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Recorded as an all-day seminar on November 22, 2025, Mark Passio delivers his long-promised, in-depth explanation of what true spiritual work actually is — and, most importantly, how to do it. Moving far beyond the comfortable newer versions of shadow work, he leads students step by step through a process of self-improvement that refuses shortcuts and forbids spiritual bypassing. The work is frank and often painful, because it forces each person to face exactly what they would rather ignore about themselves. Presented here in full for the first time, Passio’s personal Triple A method leaves serious students with an expanded understanding of what it means to be awake and to do the Great Work.
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Welcome everyone. So glad that you could all be here today. This is going to be a profoundly important seminar. I can say that with confidence. This is something that I’ve been wanting to do for several years and finally this year put it all together and have collected a great amount of research and finally here for the first time today and I am going to be presenting my own personal
methodology for the shadow work process. So I want to thank all the students who enrolled and I want
to say that I hope you all receive maximum value from what I’m going to share in this seminar here
today. Let’s get started. Of course this is the shadow work seminar. It will be going all day
until 10 p.m this evening east coast time. So let’s jump in for the introduction to this type
of material. So I’m going to be presenting this in three basic sections preceded by my usual
caveats at the beginning, introduction and warnings. So let’s go through some basic caveats
before we jump into section one. So what is this seminar? For people who may be watching online
later after I release this publicly, people may have heard the term shadow work but not really
deeply understood its meaning or what it entails. So in today’s seminar, I will deliver an in-depth
and eye-opening explanation of what true spiritual work is. Shadow work is true spiritual work upon
the self to improve yourself as an individual and to make the effort to improve our society as a
whole, our civilization as a whole. So I’ll be explaining what this true spiritual work is,
what it entails, and most importantly, how to do it. I will take the attendees and viewers of this
seminar through a step-by-step process of self-improvement, detailing each stage of that
process and providing examples and specific methodologies. So that’s what this seminar is
going to be. It’s essentially a workshop. And again, the students will receive the value that
they bring to the table when it comes to paying attention, showing up in full presence and in
full learning mode, and really deeply making an effort to conceptually understand what I’m going
to present and then later apply it. This will not be a new age variant of shadow work. Contrary
to the new age so-called ideas of shadow work, I will show my audience that real shadow work
has no shortcuts. It does not involve any spiritual bypassing and that it often contains
painful processes which may not be skirted or skipped. Hence why real shadow work is so
unpopular. Most people don’t know what it is. Most people don’t know how to do it. Most people
don’t want to learn what it is and don’t want to do it because it is not fun. It is a very
introspective painstaking process that drudges up all kinds of emotional problems and issues
and forces us to come face to face with the things we don’t like about ourselves
that’s why it’s so unpopular my personal triple a approach to shadow work will be outlined in
detail in this seminar for the very first time i’ve talked about it but i’ve never actually
presented all of the steps involved and how to go about doing it and what types of questions to ask
yourself while you’re doing this type of work. So we’re going to be doing all of that, taking you
through my triple A method, and we’ll see what that stands for in a little while. I hope to leave
my students today and whoever’s watching this online later with an expanded understanding of
what it means to be truly awake and doing the great work. Because when you really engage the
process of shadow work you awaken yourself and you self-actualize you activate yourself to go
out into the world and do the one great work of ending human slavery on this planet some more
caveats there’s nothing new under the sun this is not any revelatory groundbreaking uh you know
earth shattering information that is brand new everybody goes oh passio talks about things that
hey they’ve been out there for thousands of years no kidding i mean it’s unbelievable that people
like really don’t hear what i’ve said since day one i am an aggregator of information i take an
integral approach to spirituality and shadow work and i’m not making any bones about it that there’s
nothing new here as the ancient saying goes there’s nothing new under the sun and for people
that don’t know what that means coming out of that saying came out of just every mystical
tradition and secret society that has ever existed it means the truth has always been here it is
objective it is part of nature it is eternal it can never really truly be destroyed it has always
been here it always will be here and there’s nothing new about it all i can do as a presenter
as a researcher and a presenter is i can present the truth as i have come to discover it in a
personalized framework with my particular styles and aesthetics applied that’s it that’s all i can
do as a presenter so for people saying i want something new go watch the news and then you’ll
you’ll hear something new maybe right this isn’t nightly news broadcast this isn’t some episode of
some tv show so if you want something new and that’s all that’s your drug oh it’s got to be
brand new, something I’ve never heard before, go to some improv comedy night and you’ll hear what
they come up with off the top of their head. For serious students, they know there’s nothing new
and they’re just going to hear my unique take upon this type of a topic, okay? This seminar is about
true spirituality and is not political whatsoever. So if anybody’s coming at this from any kind of a
political perspective, number one, you’re in the wrong place. Number two, you’re going to be
sorely disappointed. Number three, you don’t really understand what it is that I do or that
I’m even asking of my students because this is a spiritual presentation. It has nothing to do with
politics or government other than those things should basically be destroyed from the face of
the earth forever because they constitute slavery. I am not a member of any political party. All of
them can you know uh take a flying leap off off of a bridge and uh land in water and drown as far
as i’m concerned uh i think it’s some of the lowest brow um base consciousness that exists
is politics and government it’s basically the kind of people that are causing all the problems in the
world not solving them because only two things solve problems philosophy and technology solve
problems. Government doesn’t solve any problems. Politics doesn’t solve any problems. Authority
doesn’t solve any problems. They are the problem. I do not ideologically align with any political
party. I am not an advocate of left-wing or right-wing politics. I am an advocate of moral
spirituality. And I mean objective moral spirituality, not religious morality. We’ll
get into the difference between those two things later i completely reject the belief in the idea
of human so-called authority and all forms of government because these ideologies are based
entirely in coercion and violence in other words immorality and government and authority
constitutes human slavery and if you don’t understand that again you know clearly you
haven’t paid attention to my work and you would need to to really understand what i’m going to
be talking about here today and i want to see all forms of slavery totally abolished if you want to
categorize me under one banner under one term i’m an abolitionist i know that slavery is immoral
and violent and i want to see slavery abolished from the earth forever and that means abolishing
all forms of government because government is slavery and that’s an eternal truth get as offended
it as you want, it will still not ever make the statement untrue. I embrace and teach the
principles of objective morality and natural law, which are the moral laws of creation and the
creator of the universe. The problems of our world are not a matter of left versus right politics.
The problems of our world are a matter of right versus wrong when it comes to objective morality.
And once again, these are sort of prerequisites for this class, for this seminar. If you don’t
understand this, you probably want to go back and pay attention to my earlier teachings and my
earlier work. Why do I do this type of work? Because I certainly don’t make a lot of money
doing this. I live in a comfortable home and lead a pretty meager lifestyle. You know, I drive a car
that’s a 2006, you know, that’s not any kind of a big vehicle. You know, I have a mortgage like most
other people uh and i worry about making enough to even keep my home quite frankly people think
oh you’re living some extravagant lifestyle you have no idea what’s really taking place as far as
uh the sacrifice that i’ve made to do this work and i’ve done it at the highest level and you can
say that’s arrogant you could say that’s tooting your own horn i really don’t give a damn what
people think regarding that i know the work that i’ve done and i know it’s some of the highest
spiritual level work that’s been put out into this world and one of the reasons that i know
that is because so few people are even considering or talking about any of these ideas because
they’re all still occulted and hidden so i don’t prevent i don’t present information like this to
be liked because it’s not going to get you very well liked when you tell people that they’re
ignoring their inadequacies and they’re ignoring things that they should be paying attention to to
improve themselves you’re not going to get a whole lot of love from that right some people will
respect you for saying it. Most people absolutely reject it and hate the messenger. I don’t do it
to be popular because again, where’s my platform? People who blow smoke up people’s asses have
millions and millions and millions of followers. You know, I have barely, I don’t even have like
200,000 followers on YouTube, like 140,000 or something like that. It’s, it’s, it’s a piss in
a pot okay so i certainly don’t do this to be popular i don’t do this to make money i don’t do
this to make friends because again it’s going to get you very little of any of those things
i speak publicly and present seminars like this because i personally recognize in the crisis of
overwhelming ignorance and deception in which we all currently live and which constitutes slavery
i have a personal moral obligation to communicate what i have come to know and what i know to be
taking place in our world and you know what folks it’s considerable my knowledge is considerable
i don’t i don’t go by this new age bullshit of i only know that i know nothing this is nonsense
i know quite a damn bit and i that was hard earned hard won knowledge and i don’t take that lightly
It’s one of the things, I’ll tell people this, it’s one of the things that I wake up with an attitude of gratitude about.
I’m sort of depressed about the state of the world, about where other people are, about what people want to actually talk about and think solutions are.
Those things depress me every day.
You want to know the one thing that doesn’t depress me and what I wake up feeling so thankful to all of creation for?
That I’m not a fucking idiot like that, quite frankly.
and that i have set the bar very high for my work some people appreciate that many don’t
many disagree they could disagree all they want it’s still true and if people really truly
understand spirituality and truly learn shadow work they’ll understand that the work that i put
forward is some of the top tier work in the world so i don’t go by this nonsense of never say what’s
true about yourself okay i i don’t i don’t make these claims oh i know nothing i know quite a
damn bit and that’s why i’m sharing what i know and i share what i know in order to help other
people to understand it as well because i want to level the playing field with knowledge that’s how
we become not enslaved anymore knowledge is required to defeat tyranny and slavery so i want
people to understand this knowledge so that they can take action upon it and do something about the
condition of our world that’s why i do what i do folks so when it comes to doing what is right
moral right is right even if everyone is against it in the whole godless world and wrong is wrong
even if everyone is for it in this entire entirely largely godless world so right and wrong don’t
really change true objective right and wrong don’t change and that’s why i do this work because that’s
what my commitment is to it’s to truth and to what is right it’s not to human beings and again
things are going to be intense today okay and i’ll deliver it at an even keel but with intensity
because that’s what’s lacking in this whole community passion intensity somebody just
saying it outright how it is so this particular seminar is not like my other work which talks
about external factors like symbolism and mind control techniques and psyops etc so forth and
so on you know satanism the occult secret societies occult traditions this is studying
things and events and things in our world and groups of people. This seminar directly applies
to you as an individual, as a being, and as a form of consciousness in the universe. Now that’s
different than previous work and that’s why most people hate my current work. They don’t like it
at all. They don’t want any part of it, okay? They like my old work, which we’ll talk about in a
moment. Today, in this seminar, this information that I have, that I’m going to present, is entirely
about you changing yourself. And that’s one of the most difficult things to hear, and that’s one of
the most difficult things to say to somebody else, because you know most people are going to have
objections to changing themselves in certain ways, and hearing how that is to be accomplished.
and I have changed myself in these ways.
So it’s the idea that people who live in glass houses
should not throw stones.
Be certain of that.
I don’t live in the glass house.
So I’m going to toss some stones your way today, folks.
And if that offends you, get as offended as you want.
I’m not here not to offend people.
I’m here to tell people harsh truths.
So much of the information I have explored
in my work in the past is about the state of our world,
who is controlling it,
and the way that they manipulate the consciousness of the human masses and therefore a lot of people
are very interested in that they’ll listen attentively they’ll be like oh it’s so great
that you’re talking about this stuff and then when i start converting to you know what you
have to change in a certain way and how you think and how you feel and how you behave in the world
then everybody’s like whoa i’m out you’re telling me to do something different with my life my
lifestyle. I got to change myself. I have to change my thoughts. I have to change my behaviors.
Yeah, yeah, that’s exactly correct. That’s exactly what I’m saying. So if you’re not ready to hear
that, you should just check out now. And you know what? I run the risk of alienating people,
of not having them listen. Oh, well, you’re not going to get any value out of this work unless
you’re ready to listen anyway. If you’re not ready to listen, there’s nothing that can be done.
So, in contrast today, most of what I’m going to say in this seminar is going to apply directly to you, directly to your life, directly to your thoughts, directly to your behaviors, the attendees and viewers of this seminar.
That is what may make much of it very difficult for most people to hear.
And if that’s the case, so be it.
Then that’s your ego reaction to it.
Then you’re making it difficult on yourself and on the world to change.
it’s the kind of people who say they want change and when someone tells them what’s required to
accomplish that manifestation they say i want no part of it i want to keep doing what i’m doing
and expect a different result well that’s called total friggin insanity you have to change your
thoughts and behaviors to get a different manifested result in reality so this brings
us to the concept of old passio versus new passio for people that know about or know my old work
versus what I transitioned my work to over the last several years.
See, most people love Old Passio.
Many people loved my earliest work because it discussed the world control system,
mind manipulation techniques, occult symbolism, etc., so forth and so on, as I’ve already said.
Such things largely place focus on external factors.
You’re looking at something outside of yourself that’s operating in the world.
And people were much more willing to accept such information because it did not focus intensely enough on the personal responsibility to change one’s own thoughts and behavior or the individual’s responsibility to get involved personally in the war for human freedom.
My earliest work didn’t focus as intensely upon that.
That’s why people say, I hear it all the time, all over social media, all over the internet.
You don’t want to listen to his later stuff.
He’s yelling at people.
He’s angry.
He’s nasty.
He’s cursing.
He’s saying mean things.
That’s because look at what happened in the world, folks.
You want to stay focused on external factors.
You don’t want to change your own thoughts and behaviors.
look at what just happened look at the whole world was shut down as just a an example of what
the real controllers and rulers of this whole domain can do they just came out in the open
and said we’re going to shut the whole damn world down at our discretion and they did it like that
they perpetrated a fucking hoax and they shut the entire world down destroyed people’s lives
destroyed people’s business created the largest wealth transfer to the wealthiest people in the
world from the poorest people in the world and people stayed there and took it up the rear end
and i’m supposed to just be like oh well well well you know people didn’t want to hear it they
didn’t want to change no i’m going to get the the velvet glove came off and the iron gauntlet went
on and i’m punch i’m gonna punch down on people because once again i’ve made these changes to
myself i’m not the issue or problem so everybody goes oh go listen to the old stuff that means you
don’t understand my work at all zero not not not one iota not one tiny little tiny little
itsy bitsy bit you don’t understand my work and it’s sad because at this point in the game when
i was presenting i was wearing a mask i wasn’t who i really am i wasn’t letting my real personality
show through i’m presenting external stuff so that people gravitate to my work and that’s not
that’s kind of disingenuous quite frankly and i i dropped that years into my work because i’m like
i don’t want to do this anymore i’m not trying to get people to like me i need to tell them harsh
real truths that they’re going to act upon that they’re going to eventually hear it’s eventually
going to stick and then they’re actually going to take action on it so people love the old stuff
they hate the new stuff you want to know why because the new stuff is telling them they must
truly change from an internal perspective and god forbid we can’t have that so most people
absolutely hate detest and despise my latest work which is my most powerful work and my most
important work, quite frankly. Not because it isn’t true or important or quality work, because it is
all of those things, but because it intensely emphasizes one’s own personal responsibility
to change their own thoughts and behavior and highly emphasizes an individual’s responsibility
to quote-unquote put skin in the game and get personally involved in the war for our very
freedom. It places the burden, the onus, it places all the responsibility upon the individual,
upon the self. And that’s where most people say, this guy’s crazy. I’m checking out. How many
people on social media go, I haven’t heard a word Passio said since like the demystifying the occult
seminar or since the natural law seminar. And then I’m done with the rest of his work. Well,
you know what? That’s called a dunce. That’s called a moron. That’s called someone who’s
not ready to show up and be present and be in learning mode and truly listen. They think
they know enough. And you know, the answer is they don’t know enough. They haven’t engaged
in the trivium. Everybody thinks they’re correct. And the difference is I’ve actually done the
work to make sure that I’m correct. There’s a method of that that we’re going to talk
about you can make sure whether you’re correct or not if you gather enough data which most people
haven’t that’s why most people talk out of their ass they don’t know what they’re talking about
because they haven’t gathered enough grammar they haven’t gathered the data that’s required they
don’t have the requirements in knowledge and i do that’s what qualifies me to deliver a seminar
like this quite frankly that i am qualified in knowledge regarding this material and again
this is still just introductory and caveats and it has to be said and has to be said intensely
like this if you don’t like it i don’t care because this is part of the problem with reception
of my work and people have to work on their own reception the quality of their reception
there’s no problem with the transmitter folks there’s problems with the radio receiving the
transmission put that concept in your mind in your mental pipe and smoke it okay you got to
attenuate and attune the receiver in order to receive the message coming from the big megawatt
transmitter you know thousand megawatt okay so if people say they don’t like the new passio
you know that there are dunce and that they don’t know what they’re talking about they don’t even
know what the new material is, what it represents, how important and powerful it is, because they want
soft nonsense. They’re not really in the game for freedom. They have no skin in the game.
And most of all, they want to stay rigidly attached to their own ego bullshit. And they don’t want to
really change from an internal perspective. So approach this material like an adult or go away,
quite frankly and again i’m saying this up front these are my caveats these are my warnings so
i’m telling people right up front this may not be for you this may not be for you and you need to
know that going in and then maybe you’ll come back to it when you’re ready this presentation
this seminar today is for psychologically mature adults who are ready and able ready and able to
hear the truth regarding how they must change in order for the human condition to change and
improve for the better. The human condition changes by individuals changing themselves,
and most people aren’t ready for that work. That’s sad, but that’s true. So this seminar is not for
those who appear to be adults in a bodily capacity, physically appear to be adults,
but really they’re not adults up here. They still have the psychological mentation of a little child
putting their hands over their ears and saying, I don’t want to hear this. And that’s not a good
person. That’s someone who thinks that they’re going to think and reason with their emotions
instead of actually think and reason with their brain and mind. So if this image describes who
you are internally from your internal emotional state, time to go. And you’ll hear no other
presenters say things like that to their potential viewing audience anywhere. And that’s because
they’re just trying to reel people in for clicks and likes and popularity and better ratings. And
I could give a shit, couldn’t give any less of a shit
about any of those things, quite frankly.
I’m here to present harsh truth
and to help improve the human condition for the better,
not placate someone’s delicate bullshit ego, okay?
So that’s the difference between a real OG
and a real person delivering material like this
who’s coming at it from a very boots-on-the-ground perspective
and somebody who just would do anything for clicks
and likes and attention.
One of the greatest sayings ever, if you are not willing to learn, no one can help you.
But if you are determined to learn, no one can stop you.
This is one of my personal approaches to life in general, and truer words may have never
been spoken.
If you are here and you’ve showed up determined to learn this material, you are unstoppable.
But if you’re not really willing to hear what’s going to be said today, there is no
help for you, certainly not from me.
your discomfort does not determine what is true my presentation style is often extremely intense
and at times even combative and you’ve already heard some of that i will not sugarcoat my words
or my delivery some people who watch this seminar may very likely become upset or angered by things
i will say during this presentation so be it let those emotions flow through you that’s not my
problem or responsibility. It’s yours. But however this presentation with me saying the words that
I’m going to say makes you feel, that will never make this material untrue. That will never make
this material untrue. Beat that concept into your brain. What I’m going to present here is true
regardless of how you feel about it. Truth by its very nature is belligerent because it wages war
against all forms of deception and mind control that is what telling the truth is actually doing
it’s putting that information into the field of consciousness that we live within it’s a broadcast
signal out into the matrix of consciousness and when it is received properly by those other
antenna picking it up those other radios receiving that signal and possibly even
rebroadcasting it for other people to hear, there’s no stopping it. It becomes incredibly
powerful. Telling the truth and making someone cry is better than telling a lie and making someone
smile. 100%. And that’s what I endeavor to do. The truth is harsh. It’s ugly. It does not
necessarily make us feel good. You can’t reason with your emotions. You must reason with your
mind so get as offended as you want get as offended as you like it’s never going to make
what i say today untrue all it’s going to do is keep you from receiving the information properly
and helping yourself and helping the world so only you have the power to make that eventuality
not happen and make a good outcome happen that you are going to receive it properly you’re going
to get maximum benefit from this seminar and you’re going to change yourself for the better
and change the world for the better you’re the only one that can make that happen this seminar
is a large tapestry of information and it constitutes an informational tapestry that
is meant to be taken in as a whole not in little isolated sections or parts now a lot of people
want to break my work into more digestible chunks i’m not saying i you know i’m opposed to that but
when it comes to a seminar like this you really need to understand the entirety of the information
seeing it in context if you try to do it out of that entirety and out of context it’s going to
be very difficult to gain maximum benefit so i highly recommend that you stay and watch the
entire presentation in all of its parts if you don’t do that you will most likely not recognize
the patterns inherent to the information tapestry and more likely than not you will not come away
from this seminar with an accurate understanding of these topics and you will not receive maximum
value for the resources that you um you know basically used and and gave to be here and i
don’t want to see that i want to see everybody gain maximum value i i’ve said in the test calls
that we did for this seminar and I’ll say it again right here there are going to be people
in this seminar that go after hearing the entirety of it if they stay for the whole thing and listen
to the whole thing oh my god I can’t believe I paid $70 to attend this seminar it wasn’t worth
70 cents there are going to be many people I know this I hope it’s not true I hope I’m wrong but
more likely than not they’re going to be some people they’re going to be like this wasn’t worth
what i uh donated to be here then there are going to be other people they’re going to be like i think
70 was reasonable i think that’s probably about what what the whole thing was worth and they
stayed and they got a couple of things and they didn’t really apply it later or maybe some of them
applied a little bit and there’s going to be people who say yeah it was worth the 70 that i
donated to be there and then there’s going to be a small group of people much smaller than the other
two groups. They’re going to say, oh my God, that seminar changed my entire life and my entire way
of thinking about reality. And $70 was the most ridiculously low ball donation that could have
ever been asked. That seminar was worth $70,000. It was worth $70 million. That’s going to be the
tiny minority. And once again, that’s going to be up to what the student brings to the table
and how much they focus and pay attention and really hear the concepts that are presented.
This seminar is essentially an addendum to what on earth is happening, my main website and body
of material. If you’re here and you’re not familiar with what on earth is happening,
I don’t know why you are here. That is ultra confusing to me. And I would not say that you’re
really going to um uh it’s it’s not best practices let’s put it that way okay i’m not saying you
might not understand what i present but this works best if you view it and take it in and receive it
in conjunction with the prerequisite material that is in my body of work on wateronearthishappening.com
So this seminar should be absorbed by the potential student in conjunction with the
information covered on my website, whatonearthishappening.com, specifically the podcast
section, obviously the video section, which has all of my formalized presentations and my news
section, which has all of my interviews that I’ve done on other people’s platforms. While this
seminar could stand on its own, certainly it could, a more complete and healed worldview will emerge
in the mind of the student if the information I explore regarding shadow work is understood
in relation to the information that I cover in all of my previous work. And once again, this is
about old passio versus new passio. Old passio is talking about the external factors we need to make
ourselves aware of in our world. The new material is talking about shadow work and how we really
need to conduct this type of spiritual work so that we can change ourselves to make the world
a better place to live in. Again, that’s the challenge. And that’s why most people will stop
halfway and say, I like the stuff about the external factors, but keep the stuff
trying to tell me how to change away. They turn around, they run a million miles in the opposite
direction because that’s one of the most difficult things to do is confront yourself and change
yourself dedication dedicated time and undivided attention is required that’s what’s required for
a seminar like this you don’t want to be distracted you don’t want to split your time devote the time
pay full undivided attention show up in learning mode in full learning mode this seminar requires
what i call the two spiritual currencies time and attention because we spend our time and we
pay attention that’s why they are currencies similar to a form of money but it’s a spiritual
form of the one eye mon eye okay that’s what money actually means the the fiat form of it
that’s government issues is the proxy for the true spiritual form of it time and attention
so this seminar should not be taken as a form of entertainment because this isn’t entertainment
this is true life and death information and aspects of our very being that should not be
taken lightly and that should not be seen as let me just see what this guy is going to say
it shouldn’t be an intellectual curiosity either okay the students of this seminar should be
interested in true self-improvement in a very serious capacity and should therefore approach
these subjects in a dedicated and focused manner. You need focus. You need motivation. You need
dedication. All turned on to the maximum and shut the excuses off. Toggle that one off. No excuses
when it comes to shadow work or showing up and paying attention. No excuses should be made.
if you find it difficult to hone in and focus in and pay attention and stay motivated that’s not
on me that’s on you okay and this is why we don’t make a lot of progress in the freedom movement why
the elite psychopaths do make progress in their dark work to enslave and manipulate because they
show up their focus they’re dedicated their attention is always on they don’t make excuses
they get it done and the people in the freedom movement are wishy-washy they’re not spiritual
warriors they’re wishy-washy people they want comfort they don’t want to really make any
sacrifices they don’t want to put skin in the game they’re not motivated they’re not dedicated
they’re very very wishy-washy i’m talking about a lot of people in the seminar live you know
they’re the there’s some people i wouldn’t want to personally hang out with and i certainly wouldn’t
want you ever having my six. Never happen. There are people that are so wishy-washy in this movement
that if any kind of actual serious combat or conflict broke out, they’d get you dead in 30
seconds. You wouldn’t be dead in 60 seconds, you’d be dead in less than 30. That’s how wishy-washy
and weak and not driven and unfocused and undedicated people are. And that’s sad and
that’s what I’m trying to change. That’s pathetic and that’s what I’m trying to change. I’m trying
to make them into focused motivated dedicated people help them to become that only they can
do that for themselves only they could put that work in i could just show the way the other people
people think yeah the other thing that people always say when it comes to these big full-length
seminars is he didn’t cover this or that i would have talked about this well guess what go make
your own fucking presentation then go have your whole host your own seminar show me how it’s done
show everybody how it’s done right but they’re the kind of people that’ll complain that oh this
was left out this detail was left out that detail was left that there’s going to be a ton left out
there’s going to be a ton not talked about get over it nobody’s going to talk about every single
pertinent topic of of an a body of knowledge this gigantic it’s impossible i could 10 hours
12 hours i couldn’t do it in 12 years this is a lifelong study that i’m condensing down into one
day highly compressed compression believe me it’s the zip file that’s been so compressed it’s ready
to pop okay that’s what you have to understand about this one day could not possibly cover
the entirety of the scope of these types of topics,
nor could a week, a month, or even a year,
or like I said, 12 years.
Such topics require ongoing eclectic research.
That means incredibly diverse
from all kinds of fields of interest
and backgrounds and topics and authors, et cetera.
Eclectic research and investigation.
And it could potentially constitute
a lifetime of study and practice.
This seminar is not intended to be the be-all and end-all
on this topic. It is intended to merely whet the appetite of the potential students of this
information so that they can pursue their own autodidactic investigations. And that term we’re
going to talk about later, autodidactism, means self-directed learning. It means that you go off
in pursuit of more knowledge on your own without any prompting from any kind of a teacher or guru
or whatever, okay? You’re going to do your own research into these topics so that you learn more
and more and become much more informed on them and then practice them better and at a higher level
so this is an ongoing life journey that it constitutes a tiny drop in an ocean of information
and obviously it couldn’t all be discussed in in the course of one day that that should be
painfully obvious so all the people that go oh he left this out yeah a lot’s going to be left out
and a lot’s going to be covered okay so this argument that because somebody didn’t cover
every topic regarding this material that you wanted covered that somehow it’s inadequate
not true i as the teacher of this information and as the person who creates the seminar i’m
going to determine what i think is the most important topics and those are the ones i’m
going to cover if you think it should be done better by all means go make your own presentation
on the topic so those are my caveats and warnings let’s jump into part one there will be three parts
in this seminar part one is called concepts and preparation which will be prerequisite
understanding and introductory material before getting into methods part two will be methods
and part three will be integration and progress okay so let’s jump in with part one concepts
and preparation for shadow work hold on a moment i have a little issue going on here uh i’m going
to have to restart the uh slides here just give me one moment sorry for the technical issue folks
i’m having a glitch here okay that looks like it handled it see so when you are prepared
you don’t have to panic you do the troubleshooting steps you rework what needs to be reworked and you
continue right so problem solved and again it’s part of shadow work believe it or not right
staying present staying focused knowing what needs to be done understanding the requirements
and then you go and do those things as we’ll talk about so what is shadow work let’s present our
basic working definition that we will be following throughout the entire seminar
To provide a working definition, shadow work may be loosely defined as internal spiritual work which is conducted upon oneself to examine the most underdeveloped aspects of the self and to explore and practice techniques for self-improvement and self-actualization.
Real shadow work, as opposed to many quote-unquote new age variants of shadow work, real shadow work emphasizes uncomfortable real-world action over comfortable wishful thinking, which is what is generally presented and passed off as shadow work in the new age community when what it really is is spiritual bypassing.
stepping over necessary natural processes and steps to do to do the true internal transmutation
and self-work to achieve real self-actualization meaning you’re actually doing the things that
you’re supposed to be doing in the world you’re actually fulfilling your dharma your work in the
world this is left out entirely in new age so-called shadow work and it will be that those
aspects of taking real world action will be highly emphasized in this process real shadow work
is a deep dive into occult knowledge so once again when people hear the word occult they
immediately have a reaction they have some kind of a negative reaction because they’ve been
brainwashed so if you hear the word occult and that brings up negative feelings in you you’re
brainwashed. You’re still asleep. You’re still mentally manipulated by the real controllers of
our world. They got you. They’re in your head. They’re living rent-free in your head, okay?
