get muted i can’t hear you right now maybe it’s just
me there we go oh no i can’t hear you guys is it is it on my end maybe it’s on my end let’s see
what the chat says can you guys see him hear him check check yep you got me now you’re back now
you’re back go ahead okay fantastic it’s probably on my end thanks jim fantastic um no i’m sorry
it’s just so funny to listen to the mania you’re muted again it came off jehovah does not want you
to talk right now i’ll talk okay so the one on on one hand the pedophilia thing that’s just
disgusting the fact that you had these hermits living out in the desert desert in the wilderness
with just one boy that’s crazy that’s weird now on the other hand two hermits living together and
having those thoughts completely natural and they’re fighting it to the death like it’s a demon
that’s trying to capture them and they’re it’s so it’s like there’s just so many things that so that
so many moving parts here because obviously on the one hand pedophilia is just crazy horrible
disgusting but it’s happening we have tons of evidence that it’s happening and on the other
hand maybe if you just went with your who you are and not try to fight it maybe you wouldn’t be that
at doing pedophilia like just some just throwing ideas out there but I just think it was interesting
at the end he’s saying these thoughts are killing me what do I do how do I stop these thoughts and
I’m just like that and like instead of saying oh pray to God or Jesus will cure you and he’s
basically telling him like to treat yourself like and don’t eat any food and don’t sleep and
once you’re feeling really bad you won’t have lust that’s crazy that’s insane okay okay it can
hear me neil’s yeah okay so when you let me ask you this now when you since you have that in mind
when you look at jesus’s advice to his young children pupils what when he says look tommy
if you look at a woman and think dirty thoughts about her you might as well have raped her right
there right you can’t notice that there’s an orientation in the teaching that is a very
sexual orientation yeah so i think this grooming thing is part of some you know this is not only
cultural traditions don’t you think not only that the abolition of the law because of that
so when like when jesus throws that out there and says you’re you’re screwed you’ll never follow the
laws of moses you are done in fact even if you think about it you’ve already committed it so
therefore the sins are actually it’s in the hearts it’s what you’re it’s what your intentions are
it’s not about the flesh. It’s about the heart. Let’s not get circumcised in the flesh. Let’s
get circumcised in the heart. But that philosophy packed inside of it almost as an abolition of the
law in the physical sense, meaning you can go and do those things as long as you’re not consumed by
it and it doesn’t control you. So Paul talks about this. Paul says, you know, you might go to a
hagan’s house for dinner and they might sacrifice some meat sacrifice it to idols and don’t ask
don’t tell cares they’re basically setting themselves up for a tradition in which these
things are allowed in a weird sense because they had this new mentality of it’s all about the
spiritual it’s not about the physical it’s not about the flesh who cares what you put inside
your body it’s all about what comes out of your body duh and they’re setting themselves up so they
can do they can allow themselves to do these type of things i think that yeah i totally yeah that’s
a beautiful painted picture of the history now with jesus being in the middle of all this do you
how do we bring it stop how do we bring it to the point um that people see these images so for
For 1,400 years, we’ve had images, maybe 1,600, we’ve had images of the apostles.
What if someone were to construct an accurate image of Jesus with his children,
talking about the stuff that he’s talking about, being on that boat, naked kids running around,
getting arrested in a cemetery with, again, naked kids with other, you know, even if Peter’s only 19.
uh you know it still doesn’t excuse you know oh well he’s 19 well okay but he’s passing it on to
the next generation to james and john they’re the sons of that lightning that drug that we’re using
they’re the youngest ones too so they might be like 12 yeah so can you what would happen neil
if you drew this picture for people like if you used your ai and brought up pictures of
Accurate historically accurate or at least accurate to the texts of pictures of Jesus with the boys
What would happen you get you get your 30 year old Jesus?