They’ve told you false definitions repeatedly so much that you believe the false definition
as the real one. The word occult is actually derived from the Latin adjective occultus,
meaning hidden and that is all the word means that’s all it ever has meant that’s all it ever
will mean the word occult means hidden it does not mean evil it does not mean dastardly it does
not mean lawless it does not mean satanic it means hidden hidden from the average everyday
mind of the average everyday person that’s what we mean by it’s hidden from you and it also is
hidden in the sense that most people don’t understand it it’s hidden from their understanding
it evades their understanding because it has esoteric qualities to it meaning it requires
going very deeply into the topic from an expanded from a point of an expanded worldview occultism
is the study of hidden psychology and hidden laws of nature in combination that’s what the
if we say we’re studying the body of the of occult knowledge it means you’re studying deep
personal psychology that is generally hidden from the public. And secondly, you’re studying
laws of nature that are hidden from the public, that the controllers and the mind control
sorcerers, the social engineers who are acting as gods because they think that they are and
have the right to rule us, and acting as the slave masters over the slaves, don’t want people
to know. It’s in their vested interest to keep this secret and hidden, and to keep it from the
understanding of the average Joe and Sally, okay? So the study of occult knowledge involves and
requires the acceptance of a much wider worldview, and we’re going to talk about worldview over and
over today. It’s really where it begins and ends with worldview. So the study of true occult
knowledge involves and requires the acceptance of a much wider worldview than that which is
ordinarily taken by the everyday person. So this may not be for everybody because they haven’t
worked their worldview into a state of proper reception for this knowledge. Their worldview
is too confined. It’s too narrow. It’s too closed. They don’t have an open mind. They don’t have
receptivity to learning or they’ve been convinced none of this means anything and they’re wrong on
all counts. There’s a truth regarding that. It can be determined and understood and taken into
oneself with the trivia method, which we’re going to talk about. And there is an objective truth to
this. This is not religious by its nature. It has nothing to do with belief. I detest and want to
see those things destroyed. Like I don’t believe in propagating religion and I don’t like trying
to propagate belief systems. I want to propagate knowledge, objective knowledge. So a true and
serious student of occultism may be defined as one who studies all of the aspects of the self
and all of the laws of nature, especially those aspects which are much more difficult to see
than those which lie at the surface level that we could easily see or easily perform scientific
test for. When we’re talking about the deeply hidden, we’re talking about things that lie
well below the surface of the everyday person’s personality and well below the surface of just
things we can test with simple scientific instrumentation. We’re talking about things
that you have to explore at a deep and profound and fundamental worldview level. So that’s what
shadow work is a part of it’s a part of the body of occult knowledge so what are the bodies of
occult knowledge in general what does the occult comprise the occult if you just take that as a
general term as a piece of terminology the occult the knowledge of occultism consists of two main
bodies of hidden knowledge the first is the workings of the human psyche so again deep
personal psychology and the second component contains the workings of the laws of nature
all of the laws of nature both the physical laws and the spiritual laws not just one or the other
so these are represented symbolically in different traditions through different forms of symbolism
and in the tarot tradition which i’m presenting here on this slide the bodies of occult knowledge
are reflections of each other there’s the microcosm which is again the self and deep
hidden personal psychology and then there’s the macrocosm the world the universe and those are
the laws of nature all of them whether seen or unseen whether physical or spiritual so this is
known as the minor arcana and the major arcana and minor does not mean it’s any less important
it just means it deals with the microcosmic world or the inner world the the small level
the monad of consciousness okay hence why it’s the fool card and again the fool is not really
meant to be like it’s a joke he’s he’s an idiot he’s a prankster he’s a jokester it means naivete
when entering the world until you gain enough knowledge that you’re streetwise this is about
streetwise spirituality you know not remaining a baby not remaining all that guy said some
uncomfortable words if you’re worried about that go go hear some new age bullshit lecture
okay this is this is the high level spiritual knowledge for the strong and the fool card is
not really the fool it’s the soul card some people even say the term fool even came from
a mistranslation in french whether that’s true or apocryphal is not the point the point is the
fool is actually the soul card and again that’s the inner world the soul it’s knowledge of the
self and deep personal psychology it’s knowledge of how the human psyche operates how it is
motivated how it is driven how it could even be manipulated and to be watchful of things like
that so that’s the minor arcana depicted here by the fool preparing to step off the cliff with
very little resources at his disposal going off on the spiritual journey with his uh you know
spiritual assistant animal the dog by his side profound symbolism in the tarot it should
absolutely be studied and for anybody messaging me on telegram please don’t i while i’m presenting
don’t bother sending me anything okay i just want to say that because it’s distracting because
you’re making the icon bounce on my screen so just please don’t message me during while i’m
presenting it’s too late to say anything if you have problems you have problems i’m sorry but you
should have prepared better so once again you can get as mad at me as you want it’s actually on you
it’s the same as shadow work you either do the work and you’re prepared or you don’t do the work
and you fail that’s really what it comes down to okay continuing the major arcana is the macro
cosmic level okay it’s what we would perceive as the outer world but it’s still really one thing
these two things are one okay but it’s what we would perceive as the external reality that we
are living in and it is about ultimately knowledge of the all of the laws of nature both the physical
sciences, and the knowledge of universal moral law, which is natural law. So that is the knowledge
of the macrocosmic level of the occult, and it is represented by the world or universe card in
the tarot deck. Again, you see the reflection of the zero with the wreath around the goddess
figure, okay? And you see that that’s the cosmic egg, the womb of creation from which all
arises from which all matter energy consciousness comes from and that is depicted above the fool’s
head as the zero card of the deck that’s why it’s the zero card they wanted to make that
association and reflection okay and then you see the four pillars of the zodiac the lion the man
the bull and the eagle you get the general idea so if we laid out the cards in the kabbalistic
tradition, if we laid the tarot cards out in the two trees, the full card lies at the dot or hidden
knowledge position of the microcosmic tree of life, and the world or universe card lies at the dot
position, the hidden knowledge of the macrocosmic tree. So even the layouts of the tarot cards in
the kabbalistic layouts of the two trees which i’ve presented in my former work in my previous
work are showing you the reflection that these are the bodies of occult knowledge it’s a beautiful
tradition if it is studied that’s why i used it to illustrate the concept of what are the bodies
of knowledge of the occult okay so the minor arcana the self and the inner psychological world
and then the major arcana, the external, or laws of nature and of natural law.
Now, largely what this particular seminar is going to deal with is the minor arcana.
That’s what we’re going to be dealing with today,
because shadow work is all about delving into, exploring,
and making changes in the world of the self,
the inner psychological world, the human psyche.
So, what this entire seminar is largely going to deal with
is this aspect of the occult. Now, will it integrate and touch upon the wider knowledge
of the macrocosmic world and natural law? Of course. They go hand in hand. As I said,
they’re ultimately really one thing. But the focus here is on the microcosmic aspects,
the aspects of the self, obviously. Why is shadow work so important? Why is this not some like just
frivolous talk about it in passing concept why is this deeply deeply critical and must be integrated
if we’re going to make any progress in healing ourselves or the world in direct keeping with
the natural law principle of correspondence which is as above so below as within so without so the
The universe is really, or our entire civilization, is a reflection of the combination of inner worlds of people.
So all of the aggregate of all of the individuated consciousness within each self comprises the quality of the so-called outer world of what is going to become the human condition.
So, in keeping with the principle of correspondence, which is the universe is self-similar across all scales of existence, or it has simply been said generally in the Hermetic tradition and other occult traditions as above so below, the quality and condition of our world as a whole is directly proportional to the quality and condition of the people who comprise our world.
Let’s say that again. The quality and condition of the human experience as a whole is going to be directly proportional to the quality and condition of all of the individuals who comprise our civilization.
That should make perfect sense. This should be deeply grokked. This should be deeply understood at a fundamental level.
the law of correspondence. In other words, when we do shadow work to heal and improve ourselves,
the whole condition of the entire world in which we live is going to be healed and improved in
the aggregate as a result to that extent in proportion with that self-improvement. That’s
why this is so important. If we heal ourselves, the world is healed to that extent. If we improve
ourselves, the world is improved to that extent. We are not separate from the human condition and
the externally perceived reality in which we live, which is a shared reality. So the extent that we
do shadow work to improve and heal ourselves is the extent we are going to contribute to the
improvement and healing of our entire civilization and our entire species. Healing yourself is a huge
part of healing the world. As a matter of fact, they are directly proportional to each other.
This is the mathematical symbol in the middle for proportional to.
It means that as the individual and all the individuals that comprise the world go,
so goes the quality of the whole world in which we live.
They are reflections of each other.
That’s what as above, so below means.
This little equation right here on the screen, this is a mathematical equation.
The individuated consciousness is proportional to the entirety of the world.
as all of the individuated consciousnesses
improve or do not improve
either they improve or they degrade
the quality of the whole condition of our world
either improves or degrades
they’re directly proportional
and they can never be actually separated from each other
if you don’t understand that
you really don’t understand the occult at all
you don’t understand the esoteric
you don’t understand how the universe works
this is part of worldview healing
to understand this slide is part of healing the worldview it’s not only explaining how healing
works in the aggregate to heal the species and the world condition it’s part of worldview healing
itself to understand this basic equation this basic law in nature and again this is why they
are used as these concepts in the tarot the soul is a reflection of the entire world and vice versa
in the aggregate all of the souls are reflection of the human condition as they degrade the human
condition gets worse as they improve the human condition gets better this should really be
simple common sense folks unfortunately it is not and most people do not understand it at all and
have a very difficult time with it but to understand this is to improve one’s own worldview
The greatest requirement for human freedom is true goodness.
So once again, this is preparatory concepts for doing shadow work later.
But if you don’t understand this, your worldview is completely skewed and off.
And sadly, some people want to do shadow work to improve things for other areas of life,
not just spiritual life and assisting with the human condition and the great work of ending
slavery and tyranny in our world real shadow work is about this factor folks you know it’s not just
about oh becoming a better performer or a better athlete or a better uh you know um artist or
whatever could you do shadow work for things like that absolutely that’s not what this seminar is
ultimately about could it be used for lesser things like that yes but this seminar is about
getting the human condition out of the state of slavery which it is in and if you don’t understand
that again you’re you’re totally spiritually asleep i mean like gone like npc character asleep
okay like non-player character in a video game like this is about getting your worldview up to
the level of consciousness where you where you understand hey the people of this planet are
enslaved and that’s a cosmic fucking crime and that needs to be righted and justice needs to
be brought to that dynamic and that’s what true objective morality and true goodness is about
this isn’t about being self-righteous and you know uh projecting your form of morality this
is aligning your behavior to true and objective morality you know this isn’t about virtue
signaling. True morality, not religious morality, not subjective morality, true objective morality
under the laws of nature, which there is such a thing. And again, I’m not here to redeliver the
natural law presentation. You can go back and watch that and learn it. True morality, objective
morality under natural law is completely different than religious morality. So true morality and
freedom are also directly proportional to each other. This is the law of freedom. As morality
increases freedom increases okay so this is reflected in natural law the moral laws of the
universe as morality increases in the aggregate freedom increases in the aggregate why is freedom
declining because morality is declining true objective morality not subjective religious
morality i’ll say that over and over again i’m not talking about the morality of any religious
tradition they’re all screwed up they’re all obfuscating true morality all of them bar none
no exception all religions obfuscate true objective morality if you don’t understand that
you’re basically an npc who’s asleep totally spiritually unaware yet this is why that
worldview has to change and heal first before anything can be done you’re not going to do any
healing without healing that worldview you’ll do much lesser tiny incremental healing that isn’t
healing in a big way that’s going to assist the world in any way you’re going to heal for your
own selfish interests. And could you do that? Like I said, yeah, you could, but it’s not what
this seminar is about. This seminar is about healing yourself so that you could help heal the
world and bring real justice, which is the natural law card in the tarot deck, justice. As morality
declines, freedom declines. Therefore, it should be the aspiration for any being, not only for the
students of this seminar, for any being that claims to want a greater degree of freedom in their lives
or for anyone to perform shadow work upon themselves to become a more moral individual
who is more directly involved in the current war for freedom that is before all of us this is why
someone the potential student should want to improve themselves should want to do shadow
work upon themselves because they realize they’re not in the fight for freedom deeply enough they’re
not contributing deeply enough they’re not they don’t have enough skin in the game they’re not
putting enough effort forward they’re not dedicated enough and you want to do shadow work to improve
all of those lacking qualities within yourself so that you get on the battlefield and you start
contributing and start making a difference a real difference and you know what that’s why we’re
losing because too few people are doing this we’re getting our asses beat mercilessly senseless
in the war for freedom i mean tyranny is around every corner if you don’t see that and you don’t
understand it. I can’t even imagine how asleep you sleepwalk through life. We’re going to talk
about not sleepwalking through life, okay? So this is ultimately about becoming a better version of
yourself so that you could help heal and improve our world and defeat and conquer tyranny and
slavery. True morality is not the same as religious morality. Once again, one of the most important
concepts I could ever possibly introduce. If you don’t understand this, you are not spiritually
awake the word religion is derived from the latin verb relegare which means to bind to hold back
to thwart from forward progress let me say that again the word religion is derived from the latin
verb relegare and yes it is it is not from any other word it comes from the latin verb relegare
and that could be a binding to truth right you could you could have a reuniting and a tying
together with truth. That’s the only form of positive, the only positive definition and
connotation of religion. In general, the word religion means a system of thought designed to
hold you back and thwart your progress to the truth. So the word religare in Latin, which
definitely is the etymological origin of the word religion, no other Latin word. It means to bind,
to hold back to thwart from forward progress by tying as with a rope okay it’s putting a leash
on your consciousness that is what all forms of religion do now when i say the word religion
you should not only think or consider big world religions cultural religious traditions christianity
Judaism, Hinduism, Islam. That is not only what I mean by religion. It is any, any mental,
spiritual, or sociological control system based in unchallenged, erroneous, and dogmatic beliefs.
And that system is specifically designed to hold back, not to improve the progress of human
consciousness by preventing it from recognizing and accepting reality and truth by receiving
truth once again the broadcast signal could be at a million watts or greater but if the antenna
and receiver is somehow broken or damaged or traumatized don’t expect it to receive the truth
this is what shadow work shadow work is going into the radio and making that radio the best
most receptive radio it can be and then tuning it to the truth frequency that’s that’s one of
the best ways i can allegorically or metaphorically describe shadow work you got a busted old radio
that’s been traumatized and practically defeated and is barely working and bringing in a ton of
fuzz not clearly at all and then you go in you fix all the internal components you get that radio
whipped into great shape it’s ready to receive and you tune that to the correct frequency and
you’re off to the races then you’re really making a dent and you’re really making progress with
yourself and in healing the world so religion can be attachment to money religion religion can be
attachment to your job religion can be believing in authority religion can be total attachment to
politics religion can be you believe that the slavery of government should just go on and on
and on and that it’s not slavery and that it’s necessary and moral in any capacity and that it’s
not coercion and violence see that’s what’s holding people back religious thought believing
in government believing in the love of money the obsession with money how about religion could be
i’m obsessed with comfort and control how about that as a religion i’m not i’m sorry comfort and
um pleasure not control but yeah hey control is a religion wanting to control everything that’s
religion. Anything that’s going to hold your consciousness back from pursuit, reception,
and attainment of truth is religion. It’s a cage for the mind, ladies and gentlemen. It’s the head
cage. It is not just the big religious traditions culturally. Are those religions? Yes, they are.
They do the same thing. But religion as a word, as a concept, encompasses much more than just the
traditional religious cultural traditions.
Be aware of that.
And understand, if I use the word religion or religious,
I am not just talking about those traditions.
I am talking about any system of mental control.
Religion is mind control.
That’s it.
And not for the good, for the negative.
It holds you back.
It thwarts your progress toward truth.
And it will certainly thwart your progress
toward the betterment of the self and self-actualization through shadow work no question
about it religion will destroy that progress not just thwart it it will completely annihilate it
to illustrate how religious morality and true natural law objective morality are two different
things i have emphasized and made a whole separate presentation which i it’s not my intent to fully
go over that presentation i just want to present this quickly the seven deadly sins as defined by
church so-called christianity you know i call it constantinianity or churchianity i’ve given a
present whole five and a half hour long presentation called fake ass christians and i gave another
presentation called the real seven deadly sins which are not here on the left they’re the ones
on the right and this is what the church teaches you are sins deadly sins pride gluttony sloth
lust anger jealousy and greed which are either forms of internal emotions self-indulgences or
in the case of sloth a state of inaction when the real seven deadly sins have a completely
different qualitative aspect even in the sound of the words you look at pride gluttony sloth
lust, anger, jealousy, and greed versus murder, assault, rape, theft, trespass, coercion,
deception. Those are the real seven deadly sins. All forms of theft. Murder is the theft of life
without right to do so. Assault is the theft of bodily wellness without the right to do so.
Rape is the theft of someone’s sexual autonomy, which no one has the right to steal. Theft is
the stealing of physical property trespass is the theft of in property safety meaning when you’re on
your your ground or your lair or in your home in your car no one has the right to just come in and
take your your safety from you in that property in that personal space that’s trespass coercion
the theft of free will which is what all government is government isn’t suggestions
government is commands upon a population
and that’s setting up one class
as the rulers and the commanders
and the other class as the slaves
or the people who must obey
and that’s the removal of free will
authority is the usurping and removal of free will
if you don’t understand that once again
I actually feel pity
because you can’t even grasp the concept
that if I claim authority over another being
I’m saying you don’t have free will
to make your own decisions
You have to do what I tell you. I make decisions for you and you must obey or I’ll conduct violence or send someone else who might be willing to conduct violence to you at my behest. That’s coercion. That’s what government is. That’s why government’s nothing but violence. And that’s why it’s always immoral.
And it’s authority is the theft of free will.
It’s just another way of saying coercion.
And people who believe in it are bad people.
They’re people who are engaging in one of the true seven deadly sins.
The transgressions against natural law.
Violations of someone’s natural rights.
Deception, the final one is theft of informed judgment through willfully lying and deceiving people.
So these are the real natural law transgressions.
true immoral behaviors that are violations of natural law and other beings natural rights
once again they’re all actions that are done to others okay that’s why it’s not called murder if
you kill yourself it’s called suicide you you did that to your own vessel your own vehicle your own
property if you kill somebody else you’re doing it to their property you you don’t assault yourself
you can conduct self-harm but assault is something you do to somebody else that harms their physical
wellness you’re not going to rape yourself right rape is done to someone else these are behaviors
that are done to another being that’s why a right is a action or a behavior that does not initiate
harm to another sentient being and a wrong is a behavior which does initiate harm to another
sentient being these definitions should be self-evident and common sense everywhere in the
world and sadly they are not they are obfuscated by religion they are obfuscated by government
they are obfuscated by media and even people in alternative broadcasting they don’t want to talk
about the real difference between nonsensical garbage religious morality versus true natural
law-based morality and never the twain shall meet they are not the same ladies and gentlemen
they are not the same they never will be the same if you study the religious variant of so-called
morality you’re getting a cheap knockoff and then what people will do because they know that’s a
dumb cheap knockoff is they throw the baby out with the bath water and they say oh there’s
no morality or natural law doesn’t apply or it doesn’t exist nonsense these are the real true
violations of of morality right here on the right side the seven true deadly sins murder assault
rape theft trespass coercion and deception and someone conducting shadow work upon themselves
the real reason they would want to improve themselves is to improve the human condition
by teaching this difference between these two forms of morality so-called morality by religion
and every religious tradition has their own insane variant and completely untrue variant
And then there’s true natural law-based morality, which exists in nature and is eternal and objective.
And we are always working in conjunction, either with it or against it, to receive the quality of our shared human experience called the human condition.
That’s why you should want to conduct shadow work upon yourself, to get your head clear, to get involved in the battle, to teach true morality so that there could be a higher level of freedom and justice in our world.
if you don’t understand that you’re not spiritually awake and again the people in this seminar should
understand it should have some what of an understanding of the prerequisite work that
i’ve conducted with natural law and what on earth is happening uh the people listening online if
you’re not familiar with those concepts go and watch my eight and a half hour natural law
presentation natural law seminar you can look it up under it’s available at my website what
on earth is happening.com not doing shadow work is just like moving furniture on a sinking ship
you can rearrange it all day the ship’s still going to the bottom of the ocean and this is what
you know people are like you know they’re sitting at the end of one end of the boat that’s sinking
and they’re all going to be going down to the bottom of the ocean and they’re saying boy i’m
sure glad that hole isn’t on our end thinking that like they’re going to be spared when other
people are frantically trying to do the work to you know bail out the species from sinking and
destroying itself and they’re not getting any help and then the other people think they know how
reality works and they’re trying to tell the people that are actually doing the work how it
works what work do they have to show for anything this is why i say people want to complain about
my work you earn the right to complain about my work when you have enough work of your own and
you have a body of knowledge that you’ve put forward that is truthful and that is objective
and and does work and will work and that’s what i’ve done and yes it’s true and yes it would work
not enough people understand it not enough people apply it that’s the only problem folks this is
what i’ve been trying to explain to people the problem is not me the problem is not my work
and that’s not an ego statement if it were i’d say my work needs significant refinement
my work’s been exceptional and still is exceptional the problem is other people don’t
understand maybe they just have low iq maybe they’re just too religiously inclined maybe
they’re just fucking hard-headed and they’re stubborn because they think they know better
and when it really comes to them showing what their knowledge is you know what it always comes
back a big fat fucking goose egg this right here a nothing burger okay so once again people earn
a right to complain about my work or you know say oh you’re way off about this man this is what you
need to understand put your work out there for the whole world to see like i have mine that’s why
i’ve done it i have confidence that it’s correct i don’t even have confidence that it’s correct i’m
assured that it is because i’ve applied the trivium to it which we’re going to talk about
and there’s a way of knowing whether you’re correct or incorrect you don’t have to just
take it on faith or belief that’s just more fucking religion ladies and gentlemen and that’s
what i’ve just told you i’m trying to avert and destroy i don’t want belief i don’t want you to
believe me about any of this stuff i want you to know it definitively and objectively and you can
do that. That is possible. One of the profound introductory concepts here in this body of work
with shadow work is that shadow work is really a part of and an integral part of and extends and
extrudes throughout the entire process of occult initiation of which there are five general steps
or processes and they are as follows. So every occult tradition in the history of humanity
generally applied these five principles or concepts or stages if you will the first is
stop lying and this is even if you have been deceived get the grammar and follow the trivium
method through to its conclusion to the point where you are reasonably certain that you’re not
deceived before you start putting bad information out into the world or saying the people who are
putting good information out into the world are wrong because then you’re essentially engaging
in deception we talked about that in the pre-class and the answer to that is you conduct the trivium
process to the extent that you know you’re not incorrect and you know that you are correct
but stop lying stop propagating nonsense out into the world and the number one place to stop doing
that before you even desist and stop saying lies or deception or bad information to anybody else
is you have to stop lying to yourself especially stop lying to yourself you cannot tell yourself
untruths lies make excuses etc if you’re really going to be conducting true shadow work
you must be brutally honest with yourself we’re going to talk about that concept when we get to
methods number two in the steps of occult initiation is stop dreaming dreaming means
that you’re engaging in a form of cognitive dissonance whereas your thoughts emotions and
actions are not in congruency with each other largely this means that your behaviors are out
of alignment with what you say you know and with how you feel internally in your state of emotions
if your behaviors don’t align and aren’t in congruency they aren’t congruent with your
thoughts and your actions then you’re in an internal state of internal contradiction or
cognitive dissonance with yourself you cannot go through life sleepwalking like that you cannot
say you know something and then don’t take action in the way that proves that you know it this is
the idea that to know and not to do is actually not to know you can say you know all you want and
if you’re not taking the right action to back up that knowledge do you really have that knowledge
the answer is you do not you’re just claiming that you do so that’s stop dreaming don’t see
the world through rose-colored glasses don’t be even be blackpilled that’s a form of dreaming
now nothing can be done an infinite amount can be done you just have to learn what it is and then do
it this is the problem with most people they throw their hands up and they’re like oh i don’t know
what can be done what what can be done about all of this like i said billions of things it could go
on and on and on and on but are you learning those techniques are you practicing those techniques are
you actually doing them in your daily life or are you sitting back throwing your hands up saying
there’s nothing i can do which is the ultimate form of excuse making and dreaming so you got
to stop lying especially to yourself and you got to stop dreaming that’s living in a state of
cognitive dissonance and denial about what truly can be done and then part of resolving those
things is truly learning how to think not what to think through government indoctrination centers
laughingly called schools because that’s all they are they don’t teach you how to think they teach
you what to think and then hammer what they want you to think into your mind through all this you
know 150 000 hours or whatever is maybe less than that 50 000 hours of compulsory schooling and you
come out not being able to think you come out with no true critical thinking skills through the
trivium so learning how to think involves truly understanding the trivium process of truth
discovery methodology this is grammar logic and rhetoric or in the ancient traditions it was known
as knowledge understanding and wisdom which we are going to talk about so if you don’t learn how to
think through the trivium once again you’re just going to be one of these people who’s like an npc
walking around sleepwalking dreaming and lying to themselves and other people number four in this
process and we will when we go through the shadow work methods we’re going to aspects of all these
things will be touched upon repeatedly number four live in the present moment what is true
present moment awareness it doesn’t mean you just live a fleeting life where you don’t focus in on
anything and you just go with whatever it means you’re you truly show up you’re going to do
something you do it to the very best of your ability you know you were my slides just thrown
together out of nowhere or did i sit for months painstakingly making every single thing that i
want to see on the screen as best as I can do it. And then thinking about the concepts I’m going to
present while they’re on the screen to the best of my ability. This is what real present moment
awareness is. It’s showing up in learning mode so that you’re going to absorb information and take
knowledge into yourself and gather the grammar that you need as a prerequisite. And you’re
really going to be present. Your mind isn’t going to be elsewhere. How many people will take this
seminar today and they’re distracted kids are yelling they didn’t make preparations properly
they have tech problems oh i gotta go do this thing i gotta pay this bill or whatever and
their minds scattered and all over the fucking place you’re not gonna you’re not gonna get any
true uh value from this because you haven’t even taught yourself how to show up yet there are
people that are in the seminar right now that aren’t present they’re not there they’re somewhere
else there’s somewhere else here here is where there’s somewhere else and you you show up in a
state like that you’re you’re way you’re wasting your time you’re not making any headway you’re
not making any progress you’re reverting when you do that that’s why this idea of uh multitasking
it’s bullshit you can’t multitask you can only focus on one thing at one time that’s it blanket
statement get as offended as you want if you don’t believe that that’s true you’re wrong
multitasking is bullshit come and put all of your presence into what you are doing don’t just do the
thing become the thing that you are doing while you are doing it that’s true present moment
awareness and most people have no conceptualization of it whatsoever and then number five in the steps
of occult tradition initiation was activate the physical body they didn’t want wimps they didn’t
want wishy-washy people. They didn’t want people who weren’t willing to make sacrifice. They wanted
tough people. They wanted physically abled, tough people. You know, like I said, there’s probably
95% of people I have ever encountered, greater than that really, 98% or more of people that I’ve
ever encountered in the freedom movement. I would never put a gun in your hand in a combat situation
and say let’s fight back to back because you get me dead and i mean fast fast as fuck you’d get me
dead and i don’t intend to get dead i intend to survive even if it comes to a physical conflagration
of some kind because i’m a living walking library of knowledge i’m too important just get dead in
30 seconds and guess what most people in this movement they get you dead in 30 seconds because
they’re wishy-washy, weak motherfuckers. And I don’t care how you want to look at that or hear
it. It’s true anyway. You got to build the physical body. You got to be healthy. You got
to understand nutrition. You got to do some exercise. You got to know how to defend yourself.
You don’t know how to do those things. If you’re not doing those things, you’re just letting one
important aspect of real spirituality, the vehicle for the consciousness, go by the wayside. And you
ain’t doing anybody any favors, least of all yourself. So we’ll talk about all of these things
in the shadow work methods and practice. See, the very first thing, the very first concept in shadow
work is stop lying, especially to yourself, that first part of occult initiation. And the
Shakespearean words, who most people generally agree that Shakespeare was either a guild of
writers that were very active in occult traditions of their day particularly Rosicrucianism or
perhaps was Francis Bacon himself who at the time that the Shakespearean plays were basically
written and propagated was the actual grand master of the order of the Rose Cross the
Rosicrucian order and if Shakespeare would have said instead of to thy you know this above all
to thine own self be honest, then the very occult initiatory framework for what he was saying would
have been more readily understood. But he said this above all to thine own self be true. And then
most people think that means, oh, be true to yourself and double down on everything, even if
you’re wrong. You got to be who you are at all times. And that’s not what Shakespeare meant.
He meant that the very first part of doing anything in life that’s worth doing and succeeding
at it is you must be honest with yourself. The first step of occult initiation practice. So the
very first maxim of occult initiation in every occult mystery school tradition throughout all
of human history was to be honest with yourself. Being willing to lie to yourself means that you
are willing to lie to others as well. And then no one’s getting the truth or benefiting. All are
deceived. And that’s largely the human condition right now. All forms of human degradation begin
with disconnection from truth all forms of human degradation begin with disconnection from truth
every single occult tradition emphasized this fact by telling their initiates that above all else
their very first duty was to the truth and was to stop lying to themselves so if shakespeare
the guild of writers of the Rosicrucian order, Francis Bacon, whoever you really believe that
he was, was to say this above all, be honest with yourself. That would have been a lot more direct
than saying to thine own self, be true. Because in the parlance of their day, it was understood
that meant be honest with yourself first and above all else. In today’s parlance, we think of
stay true to yourself be true to yourself as no matter whether you’re right or wrong just
double down and and just uh keep going with what you originally said or thought and that’s not what
it means this above all to thine own self be honest be honest with yourself that’s what it
truly meant and that is the first step and process of shadow work without true brutal self-honesty
no shadow work can be done why do most people choose to lie to themselves and believe me most
people choose to lie to themselves they are bull shitters with themselves more than they bullshit
with anybody else they bullshit themselves most human beings do not consistently maintain a
connection to truth especially when it comes to their perception of themselves and their own
behavior. And this is what I’ve been saying in my work, folks. I’m my own harshest critic. I’m the
person who goes straight to looking at myself before I do anything else. And when I say, when
I know that I have an inadequacy, when I know I’m not operating or doing things to my maximum
efficiency or truth i’m the first person that calls my own bullshit out usually i will say
i know that i have a shortcoming in that regard and i haven’t worked it out fully yet i know what
my own shortcomings are because i know myself and i don’t lie about it right you don’t say
to yourself you know what that problem’s not there if the problem’s there you say the problem is
present and i fully acknowledge the presence of the problem you don’t say it’s not there and i
don’t have that problem that’s lying to yourself you just say i know that that’s where i’m at i
know that i have that problem i know that i have to continue working upon that issue or that aspect
of the self or that aspect of the personality it is no surprise least of all to myself because i
don’t lie to myself this is where i’m different than other people who are in the freedom movement
who present who broadcast i’m the first person who tells you i’m very rough around the edges
i’m the first furthest thing from perfect but i have done very great things not gonna lie
in either respect i’m not perfect i have problems i acknowledge the problems i acknowledge when
they’re still present i acknowledge that i have work to do there’s no problem with that do i look
embarrassed do i look like that’s the end of the world for me no i’m just going to come out and say
it like that because i’m being truthful i’m being honest i don’t try to tell you i’ve conquered a
problem when i haven’t the things that i have discovered and do know i’m also not not going
to be falsely humble about and say oh gee i don’t know maybe it’s that i’m going to tell you when
i’ve arrived at knowledge and i’m proud of that that’s because that wasn’t just magically gifted
to me a hand didn’t come down from the clouds and go here mark here’s everything you need to
fucking know it was hard won knowledge with tremendous effort and sacrifice extended by me
to the universe to be a vessel of reception for that knowledge and not everybody does that
and i did that exceedingly well once again that’s why i’m qualified to talk on these topics that’s
why the things that i’m presenting here today i’m so proud of how this presentation came out
once again you can say oh he’s tooting his own horn again i don’t really care what you say
it’s true nonetheless i put together a dynamite presentation this is going to have the information
that people need to know on this topic that hardly anybody even breaches the discussion of
this stuff let alone goes into depth this is sorely needed and it’s sorely necessary for
people to understand why do people want to lie well it ultimately comes down to they choose to
continue to lie to themselves to create a never-ending stream of excuses that’s what people
really want to do they want excuses not to begin to initiate themselves they want excuses not to
begin doing the required spiritual work upon themselves so that they continue to lie to
themselves see it’s it’s a feedback loop it’s an endless looping cycle of don’t tell yourself the
truth make excuses don’t do the work don’t tell yourself the truth again keep lying to yourself
and so you kick the can down the line you pass the buck along and as soon as you do that you’re
stuck in a cycle of degradation and of not improving and not actualizing people believe
this will give them an excuse not to get involved in the ongoing spiritual warfare taking place
on earth because many of them are just let’s just say it how it really is folks many of these people
are just pure fucking cowards and i guarantee you there’s people who have shown up here today
who are cowards they’re not cowards in the sense that they’re willing to listen but when it comes
to actually making these changes and actually getting on the spiritual battlefield they’re
fucking cowards and that’s the only way it can be said and you got to conquer cowardice within
yourself so wherever your shortcoming is you have to be honest and you can’t make any excuses
right there that’s going to tune most people out that’s going to make most people hate you for
saying it but that’s where it has to begin you make no progress unless it begins there okay so
one of the first questions that the whole student body has to ask themselves who who are hearing
this seminar is how committed to the truth are you really not what you want to tell yourself
objectively can you measure your commitment to truth well you know what i say there is one
objective measurable uh dynamic that can tell you your own commitment to truth type your name
wrapped in double quotes into any search engine of your choice and see what work comes back to
you that you’ve put out into the world to show people how they must improve and how they must
align themselves morally to have real freedom in their lives and you know what most people
will come back out with a big fat fucking goose egg and you know what more they’ll come out with
they won’t even see their name because they’re anonymous cowards online how many anonymous secret
agents are right here in this seminar how many secret agents that i have to deal with getting
people into the telegram group and guess what you want to be offended i don’t give a shit turn it
the fuck off you know i don’t want to get into a super adversarial dynamic like that but i just
You just talk about people who actually showed up in this seminar.
There’s so much cowardice and non-commitment to truth that, yeah, you showed up for a seminar,
but you don’t even want your real name out there.
I call these people the secret agents.
Secret agent man, secret agent woman.
I mean, it’s sad.
It’s pathetic.
You’re basically displaying, you’re going like this to the world.
I’m a coward out in the open boom a big burst right out from from the heart and the mind
displaying cowardice to the entire world that’s why most people have no internet presence they’re
not active anywhere in propagating truth out into the world it’s disgraceful real shadow work will
force one to deeply consider their own thoughts their own feelings their own behaviors and above
all, their willingness to follow truth wherever it leads and then propagate it out into the
world.
Most people have not developed a deep commitment to truth and therefore will tend to bail out
when the going gets tough.
They’ll be the first person that won’t have your six.
They’ll be the first person that’ll get you dead.
They’ll be the first person to run a million miles in the other direction.
Shadow work, when practiced correctly, will help one to develop their personal willpower
and courage which in turn will help them to develop a deeper commitment to truth in their
lives this commitment to truth is actually cosmic love or agape it is not the lower forms of love
which are romantic love and fraternal or you know brotherly slash sisterly love between
family members familial love friendship etc even just brotherly love for people in the world that’s
still not agape agape is cosmic love this is the commitment that i’m talking about to truth
because they’re one in the same one’s will is directly proportional to how much love they have
for the world your will to change yourself for the better so that you can contribute to changing
the human condition for the better is how much agape you have within you and how much you display
out into the world agape means cosmic love it means not just the love of you know a romantic
partner or even a family member or a friend or a human being in the world it means love for truth
commitment to truth love for developing the self and developing the will to move forward and do
what’s required. That’s what agape is. That’s cosmic love. That’s cosmic love to move consciousness
in the universe forward. Most people don’t have that. Most people don’t even know what that is.
They’ve never touched it one moment in their life. And that’s what shadow work is about helping you
to develop. You could develop the lesser dynamics of love, which are eros and philos. In other words,
romantic love or brotherly love but agape is cosmic love and that’s what most people really
have to come into attunement with and alignment with if their shadow work will help you do that
and help you really get into alignment with that form of cosmic love so that you can really meet
the requirements for changing the human condition for the better for real freedom one of the things
that you have to be willing to say in shadow work is that you’re not okay and even more and worse
than that you have to be willing to say you may be really fucked up you may be traumatized you
may be completely fucked up so these are words that you got to say to yourself i’m not okay
how i am i’m not okay where i’m at i recognize that i acknowledge it and i’m making a commitment
to change it for the better and you got to say to yourself i may even really be fucked up
i may have fucked myself up other people may have contributed to fucking me up and traumatizing me
and it’s okay to say that and you got to be brutally honest with yourself real shadow work
requires intimate admission and acknowledgement that you are hurt inadequate or even damaged in
some ways or many ways this is about dealing with your own personal trauma admitting these things
is not only a good thing but an absolutely essential component to beginning the process
of shadow work it is indispensable you cannot skip or skirt this step the truth is that none
of us are perfect we are all somehow hurt inadequate or damaged or traumatized all of us
we all have traumas that we are not dealing with to the extent that we should in our lives all of
us admitting that we are not okay and that may we may even be truly messed up in certain ways
is actually the very beginning of the self-healing process this is where it has to begin that’s where
it has to initiate within the individual you can’t just think i’m okay i have every answer
i i’m not traumatized in certain ways look folks in making this presentation i was doing these
shadow work techniques throughout the year and i have to say it was successful i was very traumatized
earlier this year for many reasons for personal reasons i would not even talk about or go into
because it’s none of anybody’s business but mine and i’m telling you look folks it’s no secret you
know i mean i had so much death happen within the last several years my entire family you know that
i was basically were my family members you know barb passed away both of my dogs passed away
my stepfather passed away my biological father passed away you know just that’s uprooting a ton
of trauma and instilling it you know interpersonal problems you name it problems with work just
so many things continuously traumatize and re-traumatize you am i just gonna let it defeat
me you know some days i feel so depressed i want to lay in bed all day but do i am i just sitting
there doing that no i get up i do what’s required i continue to do the work i continue to do the
shadow work i chip away at it that’s what you have to do you have to have a never say die attitude
and you got to chip away at these things you got to recognize they’re there and you can’t let them
defeat you and grind you into the ground and into a pulp that doesn’t mean that some days aren’t
harder than others because believe me they are but you pick yourself up you keep moving forward
you don’t give up you recognize and acknowledge the trauma you recognize and acknowledge not being
okay you recognize and acknowledge being fucked up in many cases and then you say this is where
it begins i have to start work from there and i i just have to say doing this presentation
drudged up so much of that
and stirred it.
And I have to say,
I’m very happy with the work that I’ve done on myself
this year while I’m making this content.
Intellectually knowing it
and being able to put it into words,
very difficult.
But guess what?
It’s still not the same
as actually doing that work on yourself.
And that’s what I was doing
the entire time I was making this presentation.
And it’s still not done.
It’s not perfect, but there is progress, and I could gauge my progress, and we’ll talk about
how to do that later in part three. So this is where it has to begin, acknowledgement that you’re
not okay, and no one fully is, especially with the traumas going on in our world today.
But then the next thing you have to be able to say to yourself in preparatory work for even
doing the methods of shadow work is, I don’t have to stay this way. See, this is what in the Buddhist
tradition they talk about people erroneously say that buddhism says that life is suffering
absolute nonsense nowhere in any real buddhist text does it say life is suffering and this is
how obfuscation comes in with organized religious traditions even buddhism the concept in buddhism
is that life contains suffering not that it is suffering buddhism considers life a wonderful
miracle as do i life contains suffering then there are forms of suffering that are unavoidable
natural disasters are going to happen right that’s going to create suffering and trauma
it’s largely unavoidable because we’re not controlling all the forces of nature as human
beings but then there’s other forms of suffering that you can do something about these are the
self-inflicted forms of suffering and the forms of suffering that come about through religious
thought through non-sensical thought forms completely distorted thinking creates suffering
in one’s life when we act upon untruth and then buddhism says when you recognize those creators
of suffering in your life that are self-inflicted and inflicted by distorted thought forms then you
can correct them there are methods that’s the eightfold path that um or you are by which you
are able to correct those self-inflicted forms of suffering. So this is, you know, a different kind
of shadow work in a different tradition that is saying, we don’t have to stay this way. We can
self-improve. We can change our distorted thoughts into thoughts that are in alignment with reason
and in alignment with nature. So this is the second part of the shadow work process is you
have to realize while I may be fucked up, I may be completely traumatized and I’m not okay. And
that has to be acknowledged the next step is you have to say i don’t need to stay that way
there are methodologies for dealing with those traumas and those inadequacies so while the first
steps into shadow work require one to admit that they are not okay at the current moment the very
next admission is that things do not need to stay that way the only things that are truly permanent
in life are the laws of nature those things we cannot argue with and we cannot deny and we cannot
say we’ll just skirt and ignore them and somehow wish to come out on top the universe doesn’t work
that way but those are the only things that are set in stone is the laws that the creator of the
universe set into motion at the creation of the universe other states are conditions which have
changeable parameters and they are often self-inflicted and then we can change the programming
and then we can change the manifestation therefore this understanding is an integral part of one’s
life worldview. Once again, worldview is the first thing that must change in the shadow work process.
It’s an integral part of one’s life worldview, which must change for the better if the individual
is to change for the better, and if the individual is then to contribute for the betterment of all of
society and human civilization. So worldview has to heal first. Without worldview healing,
there is no further healing. It’s possible to do a little bit of it, but it will not be truly
lasting and it will not be something that is really a deep and profound change that then
propagates to other aspects of life. Continuing, one’s worldview must reflect that positive change
is possible. So this is what you hear a lot of people say. It’s not possible to change that.
nothing can be done i can’t do anything about these things absolutely incorrect 100 percent
true positive change is possible within the individual and within the species it’s just the
requirements for that manifested positive result must be known and met the requirements must be
known and met most people don’t even know what those requirements are let alone are they even
attempting to meet those requirements that’s the problem but the worldview that it is possible to
change it once we have that knowledge and then we make a deep commitment to right action
that it absolutely is possible to make those positive changes so life worldview is the very
first change that must occur before shadow work is even attempted and i’m sorry i have a spelling
error there i’ll correct it as a matter of fact i’m just going to correct it so let’s do that
how about that for interactive an interactive seminar because i want my slides to be the best
they can in the presentation and even when i put this out online so life worldview is the first
change that must occur before shadow work is even attempted one’s worldview must reflect that
positive change is possible to achieve. This does not mean that those positive changes are
automatic or that they will be easy. No one’s promising those things. I just told you positive
change is possible with enough work, with understanding the causal factors, with making
a commitment to change, and then taking the right action to change. We’re going to talk about all of
those dynamics. But it doesn’t mean that that’s an automatic process. It means you have to work
at it. It doesn’t mean that it’s easy. As a matter of fact, it’s actually quite often exceedingly
difficult and it requires tremendous willpower to be developed and worked with in order to make
those changes happen and manifest. But if one cannot even acknowledge that positive change is
possible, in other words, if you’re blackpilled and you think, oh, everything’s just set in stone
and it’s all degrading and it’s going to hell in a handbasket and there’s nothing anybody can do
about it then your efforts are going to be self-sabotaged at a subconscious level at every
step of the process of shadow work you’re not going to get anything done you’re not going to
get any positive stuff accomplished because you’ve already said in your mind the worldview oh that’s
not really possible and you know what sets you up for that worldview the most religion religion
puts its big mythical figures like jesus or buddha or whoever at at such a high level
they set them up on such a tall pedestal
that people look at them and go
you know what
that level of perfection is impossible
so why bother
I’m not going to try
and you see the damage religion will do
by setting up these figures
in this mythical high pedestal position
I’m going to talk about
not putting anybody on a pedestal
later in this presentation
even people that teach you the truth
you shouldn’t put them up on a pedestal
I don’t want to be put up on a pedestal
number one
when people do that it’s fucking creepy i’m not your your master your guru your priest whatever
i’m just somebody who’s trying to explain how some things work to you and hopefully you unfuck
your head as a result of learning those things because most people’s heads are badly fucked up
so that’s all i can do is act as a way shower through knowledge okay but don’t self-sabotage
by being blackpilled and thinking things are impossible they’re not possible you can get from
where you’re at to your goal but you got to put in the work it’s not automatic and this is all
about the life worldview battle folks that’s what shadow work is all ultimately about and you know
what’s going on in the world absolute abject miserable failure it’s so skewed toward one side
it’s laughable i’d say it’s 98.5 to 99 skewed toward one side is that most people have been
convinced through their parents their teachers their their nonsensical religion their politics
whatever all the religious garbage nonsense that they believe in in their distorted minds
they have been convinced of the worldview that what the purpose of all human life is what the
purpose of their life is is the acquisition and attainment of the most comfort and pleasure
that’s prevailing worldview number one in the entire world and that’s why the world is currently
right now going to hell in a handbasket that’s why we are losing our freedom because it’s not the
worldview and stated uh will and potential of most people to truly learn and grow in consciousness
and become a better version of themselves each and every day and learn true morality and help
propagated to the world? No, they can’t be bothered with any of that. They got to attain as much
comfort and pleasure as possible every single day. And they wake up thinking me, me, me, me, me, me,
me, me, me. And they go to bed thinking me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me. And if you don’t think
that’s true, something’s badly broken in your brain. If you don’t think that’s the prevailing
worldview. And let me tell you what that worldview really is and really constitutes. De facto
show Satanism. There’s another one of my presentations you can learn from. First of all,
most people don’t know Satanism is just runaway, rampant egotism and just completely staying
ensconced in the dynamics of the pleasure pursuit and comfort pursuit. That’s it. That’s all
Satanism really is at its lowest level. At the highest level, it’s trying to be God, usurp the
place of the creator make your own laws and rule everybody else as your slaves that’s the highest
level but guess what at the very highest level those evil sorcerers of mind control can only
control the masses if they give them the worldview that all life is about is their own comfort and
pleasure and then their god that’s how you got god is by buying into the worldview of de facto
Satanism. That all life is about is you accumulating as much comfort and pleasure as possible.
And folks, let’s make no mistake about it. All that ideology is is Satanism. And that doesn’t
mean the worship of the devil, man. You know, it means that you’re obsessed with the self and you
can’t be bothered with anything outside the self. And that’s what a bad person is. That’s an immoral
being if all things are equal go and have as much pleasure as possible but if there’s injustice in
the world and there’s tyranny and there’s slavery and you’re just worrying about your own fucking
comfort don’t don’t don’t turn around in the next breath and then tell me you’re a good and moral
human being because you’re a lying sack of shit if that’s what you believe the true purpose of
human existence is to learn and grow in consciousness such that we understand natural
law we understand the laws of the universe we can grow and expand in consciousness we can
become a space-faring civilization at some point. And what that ultimately is, is that is true
spirituality. It’s commitment to truth. It’s commitment to learning and knowledge. It’s
commitment to growing in consciousness. It’s commitment to growing in morality. It’s commitment
to self-improvement. It’s commitment to willpower. It’s commitment to self-actualization. And that
means getting off your lazy ass and taking action on yourself and then assisting other people to
go through those same changes that are very difficult but profoundly rewarding this is the
worldview everybody needs to battle folks you need to choose your side in that worldview and you need
to be honest about your choice how many people really are engaged with true spirituality don’t
even tell me the new agers out there are because they’re full of shit too they’re they’re they’re
in projection mode they’re in spiritual bypass mode they’re not doing the real work they’re not
even looking at things that are negative that are actively happening and they think they’re
informed in some way you you think you’re learning and growing when you’re saying don’t talk about
all the negative shit that’s happening in the world you don’t even know what the fuck’s going
on let alone are you doing something positive about it you’re you’re engaged in comfort and
pleasure alleged spirituality you know live for your bliss man bliss out meditate until you you
You’re so internally drugged up with endorphins that you’re in a totally spaced out daze.
That’s not spirituality.
That’s pseudo-spiritual masturbation is what that is.
If you think that’s spirituality, you’ve been sold a false bill of goods, son and gal.
So you’ve got to come out of that de facto Satanism, egotism worldview.
That this is about my bliss or my comfort or my pleasure.
You’ve got to realize this is for the learning and growth of all.
so that we all may be free and we all may progress in consciousness.
It shouldn’t be that difficult to understand, folks.
The problem is it’s obfuscated and most people don’t have very clear understanding of it
and understandable definitions in their minds.
So this is where shadow work has to begin.
It’s a battle between life worldviews.
As I said before, and what deeply needs to be understood conceptually is
no positive change is automatic.
This is not a process of automation.
this is not press a button and then the universe does the rest of the work this is how a lot of
the new age variants of schools of thought want to teach people that things work oh it’s a part
of the natural process you know what part of the natural process is was getting your biological
evolution up to this point where you can then use your brain and your mind to understand what needs
to be done what the prerequisites are what the requirements are and then do them that’s what
nature was charged to do biologically and once that biological process of evolution is done it’s
not taking us any further it’s then handing it off to epigenetic evolution it’s handing it off
to evolution of consciousness which either we’re doing or not doing that’s a self-directed process
of further evolutionary progression how many people really understand that too few positive
real world change is not an automatic process embedded in nature if you if you believe that
again you’ve been sold false spirituality and it is not an automated process either within an
individual or in the world at large it doesn’t just automatically happen good doesn’t automatically
triumph over evil folks once again if you bought into that garbage bullshit notion you’ve bought
into false religion good is not an automated process that grows and triumphs over evil
automatically if you think that it’s one of the biggest psyops that’s ever been conducted
to get people not to do the work that they need to do,
not to meet the requirements,
not to truly self-improve and self-actualize
and make a real difference in the world through action.
That gets people sitting back on their ass,
doing nothing, saying, oh, it’s in God’s hands
and it’ll just move things in whatever way it needs to move
or re-manipulate it and it’s all automated
and it’s all assured.
Total and utter bullshit.
Nothing is set in stone or guaranteed,
except natural law except the laws of nature that’s it the laws of the universe the moral
laws and the physical laws are set in nature and they’re not processes of automation they’re
processes of determinism they’re definitively and completely determined and locked in and always
work that way universally eternally timelessly universally omnipresent that’s why you don’t
fight against those laws you step into the slipstream with them and align your behavior to
them they’re those are the automated processes of nature i won’t even use the word automated
they’re the determined processes of nature the work we have to do to unfuck our minds and really
come into alignment with the laws of nature especially the moral ones and truly self-improve
that’s not an automated process it requires work it requires willpower it requires dedication it
requires practice all of the things we’re going to focus on in the seminar today outcomes are
variable when it comes to these dynamics and based upon how much time attention energy willpower and
focus are brought to bear in the given situation good does not automatically triumph over evil
improvement does not automatically triumph over stagnation these concepts have to be grokked
if you’re to understand the shadow work process and again we haven’t even gotten to the process
this is prerequisite understanding requirements conceptually which most people do not have
not only don’t they have them they have them completely wrong they have them distorted
and embedded in their mind through false religion through the new age nonsense through government
and authority through politics this is part of the acknowledgement of how fucked up your mind is
you got to ask yourself how religiously fucked up am i how badly have i bought false bills of goods
and now i’m attached to them like a maggot attached to a dead body eating dead flesh
clinging on to it like it’s for dear life because that’s what most people’s mindset is and they have
no intention of changing it this is what you got to do when you do shadow work you got to say how
many fucking lies have i bought into how much damage am i doing not only myself and continuing
the damage that’s been done to me i’m continuing to do it to myself and by propagating that
nonsense i’m doing damage to other people and i’m traumatizing them and i’m fucking them up
and as a result helping to fuck the world up and once again you gotta be honest with yourself about
this and you gotta tell yourself there’s no automation here i have to do the work i have
to meet the requirements i have to develop the willpower i have to develop all of the qualities
spending my time paying attention being focused bringing the energy forward right if i just said
oh this is willy-nilly i don’t need i don’t need to spend the hours that probably would amount to
hundreds of hours making all these slides and transitions and getting it all set right and
getting my word and verbiage right i could have just said oh however it comes out it comes out
who cares? This took time, effort, patience, willpower, dedication, sacrifice, doing things
that I didn’t want to do at the expense of other things I did. And those things I did want to do
got pushed to the wayside. They got set on the back burner and I sat there and did what was
required. And that’s what I attempt to do every day before I go and do whatever comfort pursuit
i may want to do i take care of work first i don’t mean work just to make money i’m talking
about the real work the work here and then out in the world take care of that work make that
the priority make that take precedent sacrifice for that how few people are willing to do that
it’s tragically sad and again i venture to say it’s a lot of the people right in this seminar
not just not just the average joe schmoe in the world it’s people who say oh i want to learn from
mark oh how much really are you dedicated to that how much are you actually going to do and
sacrifice to do and it’s not about me it ain’t about impressing me or or doing it for me i could
care less about those things i don’t want acolytes not interested i want self-driven self-learning
self-improving warriors that’s what’s going to make a dent in the human condition of slavery
positive change has specific real world requirements these are not random things
these are not things that oh there’s no set requirements that actually have to be done
like we’ll just let the chips fall where they may and see what happens no you have to determine what
the requirements are and then meet them positive real world change has specific requirements
attached to it. These are often a combination of factors including but not limited to knowledge,
skill, time, attention, energy, dedication, focus, discernment, presence, and persistence,
and many others. These are the qualities we have to work within ourselves if we’re ever going to
meet requirements for real change. It doesn’t just happen by itself. It takes hard work. It takes
time and attention the spiritual currencies you have to pay into it you have to put dedication
into it to get reward out the other side you have to be persistent you have to be consistent you
have to keep doing it this isn’t a one-time thing if you think oh i’ve showed up at the shadow work
seminar that mark’s going to deliver i’m going to learn everything i need to know and it’s all
going to be okay after that nonsense this is an ongoing process that requires full commitment and
dedication in in a life capacity to and that happens by making a worldview change you got to
first make the change here to understand what you need to do to change yourself and then make the
commitment to actually do it but if you don’t make the worldview change here and you don’t understand
what’s involved the requirements that are involved builders don’t just build a house you got to know
how many material you got to know the building techniques and practices it’s not just built
willy-nilly out of nowhere with no skill this is about development of skills life skills but boy
i’ll tell you just even dealing with look i have to say it at the result of just blatant i won’t
mention any names but let me just tell you something folks as a little anecdote or addendum
to what i’m saying here there are people present in this class right now that their life skills
are so tragically abominable.
I cannot believe that they made it to adulthood alive
and weren’t the recipient of a Darwin Award in some capacity
and ended up killing themselves through stupidity.
I cannot believe it.
And these are the people who seek out this work.
I would be so appalled if some of the life skills,
if my life skills were so low
that it’s like, what have you done your whole life?
Do you have any experience? Did your parents teach you anything? Did your teachers teach you anything? Did even friends teach you anything and try to share life skills and experience? How could you stay that stagnant to people that really don’t even grasp how any electronic transfers of money work?
to people who don’t know how to pack a package
or an envelope or sign a check or whatever.
It’s unfathomable.
This is what depresses me
and makes me want to stay in bed some days,
that I find it unfathomable
that an adult can make it to an adulthood
with that kind of lack of skills.
And that just shows you how bad their parenting was.
It was absent, let’s face it, absent, gone, not there.
Or it was so negligent.
It was in such a state of negligence
that they might as well have been not there.
it’s profoundly sad and then could you imagine these are the people that say they want self
improvement imagine the rest of this tragically horrendous world and where people are at in
consciousness in it it’s disgraceful i just had to say that as an addendum because it it has to be
said in no uncertain terms and in harsh terms as critically important as all of these factors are
to actually understand what the requirements are and meet them a change listen to this again folks
because we’re going to keep coming back to it a change in life worldview is paramount to all
if your worldview isn’t changed for the better and healed largely healed shadow work is essentially
meaningless worldview has to change first and that’s the most important change that has to
occur in keeping with the very first principle of nature from the hermetic tradition and and
that underlies all of natural law the principle of mentalism which states that the all is mind
everything is a function of consciousness and mind only after a new mindset is taken can new
and better results be achieved that’s it if the new mindset if you don’t prepare the way
and usher in a new mindset through a new worldview, a healed worldview,
no better results in your own consciousness and in your own personality
and in your own framework as a being can truly be achieved long-term
and be long-term successful.
Worldview must heal first.
Positive change deeply involves and requires true personal responsibility.
If we are ever going to truly improve ourselves at the microcosmic level, the level of the self and true deep personal psychology, and if we’re ever going to improve the human condition at the macroscopic level, in other words, end human slavery and the belief in authority, which leads to all forms of slavery in our world,
we must first accept that it is our own personal responsibility to take on that effort,
meaning to learn those requirements and then teach them to others.
It is not a mission for some.
Let me say this again.
Learning the requirements to create change in the self and in the world
and propagating them to everyone is not a mission for some.
It is a mission for all, which intimately involves the self.
It’s not just my work.
people go oh well that’s your work mark and yeah that’s what they sound like they really sound like
they have down syndrome that’s not my work mark that’s your work that’s everyone’s work all the
morons out there who say that’s not your work yes it is you just haven’t been doing it and that’s
why i say you can get as offended as you want hearing what i’m saying directly to you about you
it’s still true and is gonna be true forever stop saying it’s only about so it’s only for some
that’s not the work or mission for some that’s what all of our missions all of our mission one
mission actually is one great work and some have accepted the responsibility and got to work doing
it on the spiritual battlefield some have attempted to reject their personal responsibility
and they’re absent from the spiritual battlefield.
And here’s the quote that goes along with it on the slide.
Through our inability to accept personal responsibility,
we were actually creating our own problems.
Again, self-inflicted suffering through the denial of one’s personal responsibility
to improve oneself and our species.
It’s not a mission for some.
It’s a mission for everyone.
most people are just hard-headed lazy egotistical apathetic uncaring pranksters they’re just jokes
of people that don’t take anything truly seriously and don’t understand the harm that they’re really
doing to themselves in the world and it’s not a laughing matter it’s not something to fucking
joke about it’s deadly serious it’s a life and death situation based on where we’re at
with government and the violence that is capable of conducting upon us and if you think that’s a
joke when they bash your fucking head in and split your fucking brain in half you’re not going to be
thinking it’s a joke as you draw your last fucking breath and nobody will be sorry for you they’ll be
saying you should have paid fucking attention when you had the chance and change when you had the
chance and then you wouldn’t have brought that manifestation down on yourself and the whole world
positive change is not fun and games it requires hard fucking work that’s why it’s not called the
one big party it’s not called the one big circle jerk it’s called the one great work it is not
the one great work is not about comfort and pleasure that’s a whole separate world view
once you take on the true world view of true spirituality and you want to begin the healing
process you realize this is an alchemical process that is unbelievably difficult work
because you’re asking people to change
at a fundamental level
which they loathe change from.
They want to stay hardened.
They want to stay completely ensconced
in their bad habits
and most of all
in their completely false, erroneous thoughts,
in their distorted thought forms
which they’re rigidly attached to religiously.
The dynamic of true internal spiritual transmutation
into a better human being
is not something to be taken lightly.
It is not a party.
It is not a social scene.
You see so many people in the freedom movement
thinking this is some social scene.
This ain’t some scene, man.
You know?
To quote the misfits,
you know, you think you’re a zombie.
You think it’s a scene from some monster magazine.
Well, this ain’t no fantasy, boy.
This ain’t no loving.
You know, this ain’t no happening.
This ain’t no feeling in my arm.