31 year old John the Baptist and then a bunch of teenagers and now all of a sudden and they’re all getting bathed
They’re all bathing in the in the in the Jordan and putting oil on each other and anointing each other like wait
What’s going on now all of a sudden the picture doesn’t look like it did before
four these aren’t a bunch of bearded old men that are trying to save that you know get saved and
no this is a two grown 30 year olds that are bathing people in the and bathing teenagers
it’s a little different now right it’s very you know it reminds me of all that hullabaloo with
the boy scouts and before that all the hullabaloo with the priests and stuff like that yeah it’s
how are we getting you can see the judges in rome they would just be shaking their heads like no no
this is you know same thing we you clear this stuff out because the romans arrest people
people are shocked that origin cuts his own testicles off right he doesn’t want to be taken up
in the legal sweep of the christians who are taking children and raping them they’re taking
orphans off the street and raping them in the undercrops of the places where they’re hanging
out oh my god and what do you do about that well the romans just arrested them right that’s just
origin cuts his testicles it makes you wonder if the system was designed to continue that what
because every day in the almost every day in the news in some city somewhere there’s another
catholic priest doing the same thing again and again and again and it’s been ha you can pull
up any year 1983 pick a random one 1972 1941 you’re going to find a whole list of priests
that got in trouble that year you have a calendar that’s insane that’s insane we should have a
calendar a sacred calendar of on every um week we’ll have a leader we’ll dig up whatever priest
it was and whatever century that did whatever raping they did then and we’ll just make a whole
calendar you could paper the whole you could have every day a different you know we won’t call them
saints we’ll call them nonce and we’ll say that they’re you know raping the children oh my god
neil is it set up for this the mystery is itself an engineered child rape fest oh my god and jesus
is doing it from the very beginning neil tell me this what are the what are the people who were
following the um following the vampires that are drinking kitty’s blood you know on wearing faces
and stuff like that what what do those people think when they when they reach the point that
it turns out jesus well he was right in the middle of this he was his last name could have been
epstein you know what i mean what um what are people gonna do what is this how does this affect
jesus and how do we take this message to the poor evangelicals who don’t realize that their lord and
savior was a pedophile well that’s why i wanted to start off by showing that word the uh agapitas
this word is being used and by john the gospel of john for jesus’s favorite disciple who’s a
young boy and i and like you think this has nothing there’s no impact on the traditions
that follow from this text like you really think it has nothing to do with it and this is all
separate i don’t know about that i think you’re i think that’s a stretch for you to say that
because i i’m what else are we doing like what else is happening here you mentioned about you
go even deeper with yours where you talk about how on the night before he’s handed over you got
boy the sin don’t run by and i remember the first time you showed me that i said how do i never
notice this what a random thing to put in there like even if mark is not really history all right
because you know people will say it’s just mythology there it’s a legend even if it’s not
the fact that this story gets attributed to jesus it says a lot about what’s going on with the
tradition itself so jesus being the beginning of this whole thing this thing’s being attributed
to him and then now look what’s happening as a as a as a cause and effect down the road and it’s you
got to wonder is it because of what’s how it started off i think yeah i want to i want to
i’m going to make that the last word and i’m going to say to people i want people to notice
that all neil did was bring up the sources right that’s all i did he just gave you the
sources the shocking value of it all was just from what they were reporting what those sources
are reporting yeah this is our key this is our key and if you want to if you want to get some
more background context on how common this type of thinking was there’s there’s these
pyrolytes text erotic epigrams and that you could flip through them and it’s just there’s tons and
tons and tons of grooming and pedophilia going down in the greek world so christianity is a part
of that world it’s coming out of that world it’s the me it’s the middle man between that world and
the and the the new world the you know the middle ages like you know the world that we’re in now
basically so yeah there’s clearly some of that stuff going on gorgeous neil thanks for coming
tonight i really appreciate your time and i want to tell everybody um you know i appreciate the
fact that people have been people have been getting in touch with me and you know there
are projects going on that people want to take this material and they want to use it and show
people things that’s the whole idea of the museum you have two people here tonight just talking
sources and these sources belong to all of us so neil thank you for coming tonight um everybody
uh thank you for coming tonight and donating 115 people watching yeah well yeah no i and i
appreciate it i appreciate it every one of them that’s big every one of them and please send your
complaints please don’t let me down don’t let me down send your complaints defend jesus’s
pedophilia please do it um hey neil thanks for coming and hail satan hail satan just maybe
We will gather again.
Source: Lady Babylon