This is real life.
this is real world you know and that people don’t take it seriously enough that that’s what the free
masonic tradition in consciousness is telling us i’m going to get into that in a moment we’ll look
a little bit into certain occult traditions as we did with the tarot earlier and kabbalah to an
extent but we’re going to look at free masonry a little bit when it comes to this this isn’t a
party this isn’t a form of entertainment this isn’t a social scene it’s very serious hard work
and no one hears. No one enjoys hearing that. They wish that it was just easy fun. See that’s
dreaming, right? That’s stop dreaming. This isn’t easy fun. This is hard fucking work. I assure you
it is not easy or fun. I don’t enjoy this process. There are ways of doing it successfully. There are
best practices for it but I’m not going to blow smoke up your ass and lie to you and tell you
it’s easy or fun because it’s not to tell someone otherwise is to lie to both them and to yourself
real positive change definitely and invariably requires deep dedication and often involves
very difficult painstaking work that’s what is represented by the alchemist pictured there and
the alchemical tradition it’s volatile it could blow up it’s very painstaking it requires deep
knowledge and it requires total dedication to the craft i could have been a chemist that was
another thing not only could i have been been a professional bowler if i wasn’t wrapped up in the
great work all the time but probably could have been a damn good chemist something that i had an
aptitude for i still do positive change requires personal sacrifice another dynamic involved in
personal change and self-betterment which far too few people consider let alone do is personal
sacrifice true self-betterment and deep involvement in the effort to better humanity requires the
willingness to sacrifice one’s time energy and resources often in exceedingly uncomfortable ways
see i’ve sacrificed my life and the things that i wanted to do or could have done to do this work
to self-improve to self-actualize to put this work out in the multifaceted forms that i put it out
to the world in over the years that required sacrifice that required not doing things that
i wanted to do so i would do the things that i am required to do and once again most people
even here in the group forget the viewing audience on the internet i mean you want to talk about a
nothing burger that they’re in negative space even the people here how many people have work of their
own a few not not zero but so few that it’s a paltry laughable number and that’s not going to
get it done to sacrifice one’s own comfort is one of the most difficult challenges to face in this
type of work in this endeavor yet to truly make strides in such endeavors such as shadow work and
the one great work self-sacrifice is absolutely critical and indispensable you cannot do it while
saying i just want to do all these things for myself some of those things not all of them but
some of them have to be cut away and put on the back burner and say they may sit there for the
rest of my life i’m not going to ever be that champion bowler i’m not probably never going to
be that chemist i’m not you know i might have wanted to learn to be an artist probably not
going to be a very accomplished artist i might have wanted to learn to be a computer coder or
programmer that’s probably not going to happen i had to learn other things because they were
requirements for this aspect of the work so i’m going to pause there it is now 12 30 we will be
taking our lunch break for an hour and a half i will see everyone for a continuation in section
number two at exactly 2 p.m i will not wait one second at two zero zero i will launch into the
rest the second part okay so please be back promptly at 2 p.m i’ll see everyone then thank
you all right everyone it’s 2 p.m we’re going to get started with uh session number two i hope
everyone had a um helpful and restorative lunch break um and let’s get let’s continue so we were
talking about that positive change requires self-sacrifice of putting to the back burner
many things that we want to do in our life but they have to come second to the great work
especially at the time in which we are living and sadly all too few people make these required
sacrifices and that’s why the freedom movement is in the deplorable state that it is in one of
the things to understand about shadow work especially if you want to help other people
get involved with it is that most people don’t want true healing or freedom this is the one of
the sad and unfortunate realities of our world and our civilization our species but unfortunately it
is true sadly most human beings alive today do not want true healing or true freedom for the very
fact that both of those dynamics real healing and real freedom involve dynamics which were
previously discussed a change in life worldview which they don’t want to perform they don’t want
to do that they want to stay rigidly attached to their existing worldview it requires deep personal
responsibility and it involves incredibly hard work and profound personal sacrifice and people
want no parts of those things they’re stuck in the worldview that says i want to maximize my
comfort and pleasure and i can’t be bothered with any of those other dynamics in life that’s for
someone else to do not me and as long as the human species stays in that mind frame in that mindset
don’t expect freedom don’t expect healing don’t expect anything good there’s going to be suffering
and death and slavery and that’s it so human beings must understand that the human condition
will only get worse and worse and worse until humanity embraces the cold hard fact that these
dynamics are exactly what real world positive change requires. A profound change in worldview,
deep personal responsibility, hard work, and profound personal sacrifice. If people are not
willing to do those things, do not expect any difference in what is manifesting in our lives.
It will only get worse and worse. One of the other dynamics and concepts to understand is that when
we are engaging in shadow work it is akin to and similar to a death process as strange as that may
sound we are actually letting go and allowing to die bad habits bad aspects of the personality
and that form of growth can feel like death so spiritual growth through shadow work may often
feel like death to those engaging in it. This is because their former self was attached to wrong
and illusory ideas and habits. Their entire identity was built upon that shaky foundation
and that elusive perception of reality. So when they begin to change for the better,
they begin to perceive their old identity as quote-unquote dying. Many people have
experienced and reported this when they undergo real shadow work in reality their old mental
selves are finally relinquishing illusion and growing to become something new and better than
the old version of themselves it is not actually death but a form of self-renewal such as a
caterpillar becoming a butterfly in the cocoon and in the transformative process that it undergoes
seemingly into a different being so we have to understand that the processes of shadow work are
so powerful and so potentially destructive to the illusory reality that one is living
that they literally can feel like death people can become depressed people can become overwhelmed
that’s why you have to set the framework to do this type of work by first deeply understanding
the concepts which we have been laying out. We haven’t gotten to methodology yet. We’re still
exploring the concepts of shadow work and what it entails before we ever get to actual methodologies
which are coming. The concept of a little learning can be a dangerous thing also needs to be deeply
understood when it comes to shadow work. Where this comes from is in Greek mythology the so-called
Purian Spring, was a metaphorical source of knowledge, popularized in Alexander Pope’s poem
called An Essay on Criticism. Pope wrote, quote, a little learning is a dangerous thing. Drink deep
or taste not the Purian Spring. There, shallow drafts intoxicate the brain, and drinking largely
sobers us again so he’s saying metaphorically that if you drink from the fountain of knowledge
if you are going to take knowledge into yourself you have to take it in deeply and as completely
as possible through the trivia method people look into knowledge in a cursory form in a very
tiny fraction of what they should be researching and gathering and taking into themselves and then
what happens is they become drunk with that little bit of knowledge it’s like drinking a very very
tiny portion of alcohol and getting completely annihilated versus drinking like you know 10
cases of beer and barely feeling any effect and that’s because uh this has a reverse effect when
you take in only a little bit of knowledge you think you know things and you think you you you
are the shit and you have it all figured out and that’s where most of the freedom movement is
they’ve learned a tiny tiny little bit and now they think their shit doesn’t stink and they
think that they know everything that they need to know when they basically know absolutely nothing
and then they don’t want to listen to people who have learned largely the things they really truly
need to know and they want to dismiss those people and they don’t even want to give them a platform
to speak so it’s it’s really insane and sad what is happening with the freedom community and it’s
this is very indicative of it so again this means that when pursuing an undertaking that involves a
deep dive into knowledge such as shadow work we should learn as much as possible as much as we can
before claiming to have enough information and i have enough information see that’s the thing
it’s like people don’t they don’t really want to hear that from the people who actually have
gathered the grammar and done the homework you know they think it’s all it’s all the same no
you don’t understand the amount of knowledge i’ve taken in it’s so colossal it’s scary to even me i
look at what i’ve taken and i’m like this is inhuman this this is this is like almost
preternatural it’s almost robotic it’s like i i was some kind of a computer program just
ingesting data and it’s so much you’d almost pass out right so when you tell people that who haven’t
done that process, they’re very hesitant to even grasp it, let alone really understand it.
Most people do not delve deeply enough into necessary information, yet they think they know
enough to attain the results which they seek. And that’s only going to come with enough information.
The other thing people get wrong when it comes to shadow work is what human nature actually is.
And this is a crux of my work and a crux of understanding shadow work. If you don’t
understand this you are not going to grasp even my work or certainly not shadow work and this is
what human nature actually is and 99.99999% of human beings have it completely incorrect
when it comes to what human nature is and here’s what it is factually objectively definitely
truthfully and 100 accurate this is the the actual nature of a human being is what i’m about to say
the true nature of human beings is that they are a programmable species similar to but not exactly
the same as computers they are not just biological computers but they have similar qualities to
computers in a biological capacity we are a programmable species just like a computer can
be programmed like a computer if a human being has bad formatting the format on the drive the
conditions during a child’s format of years if they have a bad operating system which is the
culture that you grow up in and all the programming that comes along with that culture if a person has
bad software programs like we’re seeing with telegram today unfortunately which the false
software programs that are instilled in their noggin are false rigid and dogmatic belief systems
then what’s going to happen with their behavior their output which is their behavior onto the
so-called screen which is life and and the field of consciousness which we all inhabit
their output is going to be bad their behavior is going to be bad and then what will happen
that will contribute to the deteriorating human condition on a mass scale again as human beings
degrade freedom degrades the human condition degrades as human beings improve and become
more moral freedom increases that’s the law of freedom under natural law like a computer the
behavior of a human being will largely depend upon its programming the quality of the information put
into it which enables it through our minds to process and create effective effectively and
efficiently human beings are not bad by our nature human beings are not good by our nature
human beings are a programmable species so if garbage goes into the mind garbage comes out
through behavior if quality goes into the mind quality comes out through behavior if garbage
goes in and garbage comes out the human condition is horrendous if quality goes in and quality comes
out through behavior the human condition is improved that’s how human nature is and works
ladies and gentlemen and if you don’t think so you’re wrong and that’s the problem that’s part
of the worldview healing that needs to take place is you and the rest of the world need to fully
grok what true the true nature of humanity is as a programmable species get as offended as you want
it’ll never make what i have here on on the slide or what i have said untrue we have to understand
the schism of the worldview in order to conduct and be successful at shadow work and this schism
is between randomness and determinism and the truth is that the the healed worldview takes in
some of both of these components but doesn’t stay in a state of extremity toward either one
the left brain randomness worldview is that the universe is some grand cosmic accident and matter
is everything and there’s no creator there’s no underlying intelligence in all of nature
nature hasn’t constructed any laws to deal with behavior it’s just a mechanized clockwork of dead
matter right there’s no such thing as spiritual moral law or natural law existence has no purpose
other than survival or to continue to exist just for the sake of it and these are all the hallmarks
of scientism atheism and totalitarianism and that’s the randomness worldview everything is chaos
and then you have the deterministic worldview this is a religious worldview in many instances
god controls every event in creation nothing happens without god’s approval and all knowingness
all occurrences are preordained by the creator free will is an illusion because the creator
is conducting it all since god controls everything change is impossible because
how could we change anything god’s doing it all and action therefore becomes ultimately meaningless
and everything rests on faith and belief these are the hallmarks of imbecilic religious extremism
and slave think because slaves thinks that think that oh their condition is just determined how
many people go oh there’s nothing i can do about it it just is that way no it’s not it’s a choice
it always is a choice free will exists in every instant of reality the truth that sits between
these two worldviews has some components of both is that there is a deterministic component of
reality that has to be encompassed in our worldview, and that’s natural law. And then
there’s a random component, which is free will. And they play with each other. They play dynamically
against each other. And we have to align the two. We have to align our free will with the
deterministic component of natural law. And that defeats self-inflicted suffering and grants us
what we say we want, which is prosperity and freedom and, you know, all better things for
ourselves. Brain hemisphere imbalance always leads to one of these deep life worldview schisms.
Left brain usually leads to randomness. Right brain usually leads to determinism. If we’re
dwelling in right, left or right brain modalities all the time, and there’s no balance between those
two dynamics in the mind, this schism is inseparably connected with an individual’s
view of human nature and free will to create positive change. Again, that’s why I say worldview
healing must come first. Nothing can happen without it. Most people end up believing in one of these
two states of schism or brain imbalance in the completely incorrect ideas that either God or
genetics control everything and that free will is either an illusion or doesn’t matter in any
meaningful capacity. So once again, when you dwell in these states of brain imbalance and you’re not
healing your brain and your mind, which comes along with healing the body, the worldview and
the body, you either believe that God controls everything or genetics control everything,
and therefore free will really has no place in anything. And that is a complete crock of
bullshit worldview. That’s why I call it the worldview schism. It fractures the individual.
Shadow work must be utilized to repair this worldview schism, such that the individual
comes to deeply understand that natural law and free will are the dynamics with which we
simultaneously interact to collectively co-create the reality in which we live on a continual basis.
Once again, this should be common knowledge, folks. This should not be some revelatory thing
that Mark Passio is telling the world. We should all know this by now. This should be common,
everyday common sense knowledge for the average person, but unfortunately it’s not,
Because of religion, because of science, because of government, because of media, because of schooling, because of just trash, brain damage that is being done to people through poisoning, poisoning through chemicals, poisoning through bad information.
Once again, garbage goes in, garbage comes out.
And that’s why we have the trash that’s coming out through behavior in the world today and the destruction of our freedoms.
We have free will to change our programming.
that absolutely exists and we need to know that that exists we can control our own programming
by deciding what information we take into ourselves and then really truly knowing it
and acting upon it the worldview schism is ultimately about keeping people from the
acceptance of free will and its power to create change and that’s what shadow work is all about
many people do not want to heal their worldview schism they want to continue to believe in
deterministic ideas which disempower both themselves and other human beings this is
largely because they do not want to accept the personal responsibility that goes hand in hand
with such empowerment through knowledge they also subconsciously understand that such personal
empowerment involves tremendously hard work which most people are still too lazy to undertake
One of the things that has to readily be understood in shadow work is to never, ever, ever normalize pathology.
This is one of the critical dynamics and concepts that needs to be understood when even beginning an undertaking in shadow work.
You cannot normalize illness.
Illness is not normal.
So don’t attempt to normalize it.
Recognize when there’s illness and recognize what real health is.
And this is the problem, is that most people don’t know what health is in today’s modern society.
They have no clue what health is.
They’re completely clueless when it comes to what is a healthy condition versus what is an unhealthy and illness-ridden condition.
In the realm of shadow work, illness and disease must always be recognized for what they are.
The absence of health and homeostasis through an imbalance of some kind.
One should never attempt to normalize any form of pathology, disease, or illness, but instead should work to improve, heal, or mitigate such states to the extent that it is possible to do so.
We are not promising perfect healing through shadow work.
No one is promising that.
Maybe some people are, but they’re charlatans.
There is no perfect healing as I will describe later.
There is betterment.
There is improvement to the extent that it is possible to improve and heal.
nothing is perfect if you expect perfection you expect what never was what is not now and what
never will be and you’ll be sorely disappointed forever we’re going to talk about perfection
being an illusion but progress growth healing to the extent that they are possible those are real
and those are possible sadly we are becoming a society that is laden with all sorts of
psychological pathological disorders diseases of the mind diseases of the psyche yet the bulk of
our society is attempting actively right now attempting to normalize such psychological
imbalances instead of trying to heal them they’re trying to normalize them and saying this this is
just a condition of just how people are no it’s not it’s a disease it’s pathology it can be improved
It can be helped. It can be healed to certain extents, to very large extents in many cases.
And they are attempting, our society today, and the people who run it,
are attempting to normalize such pathological, psychological imbalances,
even to the extent that they berate and ostracize the healthy individuals
to make those who are ill feel better about themselves.
They want the diseased, the ill, the psychologically unhealthy
to feel okay about their condition of illness
while demonizing and ostracizing the psychologically healthy
that are saying, no, this isn’t a normal condition.
It should never be treated as normalcy.
It needs to be helped to heal and improve.
And we should never normalize bad mental health.
Most of us lay somewhere in between these two states of good and bad mental health,
but we should never allow pathology to be normalized.
Illness is illness and health is health.
never normalized mediocrity this is another thing most people want to try to propagate in our modern
society we are not here on earth to be average i hear this from so many people and it’s maddening
it’s sad and maddening at the same time i’m just poor little me i’m just here to just do this
little tiny thing or that little tiny thing or just nothing at all or to just sit back and observe
you’re weak you’re weak is the answer to that you’re here to do great things you’re not here
to be some mediocre chump we are not here on earth to be average ladies and gentlemen
the perpetuation of mediocrity is exactly what has got gotten humanity into its current condition
of slavery the truth is we are here on earth to learn to grow and to self-actualize which means
to reach the highest level of self-potential of which we are capable,
meaning to aspire to greatness and doing great things,
not to be some normal, stupid chump.
Unimaginably tremendous harm has been done to the psychology of human beings
by those who have told them nonsense like this.
That’s not for you to do.
You shouldn’t set your goals so high,
or you’ll never achieve something so far-reaching.
These aren’t your friends.
These aren’t your family members.
These aren’t people who want good things for you.
These aren’t people who are trying to elevate you.
That’s how a bad person speaks to another person.
Not a good person trying to elevate someone else higher.
If you listen to people who say to you, that’s not your work to do.
You shouldn’t set your goals so high.
Oh, come down from your lofty pedestal.
You’re not going to do something that important.
You know what you tell those people?
Go fuck yourself.
That’s what you tell people like that.
When you really conduct real shadow work, it helps you to realize exactly what those who have been telling you such self-limiting thoughts have actually been spreading.
Complete bullshit.
That’s what they’ve been spreading to you and that’s what they want you to believe.
We’re not here to be mediocre.
We’re not here to be average.
We’re here to do great and amazing things.
So don’t normalize mediocrity any more than you should normalize pathology.
Strive for excellence.
Not perfection, but strive for excellence.
the social engineers of our world want mediocrity and degradation what do you think they want people
healthy mentally physically spiritually you think they want you to aspire to do wonderful things
great things they want you to be some degraded moron a society based upon mediocrity immorality
ignorance apathy incompetence laziness and cowardice in other words human degradation
is exactly what the dark, occult social engineers thrive on.
That’s what they’re trying to inspire in society and create everywhere
because people like that are very easy to control.
Self-actualized, powerful individuals cannot be controlled.
No way.
They’re going to tell you to go fuck yourself,
and if you don’t listen to that, they’re going to fight you
because they’re strong.
They’re not weaklings.
Total human degradation is exactly what the social engineers need
to keep people in line in order for their agenda of domination and slavery to continue these social
engineers cannot control or enslave a population that has transcended such conditions of degradation
and mediocrity and self-actualized to their full potential as human beings it’s impossible to
control that and that’s why they want to continue to propagate all the other nonsense that degrades
human beings and this is what shadow work helps us to work out of our personality to the extent
that we are able to do so it helps to purify the individual not make them perfect but make them
better and make them strong and stop listening to oh this isn’t for you to do you’re not to do great
things you know you’re just some mediocre schlub no we’re here to self-actualize and attain our
full potential as beings shadow work requires situational awareness no different than in a
situation where self-defense is required situational awareness applies to psychology as much as it does
to physicality before even beginning shadow work we must first develop a sense of a sense of
situational awareness this is the process of stop and look orient yourself i talk about stop and
look constantly in the uh how to become the true media seminar it’s one of the core principles of
how to become the true media this is the process of orientation to orient yourself with respect to
the direction that you wish to go. It teaches us first to stop and look. This is the actual
process here. This is not my slide. This is not my image that’s displayed here. This is the actual
process of situational awareness. Stop and look are the first two actions, the first two commands.
Stop first. Don’t do anything else. Look. Assess the situation and then manage the situation. This
is what I did when I had a technical problem earlier. Didn’t panic. Stopped what I was doing.
switched into uh what’s the word i’m looking for uh not dynamics um uh uh not not schematics um
i switched into uh troubleshooting mode let’s say okay um and um i just stayed calm looked at what
might be going on assess the situation and then managed it by taking the correct course of action
So only when we first take assessment of our current orientation, do we understand what action should then be done, what action should follow.
You can’t just start acting.
You can’t act on impulse with this stuff.
You have to stop, look, and assess first.
Then you act.
Acting prior to situational awareness can often make the situation even worse because we are putting action before understanding.
In other words, we’re putting our rhetoric before our grammar and logic in the trivium
process.
You never put the rhetoric or the action first.
You have to first take in all the data, come to an accurate diagnostic, and that’s the
term I was searching for.
I went into diagnostic mode.
Do the necessary diagnostics to understand what the problem is and then act.
That’s the correct steps in the correct process in the correct order.
we have to stop sleepwalking dreaming and clinging to illusion this is one of the maxims or dictates
of the uh occult initiatory process stop dreaming stop sleepwalking stop doing things on autopilot
in other words that’s letting uh the you know so-called vicissitudes of culture just sway you
in one direction or another however the wind seems to be blowing and if you’re going to be a driven
self-learning self-determining individual you can’t just go by those you know swings in however
culture wants to wants to whip you in one direction or another you have to stop sleepwalking
stopping just living on autopilot and just repetitive things that take you around in the
same circle and keep you in the same mess shadow work requires seeing ourselves as we truly are
and seeing the world as it truly is this reflects the first maxim of occultism above all be honest
with yourself stop lying and then the second one to stop dreaming is the second occult maxim
it calls us to come out of the state of uncomfortable illusion stop believing that
good just automatically defeats evil it does not stop believing that change is automatic it is not
stop sleepwalking through life on autopilot only conscious and aware people doing hard
work upon themselves are going to make positive change happen instead of dreaming and sleepwalking
focus on competence and willpower to do the work that we must do to meet the requirements for
bettering our world that’s when that process of change is going to dynamically flower and
accelerate you know that’s why the imagery that i’m picking are people engaging in the imagination
they have vision they can not just see what the future might be if we make it that way they can
almost step into that reality and see how it would work tesla was one of these people with
such a powerful imagination so that’s why i’m picking the type of imagery that i am for some
of these slides and we have to get out of the process of just floating through life on autopilot
and doing whatever is just the most comfortable that’s not when we’re doing great things we do
great things when we step out of the comfort zone and do what’s required you must put skin in the
game this is a concept and you know a quote that’s going to come up over and over again you got to
put skin in this game one of the main purposes for doing shadow work at all is to assess your
own commitment to the one great work of ending the condition of human slavery on this planet
and i keep coming back to that folks that’s what this is all about this isn’t just making your life
easier. This isn’t just getting better at being the artist or the chef or the athlete or whatever,
you know. This is, there’s an agenda here, folks, if you haven’t heard it yet, right? There’s an
agenda here. This seminar is not without an agenda. The agenda is we got to come out of slavery
and it all goes back to that, okay? Your worldview has to heal. You got to learn the requirements.
You got to meet the requirements through your willpower and take right action. And then we’ll
come out on the other side truly free beings a free species capable of anything and that’s why
i do this work i want to see what our potential is the difficult yet critical question that must
be posed to the self is how much effort have i put into changing hearts and minds how about
first and foremost my own how much have i put into changing my mind and my heart what i think and
what i feel and what i care about and then how much have you put into helping other people to
change their hearts and minds. What has your effort been in that endeavor? How much skin do
you have in that game? I venture to say most people have zero or next to zero. It certainly
isn’t the amount of skin someone like myself has put into that game, quote unquote. It’s not a game
by the way. It’s just, that’s just an expression. It’s life and death reality. How much personal
effort and sacrifice have you, you, you, you point the finger this way? I can answer that question
very comfortably most people will be a tremendous tremendously uncomfortable answer or they would
just attempt to lie to themselves and everyone else how much personal effort and sacrifice have
you made to truly change yourself and others for the better and to leave the earth in a better
state and in a better condition in which you entered it most people don’t have a good answer
for that and you know what that’s the answer you’re going to have to give to the creator
and most people are going to be tragically disappointed with that outcome they’re going
to judge themselves for the worse not i mean they’re not going to have to worry about what
creation or the universe does to them they’re actually really going to have to worry in some
future state after they leave the body uh how poorly disappointed they are in their own performance
quite frankly and some people are and some people have no shame about it and we’re going to talk
about shame as well and folks i you know what we may not have to do the q a this might go until 10
or later it’s going to go as long as i need to to explain the concepts to my satisfaction so
self-improvement often means outgrowing your peer group this is another reason people don’t want to
engage in and conduct shadow work is because they they know at an intuitive level that their friends
are just going to melt away because it could be a lonely life path to truly improve oneself often
means that others will perceive the ways that you have changed yet not understand them because they
have not undergone such life changes themselves so they’ll see that you’ve changed not understand
how you’ve changed and how it’s for the better they haven’t done any of that work and so they’ll
be in a state of oh they’re not they’re not how they used to be they’re not they’re not fun like
they used to be and they’ll mock and ridicule and deride but really you’ve left them in the dust
and become much better than they are as a being.
This can lead to the experience
of being socially ostracized by one’s former peer group,
which can be very emotionally traumatizing.
This is one of the main reasons
that people fear shadow work so much
and are often very hesitant
to begin the journey to self-improvement
because they’re too worried
about what other people think of them, their peer group.
Guess what, folks?
People like that were never your friends to begin with,
hate to burst your bubble or break the news to you,
but they were never your friends,
they were never your family members they were never people who cared about you all they were
were people that were happen to be around you physically and they’re not very good people and
you should leave people like that in the dust and move on to other peers and people that you could
consider your real family because people who act like that they’re not your friends and they’re not
your family they’re bad people who don’t really care about self-improvement or the human condition
and i’ll say it like that i’ll say it right to people like that here’s one of the big lessons
that people don’t want to learn
because it’s so painful and traumatizing
when it comes to their parents
or their teachers or their clergy or whatever.
Parents and teachers and other types of influencers
often teach us to completely miss the target.
They teach us, don’t hit the bullseye, miss.
Because we’re sad, incompetent people
and we miss all the time
and we want to teach you to miss
because we don’t want to look at you
as an example who’s way up here
while we remain way down here.
And you know what that is?
that’s trashiness that means that the person’s not really good they’re trashy they’re they’re
basically a piece of scum and we shouldn’t put people like that up on a pedestal we shouldn’t
glorify them we shouldn’t say oh they did the best they could no they didn’t they didn’t do the best
they could never did never tried to do the best they could not once generally okay i’m not saying
there’s no exceptions to that but in general it’s true most people’s parents taught us to miss the
mark their teachers their clergy their family members their friends they want them remaining
down in mediocrity where they’re at because once they elevate their consciousness and their behavior
up here it makes them feel like shit even more about themselves and they’re already kind of
pretty big pieces of shit shadow work can lead us to the painful truth that the people who we most
believe were here to help us like parents and teachers were the very people who have been
teaching us to miss the target not to self-actualize and reach our true and highest potential the
entire time this can be one of the most traumatizing and painful aspects of all within the work of
self-improvement let me tell you it’s not fun it’s not uh it’s painful okay it is not pleasant
when you realize the people that you thought were there who loved you and who were there to help you
the whole time were basically holding you back or setting bad examples for you to follow that’s
very traumatizing and you have to work through that in the shadow work process which is why i’m
bringing it up as a concept to understand before even going in to the methods and practice this is
one of the most necessary dynamics to face when we explore the reasons for our current situation
and our current conditions so stop making excuses for bad parenting and bad peer advice of any kind
whether it comes from parents teachers clergy friends family members co-workers whatever
We have to stop making excuses for others and how they have contributed to holding our spiritual and psychological work back.
They’re acting as tethers.
They’re acting as chains.
They’re acting as weights.
One of the very worst things that we can ever do when approaching shadow work is to start making endless excuses for bad advice and bad influence that has been given to us by people in our lives who we love or respect.
And you can still love or respect those people.
that’s your choice but stop making excuses for the the incorrect influence and bad influence
that they’ve conducted upon you and others and you know the this is done by people we we claim
to love and respect like parents friends peers teachers clergy etc we need to deeply understand
that those people may have given us advice and information from their level of awareness but
that does not mean that that advice was true or even good in any way it could have been completely
false misleading sending us down a bad pathway in life so you don’t make excuses and say oh they did
the best they could they gave information from their current level of awareness and their current
level of awareness is way down here it’s not up here it’s not good quality of information it
doesn’t mean you have to start hating them or want to go stab them or something it’s just you
can’t put them up on a pedestal and say oh they’re so good because they did the
best they could and they were just my family or friends or clergy or whatever
you got to call a spade a spade ladies and gentlemen you got to say they
didn’t do right by me this was bad advice this was bad influence these
people didn’t do their best they failed miserably often at the one and only job
they had ever in life and that doesn’t mean you can’t still care about them but
but you gotta call it what it is.
You can’t lie about it
and you can’t make excuses about it
or you’re not gonna make it very far
in healing through shadow work.
We must see this condition,
these dynamics for what they are
and not just place people up on a pedestal
just because they were the people
who were around us earlier in our lives.
That’s a very painful lesson.
Get as offended as you like.
It’s still true.
What’s up there is still the case.
It’s still objectively true.
you can feel about it however the fuck you want it’s never going to make it untrue and you could
keep denying it and all that’s going to do is act as a further noose around your neck it’s going to
act as a further leash so you want to stay where you’re at you don’t really want to improve keep
believing that these people had your best interest in mind when they were the ones who were influencing
you in the worst ways imaginable one of the things you cannot do no matter how bad the outlook
looks in shadow work is dwell in shame as soon as you start dwelling in shame and that becomes
an endless feedback loop and a cycle that is very difficult to break out of you’re one step away
from physical death you’re one step away from spiritual death shame is the lowest form of
consciousness that exists that a human being is capable of expressing above death it’s literally
below every other form of consciousness listed here on this scale of consciousness that was come
up with by the researcher i believe his name is david hawkins so um this shows you the states
of consciousness and how you enter into either expanded or contracted consciousness expanded
consciousness really begins with courage and the things that can help us get there are anger and
pride at least when we’re prideful enough that we don’t want to be treated like a slave anymore
we become angry about that and we develop the courage to do something about that condition
So even things like anger and pride are not necessarily bad emotional states.
They’re stepping stone states to higher consciousness.
This is where shame dwells on this consciousness scale right there.
The lowest possible before unconsciousness or death.
Or at least physical unconsciousness in the state that we refer to as death.
I don’t think there’s any cessation, complete cessation of consciousness.
I don’t at least I don’t see death that way but while we are incarnated in a physical body
shame is the lowest consciousness before you leave the vessel let’s put it that way shame is the
lowest form of consciousness a human being can experience while being physically alive shame
means dwelling in negativity because one knows consciously that they did not do the right thing
when they had the opportunity I would like to repeat that definition because it’s ultra ultra
important and this is where i’m telling you you can’t cannot stay if you’re going to do real
shadow work and real self-improvement you cannot stay in this consciousness that i’m referring to
here shame means dwelling in negativity in your mind because you know consciously that you didn’t
do the right thing when you had the opportunity you can recognize that you can acknowledge that
but you can’t stay there if you stay there you’re staying in a state that is just barely physically
alive above death okay that’s not going to help you or anyone else shadow work helps us to
understand and acknowledge the reasons we may feel shame but to work toward not staying in that state
by making necessary adjustments to our current behavior that’s the whole purpose of shadow work
is to get out of these low vibratory states of consciousness and again folks i struggle with it
sometimes myself because i’m not perfect i there there is no person who exists in a state of
regarding this. All you do is you try every day. That’s the whole goal is to try. That’s the
Rosicrucian credo. Try. That’s it. Try your hardest. Make the effort. Even if self-improvement
toward the positive is very slow, you can’t remain in feelings of shame. You have to continue to try
to improve. Okay? So you don’t give up and you definitely don’t stay in shame. You pick yourself
up you dust yourself off you move forward we need a re-evaluation of self-worth and self-respect
and this is like during and even prior to the shadow work process you have to try to begin to
develop true self-respect you have to grow your sense of self-worth your unique expression of
consciousness you’re not just whoever you know just just some like i said some schlub trying to
be average in life you have to you have to aspire to attain self-actualization your highest potential
shadow work helps us to understand that our true self-worth is infinite this is one of the core
principles of jeremy lock’s magnum opus the end of all evil book you know he tells us that the value
of the individual it cannot have a value placed upon it because it is infinite there’s no telling
what the potential of the individual is you can’t put any kind of a price tag or value label on that
it’s infinity that’s what a life is worth the control system currently operate operating in
our world teaches us to always view ourselves as less than and guess what the controllers don’t
even need to do that as much because you know who’s doing that parents teachers friends family
members so-called so-called all of those things wrap them in a healthy double quote dose because
they’re not really parents they’re not really teachers they’re not really friends they’re not
really family they’re not really clergy go on and on and on they’re not they’re not our friends or
even people we really should be considering good associates with they’re they’re people who have
set the bar ultra fucking low in their own lives and they’re trying to keep you down in that state
of mediocrity and degradation with them. But believe me, the occult controllers really want
to make us feel less than so that we feel helpless to fight against tyranny and enslavement. Engaging
in the dynamic of true self-respect literally means that we take another look at ourselves
and re-evaluate our self-worth in the world. The word respect actually comes from Latin.
re means again and spectare the verb means to look at or to view so that’s why i put a picture
of a woman staring into a mirror at herself because to engage in the dynamic of true self-respect and
the re-evaluation of true self-worth is to take another look at who we are this re-evaluation of
ourselves allows us to stop seeing ourselves as powerless we’re incredibly powerful we are not
powerless it shows us how to see our highest potential as a being and how to pursue that
potential in the service of truth and freedom that’s what real self-evaluation of our self-worth
and the building up of our true self-respect is and that’s indispensable in shadow work in
preparation and in methodology and practice spiritual warfare requires true spiritual
warriors shadow work is about building spiritual warriors and if i read this warrior ethos i’ll
probably break down in tears but i’m going to endeavor to read it i’m going to read this ethos
what a warrior is in life this is sitting here in my office right over here an actual physical
copy of it i am a warrior i do my duty i serve a cause greater than myself i am accountable
to my community and my family for my actions. I blame no one for my faults and I give thanks for
my abilities. I am governed by natural law. My mind is my most powerful weapon. Amen. I train to
oppose evil in all of its forms. I will never quit, retreat, or cower in the face of the enemy.
I protect the weak. I assist the elderly. I care for those in need. I strive for perfection.
realizing we’re not going to actually reach a state of perfection but we strive for it
and i ask the same from those who serve with me strive try do your best i lead by example
and i have the highest moral standard the truth is my constant companion when the end comes i will
sing my warrior song and go to my reward with honor and dignity i am a warrior you fucking
better believe it you better believe i am and that’s the emotion that it brings up in me you
know because people don’t even understand that at all because they’ve never lived it for a second
of their lives and then they’ll say crazy things like i don’t want to be a warrior that’s the
greatest attainment of human potential that you could ever aspire to and i don’t mean just physical
battle i’m talking about a warrior for the truth and a warrior for what is right and a warrior for
good. Most people don’t have that in their lives at all. That’s why I wake up thankful. I wake up
thankful for that. I wake up horribly depressed because most people don’t have that. We are
actively involved in a spiritual war on this planet. The stakes of this war are our freedom
and our very lives. These statements are definitively true and it does not matter at all
if you don’t want that to be the case. We’re in a spiritual war. To defeat the enemy that is
enslaving and destroying us we must rise up to meet the requirements of this spiritual war of
this spiritual battle we will not win unless we meet the requirements for victory and shadow work
will show us what those requirements are and help us to build ourselves up to meet those requirements
shadow work shows us these requirements within ourselves it teaches us how to shed our fears
and become spiritual warriors who can meet these requirements for true freedom it shows us the
means to rise to this challenge and the means to defeat the enemies that lie within ourselves
that’s where the real enemy lies people want to look external outside of themselves for enemies
and yeah there’s plenty of enemies there too but let me tell you where the the worst enemies lie
the worst enemies lie inside of ourselves and that’s what has to be defeated because before
we could ever hope to defeat the external enemies you got to defeat the enemies within going back to
what we already talked about when we talked about the work we are a microcosm of the macrocosm
our individual expression of consciousness is a reflection of our current condition and of the
whole universe one of the ultimate goals of shadow work is to show the practitioner how they are are
a unique form of consciousness with infinite value and a critical life purpose shadow work shows us
that we are here to learn and grow to improve ourselves and our world and to make a difference
in the spiritual war that is before us.
When we realize these truths,
we will step into our rightful place
in the will of creation.
Once we commit to our true purpose,
universal forces support our efforts
and will come to our assistance in innumerable ways.
You will see this happen in your own life
once you make that dedication and commitment
to be a spiritual warrior in this battle.
Most people are not.
They’re wishy-washy.
They’re weak.
they’re sitting back with their thumb up their rear end waiting for something to happen and
watching it like it’s some tv show like it’s some passive thing that you watch on a screen
that’s not what life is folks you have to become engaged you have to become a warrior you have to
get on the spiritual battlefield and you got to meet the requirements for freedom it doesn’t just
magically happen all right so we’re going into part two of the whole presentation methods and
practice. This is where the actual methodologies of shadow work come into play, and it’s where
practicing them over periods of time to improve them and to make them as good as they can be.
We’re going to look at some of those dynamics and ways of doing those things. So let’s jump
into this section. The first thing about my approach to shadow work is it is an integral
approach so it does not focus on one person’s methodologies one way of looking at it one way
of doing it it’s an amalgamation of many many many eclectic varieties of work and viewpoints
and opinions and ideas on this topic by many different researchers or groups of researchers
so i am not going to focus on individual methods from a lot of other people i’m presenting my
methodology that I help to work and develop and essentially, you know, refine. And it’s an
integral approach. So like any of the occult traditions or methods of occultism, shadow work
creates the most benefit when it is employed using an integral approach. And that means that one does
not look at shadow work from one single unidimensional perspective, but rather the student
or the practitioner studies shadow work from the perspective of many different, diverse
teachers and traditions. No one single way or method is 100% complete. This is like martial
arts. Are you just going to study jujitsu? Are you just going to study Wing Chun? Are you just
going to study um you know uh grappling or or or submission fighting are you just going to study
blades you know you can’t do that with martial arts you you have to take an integral approach
or somebody’s going to come at you with something you’re not going to know how to handle it and
you’re not going to be able to adapt and flow so just like martial arts the best methodologies are
integral approaches. Spirituality, the best methods involve integral approaches. So studying
many methodologies enables us to imply what works and let go of that which may not currently serve
our present situation, which may not work in this instance. In JKD, Jeet Kune Do, Bruce Lee’s
system, they tell you to apply what works, release or let go of what does not serve,
and then add dynamics that are unique to your own individual expression, unique to yourself.
That’s an integral approach. Shadow work has to work the same way as what you would consider a
more complete form of martial arts. If you’re going to engage in a more complete form of shadow
work, it has to be integral. It has to be eclectic and from many traditions. To start methods and
practice, you have to begin from exactly where you’re at. No bypassing. You don’t jump stages.
you don’t go from a degree or step one to degree or step nine or ten it’s a stepwise progression
in order no jumping around no bypassing you you go according to nature’s processes not what you
want the steps to be okay so when beginning work upon the self the first mental step is the
recognition of your current orientation as we’ve already talked about you have to be honest about
where you are at and your shortcomings orienting yourself means to be honest with yourself as much
as possible regarding your current psychological and physical state physically mentally emotionally
spiritually you have to be honest where am i at here where am i at here in my physicality in my
mentality in my emotionality in my spirituality you can’t lie to yourself brutal honesty never
lie about underestimate or overestimate your current condition just be honest just admit the
truth about it just say what’s true get comfortable just saying what’s true it’s not that hard it
doesn’t really cost anything maybe a little bruising of your ego god forbid when i have a
shortcoming i just say what it is that’s it just say it we fail we make mistakes we have shortcomings
just say it say it to yourself you don’t even have to say it right away to somebody else
if you’re that ego delicate say it to yourself be honest with yourself above all else we can
only understand where we want to go our goal or our destination once we have an accurate
understanding of our current position our orientation no spiritual bypassing never ever
ever ever do that don’t do that do not try to spiritual bypass and skip over necessary steps
when doing difficult spiritual work especially work that involves personal growth and changes
to both worldview and life choices habits people invariably insist that there are shortcuts that
can be taken this is one of the big principles of how to become the true media don’t look for
shortcuts there really aren’t any do the work put in the work spend the time pay the attention
put in the resources put in the energy put in the work do it the hard way if that’s what you have to
do. Don’t look for shortcuts. It’s an illusion. This is one of the erroneous beliefs that can
defeat self-improvement before it even begins, that there are shortcuts. There are not. So don’t
even engage in that religious belief that you’re going to find some magical shortcut through the
new age process, you know, and you’re going to spiritually bypass tons of natural steps that
are critical and necessary all you’re going to do is set back your development by a ton okay
never attempt to bypass the natural and necessary processes involved in self-development it is
critical to understand that so-called shortcuts are merely another form of illusion and spiritual
bypass that will keep us anchored to conditions in which we do not want to be if you want to stay
exactly where you’re at believe there’s shortcuts keep trying to look for shortcuts keep trying to
spiritually bypass and you’re going to stay right where you’re at there’s not going to be any
improvement not to you and not to the human species no spiritual bypass one of the most
important preparatory steps for shadow work in the phase where you’re going to actually begin
to go into the methodology is learning to quiet the mind this is part of being truly present it’s
part of present moment awareness but it’s even more than that and this is what elitist occult
teachers that are really running the world today and running the world into the ground
they teach their children total focus total indistractability they teach them to empty
the mind of all other thoughts when beginning some form of an endeavor you think i’m thinking
about anything else right now you think i’m thinking about anything i need to do later
you’re thinking i’m thinking about anything i didn’t do yesterday i’m fully 100 present my mind
is quiet to allow what i need to do in the moment in the task at hand i learned how to do that a
long time ago through the occult and this is what most people have zero idea no understanding of
whatsoever i see it all the time trying to do something the mind’s not present looking out a
window thinking about something else on the phone doing this or that it’s a all other activity must
stop if you want to really succeed at something you have to give 100 undivided focused attention
to the task at hand period the end no excuses get over it so one of the first and best ways
of beginning that entire the entirety of that process is you have to learn how to put competing
thoughts out of the mind. One of the practices that must precede shadow work is the ability to
quiet the chatter of the mind. The best tool for accomplishing this, in my estimation, this is,
yes, this is my opinion, but I have not found anything that works better than transcendental
meditation or TM. And again, I’m not here to teach the entirety of that practice. I’m here to
whet your appetite, make you understand what it is, and then you have to go off and study it on
your own autodidactically right this is in a tm class this is a shadow work class okay so the best
tool for accomplishing the quieting of mental chatter is transcendental meditation this practice
involves slowing the flow of thought that passes by in your mind while focusing on a mantra at
least at first some can do it without the mantra when they practice it enough i could do tm without
a mantra but sometimes you need a mantra which is a repeated word or sound and it’s fine to use
the mantra technique this practice is critical because when there are competing thoughts echoing
endlessly in one’s internal dialogue of the mind it becomes exceedingly difficult to turn inward
and focus on the work of self-improvement that is at hand it’s you’re going to your mind and
its chatter is going to be actually acting as a distraction for the work that you are trying to do
upon yourself and i see it over and over and over this is why many people are poor learners
they’re poor learners because they’re poor listeners to be a good learner you have to be a
good listener to be a good listener all other thoughts have to be out of the mind it’s unbelievably
important to focus on this or you will not be successful at shadow work you have to become
comfortable with being alone with your mind most people are very uncomfortable being alone
And I’m talking about in a physical aloneness capacity, let alone in being alone with their own thoughts.
They’re very uncomfortable being alone in a state of solitude away from others and the noise of the world.
That frightens them in many cases.
This is one of the reasons people flee from shadow work.
Shadow work requires emptying the mind of competing thoughts and focusing inward.
That’s very frightening to most people.
the deepest aspects of shadow work must be conducted alone not talking to other people
not engaging with others alone when one is free of other distractions and i mean all other
distractions in order to do real shadow work you have to ensure that you will not be disturbed
you have to ensure that you have privacy so if you have children it makes it very difficult
so you would have to make sure that they are cared for by someone else before if you really
want to sit down and do some shadow work. You can’t have chattering kids jumping around. It’s
impossible. You will not make any progress. You don’t do this while you’re doing other things
like work or other activity. You do this at a quiet, restful state by yourself while there are
no other competing thoughts. You can’t be thinking about what you need to do tomorrow, what you
didn’t do yesterday, all of that. You have to sit down quietly and alone and focus inward on the
things that need to be focused upon if they’re ever going to be improved. So to be successful
in such work, one must learn to become comfortable being alone with your own thoughts, noticing the
progression of the mental processes within us. You have to watch them first, observe. This involves
steadily working through thoughts of uneasiness, fear, anxiety, and dread. And guess what, folks?
i even have them occasionally not often but i you know when i really start thinking about the state
of the world i get a little anxious almost dreadful in some cases but if you really have
done the work to be able to control your flow of thoughts you can get out of that i could sit here
and be anxious about all some technical problems earlier i gotta sit and focus on the task at hand
i have to regroup i have to clear my mind of any of that and then focus on what needs to be done
when we work to achieve a state of mental calm clarity and insight invariably follows that’s why
if you’re going to just jump into crazy frenetic anxiety just because you have some new task at
hand i had a technical problem on the laptop did i go into panic mode did i go into full-blown
anxiety mode no i stayed calm i kept my mental clarity in focus i turned toward it i said i
understand i did the diagnostics understand what needs to be done let’s make this adjustment fixes
the problem that’s why i was a great troubleshooter things didn’t really you know make me get
flustered i understood from a diagnostics point of view what the causal factors were and then i
went in there and i solved problems that’s why out of 15 technical uh support staff members
all of the other guys and women who did technical support in my department called me mr fix it
nobody else could really fix the problems they they did the spiritual bypass and they re-imaged
the operating system onto the machine and then put all the data back on it that’s that’s that’s
some bullshit cheat code and it’s not even that because you just made more work for yourself
i would go in fix the actual problem and get the machine working smoothly from a causal relationship
dynamic factor you know knowing what here’s what caused the problem this is what not to do here’s
how to fix it now it’s fixed and it’s working efficiently again when you stay calm and you
empty your mind of competitive thoughts that’s when that type of clarity comes into yourself
and that’s why that’s when you have real insight on how to fix problems that’s why i was a very
good troubleshooter with computing shadow work requires shutting the fuck up and listening
this is another thing people have tremendous problems doing they simply wait to talk and
they’re not really listening or they want to talk at the worst most inopportune times or places when
it’s not their time to speak you know it’s like we just let this chatter go on endlessly and then
we want to talk with our mouth endlessly and all we’re doing is really avoiding what we really need
to be listening to and hearing quite frankly our minds talk way too much without learning how to
quiet the mind and actually listen shadow work will not be effective the voice of creation is
continuously speaking to us but it does not speak above a whisper it gently whispers to us what the
truth is and what we need to do and says it’s up to you to do it now but it doesn’t yell at us like
mark passio will sometimes it doesn’t get all flustered it just keeps saying the truth at almost
a whisper like you know dynamic in our minds and we have to get all the competing mental junk that
you see up there in this slide out of our heads we have to shut up and we have to listen to what
the voice of creation is telling us we have to lower the volume of our mental chatter deeply
listen what to what’s being said to us and that is the space in which real shadow work can truly
begin this is the preparatory work this is setting up your set the mindset another part of it is
setting which is setting up your physical environment which we’ll talk about but we have to
change the set up here the actual mindset has to be worked into the condition where optimal
work can then take place so be quiet listen and learn empty the mind of competitive thoughts
we’re going to take a look at a couple little fun uh metaphors for this okay and the first is one
of my favorite bands of all time the ramones and i actually incorrectly said what album this song
was on in an interview it was on it is actually on the album brain drain i thought it was on another
one but the song learn to listen i love it from the ramones learn to listen listen to learn you
got to learn to listen before you get burned and that’s deep profound spiritual philosophy as far
as i’m concerned from you know a fun punk band if you don’t learn to listen learn how to quiet the
mind you’re not really listening you’re not really taking in the necessary information you’re not
really doing the things that are required to change and then you’re going to get burned in
long run you got to learn to listen before you get burned take uh take joey ramon’s uh profound
philosophical advice there folks and the other allegory or um metaphor i’m going to give is
the free masonry tradition has a practice called tiling the lodge a tiler in free masonry
is the person who is a member of the lodge who is charged with guarding the lodge from the outside
of it. They stand outside the lodge during lodge work and meetings and they guard the lodge against
unwelcome intruders who may want to barge into the lodge during the lodge’s workings. So a Tyler is a
guard at the door of the lodge, actually stands outside the door. It was very difficult for me to
get a picture of a tiler, I almost contacted some Freemason friends and was going to actually ask
them, could you take a picture of your tiler, if that is permitted at your lodge session outside,
and send it to me for my presentation? Because it would be amazing to learn how difficult it was
for me to get a picture of a tiler at the lodge door. I got a kind of grainy one, but it was good
enough the lodge itself in freemasonry is a symbolic representation of the mind that’s why
the base consciousness is the floor and the higher consciousness is the stars and planets and the sun
and the moon especially the sun of course because it’s the source of all life in our solar system
so it’s a wonderful symbolic representation of our self and our consciousness in our mind
The tiler in the lodge is a symbolic representation of guarding the mind against unwelcome, intrusive, and distracting thought that will hinder self-betterment, because that’s what the real work of Freemasonry from an esoteric perspective is and should be.
it’s about the betterment of the being and the soul so in its true form and tradition obviously
the modern lodge system does not always meet that standard of uh of esoteric practice let’s say
okay often far from it so to tile the lodge of one’s own mind means we guard against unwelcome
thoughts intruders into the lodge that are going to distract us from our internal work
This is a beautiful metaphor and a beautiful allegory if it’s properly understood.
Being able to keep intrusive thought outside of the mind is an integral component of shadow work.
And that’s why before even beginning, learn to quiet the mind and learn to truly listen.
Because mental distraction inevitably leads to poor progress during attempted self-improvement.
So you have to tile the lodge, folks.
And that’s what a tiler looks like.
He just stands outside those lodge doors and he makes sure there’s no intrusion during the business of the lodge.
That’s his job.
And that’s our job that is preparatory to doing true shadow work.
Tile your lodge, folks.
Before doing the shadow work, tile the lodge.
Keep competitive, unwelcome, and intrusive thoughts out of the lodge of one’s own mind.
Another thing that is preparatory and essential and critical to shadow work is addressing the programmable state.
And you’ve heard me talk on it.
You’ve probably heard other researchers like Jay Parker talk on it.
You must address the programmable state.
If you’re not addressing the programmable state, you’re not paving the way for good programming.
You’re not going to address trauma properly during shadow work.
You have to understand your own programmability.
and that’s uncomfortable at first because you’re going to realize just how programmable you have
been and just how programmed you were and then it’s a good thing because it’s like wow i can now
rewrite this code and put great programming into the mind and then an optimal and efficient life
will follow it doesn’t always mean everything’s going to work out and you’re going to be perfectly
happier at peace because many many other people create the condition that we have to live in
called the human condition. But at least you’re working on your own stuff so that you’re not
working against yourself, so that you’re not creating more self-inflicted suffering.
When beginning shadow work, one must address one’s own programmability. This means to examine
deeply where one’s own thoughts and habits originate from. Where did your thoughts and
behaviors come from? You’ve got to trace them back to your original belief systems and how
they were programmed into your mindset. We must recognize that the very thoughts that we think on
a daily basis, many of them are actually not always our own. That’s an uncomfortable thing
for most people to wrestle with. Your thoughts didn’t come from you. They’re not your own.
Sometimes they’re not very good for you at all. Sometimes they’re very self-destructive to you,
the thoughts that you think and believe. Even more disturbingly, they may rarely be our own.
in our lives we’re sleepwalking through life and the things that we believe in are telling
ourselves every day and the bullshit stories we tell ourselves they didn’t even come from us
they came from somebody that knew nothing or they worse they came from somebody trying to
deliberately manipulate us we have been socially engineered and culturally programmed to an
uncomfortably unbelievably great degree and we must directly confront that fact during shadow
work the very good news regarding the human programmable state is that it also works in
reverse toward the positive whatever has been programmed into a person’s mind can be deprogrammed
bad programming can be replaced with good programming via hard work it’s not automatic
it’s not easy it requires discipline it requires effort it requires really trying it requires
hard work and sacrifice but can it be done absolutely it can be done i’m living proof
the mind and the brain have been scientifically proven to have high plasticity which means the
ability to change and to heal it doesn’t mean the mind is actually plastic made of plastic
plasticity means it is pliable it is bendable it is workable it is changeable scientifically
proven as such. We have the ability within the mind to change and heal. When approaching shadow
work, one must keep these factors in mind and be prepared to continuously recognize socially
programmed states of mind and thought, because they’re everywhere. In shadow work and preparation
for shadow work, we absolutely must address our traumas. And we can’t let these debilitate us.
everybody has some form of trauma that they have dealt with in life everyone myself no exception
and continuous traumas happen it isn’t like oh it’s just old traumas new traumas occur
so you have to recognize acknowledge and adapt to those traumas you can’t cannot let them overwhelm
you you have to address them much of shadow work much of shadow work believe me will involve
addressing personal trauma in many forms. Trauma can come in many varieties, including but not
limited to physical trauma, mental trauma, emotional trauma, psychological trauma,
developmental trauma, social trauma, and even spiritual trauma. Trauma is one of the main
dynamics that ends up severely limiting personal growth if it later remains unaddressed. It will
only limit your your spiritual growth if you do not confront it if you just let it go unaddressed
and unattended to you have to turn you have to face it you have to confront it and you have to
work with it in order to heal it it does it’s not automatic folks none of the processes of shadow
work are automation processes they require continuous effort one must be willing to make
themselves vulnerable during shadow work, at least to the extent that they can open up and
acknowledge the trauma that they have previously experienced. If you don’t do that, shadow work
will fall short and not achieve its intended results. So you have to at least be open and
vulnerable to the extent that you can address and confront and deal with trauma. And you have to
be able to speak about it with yourself and potentially with others but certainly you have
to address it within your own mind and within your own self and you can’t run away from it
and you cannot ignore it those are the things you’re guaranteed you’re going to stay exactly
stagnant or you’re going to actually revert and go backwards if you do those things one does not
necessarily need to emotionally relive traumatic experiences to deal with different forms of trauma
during shadow work so this is a hotly debated and contested dynamic within self-improvement and
you know working through traumas is should you allow the emotions to come back in and almost
like set up space and make you feel or relive the trauma does that help it or does that is not that
not necessary and i’m one of the people that i tend to go into the camp that’s not really necessary
You don’t need to relive a trauma. You need to address a trauma. Those are two different things.
So trying to relive the trauma or allowing it to be relived emotionally can often continue to negatively imprint the trauma upon an individual’s psyche.
This has been shown to be done with laboratory-controlled experiments in these fields.
And just completely reliving the trauma emotionally is not necessarily the right pathway.
So again, the whole thing here is not going to just be about trauma, but this has to be addressed and entering preparation for and doing shadow work.
So instead of trying to emotionally relive the trauma, I feel that one is better served to acknowledge the existence of the trauma while reminding yourself that a traumatic event or situation is not equivalent to one’s personal identity.
and you that’s can actually be a statement that you keep making to yourself i am not the trauma
that i lived i am not the trauma that i experienced i experienced trauma i am not that i am something
far more all-encompassing that is just a an event or an occurrence that happened to me so when you
do that it lessens devastating emotional impact it doesn’t mean you ignore what happened you know
you don’t go off again in this state of dreaming and say uh that never happened no you have to
fully acknowledge that it happened you have to fully acknowledge how it messed you up without
necessarily reliving the precise emotions in that kind of sequence or loop so again instead
acknowledge the existence of the trauma and consistently remind yourself that the traumatic
event or situation is not your identity it’s not who you are it’s just something that you experienced
In other words, one’s trauma and pain are things that an individual has experienced, but not who an individual is.
During shadow work, we should make a serious effort to address those experiences, yet not allow those experiences to define us.
We should not take our identity from those experiences.
They are not our identity, objectively, factually.
They are simply events that occurred and experiences that happened.
And we do have to address them during shadow work, but not relive them.
One of the things that has to be addressed during shadow work, and we’ll talk about the
questions that lead to the addressing of these things, is our actual inadequacies, whether
they are imagined or real, because there’s two kinds of inadequacies.
There’s inadequacies that aren’t true.
They’re illusory.
They’re imagined.
They’re things we think we’re inadequate with, but we are not.
And then there are actual, real inadequacies, things that we do fall short with that have
to be addressed during shadow work.
And we have to have the discernment to know the difference between these two forms of inadequacy and feelings of inadequacy.
Feelings of inadequacy are one of the most complex aspects of shadow work.
The main reason for this is because such feelings are sometimes imagined or even artificially implanted into someone’s mind by others.
See, we can actually have inadequacy implanted into us when no such inadequacy exists.
feelings of inadequacy embedded into the mind by others. Sometimes such feelings are accurate
because they are actually true. Some of us have inadequacies that must be addressed and built
and worked with and worked through. The methods of shadow work will help us to determine whether
feelings of inadequacy are true or false or imagined. Even more importantly, how we can deal
with these inadequacies. Separating real inadequacies from imagined ones can be complex
and requires discernment on the part of the shadow work partitioner. Once one can tell the
difference between real and imagined inadequacy, one can improve the real ones and shed the
attachment to those who have been imagined or implanted. This is highly important when it comes
to conducting the methodology and practice of shadow work know the difference between a real
inadequacy versus one that may have been uh illusorily imagined or implanted by someone who
wants you to feel inadequate you need the discernment you have to develop the discernment
to recognize which is which and then go to work on releasing the false inadequacies like you’re
just not smart enough to do that thing or you’re you’re just not going to have the aptitude to
learn this or that you know uh these are implanted imagine uh inadequacies you know if you work at
things you can achieve them i’m not telling you you know if you’re five foot two you’re going to
become the next great basketball player on earth but you know uh people can learn things that they
were told oh you’re not going to be able to aspire to that or you’re not going to ever become good at
that you know with enough practice you could become great at just about anything so you discern
between the real and imagined or implanted inadequacies you shed the
false ones and you go to work on improving the real ones because there
are real inadequacies that’s it’s not just that they’re all illusory there are
things that we don’t do very well that we can improve there are things that we
don’t care about enough we can improve that there’s all sorts of inadequacies
mental emotional physical spiritual and we can go to work on improving those
real ones you don’t dwell in shame or feeling bad about them you acknowledge them and then you work
to improve them so another dynamic involved in beginning and preparing for shadow work is you
have to bring the subconscious to the conscious level so you have to understand how to go into
layers that dwell below the conscious mind and again meditation specifically transcendental
meditation will help you with that it will help you get to the subconscious workings of the mind
the subconscious and unconscious aspects of our mind and listen to this statistic and it’s true
is where about 95 percent of the motivation for our behavior comes from now that’s unbelievable
but true okay let me say that again the subconscious and unconscious aspects of our
minds is where 95% of the motivation for our behavior comes from. So if only 5% is at the
conscious level, we are basically allowing ourselves to be run on autopilot with a program
that has often been directly instilled in us by other people that don’t have our good interests
at heart, unless we work to find that subconscious code and bring it up to the place where it can be
read and understood at the conscious level of the mind. And this is the way you do this. These realms
of the psyche comprise the majority of the psychological material that we are really
working with during the process of shadow work. You’re dealing with the subconscious and you’re
dealing with methods to bring it to the conscious level of awareness. And you do this through
self-examination and questioning, which again we’re going to get to that method. Until we dive
into the seemingly negative and dark elements that’s what shadow work really is delving into
that bottom of the iceberg you know that’s going to really create a problem when when you know
travel and and and you know boats try to get past that that iceberg and you only see the top and
there’s jagged structures underneath that probably extend well beyond the very peak and top of that
iceberg that is visible if you don’t go into that those deep murky waters of the subconscious and
unconscious and attempt to then visualize those elements at the conscious level and understand how
they got so uh you know messed up you’re not going to be successful at real shadow work so we have to
dive into the seemingly negative and dark elements that comprise these non-conscious aspect of
ourselves okay and bring them to the conscious level or otherwise we cannot truly become aware
of our prior self-defeating mental programming see this is part of all discovery of existing
programming that’s a gigantic part of shadow work understanding human nature is programmability
understanding that programming has happened without our consent often when we were very young
often by people with none of our true self-interest at heart often by social engineers that are
putting this programming out through the government through the media through schooling
through so-called education through religion and you don’t beat yourself up over accepting
the programming and you don’t make excuses that the programming is there oh that’s just my
programming no not good enough not acceptable you have to say yes well it is not my fault that these
components of programming were injected into me without my consent it is now my responsibility
as an adult to delve into that programming and to examine it and to restructure it so that i no
longer am on autopilot and i am no longer just living in a dream state in a sleepwalking state
of life that’s our true responsibility in shadow work to do is drudge that up bring the programming
to the conscious level and deal with it through the process of self-examination and we’re going
to get, again, to that method very shortly. Another individual who is synonymous with the
term shadow work is Carl Jung. Again, I will just bring up a couple of things by him. I’m not going
to go directly or deeply into his work, as I’m not going to any specific researcher or specific
single method, but it is important just to touch on his work and give the credit where it is due.
carl jung basically championed shadow work he was one of the first people to really popularize it as
a method of self-improvement and he said until you make the unconscious conscious it will direct
your life and you will call it fate and that’s exactly what i’m talking about bringing that
subconscious programming up to the level of awareness so that you can deal with it and
reprogram it or deprogram it until you make the unconscious conscious it will direct your life
and you will call it fate because that’s 95 autopilot just churning away and you think
you’re actually living your own thoughts you believe you’re living your own life according
to your own thoughts and determinations and you’re not that’s all programming that was put
there by social engineers and others who were either idiots themselves or deliberately did
not have your best interest at heart and deceived you remaining in ignorance of the non-conscious
aspects of ourselves means that we just continue to sleepwalk through life accepting that things
happen to us or are somehow predetermined or that there is nothing that can be done this is one of
the hallmarks of poor mental programming of self-defeatist mental programming is what can
poor me do about it i there’s nothing that can be done about that there’s an infinite variety
of improvements that can be done about any poor condition in life an infinite amount so how you
know that your program is that you’re going to be saying oh there’s nothing that can be done to
improve ourselves and others this dark unconscious shadow material must be drudged up it’s like
drudging in in a lake or a pond you got to dig at the bottom at the dirtiest scummiest part of it
you got to dig into it and that then you bring it up and purify it you can’t purify the bottom
of a lake if there’s a bunch of pollutants in it it would have to be drudged up and then you
purify it out through the water so we’re you have to bring that from the unconscious level to the
unconscious level as young is saying here if we refuse to make a true effort to do this because
we are afraid of drudging into that murky those murky waters of the mind we will still be controlled
by our unconscious programming impulses and fears and it will continue to seem that we are just
directed by fate when no we are not we are directed by embedded programming because our mind works
similarly to a computer once we deprogram and then reprogram the computer that we are operating with
through our consciousness then we’re not on autopilot anymore and we are directing our lives
not some nameless social engineer and dark occultist who their sick demented
evil psychological work implanted and embedded into our programming this is all about the
purification of that code of that programming of that mental input that’s what shadow work is folks
so young had a very interesting and great and original take on it my take on it differs somewhat
but pays homage and respect to young shadow work is about confrontation not escape you are not
trying to escape problems or make problems go away you are trying to confront problems and work
through problems so ignoring or attempting to quote-unquote escape problems is the most effective
way to ensure that those problems will persist and continue to be the cause of ongoing suffering.
Only when we make a sincere effort to confront problems instead of running away from them do we
find the power to solve them. Knowledge of self and human psychology plays a critical role in this
process. Again, knowledge has to play a role. That’s why you have to study psychology. You have
to study shadow work. You need to read about it. It’s not just from me. It’s not just from Jung.
It’s from an eclectic variety of sources.
And you need knowledge of psychology.
You need knowledge of occult psychology.
That’s why people say, what’s great preparatory work for shadow work?
Occult psychology.
Learn occult psychology through Hermetics, Rosicrucianism, Tarot, Kabbalah, Freemasonry,
Thelema, Theosophy.
You name the tradition.
You study those traditions, you’re going to go a long way in understanding deep occult
psychology and therefore you’re going to go a long way into understanding shadow work and being
able to do it at an efficient level folks when when i did the bulk of the shadow work that i’ve
done which you know i could briefly touch on when i was coming out of the satanic uh mentality that
i was in when i was a priest in the church of satan in my youth there were days where i thought
i wasn’t going to live like i was just dwelling in shame wanted to die uh was so depressed and
shameful about what i had been involved in duped and how i had been programmed programmed by family
members and you know friends and you know then people within satanism and you know doing the
shadow work to come out of it was some of the most uncomfortable work that i’ve ever done and it was
all confrontational psychology with the self that’s all it was looking in a mirror and asking
the questions that I had to ask, acknowledging the hard answers, and then getting to work.
And that’s a boiling down of what shadow work really is. We must confront the problem through
knowledge. That’s what a diagnosis is. The word diagnosis literally means through knowledge.
Dia in Greek means through or by way of, and gnosis in Latin means knowledge. So diagnosis
literally as a word came from the greek roots meaning through knowledge never you can never
confront problems through ignorance or attempts to escape those problems or escape personal
responsibility to deal with those problems you must directly confront them through knowledge
and that the knowledge that you need is knowledge of psychology especially occult psychology
growth occurs when individuals confront problems struggle to master them and through that struggle
develop new aspects of their skills capacities and views about life phenomenal quote another
great one as soon as people decide to confront a problem they realize that they are far more
capable than they ever thought they were to solve the problem so you have to be willing to go into
confrontation mode this is not about escape mode this is about turning facing the problem head on
and moving through it. The way out is through, never around or over or escape. You have to go
through the dark night of the soul and through the problem in order to truly make strides toward
solving it. The critical role of knowledge in self-improvement, and this is left at the door
by the new age variants of shadow work. Do they really talk about the knowledge that has to be
accrued and gathered through the Trivium methodology? Very rarely. You have to read
many books on this topic, not one, and you got to read the right books, okay? And again, if you have
the ARC drive, you have that material there. You can learn enough about deep transpersonal
occult psychology and shadow work with just the material that’s on the ARC to last multiple
lifetimes self-improvement through shadow work is not just a process of wishing or feeling
as some of the new age practitioners so-called practitioners of shadow work would have you have
you believe we must apply knowledge to our unique individual situation in order to arrive at an
understanding of what must be done that’s the trivium process knowledge understanding of the
problem through a diagnosis and then apply applying right real world action that’s the
wisdom stage of the trivium the action stage this involves continuous and eclectic study
and education especially regarding deep occult psychology as i’ve said the very word diagnosis
from the greek dia meaning through or by way of and gnosis meaning knowledge reflects this
critical role of knowledge in the shadow work process most people think all this is just about
getting in and dealing with emotional states no it’s not that’s a big part of it but you have to
have knowledge of how occult psychology actually works how our motivations work how programming
works you have that knowledge you’re paving the way for really being able to do something to make
real change happen once again can i just present all of that knowledge home in years yeah but it
involves deep often lifelong eclectic study you got to delve into a whole lot of books a whole
lot of lectures a whole lot of documentaries a whole lot of you know videos we have to face the
true enemies within us that i alluded to you know about the warrior ethos the enemies that we have
to conquer are internal before we try to conquer any external enemy we have to conquer the ones
inside of us we are often our own worst enemies much of the time our own behaviors betray us
and continuously reveal continually reveal that we are not truly acting in our own best interest
we don’t even have our own best interest at heart we want to believe other people have our best
interest at heart you have to be your on your own side first ladies and gentlemen you know before
you’re in a position to help anybody so that’s why we have to have discernment to understand
where our behaviors were programmed and where our motivations come from almost every major
occult tradition identifies four overarching internal enemies right so we have to understand
these enemies and where they came from how they got programmed into us okay so every occult
tradition has these four enemies they talk about them in every occult mystery tradition school
that has ever existed because they understand these are the primary destroyers of human
consciousness and the primary destroyers of human spirituality so every occult tradition
identified these four overarching internal enemies within us that exist within every
one of us to varying degrees these four enemies are ignorance apathy laziness and cowardice
some of which a lot of people have in overwhelming abundance some of which people have
to a great degree exterminated and still have some work left on some of them so no one’s perfect in
this endeavor to eliminate these enemies completely but the ones who go the furthest in not only their
own shadow work but in assisting others are the ones who have eliminated within themselves these
four great enemies to very large degrees these four internal conditions are the primary destroyers
of human consciousness and freedom when we have them in great abundance we sleepwalk through life
we become immoral and eventually we lose our freedom when we defeat them we we reprogram
ourselves we take control over our own behavior we align it with natural law and objective morality
and we become free that’s how natural law works shadow work effectively enables us to look honestly
at these aspects of ourselves see it acts as a mirror the shadow work process acts as that mirror
of reflection that we hold up so that we can actually see what’s really going on inside of us
you could look at it metaphorically like that it’s it’s a mirror that that actual work acts like a
mirror for us to see our failures and our inadequacies and the things that we have to work
on within ourselves in the darkest aspects of ourself shadow work also gives us the tool to
diminish these enemies to the extent that they do not ultimately destroy us once again there’s no
perfect healing nobody is ever going to come out on the other end a perfected being once again
that’s an illusion that that garbage religion teaches people you’ll be perfected anybody even
tells you you’ll be perfected anyway they are feeding you a crock of bullshit and they’re not
your friend straight up blanket statement there’s no such thing as perfection folks there’s only
betterment and the only person you’re competing with is yourself from yesterday you’re not trying
to become some perfected being. There’s no such fucking thing. So we have to defeat these four
great enemies within us so that they don’t destroy us and our whole species. No one’s telling you
you’re going to be perfect at doing that. What you have to do is you have to defeat them to the
extent that you are able so that you are able to do what you are required to do to improve yourself
and your fellow man and woman. So let’s get to my personal method. Now we’re actually getting
into methodology. That was all the preparatory work, not only conceptually, but preparatory
to the actual methods, which was this beginning of this part two. Now we’re going to explain what
the methodology is and then actually get into the method. So I have developed a unique and
integral threefold methodology for shadow work. I have personally utilized this set of techniques
for my own personal growth and spiritual development.
I formulated and employed this specific methodology
in the years soon after I disassociated
from the satanic ideology and the dark occultists
with whom I worked in my past.
So I did not learn this technique from them.
I became so motivated in having just been
in the group of people who are really running the world
and their network is running the world maybe not them individually themselves but the network that
they are are members of and practitioners of is running our world and running it into extinction
into slavery and ultimately extinction i became so obsessed with understanding more about the
occult that i delved so deeply into the dark occult that then i started coming into incredibly
powerful light and positive works of occultism that deal with all this type of material so it
was like i had to dredge the bottomless depths of evil to then come back into the the light of
knowledge through studying the occult not not going into the opposite going back to religion
or going into the new age movement or going into some bullshit other cult okay i studied the light
aspects of occultism meaning the ones that are there to truly elevate consciousness and help us
with our own self-improvement and when i delved into that material that was it that’s when when
i was that motivated to learn not driven not motivated not driven obsessed the word i would
use i was obsessed with learning that and when you’re that driven to learn truly no one can stop
you. And it was just like, it was just, I could not receive the information fast enough. It was
like a deluge of a download. Non-stop learning. So fast, so much, I struggled to keep up with
taking it in. And I eventually formulated through an amalgamation of these techniques and practices
my own method, which I’m going to present here today. I have used this method to help me to come
to terms with the evil with which i had once been directly involved and had helped to propagate
i myself was helping to propagate that evil when i was involved in satanism and i had to use this
method to come to terms with that before i you know just either committed suicide or or literally
died of shame i have found this method of shadow work to be both effective and powerful in advancing
the process of self-improvement self-actualization and spiritual awakening i now refer to this set
of shadow work techniques as the triple a method because it is three a’s uh the the words that
describe the steps all begin with a so it is triple a method the three a’s of my personal
triple a shadow work methodology are number one acknowledgement and we’ll get into what this is
what it entails and how to do it as we will the other techniques step number two of the triple a
method is affirmation and step number three of the triple a method is action so first of all what you
will notice is there are three steps that is no coincidence you will notice that most occult
teachings break down their major bodies of teachings into three parts usually and this is
in direct correspondence with the trivium method it’s three methods knowledge understanding and
wisdom and that’s what this is folks acknowledgement is knowledge the first step of the trivium the
second step of the trivium is um understanding and having an understanding means you have
a firm foundation you have created something that is able to be truly used as a foundation
to then act upon because you have knowledge at the base and it forms this firm foundation so
affirmation is a form of firmness that comes from knowledge in step one and it that’s the
understanding that we have to arrive at about what is to be done then we have to do that thing and
that’s the wisdom step of the trivium we have to act upon what we have come to know and what we
have come to understand so there’s it’s no mistake it’s no accident it’s no coincidence there’s three
steps and they directly correlate and correspond to the steps of the trivium process that’s
deliberate sorry folks let me just get that sidebar out of the way there and step the slide
forward great so the triple a method and the trivium no coincidence it is not a coincidence
that the three steps of my shadow work method directly reflect the three steps of the trivium
process for truth discovery. This correlation with the trivium is directly related to the third
maxim of occult initiation, learn how to think. Just as that maxim directs us to learn how to
think, the AAA shadow work methodology directs us to learn how to conduct the work of self-improvement
and self-actualization it’s the process of how to do it that’s what a method is a method is
how you do something just like the third step of occult initiation is learn how to think well the
trivium shows us how to think and then the triple a method shows us how to conduct shadow work
the trivium will lead us to the truth the triple a method will lead us to true self-betterment and
actualization. So the grammar stage or the knowledge stage of the Trivium Method is gather
the facts, the data, the terms, the basic skills, etc. You have to have those as the very first
thing. You can’t go past the knowledge that you have to accrue and take in. You can’t jump to
trying to understand something that you haven’t gathered the data set for. You certainly don’t
want to go to rhetoric which is action before you’ve gathered the grammar and done the work
to understand what it means through logic okay so again most people don’t engage the trivium at all
they don’t even know what it is let alone how to engage it they’re just grasping at straws they’re
they’re grasping at shit in the dark that’s why most people don’t know how to think they’ve been
poorly taught in the government-run indoctrination centers and then they want to think somehow
without delving into this occult work
and really doing it for themselves
that they’re suddenly going to come out
of that level of ignorance?
Never happened.
Not in an automated way on its own.
You got to do hard work to do that, folks.
And believe me,
when I saw what I was involved in,
hope didn’t motivate my ass
to do that work obsessively.
I was sitting,
just staying in my room
reading so many books at the time
that family members would come over
and say, there’s something wrong with you psychologically
because you like sequestered yourself like a hermit
and you basically barely have a social life.
I’m like, no, I’m just doing what I need to be doing
and taking in some knowledge that I need to be taking in.
That’s it, obsessively.
But, you know, when I do things, I don’t do them half-ass.
I do them all the way or I don’t do them.
You know, if something’s worth being done,
it’s worth being done right.
So the first step corresponds
with the grammar stage of the trivium, acknowledgement.
Step one in the shadow work methodology of the AAA method is acknowledgement.
Acknowledgement is where the knowledge of our current internal state is fully recognized and accepted without reservations or excuses.
Critical part of it.
No reservations, no excuses.
Take in the knowledge that needs to be taken in.
Acknowledge what needs to be said.
Acknowledge what was done.
Acknowledge what happened.
it’s all bringing in the knowledge into the self so that you could do the purification and clearing
process that will come later but without the knowledge through acknowledgement you’re not
bringing in the grammar in this process okay so and when we bring in that knowledge okay
we’re going to understand we’re going to begin to understand um the current internal state it’s
recognized and accepted we may not even understand it yet so i shouldn’t even have used the term
understanding it’s recognized and accepted okay in step one acknowledgement without reservations
or excuses we’re just stating facts this is critical to the process to the method we’re
stating the facts of the matter we’re not making reservations or excuses so that an accurate
diagnosis can be made and that’s going to be made in step two and then we can begin to change for
the better and that’s going to be steps two and three which will be affirmation and then taking
act taking right action so step one acknowledgement is going to be accomplished by fully telling the
truth about ourselves and our behavior fully saying it out loud and we’re going to get to how
to do that there are actual there’s an actual technique for how you should actually say that
aloud to yourself the the truth that have to be told to yourself and the questions that you have
to be asked that you have to ask to yourself okay you have to say them aloud in the room
to yourself and we’re going to get to how to do that okay let’s look at the second step of the
triple a method that corresponds directly with the logic or understanding step of the trivium
process so step two is affirmation in affirmation in the step called affirmation we arrive at an
accurate understanding that’s its correlation to the trivium process of what must be done
to improve ourselves and the specifics of how we must change so we’re we’re not doing it yet
but we’re acknowledging what has happened and how we are in step two we are making an affirmation
in order to understand what must be done so we have to say what we will do and then in step three
we’re going to actually lay out the methodologies and the steps and procedures for doing what we
know must be done so understanding is step two and that comes through affirmation so we’re going to
understand what must be done and the specifics of how the ways that we must change therefore we must
fully understand the action that must be taken and we must make a full commitment to bringing that
action into manifestation that’s what an affirmation is it’s a commitment to do something
you’re not doing the thing yet but you’re you’re stating aloud through an affirmation that you will
commit to that action and then step three of course is the actual behavior the actual real
world manifesting of that action step three action is where we convert the knowledge that we have
gained from a proper diagnosis so again the knowledge comes in step one acknowledgement
say the truth unapologetically without reservation or excuse number two understand what it means
understand what must change make the affirmation through a commitment to change number step number
three actually put in the work and do the behavior in the real world after you’ve gathered the
knowledge and the understanding for an accurate diagnosis so it’s where we convert knowledge that
we’ve gained from the proper diagnosis and the understanding of the requirements which we must
meet you have to understand the requirements for change and that’s when we have that then we can
convert that knowledge and understanding into right action in the world. So the triple A method
is simply a refining of the trivium process in shadow work. You could apply the trivium to just
about everything in life. My triple A method applies it to the shadow work process. This
has accomplished the action stage by actually performing the behaviors which are required for
us to improve and to grow as a being you don’t just understand what went wrong you don’t just
affirm to do the right thing then in this stage you’re actually going out and changing your
behavior and doing the right thing and that’s where the rubber meets the road folks it meets
the road the rubber meets the road through action not through what you know not through what you say
you know or say you understand it’s about what you’re willing to do so getting again a little
bit more preparation before beginning the physical methodology okay is prepare the physical
environment the physical environment we talked about the mindset to prepare and now we’re going
to prepare the setting the actual uh physical um environment that we’re going to do this work in
at least the first two stages of the work obviously okay so because the action stage
may require other environments to enter or to go into or interact with, right? So at least the
step one and two, we have to make a private and non-distracted space in which we are going to
engage in acknowledgement and affirmation. The physical environment in which you choose to
conduct shadow work is extremely important to the success of the work. The very first step
in preparing your environment
is to make sure you have total privacy.
Now, once again, we talked about that briefly earlier,
that can be very difficult for people with large families.
Again, you would have to either go somewhere else
and have someone take care of the family in the interim,
or you would have to have at least enough space
in your own home to sequester yourself
and do the shadow work in private.
But you think you’re gonna do this
in the middle of a living room
with kids jumping all around the place forget it that will be a complete detriment you’re not going
to do this in a work environment because you work so much you don’t have time you’re gonna have to
make the time to be private so it requires total privacy number one while shadow work could
potentially be done in a group setting as far as multiple people attempting to help themselves do
it that is not the specific method i am exploring in this seminar i’m not saying it’s impossible
it’s not the approach that i favor or am going to teach today if you’re extremely you know skeptical
or sketchy and worried and you really need someone else there could you do shadow work with
one other person or even multiple people yes you could i do not really recommend that um
as the most effective method i would say it’s not best practices uh is it a method of practice that
you could employ? Yes. It’s not the one I’m going to teach because I’m going to try to teach you
the best practice. So I highly recommend being completely alone in a quiet environment that is
free of noise and distraction, free of noise and distraction. That’s a tall order in today’s
society, isn’t it? But that’s what’s required. Shadow work is a no tech zone. And, you know,
even i would struggle with this one in today’s world but i i don’t do it with technology around
at least i will attempt to do it at the end of the day when i’m not not on a computer i’m not on my
phone i’m sitting quietly with my thoughts shadow work is one area in which technology should
definitely be turned off and set aside in today’s digital age this can be very difficult to do
however if you are going to make a sincere effort and take this work seriously you must make a
commitment to remove all distraction from your environment before embarking on the journey to
true self-improvement that means you should make your shadow work environment a no-tech zone
turn off all technology be in a quiet space without you know notifications buzzing uh or
a tv blaring or whatever a radio on shut it all off have a quiet private space i can’t emphasize
that enough for success here’s one a lot of people will find also uncomfortable and distasteful even
i highly favor using a mirror while conducting shadow work a simple wall mirror will suffice
if you have one that you could sit in front of you that even works better it will definitely
make the entire experience more introspective if you can look at yourself and will literally
make it far more difficult for you to lie to yourself while asking yourself difficult questions
about your choices and your behavior believe it or not this is proven that if you look at yourself
you are actually less likely to tell yourself lies this is why people will often not look at
somebody if they’re going to lie to them they’ll glance aside and it’s a tell okay so having a
mirror there is really going to increase your chances of success any type of mirror will do
but it will be even more effective if you are seated in front of it that’s the best method so
could you use a wall mirror and stand yes you could could you lay in bed and just hold a mirror
yes you could could you sit in bed and put a mirror in front yeah you could seated in a chair
in front of a mirror is the best practice now that’s going to be uncomfortable for some people
and that’s deliberate it should be uncomfortable this is not about staying in your comfort zone
this is about transcending your comfort zone and we’re going to talk about the questions that you
have to pose to yourself okay so if you sit down comfortably in front of a large mirror
that’s the best environmental setting to prepare for shadow work now one of the types of mirrors
that i recommend believe it or not one of the best things is a vanity mirror like a makeup table
mirror that people find that odd because it’s like oh you know okay maybe women are putting
their makeup on in front of something like that that’s the best place okay if you have access to
something like that or just a mirror at a desk that’s the best practice i highly favor using
that kind of mirror if you have access to one so let’s get into the actual steps acknowledgement
and again i’ve underlined the word knowledge uh highlighting that this is similar to the first
step of the trivium process okay acknowledgement is the first step of the triple a shadow work
methodology the word knowledge is literally contained inside the word acknowledgement
and again it can be spelled with or without the e i chose to keep the e in it for consistency and
for obvious reference to the word knowledge the step of acknowledgement could also be referred
to by its sentiment synonym admission so if you make an acknowledgement you are also making an
admission. And an admission means access, a right of entry, letting in. That’s admission. You could
even call it access, right? That’s what the word admission means. Acknowledgement is the entry
point, okay? The step of acknowledgement or admission is the access or entry point to
self-knowledge. Without that first step, forget it. You’re not delving into the psychology of the
you’re skirting around the issue so you have to admit to yourself where your
shortcomings are in step number one in this step we must fully admit admission
access entry point admit the truth of our current state of being without
reservations or excuses you make no excuses in this step you are failing at
at this step if you attempt to make excuses so you fully admit the truth of your current state of
being your current state of consciousness without reservations or excuses so that we can make an
accurate diagnosis regarding the course of action that must be taken to change that condition for
the better if you’re not honest if you lie to yourself in the first stage you can’t make the
correct diagnosis in the second stage, and then you’re not going to be able to take right action
in the third. So if any part of the process goes awry, you’re going to fail. You have to do it in
the correct order, with the correct intentions, and full, absolutely blatant honesty. Brutal
honesty. Okay? So this is step one. And here’s the quote on this page. Today, I acknowledge my
wrongs because I understand that in order to not repeat them, I must take full responsibility for
them. Today, I acknowledge my wrongs. This is the acknowledgement step of the shadow work process,
the triple A shadow work process. Today, I acknowledge my wrongs because I understand
that in order to not repeat my wrongs, I must take full responsibility for them.
full honest responsibility for your shortcomings and inadequacies acknowledgement is almost
certainly the most difficult stage of the shadow work process almost certainly now that’s not to
say that the others aren’t right fully understanding what must be done making a diagnosis actually
doing the actions very difficult but most people never even get to steps two or three because they
never undertake step one acknowledging their wrongness their shortcomings their inadequacies
they don’t even want to look at those things in themselves let alone fully acknowledge them and
fully be honest about them so this stage is the most difficult because it involves brutal honesty
with oneself this stage of shadow work can only be accomplished by fully telling the unfiltered
truth about ourselves and our own behavior this is done by looking at your own reflection in the
mirror that we talked about and speaking aloud not in your mind aloud in the room so that your
voice reaches your ears you you are saying this right into your own ears and and you’re into your
own mind you do not be you’re not silent during shadow work you say it aloud that’s the best
practice okay you look at your own reflection and you speak aloud true statements about your
current state of being and you ask hard questions about your current state of being all true
statements of acknowledgement begin with the phrase it is true that i dot dot dot whatever
comes after that we can look at many examples of and we will but all statements of acknowledgement
okay start with the phrase it is true that i and then you make a statement about yourself
about your inadequacies, fears, wrongdoings, transgressions against others, shortcomings,
etc. Okay, so let’s look at this and flesh this process out further. There are zero excuses
allowed during the step of acknowledgement. You do not try to present because I did this because
well it happened because this or that no excuses you present it without reservation or excuses
you’re not here to explain all of the technicalities of why something occurred okay that’s
not part of this step if you get bogged down in talking about the because the why the excuses
you don’t get it you’re not getting you’re not grokking this stage of the process okay and again
people hate hearing this because they’re like oh well there’s reasons you know we’re not here to
talk about the reasons we’re here to talk about the manifestation of what occurred that’s it
nothing else period the facts the knowledge nothing else it is critically important to not
attempt to make any excuses whatsoever during this stage of shadow work do not offer any reasons
qualifications or caveats do not lay blame upon others during this stage even if things were
influenced by others in certain ways you don’t lay blame on it you’re not here in this stage
i didn’t sit there in the acknowledgement of when i was coming out of satanism saying oh these people
wrote these books with all these lies in it and i read it and it’s because of them all i said was
I was deceived. I allowed that deception to happen. My spiritual weakness allowed it. That’s
it. The end. My responsibility as an adult. That’s it. No excuses. Just tell the truth about the ways
that you have fallen short of being a better version of yourself. Don’t say, I did this
because dot, dot, dot. Don’t do that. Drop that. Get that out of your mind. Eliminate that from
your vocabulary making excuses or trying to explain reasons why you previously chose poor
behavior will only lessen the power and effectiveness of your acknowledgement in the
moment that you are doing this shadow work process you want maximum power you want maximum effectiveness
just say what is the truth just say what happened just say how you fell short that’s it just say
what your transgression was i it is true that i don’t always have patience with people that is
something that i must work on that’s it that’s it don’t make excuses there’s a billion excuses
there’s a billion reasons obviously that’s not part of this process you’re entering some other
field of endeavor where you want to understand more about why certain people behave certain ways
this isn’t that’s not shadow work shadow work is about you and your shortcomings and your
inadequacies that’s it just tell the truth brutally honest okay in the acknowledgement stage
you have to present yourself very difficult questions that are going to lead to proper
acknowledgements so you’re going to ask yourself what am i like in this regard how am i doing in
this other field of uh my internal aspects of my personality and then you answer the question
100 sincerely and honestly with no excuses during the acknowledgement step of shadow work we must
ask ourselves some of the most difficult questions we will ever endeavor to truthfully answer in our
lives these questions delve into the core of our essence as a human being and these questions allow
us if we are being honest with ourselves to admit our shortcomings and inadequacies so that they may
be confronted and improved we will explore some of these difficult questions and the types of
acknowledgments to which they lead us so you’re going to ask questions about yourself and then
you have to just brutally and honestly answer those questions without excuses so here’s we’re
going to go into some of the questions then we’ll go into what comprises good acknowledgement
statements during shadow work during the actual uh method here’s one of the first questions i
think people should ask themselves in the shadow work method in the process of actually doing this
work sitting down in front of a mirror asking yourself difficult questions and saying what
the truth is regarding it so the questions will lead to the acknowledgement so we present the
question and then we answer the question. So let’s look at how one of these works and then we’ll see
many more examples. A critical dynamic in shadow work is to re-evaluate our worldview as we already
talked about and to discover the extent that our worldview may have been poisoned by others in our
lives who we naively trusted in our past. So the people that we may have naively trusted could be
our parents our family members our friends our teachers clergy work peers meet the media and
many others who we formerly viewed as trusted and reliable sources of information and advice
when we had a whole slide where we talked about that in part one so once we ask ourself this
question has my worldview been poisoned by those who i previously naively trusted and you’re going
to answer it honestly yes it is true so here’s a good example of an effective acknowledgement
regarding this particular dynamic during shadow work you look in the mirror have i allowed my
worldview to be poisoned and turned uh dark negative and false by those who i have previously
and sadly naively trusted in my past yes it is true that i have allowed my parents
via their religious beliefs to poison my worldview regarding human nature and human potential it is
true that i listened to the media and i bought all the hype and the absolutely unfounded fears
and then you know acted as a tyrant against other people during covid when i didn’t understand those
factors at all true truly and i just acted out of ignorance that’s it total acknowledgement and it
doesn’t matter what dynamic this entails you’re going to present the question about the dynamic
you’re going to look in the mirror and you’re going to answer the question honestly and again
all good affirmations all true good positive powerful affirmations start with it is true that
i have done this that’s it say it to the universe and to yourself it is true i have acted this way
and i know better i should know better and i did that anyway that’s it that’s it no excuses
proffered or offered none that’s one of the hardest things any human being could ever do
because what you’re basically saying is i was wrong i have failed i have been inadequate i
have acted improperly no one wants to sit and say this to themselves let alone to anybody else
but guess what you’ll continue to lie to yourself and you’ll continue to lie to other people and
You continue to do the same shortcomings and inadequacies until you acknowledge this to
yourself.
That’s why acknowledgement is the very first step of all shadow work.
So as on a theme, all throughout today, worldview has to be healed first, ladies and gentlemen.
If you do not heal worldview, you are not doing any further healing.
Get over it.
True and blanket statement, worldview must be healed first.
And that means understanding true human nature as programmable.
That means understanding that positive change is absolutely possible.
That means understanding false ideas have been programmed into us,
and it’s our responsibility to deprogram from them and then change our programming
and turn it for the better so that we can then align ourselves with truth and natural law.
Let’s continue.
Some more questions that will lead to a proper and correct acknowledgement.
Have I acted on bad advice from those who I previously naively trusted?
because how many of us have done that we’ve gotten bad advice we think it’s coming from a trusted
person who is concerned for us and our best interest and they may even have that they’re
just not very intelligent when it comes to what really needs to be done they haven’t made a
correct diagnosis so we have to address that as well but you still don’t make excuses in your
acknowledgement so here’s how this process works many times people we care about or trust give us
bad or even terrible advice they also sometimes give us completely incorrect evaluations of
ourselves our abilities and our potential telling us oh again like i said that’s not for you oh
you’re not suited to this you’ll never make that work you’ll never be successful in this
later realizing that they were completely wrong regarding such things does not mean that you cease
to care about them so just because your parent may have given you horrific life advice and you
went down a path that was completely painful and destructive does not mean you have to hate your
parent but you shouldn’t put them up on a pedestal and say oh they did the best that they can because
they didn’t do the best that they could because they didn’t bother trying to be right they just
went whatever was told to them and then repeated the process by telling it to you so it’s not like
you have to vehemently hate them but you don’t put them up on a pedestal and go my parents could do
no wrong they were some of the greatest people that ever lived most people’s parents are fucking
dumb asses let’s just face it and say it out how it is street language wise most people’s parents
are dumb as a sack of horse shit okay that’s because most parenting in the world is garbage
otherwise the world wouldn’t be the garbage that it is if we had great parents all of us
we’d be great people and the world would be a great place the world is the way that it is
because of fucking bad parenting and if you can’t acknowledge that to yourself you’re not really
doing shadow work that doesn’t mean you have to hate your mother or father you could perhaps even
pity them that they got terrible life advice and information programmed into them so realizing that
you got wrong advice and got led down the garden path doesn’t mean you cease to care about those
people it does however mean that you should not listen to or act upon their bad advice or
evaluations and you have to realize wow this is a person giving terrible evals about me and my life
and choices and and potential and they’re they’re really not qualified to even speak on this okay
so sometimes you can listen to advice if it’s come from a really good place and a place of knowledge
and sometimes you have to realize this is pure shit and you need discernment to do that which
comes with life experience and delving into these dynamics of psychology a good acknowledgement
regarding this dynamic is it is true that i have based my life path upon the terrible advice of my
parents who were awful at evaluating my true potential i chose unwisely to listen to them
and i have suffered because of my decision to do so you see how the onus is not placed on the
parent you’re just saying what they did but you’re saying it was your responsibility you listened to
bad advice you took bad advice they don’t have to be a deceiver they could just be totally fucking
wrong but you’re the one who listened to and acted upon the bad advice instead of doing enough
research on your own and coming to a correct conclusion you just didn’t want to do that work
until you wanted to take advice from somebody you think knows better than you and they know
complete shit and sorry to just burst your bubble and say it that way but that’s just the way that
it is so that’s how you do a proper acknowledgement regarding i took advice from people i thought had
their act together and cared about me and they didn’t really know shit but it’s my responsibility
because i acted upon that advice you don’t make excuses you took the advice and acted upon it
Another question you’d have to sincerely pose and then sincerely and honestly answer is,
have I remained ignorant regarding matters of true importance in life?
How many people have not really focused on the right things in life?
Ignorance is the first, the very first in all the occult traditions of the four primary
destroyers of human consciousness.
Remaining in ignorance of matters of true importance in the world, like what’s going
on with human freedom like what’s going on with the manipulation of people’s minds with like
what’s going on with the degradation of people’s true morality how they’re moving away from what
true morality is not religious bullshit morality but they don’t really understand that all authority
and government are forms of enslavement and immorality and violence and coercion and usurpation
of free will so if you have remained ignorant of those things you’re propagating ignorance out into
the world so if you remain remaining in ignorance of matters of true importance regarding human
freedom and the overall human condition is what ultimately perpetuates the state of human slavery
and injustice which prevails in our world here is an example of a proper acknowledgement regarding
one’s own ignorance very simple here it is you ask that question you know have i remained ignorance
of things that i really should have understood and you say yeah it is true that i have been
ignorant regarding true morality i haven’t bothered to make that a part of my life and to
study it from an objective perspective i’ve just listened to what some uh absolutely brain dead
clergy member told me about what morality is in some cultural religious belief system that i
shouldn’t have trusted but i went off and listened to that naively because you know why
it’s easier i don’t have to do my own work in my own introspection it’s way easier to just take
some other idiot’s word for it that’s acknowledgement folks that’s how it works
you just say what’s true regarding what you have done and your failure and your shortcoming
and you do not make any excuses or qualifications you just say what you’ve done that’s it i’m not
sitting there going, oh man, the guy who wrote these articles in this magazine that I read
just completely swayed my belief system towards Satanism, and it’s all his fault, man. No. I
bought into false ideology. I became a worse person because of it. I wasn’t concerned with
matters of real importance in the world. I’m not paying attention to tyranny and enslavement and
the destruction of human freedom that’s my shortcoming doesn’t matter what anybody else did
people loathe this idea you know in many cases they want to murder the person that wants them
to acknowledge things like that that not only don’t they want to do it they get they would go
into a killing frenzy i’ll complete this slide on the other side of the dinner break and then
continue uh do i have enough information for a true understanding have i gathered the grammar
or have i not gathered enough grammar then i’m still going to remain confused we’ll continue
with this on the other side of the dinner break okay so our break will be um 4 30 to 4 30 to 6 am
i correct about this yes 4 30 to 6 hold on let me just check 4 30 to 6 so i will begin precisely
again at 6 p.m hopefully people have cleared up some of the tech issues if possible okay but
an hour and a half break we’ll be back here precisely at 6 p.m for session three thank you
very much everyone i’ll see you at six okay we are back hope that you are refreshed after the
dinner break i’m going to continue where i left off uh we were talking about the first actual
technique of shadow work in the triple a methodology which is acknowledgement the
acknowledgement of shortcomings and inadequacies and asking difficult questions to arrive at an
understanding of what needs to be acknowledged so we ended with uh do you actually have enough
information have you gathered enough knowledge for an accurate understanding of this the situation
a question directly related to ignorance one of the destroyers of human consciousness and freedom
that one must ask themselves during shadow work is, have I truly gathered enough information
before coming to a conclusion regarding significant matters? We often attempt to
take the steps of the trivium out of sequence by putting action before knowledge and understanding.
Not gathering enough knowledge first means that we are invariably acting out of confusion,
which leads to chaotic results in life an example of acknowledgement of this dynamic would be
it is true that i have not gathered enough information regarding something like proper
nutrition and that is the main factor which has led to my health problems again if you’re going
to use shadow work for any form of self-improvement asking a question like have you actually gathered
enough of the grammar enough of the knowledge needed to solve a problem is one of the things
that’s going to lead you to a correct acknowledgement of your shortcomings so this is
one example in that regard one of the other destroyers of freedom is apathy and this is
a very important question that needs to be asked while doing the acknowledgement step of shadow
work do you care enough so you have to pose the question do i care enough not do i care at all do
i care enough so apathy is the second great destroyer of human consciousness it has been said
that the statement i don’t care creates a prison for all of us in the first stage of shadow work
we must ask ourselves difficult questions such as have i cared enough to get directly involved
in the great work of ending human slavery on earth again have i cared enough or have i cared
enough about matters of true importance or have i focused on selfishness and trivialities have i
just focused on uh comfort and pleasure an example of acknowledgments regarding this dynamic would be
it is true that i have not cared enough to really get involved in the great work it is true that i
I have not cared enough to learn technology to the extent that I could assist in the moral education of others.
But rather, I have simply focused on my own selfishness, on my own creature comforts.
You know, just let my care just languish and not actually put skin in the game and get involved.
once again i’m framing we could talk about a million different aspects of how people
fall short in any areas or endeavors of life you could see i’m specifically framing this i am
like i said in the last section there is an agenda to this whereas i’m posing the really
important questions about the really important dynamics and that’s what people have to do with
shadow work this is not about like you know did i put in enough hours that i made enough for a new
car this year this is about the stuff that is of critical importance at this time in human history
and if we don’t care enough to get involved and do what we know to be right and what’s required
things are just going to go precipitously off of a cliff so again i’m i’m framing the dynamics of
what i think should be posed in shadow work to what we really need to focus on another question
that will lead us to a proper acknowledgement is do i understand the true causal factors at hand
do you understand causality enough to know what’s truly important and what really needs to be done
through asking ourselves difficult questions during the first stage of shadow work
we must strive to understand true causal factors for both our own behavior and shortcomings and
the true causal factors for the wider condition of humanity. Without a true grasp of the causation
for suffering, we stay disempowered to free ourselves from it. An example of a good
acknowledgement regarding this dynamic would be, it is true that I have remained ignorant
of the true causal factors for my fear of speaking out publicly. See, maybe you want to analyze why
are you afraid of becoming a public figure why are you so afraid of speaking publicly you know
why are you afraid of putting that skin in the game why are you afraid of you know uh speaking
knowledge which you happen to possess otherwise how is it going to propagate so it is true i’ve
remained ignorant of the true causal factors for my fear of speaking out publicly maybe you don’t
even know why you’re afraid but why do you play secret agent man secret agent woman continuing
this acknowledgement this ignorance has led me to remain silent and not engage into the battle
for freedom that we all face how many people even ask themselves questions like this you know i
wonder i wonder whether people just it never even enters their mind not once versus how many people
will sit and ask themselves a question like this and then answer it honestly during a shadow work
session another question that will lead us to proper acknowledgement have i made an accurate
diagnosis of the problem in hand? Have you gathered enough information that you actually know
what the problem is and why it’s there? Forget right now about what to do to solve it. Have you
diagnosed the problem at all in yourself? Diagnostics means the examination and analysis
of a particular system in order to arrive at an accurate understanding of what is causing
problems for that system again we could be talking about the individual self we could be talking
about all of humanity as the system shadow work work helps us to gain a correct understanding of
ourselves so that may we may come to the correct conclusion regarding the cause of specific
problems this is shadow work is about troubleshooting it’s about the analysis of causal
factors this is what most people do not do they look at just external things and are like oh
that’s just something that’s happening no it’s not it has a cause nothing happens without causation
that’s how natural law functions everything is operating according to law and principles
and if you don’t make accurate diagnostics when problems arise you don’t know the causal factors
and you certainly aren’t going to know how to solve the problem most people stop short of an
accurate diagnosis, because they have not acquired enough information on root causes for problems.
A good example of an acknowledgement regarding this dynamic would be,
it is true that I have not correctly diagnosed the relationship between morality and freedom,
and so I do not properly understand what I must do to improve the human condition.
See, once again, unless we ask the right questions, we’re not going to arrive at what we have to acknowledge, and that’s the first step of shadow work. It’s posing questions and then being ultra honest about our answers and how we are involved regarding those dynamics, and it’s not just for selfish reasons. It’s for the big picture.
This is what I would encourage people to do shadow work-wise. Ask the big picture questions. Like, do I know what the true solution really is? Or do I just think I know? Or am I just comfortable remaining ignorant of what the solution is?
do you really have the key to all of it in hand to solving human slavery i know that i do i don’t
think that i do i’m definitively positive about it because there is a real world answer and it’s
actually practical and it’s something that you can do something about it’s not something that’s
unworkable or impossible human beings often miss solutions to problems even when they are right in
front of them this almost always happens due to not having enough information regarding the causal
factors in order to make a correct diagnosis see that’s the step you get enough information you
actually diagnose the problem according to causal factors and then you can propose what needs to be
done this ignorance of causal factors and what the solutions are invariably leads to continuing
chaos and suffering in all of our lives but the true solution does exist but have we developed
enough understanding to accept what that solution is so again according to the agenda here folks
here’s a good example of an acknowledgement regarding this dynamic it’s true that i’ve
remained ignorant that the communication of true objective morality is the most important step to
ending human slavery how many people are doing work to actually acknowledge that’s the solution
or how many people are just continuing to float through life they don’t have that knowledge in
hand they don’t know what the real solution is and they’re not even asking themselves that question
hey you could be really upset that your team lost the championship last year and go through all
kinds of diagnostics regarding what the team did wrong but is that as important as asking how could
we end human slavery? And how can you be involved to be a part of that solution? And folks, the
answer is readily obvious and available. It’s communication and publishing. It’s putting
information out. Everybody wants to say, oh, I want to do this, or I want to do that, or I want
to, you know, tell Mark what solution I think is at hand. And it’s like, well, guess what? Put your
work out, get involved in the work, put the work out into the world, publish it for all to see
widely and freely, and let people partake of your wisdom. If you think you know what the solution
and the answer is, it doesn’t need to be communicated to any one individual. It needs to
be put out into the world. So you learn how to do that. And then you do it. You know, how many
people on a daily basis, right? To me, try to call me, try to communicate with me. It’s like
The answer doesn’t have to go through Mark Passio, number one.
Number two, stop playing secret agent and go public
and put your knowledge out into the world
if you think you have something valuable to contribute.
That’s the real solution.
But people are just armchair quarterbacks
where they’re just sitting around being lazy,
following creature comfort,
not actively getting involved on the battlefield.
So here’s another question to ask
during the first stage of shadow work.
Am I just fucking lazy?
Am I just a lazy person?
Have I been lazy because I just want comfort in my life?
I don’t want the stirring up and shaking up and having to become a public figure and having to learn technology and having to learn how to publish information and sharing what I know and putting myself out there.
That’s what I’ve been doing for the last 18 fucking years, going on 19.
It’s like, you know, when do I get assistance and help and a break and to tag out?
Instead of people saying what I should do.
Don’t worry about what Mark Passio should do.
Worry about what you should fucking do.
Laziness is the third of the primary destroyers of human consciousness.
Not being willing to take action in the face of tyranny and evil
is one of the worst offenses a human being can commit karmically.
An example of a good acknowledgement one could make regarding laziness is,
it is true that I have been lazy,
and I have not done nearly what I could have done
to slow the advance of tyranny and evil in this world.
I have focused solely on my own needs and selfish desires, and I have not been willing
to sacrifice my own comfort to do what I know deep down inside of myself to be right.
Just read that again and again, if you have to.
How many people just pursue pleasure and comfort and never once get involved in any dynamic
or any aspect of this work ever?
They’re sitting back waiting for something that’s never going to happen.
So imagine if we’re just honest and we ask ourselves the question, is it just me and
i’m just fucking lazy and i don’t want to get involved and and go onto the battlefield i don’t
want to put myself out there i want to remain an anonymous coward and an anonymous lazy person
here’s the acknowledgement yes it’s true i’ve been lazy i haven’t done what i could
to help people to understand morality and freedom and slow the advance of slavery in this world i’ve
just focused on my own selfish desires you know how many people just sit and acknowledge that
and and let that be with themselves in their own thoughts most people never even consider it do i
have the willpower to even begin to change and what are you doing to develop willpower lack of
willpower goes hand in hand with laziness and is one of the main reasons chaos and suffering remain
the status quo and slavery in shadow work we must be willing to be honest with ourselves regarding
our own lack of will to change we must acknowledge that we say that we want better conditions to
manifest but we have not developed the willpower to do what is necessary and required to make those
conditions actually manifest in the world see it’s all about what we’re not doing folks you know
we’re not getting involved in the battlefield and it’s also all about what we continue to do that’s
wrong we’re not stopping we’re telling people that they should stop immoral behaviors an example of
a good acknowledgement regarding the dynamic of that you may not have the willpower that you need
is you say to yourself while you’re looking in that mirror is it true that i have not developed
the willpower to create real change neither within myself nor in the world as a whole you have to be
willing to take real world common sense right action this isn’t just about wishful thinking
or what you want to happen it’s about what are you going to make happen do i have the courage to do
what i know to be right once again most people want to sit back and be an anonymous coward
how many people go through the length and problem to try to obfuscate their identity
oh my god somebody might know your name online i mean you gotta be kidding people you really do
and it’s sad i don’t i don’t want to have to be the guy that’s constantly telling people that
they’re just fucking cowards i want to be around strong brave fucking warriors ready to do fucking
spiritual battle. Not people who want to hide their name in a fucking internet chat. Cowardice
is the fourth of the great destroyers of human consciousness. These are the internal enemies
within us. We give in to cowardice when we allow our fear of discomfort and pain to override our
will to do what we know to be right. Courage is a basic requirement to speak out against tyranny
and tyranny never just goes away on its own. It’s spoken out of existence at some point and
if it has to be it’s fought out of existence but it starts by being spoken out of existence
and too few people are speaking against tyranny and enslavement in our world and this is why too
few people are speaking out they lack true courage and they rarely admit this fact to themselves
so an example of a good acknowledgement in the first step of shadow work while you’re looking
at yourself in that mirror and you’re asking the question am i really a just a fucking anonymous
coward? You know, ask yourself, do you have the courage of Mark Passio to speak out? Because I
guarantee you in 99.9% of you, the answer is no, you do not. Here’s a good acknowledgement. It’s
true that I have been cowardly. I have not developed the courage to speak out against the
unjust conditions that prevail in our world. I’ve stayed on the sidelines and I’ve not gotten
involved as a direct result of my own lack of courage. How many people sit there and say that
right to their own face to themselves in the mirror during the acknowledgement phase of shadow
work hardly any and if we’re not doing that we’re not doing that as a movement if we’re not doing
that as a species expect more enslavement and death and chaos and destruction because that’s
all you’re going to get and i could say that a billion times it could be said a quadrillion
fucking times until you decide that you’re going to come out of that state nothing’s going to
change and we got to do this on a world scale not just on a few people and we’re nowhere fucking
near it at all not even close not even close it’s it’s paltry and pathetic the numbers another
question to ask is have i attempted to advocate my personal responsibility to do what i know to
be right most people don’t want true responsibility they want to run away from their responsibilities
they don’t want the ability to respond to incorrect problems in their lives they want to just blame it
on somebody else and they want to sit there complaining they naively believe at a subconscious
level that they can remain some sort of a cosmic child and abandon their own personal responsibility
to someone else this is what all of politics and government is this person will take care of it
they’ll solve the problem i don’t need to take any real world action we’ll just vote somebody new in
and they’re going to be responsible for all the change that has to happen yeah okay yeah and uh
you know uh purple unicorns rain down from sky on a daily basis you know that you want to talk
about dreaming you want to talk about just wildly lost in the dynamic of dreaming that’s what that
is people try to pass the buck down the line and externalize their power to others instead of
developing their power inwardly. A good acknowledgement regarding this dynamic is,
it is true that I have attempted to abdicate my personal responsibility to get involved in the
war for freedom. Instead of morally educating my fellow human beings, I’ve tried to convince
myself that such work is for others to do, but not me. I don’t want that responsibility.
Imagine this. It’s pathetic and disgraceful. And people need to look themselves in the mirror and
acknowledge their shortcomings regarding this, and that they’ve been a part of this dynamic
instead of being on the true right side of the dynamic. Folks, I told you this was going to be
intense and difficult for many people to hear. It’s all still true. I haven’t said anything that’s
false. Another question in the acknowledgement stage, ask yourself, have I actually taken right
and effective action? Look at the action that I’ve taken and the amount of time and dedication
and total and practically complete sacrifice
that it takes to do the type of action
to create this content
and try to put it out into the world
for people to understand.
Compare what you’re doing to something like that.
It should be compared.
It’s a measuring stick.
Most human beings don’t,
sorry, most human beings want to sit on the sidelines
and imagine life as some type of movie or TV show
that they are watching passively on a screen.
They take on this mindset because they don’t want to sacrifice comfort in their lives in
order to take right action.
It’s far easier to sit on one’s ass and watch like a passive observer than it is to get
personally involved and put skin in the game and actually do right action by speaking out.
Only right action will ever create positive change, no matter how much wishful thinking
in which human beings engage.
You can engage in all the wishful thinking and all the wishful emotions that there are in the world to partake in, and nothing is going to get accomplished until you actually get on the battlefield and take true right action by trying to morally educate your fellow man and woman.
So an example of a good acknowledgement regarding not having taken right action, it’s true that I have not engaged in right action with regard to the human condition of slavery.
I have definitely not gotten involved to the best of my ability.
i have left it all to someone else that’s a good acknowledgement sit there look in your own eyes
in the mirror and say something like that to yourself and really let it sink the fuck in
that’s shadow work ladies and gentlemen that’s shadow work not imagining some nonsense dream
in your mind it’s saying how have you failed how have you not done what you know you need to be
doing that’s shadow work some people have to ask themselves even a question as basic as am i even
engaged in any type of right livelihood for the resources that i make because i guarantee there’s
some people sitting in this group right now that are in right livelihood and do work for
government in some capacity or some evil entity in some capacity i guarantee you not everybody
that’s even listening or watching this is in right livelihood most people do not want to admit that
if they are employed by an institution or business that initiates violence coercion
fraud, or other immoral behavior, that they are themselves complicit in that immoral behavior.
If you’re helping someone conduct immoral behavior, you’re complicit in that behavior
yourself. So if you’re involved in government, if you’re involved in the type of horrendous
monetary and banking procedures that are going on in the world today, defrauding people of their
property and making the world an even worse place to live in, if you’re involved in the bureaucracy
of government, if you’re involved in tax collection, if you’re involved in military,
if you’re involved in police forces, you’re not in right livelihood. You’re involved in coercion.
You’re involved in violence. You’re involved in fraud. You’re involved in immoral behavior.
And there’s no excuse for it. Most people just want to do their job for a paycheck and rarely
even consider or care at all if what they do to earn that paycheck is truly moral or not.
They couldn’t give a shit less.
This is one of the main reasons immorality prevails in our world,
and one of the main reasons our freedom is being destroyed and lost.
An example of a good acknowledgement regarding the dynamic of right livelihood is,
is it true, I’m sorry, it is true that I have not engaged in right livelihood.
By continuing to work in a government agency that regularly engages in coercion,
I myself have been supporting and enabling violent and immoral behavior.
you know how about even supporting people that are involved in in wrong livelihood are you the
wife of a cop or a soldier you know is one of your parents involved in government are you saying
anything to them are you trying to morally educate them and get them out of being a part of this
sick violent system no most people don’t want to rock the boat in their families and so they just
shut up about it they shut up about all the wrong things they don’t open their mouth about the right
things, you know, it’s all cowardice folks. And you can’t be easy on people who are in wrong
livelihood. You got to say it straight out right to their face. Have I followed orders that I
should not have? How many people have been a part of these agencies and institutions and have
followed orders unquestioningly? Believe me, there’s plenty of people within the freedom
movement that are either active or past cops and soldiers. And basically that makes them trash as
human beings and they don’t even open their mouth about the dynamic half of them don’t even want
people to know they were involved order followers are those who have done what they have been
commanded to do that’s what an order follower is someone who has done what they have been commanded
to do through some order givers command without first correctly judging for themselves whether
or not the action they were ordered to perform is objectively right or wrong they just remove
that discernment from their mind and say i’m doing this for a paycheck whatever you say to do yes sir
i’ll carry out the order and there’s no bigger piece of trash than that living or dead there’s
no bigger piece of trash get as fucking offended as you want it’s never it will never make the
statement untrue it’s true eternally and forever and definitively exactly true any individual who
is following orders cannot impossible cannot be exercising conscience since exercising conscience
means willfully choosing for themselves right action over wrong action through their discernment
based upon the knowledge the objective knowledge of the difference between moral versus immoral
behavior you have to first acquire that knowledge and then align your behavior to it these people
aren’t doing that they don’t even know the difference between right and wrong let alone
are they willfully discerning and choosing right over wrong they’re choosing evil over what is
right just because they make a paycheck doing it and like i said you can’t get any lower you can’t
become any lower fucking scum than that and then people will say they’ll make excuses for these
people saying they’re just doing their job no they’re not they’re making a willful fucking
choice to do something that they have no right to do and that’s follow somebody else’s commands
just because they’re making money to do it.
When they don’t even know or care about
whether what they’re doing,
what they’re being ordered to do is right or wrong.
They couldn’t give any shit less.
So you can take my words
and shove them up your ass and spin on them.
It’s still true.
Nonetheless,
these sick, demented order followers
have foolishly attempted to abdicate
their personal moral responsibility to someone else.
Saying, oh yeah, it’s the order giver.
Oh, I don’t worry about that.
I just do my job.
that’s the whole fucking problem of this godless fucking world man that’s the whole fucking problem
in a nutshell since order followers are the people who actually perform an ordered action with their
own body they are the people who have actually brought harm upon others into physical manifestation
not the order giver the order giver can’t do that unless he uses his body to carry out his own order
Instead, these jackasses follow their orders and then harm other people when they have no right to do so on the command of another.
So order followers themselves have ultimately been personally responsible and morally culpable for every form of slavery and every single solitary totalitarian regime that has ever existed upon the face of this earth.
Get the fuck offended as you want.
It’s going to be true eternally and forever.
and if you don’t understand that that’s the dynamic
you’re part of the fucking problem
all the assholes out there who say
oh it’s a person giving the orders
it’s a politician
you’re a smacked ass
a smacked ass if that’s what you believe
and I’ve heard some people
that should definitively know better
making dumb fucking statements like that
and you know what
it doesn’t help anybody
it doesn’t advance yourself
it doesn’t help anybody else in the world
that doesn’t contribute to freedom,
you’re doing harm.
You’re doing harm by taking that mentation
and not changing it.
Here’s some more order followers
in the medical industry
that came out during COVID like rabid beasts.
And then people want to say
they’re not some of the biggest fucking pieces of trash
ever to walk the earth.
You don’t know what you think you know,
all the people out there
in the so-called medical industry.
You’re fucking just as ignorant
as all the other order following trash out there.
And guess what?
I’ll say it just as harshly right that
come and see me I’ll say it right to your fucking face these are the order followers out there in
the world and there’s many more variants of them and in shadow work you got to ask yourself am I
just a piece of trash scumbag order follower who just wants to do what I’m ordered to do just so
I make fucking money and stay comfortable because that’s where almost most people are at they’re
following some form of orders they’re afraid to speak out they’re afraid to step out of line
they’re just fucking scumbag fucking cowards a good example of a proper acknowledgement
regarding true order regarding order following is this it is true that i have followed orders
that i should not have followed i have attempted to abdicate my personal responsibility to choose
my own actions based on the objective difference between right and wrong under natural law i have
been an immoral person for doing this then maybe maybe people can forgive you but acknowledge that
you’re a piece of trash first and then commit to changing from being a piece of trash to being an
actual good person how many people are willing to do that not that many that’s why we’re in the
bad situation that we’re in in this world and not that many people will say it straight to them in
street language and say it right to their fucking face you got to get intense about it you got to
say what’s true you got to say what you know to be right you got to say what you know to be moral
and you got to put it in people’s face you can’t just let it slide here’s a question many very few
people ever think to ask, have I actually been involved in poisoning the worldview of others
with false ideas? How much do what you have spoken and put out into the world is actually
a false worldview and poisons the worldview of other people, especially the young? Sowing falsity
and confusion could well be one of the worst things we can ever do. Hey folks, this is why I
feel I include the most karma that I ever include in my entire life. Not because I did violent
behaviors but because i propagated false ideas and poisoned people’s worldviews with what i
propagated when i was involved in satanism that’s what brought the most negative karma down upon my
spirit and soul and in my life worldview poisoning was what i was the most guilty of
since i’ve been alive and again in my youth i did that and i came out of it fully by the time i was
in my late twenties and early thirties. Thank God. Thank God I was able to work on myself to
that extent that I stopped poisoning people’s minds with completely sick, twisted, demented
ideas and worldview poisoning. So when you sow such falsity and confusion, it could be one of
the worst things we can ever do because we propagate deception and suppress truth as a
result of poisoning other people’s worldview. An example of a good acknowledgement regarding
worldview poisoning is this it is true that i have poisoned the worldview of others through
my ignorance see this is what i had to say when i was doing the shadow work coming out of the
satanic mindset this is one i had to wrestle with continuously look at how much i put out into the
world that was false and how much damage that is going to do to people’s lives it’s true that i
have poisoned the worldview of others through my ignorance i have spread false ideas and this has
resulted in harm to others and has diminished the reception of truth in our world when you
poison the worldview of others you make it more difficult for them to receive the truth and to
heal themselves and to help heal the world so worldview poisoning is one of the worst offenses
that you could possibly do it’s spinning that vicious spider web in the mind and keeping people
trapped there so this is a very powerful and important dynamic that has to be addressed in
shadow work. I hope people are seeing how much different my shadow work methodology than anything
you’ve ever previously seen. It is not the same thing. Me and the new age community, never the
twain shall meet. We are not the same in any aspect or respect. They’re preaching false clown world
spirituality. I’m preaching the real fucking shit is what’s happening. Okay. Get the difference,
understand the difference and live the difference and maybe you’ll make some progress in life and
help the world maybe and we can go on and on and on and on and on and on and on you could
ask a billion questions you could go into a billion forms of inadequacy again i’m not here
to present every single solitary question that exists and have you analyze one at a time i’m here
to again give some examples whet the appetite get you to understand you got to grok the concept
You got to conceptually understand what needs to be done.
It isn’t about saying that you just write out step one and then do step one and then
write out step two and then do that.
No, it’s about get the concept, folks.
The concept is king.
You ask the hard questions.
You acknowledge the truth about the hard questions to yourself, right to your own face, looking
at yourself and say it aloud.
so we can go on and on and ask all kinds of questions that lead to an acknowledgement of
what needs to be focused on and changed have i’ve been kind and patient with those who i should have
been kind and patient with not everybody really deserves kindness and patience some people have
really earned impatience and getting really on on their up in their mug about something because of
how much they’ve done the wrong thing but some people do deserve patience so have i been kind
and patience with those who I should have been kind and patience with. We should ask that. Have
I used my resources wisely or have I used them frivolously? Have I been thankful enough for the
blessings that I do have? I try to do this one every day. I try to recommit to, I want to express
an attitude of gratitude and be thankful for the blessings that I have received. Absolutely. That’s
one that I have to do every day. Have I complained about others’ work while I have put forward
nothing oh there’s plenty who are guilty of that one there’s plenty who need lots of shadow work
about that one who think they have every right to complain while they’ve sat on their lazy
fucking ass for the whole life and not put any work out into the world and then you want to
complain go fuck yourself how about that for shadow work there’s your action item you know
if you want to sit back and complain while you have no work of your own go fuck yourself
Have I truly listened, really listened instead of just hearing what I want to hear?
Because plenty of people are guilty of that one too.
They hear what they want to hear.
They don’t hear what’s actually being said because they’re poor fucking listeners.
Have I actually passed on my knowledge to others to propagate it and keep it alive in
the world?
There’s plenty of people who need to do plenty of shadow work about all these dynamics, folks,
and much more.
But again, we could go on and on and on.
ultimately acknowledgement is all about saying to yourself i was wrong there is the magic statement
there’s the magic decree that’s the magic declaration you got to get that in your
vocabulary and you got to keep saying it to yourself over and over and over and over and
over again or you’re not making any progress in shadow work or helping anybody including yourself
the three most powerful word the most powerful three-word phrase we could ever say to ourselves
or to others is i was wrong when when the human ego begins to grow out of control human beings
become less and less able to admit or acknowledge when they have been wrong when the ego goes out
of control and that’s what satanism is and when the ego goes out of control people are less and
less able to admit they have condoned the immoral behavior of others these are people who think
i am proud of the order followers in the police and military they protect us no you’re condoning
immoral behavior if you even think government should exist you’re condoning immoral behavior
you don’t even understand what you’re advocating for philosophically if you’re that dumb
the very first stage of shadow work acknowledgement is all about working upon ourselves with brutally
honest introspection, introspection so that we can acknowledge to ourselves the ways in which
we have been wrong. And you know what folks, people want to say anything they want to say
about me, how I speak, what I say, how harsh I am. I’ve done this work over and over and over
and over and over again, endlessly still do it today. Most people have never even engaged it
for a microsecond of their worthless miserable fucking lives that’s the truth of the matter
they can’t admit that they’re wrong because their ego’s in the way and they think they know when
they don’t they need a lot more study they need a lot more humbleness and humility and they need
a lot more saying i was wrong to themselves in the mirror during shadow work and to other people
to admit that you were wrong is to declare that you are wiser now than you were before and this
is all i did every day for years coming out of satanism and not to say that i don’t need to
admit that i’m wrong sometimes now but you know what it’s a lot easier to say i was wrong because
i’ve done that previous shadow work most people have never done it a second in their lives and
they can’t say the words i was wrong and that’s what’s going to keep you stagnant that’s what
is going to keep you not evolving that’s what’s going to keep slavery in place that’s what’s
going to lead to further total degradation and destruction bank on it i told people how bad
things were going to get before covet happened and then it happened and everybody’s like oh he
was telling people he was prophetic no i was seeing the handwriting on the wall of where human
consciousness was leading us because it was in a state of trash condition and it’s no better now
than it was then and it’s going to get worse until unless and until we learn how to do this work
on ourselves and then teach other people to do it step two of the triple a methodology affirmation
and again i highlight where i underline the word firm because we are trying to build a firm
foundation you are trying to build firmness in your resolve that’s what this step is all about
building a firm foundation and firmness in your resolve and commitment to act that’s what this
is all about so let’s look at how this dynamic works so again you’re going to do this aloud
and in the mirror so when you’re preparing for shadow work you understand the conceptual ideas
you set the set and the mindset and the setting sit down in front of a mirror if you don’t have
one use your own webcam on your computer or your laptop there’s a good mirror okay you could place
that anywhere on a desk turn the camera on point it at your face and say what you need to say to
yourself and here’s what you do in step two step two of the triple a shadow work methodology is
affirmation in this second stage of shadow work we will strive to gain an accurate understanding
again it’s aligned with the trivium the first is knowledge and saying outright and honestly what
the facts are the second step is or you have to try to gain an understanding of the knowledge that
you spoke in part one you stated the knowledge in part one now you have to gain an understanding
you have to understand the why that it’s there and how to go about correcting it and then in
step three you actually do the correction so we’ll strive to gain an understanding of what
we must actually do to improve ourselves and to begin to understand the specifics of how
we must change. This is where you are learning the dynamics of how you need to better yourself
and improve. If performed correctly, the step of affirmation, we will begin to grasp the types of
action that we must take to address the shortcomings and inadequacies that were revealed
in the acknowledgement stage, step one. Finally, during step two affirmation, we will make a full
commitment to bringing that action into manifestation in our lives and again just
like all good acknowledgements begin with it is true that i dot dot dot fill in the blank
all good affirmations begin with the phrase i will dot dot dot fill in the blank i will do this
about this dynamic i will take these actions you’re not doing those things yet you’re committing
to doing them that’s why it’s an affirmation it’s the formulation of a deep commitment to action
before doing the action in the first step you’re saying how you’re wrong in the second step you’re
saying i will correct this in the third step you make the correction and then that could sound like
oh my god that’s so common sense it’s almost stupid it’s so simple it’s silly yeah that’s my
point and most people never do this not even for one second when it’s pure elegant simplicity but
no one said it was easy it’s still difficult to do it’s difficult work to do but it’s very
simplistic and elegant in its simplicity so let’s look at some different dynamics of the affirmation
dynamic of shadow work the first thing to understand about affirmation is understanding
what truly effective affirmations are so there’s ways that you could affirm something that are
terrible that are bad bad ways of going about doing it and they’re not best practices and then
there are other ways you could affirm something that are absolutely the best way of going about
doing it and best practices and that’s what i delineate in my work i don’t want to teach you
half-assed methods i want to teach you the best methods available so it should be noted that good
affirmations are about firmly committing to positive change, not wishy-washy, alleged
commitment. Not just, oh, maybe I’ll do this. I could do this, you know, if I rearrange some
things. Maybe I’ll do this. I might. Screw all that language. You have to say firmly and with
definitive commitment, I will, and no one will stop me. I will do this. That’s it. That’s it.
You have to get it into your mind that you will do it and then exert your willpower to do it.
And folks, hey, I get anybody can say something like that.
But again, how many people are actually saying it and trying to teach it to people and instill it in people?
See, this is what parenting should have done.
You know, all the parents out there that shat out a kid, just shat one right out.
And then they don’t want to teach their kid any good habits.
This is the problem.
and then they leave it to spiritual teachers
to teach their own fucking children
what they should have taught them as a parent
and then people want to wonder
why I’m a little bit bitter
why I’m a little bit annoyed
I don’t want 8 fucking billion children
on my hands
I want to take care of myself
and improve myself
and not worry about having to get on
8 billion fucking psychological children
because that’s what most people out there are
true affirmations are not about claiming
what is possible
oh that could happen
what might happen
Or what you think should, you should do.
It’s not about what you think is possible.
I can do that.
Well, great for fucking you.
You can.
Or are you actually gonna?
Anybody can do anything.
It’s like in Seinfeld.
Oh, I took the reservation.
I don’t think you understand what taking a reservation means.
It means the car should be here.
Anybody can just take a reservation out of the blue.
One of my favorite Seinfeld scenes.
You know?
But did you really understand the assignment?
Did you do it?
affirmations are about telling yourself what you will do they’re about laying a
solid and firm foundation for positive change by firmly stating what you are
going to make happen by an act of your will even if you don’t currently know
how you do not need to know how the affirmation will work out or how what
you are saying you’re going to do will be carried out in the future you don’t
need to currently know that to make an affirmation so a poor example of an
affirmation would look like this it might be possible for me to learn how to make a video
explaining the immorality of government maybe i could do that you know i might be able to figure
it out that’s a shit affirmation quite frankly okay that that’s not what you how you want to
commit to right behavior you don’t want to do it in wishy-washy terms maybe if i have enough time
next year i’ll start learning how to make a podcast and then put out information about natural
law to people garbage affirmation here’s a good affirmation i will learn how to create videos
that i will publish online that will teach others about the immorality of government
there’s a great affirmation you see the difference in quality do you see the difference in commitment
do you see the difference in passion do you see the difference in energy you have to get
passionate and confirm again affirm confirm standing on a solid firm foundation of what
you are going to do what you’re going to make happen not what you’re going to wishy-washily
wish will happen anybody can do that you know i’ll take a bunch of reservations for the cars
and then not keep the car at the rental place you know there’s wishy-washy behavior just like
people make wishy-washy affirmations i will do this and nothing will stop me that’s a good
affirmation that’s how an affirmation should sound and work so let’s look at some examples
make a proper affirmation to heal your own worldview because again every section begins
with this it all begins and ends with world worldview ladies and gentlemen if the worldview
isn’t healed the individual cannot heal and certainly the world doesn’t heal without healing
worldview. It’s never, that will never happen. That’s something that is impossible. If you think
you’re going to heal yourself and the world without first healing worldview, forget it. Forget it.
You got to know what human nature is. You got to know how change comes about. You got to know that
it’s possible. You got to know how to commit and affirm to true change. And then you got to do what
you know to be right. Stop following orders. Stop even condoning people who are involved in or
believe in government that’s all part of the worldview change that needs to happen and that’s
part of the paradigm shift in consciousness that hasn’t happened that was allegedly projected
coming around in the year 2000 or 2012 where the fuck was it it didn’t happen we went deeper into
bondage we went deeper into chains we went deeper into slavery not further away from it because
people have become wishy-washy anonymous fucking cowards sitting there flinging doom scroll and
on their fucking phone instead of actually making real world content that they could propagate to
the masses of people to morally educate them if personal healing through shadow work does not
begin with healing one’s own poison worldview then it will rarely proceed beyond that point
we must put aside the erroneous worldview that both religion and politics push upon us
that human nature is inherently bad and that we must have external control forced upon us through
these institutions. We must heal our worldview to fully grasp that human nature is simply a
programmable and changeable state. The degree to which it will change is entirely dependent
upon the quality of information with which we program ourselves. A good affirmation regarding
the dynamic to heal one’s own worldview is this, I will heal my worldview to the extent that I
fully realize that change is possible if we work hard enough to meet the necessary requirements.
Do you see how that affirmation works out?
You’re telling yourself you’re going to do this.
I’m going to heal my worldview.
I will understand what human nature really is.
I will teach it to other people.
I will understand that change is absolutely possible.
And I will propagate that to other people.
I won’t continue poisoning worldview.
Make an affirmation in the second stage of shadow work to stop putting others you care
about on a pedestal.
i talked about this in the last section and this is the work to actually make an affirmation to
stop doing it don’t put anybody on a pedestal we should all be equal in our rights and nobody
should be looked up to as more than or less than anybody else much of what we believe about
ourselves our capabilities and our potential exists in a story in our minds that came from
other people we’re telling ourselves false stories all the time in our minds and they’re not even our
own we didn’t even invent these stories they came from other dumb motherfuckers that think they know
better and think oh we’re we’re the propagators of conventional wisdom well what the fuck has that
done what has it accomplished in this world what has it achieved what has it made better
goose fucking egg is what it’s made better it’s made the whole world worse for the telling of
these bullshit bullshit stories and now they’re just bouncing around in people’s heads rent free
they’re telling themselves all kinds of bullshit stories and these come from other people often
the people who were around us early in our lives like parents teachers family members friends etc
we must make an affirmation to release the image of ourselves that we previously allowed others
who we cared about to create in our minds they created these images of ourselves in our minds
and what our potential and capabilities are not us so an affirmation like that involves realizing
that the opinions and evaluations of others regarding our characteristics and abilities
are often completely misperceived and flat out wrong. They’re just stupid. They’re just not
accurate. Their perceptions are just skewed and flat out incorrect. And once again, it doesn’t
mean you need to totally lose complete respect for any person that ever did that, but you can’t
put them up on a pedestal and say things like they did the best they could. No, they didn’t.
they failed at doing the best they could
if they did the best they could
they would have programmed with correct information
not bullshit stories that aren’t true
about how the world works
when they don’t know shit about it
you don’t know balls
about how the world works
so you should shut the fuck up
and stop programming your kid
with doom images
about their own capabilities
and what’s possible in the world
because you don’t know a fucking thing about it
so just shut the fuck up and listen
and take in the truth about it from sources that do understand how those dynamics work
because they’re actually learned individuals unlike ignoramuses like yourself that’s what
you got to say to parents get the fuck out of the way of the truly intelligent who are trying to
change things for the actual better half of the people who shit out kids are just dumb motherfuckers
that don’t know how one thing in life works they don’t even have any life skills oh they could
shit out a kid real good though stop putting parents teachers people in the media whatever
clergy members on a fucking pedestal it does no good for anybody it damages the world even further
through shadow work we learn to stop putting people we care about on a pedestal just because
we care about them we must realize the unfortunate truth that we often allow ourselves our view of
ourselves to be molded by others perceptions and expectations our view of ourself is molded by
their bullshit this leads us to diminish our own ability to self-actualize and be to become the
best version of ourselves because we’re believing their bullshit story that they programmed based
on their programming that was done to them by somebody else and on and on the fucking bullshit
and abuse cycle goes a good affirmation regarding this dynamic is this i will stop putting my
parents on a pedestal they have incorrectly evaluated my abilities and potential i have
allowed their incorrect assessment to hold me back from the achievement of my full potential
as a human being. Just read that again. Really sink this one in, folks. This is ultra important.
Listen to this affirmation and its quality and its intent and its passion. I will stop putting
my parents up on a pedestal. They have incorrectly evaluated my abilities and potential. They don’t
know what the fuck they’re talking about. I have allowed their incorrect assessment to hold me back
from the achievement of my full potential as a human being.
More powerful words have scarcely ever been written.
How many people have ever said that to themselves or even thought it?
Yeah, yeah.
And then people want to wonder why the world’s going to hell in a handbasket
at a million miles an hour?
Because people aren’t doing any of this introspection at all.
Or if they’re doing it at all, they’re doing it half-assed.
How about an affirmation to truly yourself become holistically intelligent?
Again, the real way to become conscious and aware is true holistic intelligence.
It’s not about engaging in one aspect of the brain and the mind or the other.
It’s about combining them into one holistic understanding.
So intelligence is an intellect alone.
The masculine dynamics of the mind, like logic and science and math and analytical thought,
that’s only half of the equation.
nor is just creativity or nurturing you know compassion or intuition or big picture thinking
correlative thought that’s not the whole factor that creates intelligence that’s those are the
feminine qualities of the mind real holistic intelligence is the combining and coming
together of both of these dynamics the masculine and the feminine the intellect and the creativity
and intuition and this is not the star of david or the even the seal of solomon this is the the
chalice and the blade coming together. The male and female combining in the chemical wedding
that really illuminates the mind. So that’s what real holistic intelligence is. How many people
make an affirmation or a commitment in their own lives to stop dwelling in one form of brain
imbalance or another? And folks, I see it in the people who joined up for this seminar. I see all
kinds of brain imbalance in them. Holistic intelligence is definitely still somewhat
scarce and more than an arm’s reach away. I don’t want to have to say that, but when I see some of
the things people do and say and think, it’s like, whoa, we are so far the fuck away from where we
need to be. It’s a joke. It’s a bad joke. So make an affirmation to actually turn on the fire within
the mind and become really intelligent, truly intelligent. A dumb person can become a smart
person it’s true an ignorant person can actually become a truly holistically intelligent person if
they work hard enough at it that is possible that you are not committed permanently to remaining
ignorant with all the information that exists in the world the ways that you could program
reprogram your mind and your consciousness and your intelligence is unlimited it’s your laziness
that keeps you from doing it holistic intelligence results from the balance of the brain hemispheres
It’s part of where it comes from, not entirely, but this is one of the dynamics that you have to heal if you’re going to really become holistically intelligent and maintain holistic intelligence.
You have to have brain balance between the hemispheres of the brain, cohesive synergy between both hemispheres, meaning you’re using all parts of the mind, not just some or another.
So holistic intelligence results from the balance of the brain hemispheres, achieving the elevation of both intellect and creativity.
This is true spiritual intelligence, also known as common sense.
That’s another phrase that we could call holistic intelligence.
It’s common sense.
That’s why there’s so little of it in the world.
Most people don’t have common sense.
They’re not holistically intelligent.
And common sense defeats ignorance, the first of our four primary destroyers of the four primary destroyers of human consciousness and freedom.
If you don’t have common sense, you’re allowing consciousness and freedom to be destroyed.
A good affirmation regarding the dynamic to become holistically intelligent is this.
I will develop holistic intelligence.
I will develop the kind of big picture thinking that is critical to the manifestation of true freedom.
understanding causal factors gathering enough data and knowledge truly understanding it by
pouring through that and making critical assessments through logic and then doing the
right thing what you have come to know and understand that’s all holistic intelligence
and common sense and that’s why so few people have those dynamics active and awake and on fire
within them make an affirmation to gather the information required for true understanding
how many people even go out in search of the correct knowledge or how many people just
formulate their bullshit opinions based on their own feelings and aren’t actually researching and
doing data gathering one of the main factors that prevents true understanding from overcoming
ignorance and confusion is believing that you know enough to take action when you don’t when
you have not even yet gathered enough information in order to develop a deep understanding on any
particular topic or issue you haven’t gathered the grammar this is why i said in section one
a little learning is a dangerous thing you can’t learn a little bit or go by your emotions or
intuition alone you have to gather huge bodies of data and pour through them and deeply understand
them before you ever commit to rhetoric or action we must affirm to stop putting rhetoric or action
before grammar knowledge and logic which is understanding you can’t put action before
knowledge and understanding the trivium doesn’t work that way and neither does life a good
affirmation regarding this dynamic to first gather the information required for true understanding
is this i will gather the necessary information to understand true objective morality and to
understand what i must do to communicate it to others i will gather that grammar i will gather
that knowledge i will understand the truth regarding those things and then i will act
upon them in that order in the order of the trivium how many people ever make any kind of
a commitment to like that to the truth and to knowledge and to information gathering and true
understanding most people never speak that to themselves for one second not one instant most
people have never thought about it for an instant and that’s why most people don’t have the
information that they need they’re they’re acting before they’ve gathered the necessary grammar
and before they’ve actually understood it that’s taking the trivium completely upside down out of
order and you do that what’s going to result good things or chaos connected with true holistic
intelligence and information gathering we have to activate heart-based intelligence once again
And intelligence, holistic intelligence, isn’t even just about the brain.
That’s why I said it’s not just about that.
You have to combine it with care.
And I’m talking about agape care.
I’m not talking about loving somebody else.
I’m talking about loving the truth.
I’m talking about loving freedom.
I’m talking about loving what is right.
First of all, you have no commitment or relationship with anybody else
if there’s not first that dynamic with anybody involved in the relationship
with truth and with freedom and with right and with the creator that commitment has to come first
one to one and then there can be a connection between people to form an actual relationship
so we have to make an affirmation to develop true agape care cosmic care true care cosmic care
also called agape is a state of consciousness in which an individually an individual fully
realizes the fundamental oneness of humanity all consciousness really it’s it’s the end of
separation consciousness and the understanding that there’s only consciousness and we are an
aspect of it and you have to care about what is right and true in order for consciousness to
evolve and grow that’s it that’s agape in all the major occult mystery traditions this form of love
was expressed via the understanding that, quote-unquote,
as long as anyone is suffering, we are all suffering.
This was the mystery tradition knowledge
of particularly what they referred to as the second degree of the mysteries.
When you were entered into the mysteries,
you had to learn about the importance of knowledge.
But when you went into the second degree of the mystery,
so the first degree was called being entered,
usually you are an entered apprentice.
You are apprenticing in your knowledge gathering, and you’re being shown how to gather knowledge eclectically.
That’s the first step of the Trivium process.
The second stage is you have to understand how you have to apply that knowledge before applying it.
And you have to develop agape care in that stage.
And this was the hardest barrier to pass in the mystery school teachings and traditions.
Because most people didn’t have that firm commitment to truth, to true love, to true care, and to freedom, and the expansion of consciousness.
They just wanted things for themselves.
Again, worldview.
Worldview takes place, the healing of worldview takes place in the heart.
And that’s why this was almost an impenetrable barrier, the second degree of the mystery traditions.
and when you finally did make it to that stage it was called that you passed that was the real test
could you display agape cosmic care and that’s why attaining the second degree was called
your you have passed you have passed to the second degree you enter and then you pass and then you
become a master in the third degree because now you’re actually taking action that you have the
knowledge and you understand what needs to be done and now you become a master you master yourself
and your passions and skills and instincts by actually doing the behavior folks what does this
sound like this sounds mysteriously like shadow work i don’t know maybe it is this is what the
actual occult mystery traditions were trying to teach people for thousands and thousands of years
and look at where it got us you know because people didn’t take it seriously enough not not
enough people actually engaged in it kept the traditions alive and now it’s got us you know
the remnants of it are are old men’s clubs you know and the the whole world’s on the on the
precipice of complete annihilation and tyranny and enslavement that’s why we need a rediscovery
of those principles we need a revival of occult principles and a revival of these mystery
traditions the second degree question was how do you know that you’re suffering and the answer is
as long as anyone is suffering i am suffering as long as anyone is suffering all are suffering
that’s agape care this is the spirit through which we are empowered to defeat apathy the
second of the primary destroyers of human consciousness and freedom as long as we stay
in the selfish egotistical satanic mindsets of indifference and apathy continuously craving
only comfort and pleasure true care remains deadened within us we don’t achieve the state
of agape care. A good affirmation regarding the development of true care is, I will develop the
characteristic of true care within myself. I will work upon my heart-based intelligence and rise to
the level of consciousness that will defeat apathy within me. I will care enough to get on the
battlefield in the war against tyranny and enslavement. Do you hear the qualitative aspect
of a good affirmation, ladies and gentlemen? This is what needs to be grokked, what needs to be
deeply understood if we’re really going to make a commitment to performing the type of alchemical
shadow work that we need to upon ourselves and then helping other people achieve these states
of consciousness we’re so far away from it it’s just it’s it’s so saddening that so few people
ever discuss any of these dynamics and they’re just talking about fucking politics and money
i mean you got to be kidding at this late stage and at this late hour that’s what people are
delving into instead of this type of material? We have to affirm to understand the true causes
that create the effects that we experience. True causal factors have to be deeply understood and
we need to commit to understanding them. Only when we deeply commit to accurately understanding
the relationships between our life experiences and their true causal factors will we begin to
affect real positive change, both in our individual lives and in humanity as a species. Only when you
understand causality does power truly develop within you. If you don’t have those causal factors
in hand, you’re wandering blind in a desert of bogus ideologies. Good affirmations regarding
causality are, I will discover and understand the causal factors that have led humanity to
its current state of slavery, because there are plenty of true ones that are out there.
or something like this.
I will understand the true causal factors
for my current state of disease and ill health.
How about that one?
Plenty of people want to complain how they’re sick,
but they don’t want to understand the causal factors
that led to their ill health.
How about this one?
I will develop an accurate understanding
of the causal factors for my fear of direct engagement
in the war for human freedom.
How many people delve into their psychology deeply enough
where they’re even understanding their fears
and why they’re not involved?
you got to probe into the depths of your fear and conquer it hardly anybody is a public speaker
in the world on these topics that’s why it’s not going well but billions of people millions and
millions of people will take jobs to lie to people on the mainstream media oh they’ll do that real
quick for that paycheck don’t you worry millions of professional paid liars out there in this world
hardly anybody that wants to speak the truth and then we wonder why we’re in the situation where
is and we don’t understand the causal factors how about we have to affirm to really employ
real diagnostics and problem solving if we’re ever going to get to a solution you can’t just
try to reason this out with your emotions you got to really understand what’s the cause how do i
diagnose what needs to be corrected what is the actual solution and the actual solution is always
moral education it all comes back to that one dynamic that one all-encompassing solution
people don’t take it seriously i know they don’t i know people don’t take seriously what i say about
that being the one and only solution because they’re not doing it you can’t take it seriously
if you’re sitting back not engaging it at all or practically at all can’t be taken seriously
people think my work is a joke or some form of fucking entertainment ignorance of causal factors
for problems always leads to chaos and suffering in our lives. Without the understanding of
causation, you are not ever able to solve any problems. And all that’s going to happen is
you’re going to get stuck in the cycle of suffering. The wheel of karma is just going to
take you round and round. We must affirm to diagnose problems through knowledge to the extent
that we definitively understand the true solutions. Diagnose the problem until you
definitively understand what the solution is that’s part of shadow work a good affirmation
regarding this dynamic is i will correctly diagnose the health problems i have been experiencing it
can apply to the wider world it can apply to the microcosmic world i will correctly diagnose the
health problems i’ve been experiencing to the extent that i will come to know the true causal
factors i will stop advocating my responsibility for my health to the corporate medical cartels
and doctors that don’t give a rat shit about me
except how many Lexuses I could put in their driveway.
Through accurate diagnoses,
I will discover the true solutions
that must be employed to correct my health issues.
Otherwise, you want to go on the hamster wheel
of continuously going and paying the medical cartels
outrageous amounts of money through insurance,
through your own pocket, whatever.
And all you’re doing is throwing wealth
into somebody that doesn’t give a rat’s ass
about real healing.
and that’s most of the medical industry if not all of it largely all of it with few exceptions
but some my point is until you affirm to true problem solving you’re going to go around on
that hamster wheel eternally don’t expect anything new different or healing to magically take place
you’re the cause of it by not learning what the real causes are your ignorance keeps you going
around in that hamster wheel so you got to affirm once you make the acknowledgement my ignorance is
the problem you got to affirm to correcting that affirm to get off the bench and start putting skin
in the game make an affirmation to do that that it is now time for action and i’m not going to sit
on the sidelines and watch passively most people want to continue to complain about the deteriorating
conditions in our world most people just want to sit and complain but few ever make the commitment
to make the necessary sacrifices
and get onto the spiritual battlefield
without excuses.
Doesn’t matter how many hours you work.
Doesn’t matter how many days of the week you work.
If you have to get up in the fucking middle of the night
and do it,
then that’s what you gotta fucking do, motherfucker.
That’s it.
Nobody wants to hear that.
There is no excuse.
I don’t care if you have three jobs.
You gotta make time in between the fucking three jobs.
I have a job that I’m never off from.
I take a day off.
I feel guilty half the time
because I’m not busting my ass in here.
there is no day off from the great work we must affirm to meet the requirements for our stated
goals all the wishful thinking in the world will not accomplish the goals being manifested
through action you could you could do have all the wishful thinking you want you’re never going
to manifest those goals unless you take right action and put skin in the game we must commit
to act to bring about positive change a good affirmation regarding getting involved to solve
the problems we face is something like this i will get involved and i will do something
i will cease complaining about things that i have not personally attempted to improve myself
through my own behavior make that commitment i’ll stop complaining about anything that i haven’t
directly myself attempted to improve through my actions how about people do that stop pointing
fingers at anybody else stop fucking complaining don’t open your mouth and complain for one second
unless you’re directly involved in the solution.
And how many people can say that?
Well, I can raise my fucking hand all day.
But can you?
I seriously doubt it.
Here’s another part of that commitment, that affirmation.
I will take required action.
I will put skin in the game.
And I will do whatever it takes.
Now, you don’t hear many people saying that, do you?
You hear people complaining about all kinds of nonsense and bullshit.
But you ask them to actually put skin in the game and commit to real-world action,
they’re out the fucking door in 10 seconds.
make an affirmation to develop your personal willpower to develop the willpower to improve
in any area of your life you got to crank the willpower way up and you got to keep it there
and you got to stop making excuses for its absence we have been mentally conditioned to give up far
too easily often by the people we respected and cared for early in life you know what the greatest
disservice our parents our teachers our friends our family members all these bullshitters ever
really did to us they told us don’t do things that are hard take the easy way out take the
shortcut don’t press yourself if you get really frustrated quit that and do something else
no greater disservice has ever been done to humanity and this is what parents especially
fucking like you know before boomer age greatest generation so-called and boomer age parents this
is what they did they taught their children to be wishy-washy soft mother let me say it right
wishy-washy soft motherfuckers that’s what they taught them to be soft and you can’t say any
worse word to somebody believe me you come up with all the curse words you want all the profanity
the worst thing you could ever call somebody is soft and that’s what most people are you’re
fucking soft and like let it sink in and feel it that’s a word that should hurt and that’s what
most people are because their parents told them don’t develop fucking willpower don’t develop
resolve don’t develop stealing yourself and preparing yourself to force something to happen
no no take the easy way out take the way out that’s there’s no aggravation and there’s also
no fucking reward and you’re a spineless fucking coward and you’ve never accomplished anything in
your miserable fucking existence loser yeah take that way out your parents gave you great fucking
advice they didn’t build your character up a shit worth of shit that’s why you want to know why the
freedom movement’s failing go blame your fucking parents that taught you to be fucking soft because
that’s what most of the freedom movement is soft losers but get as fucking offended as you like
tune the fuck out still gonna be true tomorrow and every day after that sadly most of us have
been deliberately taught not to develop willpower not to develop drive not to develop determination
not to develop tenacity not to develop a never give up attitude this is especially true regarding
goals of true importance that are very difficult to achieve like changing our world for the better
oh they want you to stay away from that one don’t develop the willpower and resolve to do that
just stay a fucking weak shit loser a good affirmation regarding the development of willpower
is, I will work to build my willpower stronger and stronger. I will unlearn the ways I was taught
to give up by my parents, teachers, family, and others. I will take on a never say die attitude
when it comes to my goals and the goals of achieving really difficult and important things
in life and in the world. That’s a good affirmation in shadow work. Again, you got to say these things
out loud, folks, right in the mirror to yourself. Say them out loud for the universe to hear. The
universe is spoken into existence and so is personal change the universe is spoken into
existence and so is personal change a firm to develop the courage to do what must be done
and i mean whatever it takes total personal commitment and resolve to do what is necessary
courage must be developed within us in order to defeat cowardice the third of the great destroyers
of human consciousness and freedom we must use the shadow work process of self-examination
to discover the true sources of fear within us after looking fear head-on the next step is to
affirm the development of courage a proper proper after so you got to sit there and be like why am
i afraid to speak out what’s the fear factor that’s holding me back what am i going to do to
eliminate that and build courage you got to sit there and have this conversation with your
fucking self and we don’t do this and that’s the problem that’s the problem why you’re not built
into a strong individual that’s the problem why you’re fucking weak that’s the problem why we’re
losing why our team is losing we got weaklings on our side we don’t have any warriors standing in
the fucking trenches with battle rifles metaphorically we got wishy-washy losers hiding
under the fucking staircase a proper affirmation for building up courage to do what needs to be
done here it is i will face my fear of failure which has been preventing me from doing what i
must do. I will engage this fear and I will bring it to the level of my conscious awareness. It
won’t stay at the unconscious level or the subconscious level. I will conquer my cowardice
and I will do what I know is necessary. People are not committing to these things. That’s why
so few people are doing the great work. If people were doing the shadow work and committing to doing
whatever needs to be done, we would be winning by now. And here’s the phrase I hear every day
on the alternative media we’re winning we’re winning what are we winning what prize are we
fucking winning a big bag of horse shit to go with our shackles around our neck is that what
we’re winning because believe me we ain’t winning anything worth winning you’re fooling yourself if
you think we are and you think we’re on some kind of winning fucking path we have to affirm to
understand and accept true responsibility which most people want to run directly in the opposite
direction from. They want to run away from personal responsibility. Most people think
responsibility is, oh, I can pay my own bills. Oh, I can pay my mortgage and my car payment.
That’s not real fucking responsibility. That’s just what you need to do to live in the physical
fucking world. You think that’s real responsibility? Yeah, it’s irresponsible to just
fuck off and lose those things just because you don’t care enough to even meet those requirements.
But that’s not what real responsibility in life is as an individual and as an adult.
it’s about taking on the really important challenges especially in the face of something
that is completely as unjust and evil as enslavement and that’s we’re not worried about
that now we’ll sit back and take all those offenses to our soul and to our being that
government puts on us well we’re real worried about making that mortgage payment and that car
payment when once again i’m not saying oh that’s not don’t do those things i’m saying in addition
to doing those things you got to take on the great work true responsibility involves for far more
than being able to maintain basic life needs self-examination in the shadow work process
must lead us to the understanding of what true responsibility really is this means deeply
grasping that the solution to the human condition is proper moral education and if that is to be
accomplish we must each take up our part in that great work and communicate and publish in the
digital space so that we make people fully understand objective morality and natural law
a good affirmation regarding this deeper responsibility is this i will accept and own
my own personal responsibility to leave the world in a better condition i will be responsible for
furthering true moral education because that is the only solution to the human condition of slavery
and you better know and bet your fucking ass that it’s the only answer and the only solution
if you don’t know that you are gone goose is what you are this is your song if you don’t
understand that true moral education is the only real answer and here it is
you’re you’re duck quacking your way into slavery lane okay that’s where you’re headed
you’re you’re engaging in that politic quack and that monetary quack this is all i hear people
talking about politics and fucking money and you think those are the answers to the condition of
slavery you’re out of your fucking gourd and you’re engaging in 1984 fucking duck speak
that Orwell talked about.
You’re quacking the fuck away
and you’re saying shit.
Quacking away, saying nothing.
It’s got to be this harsh, folks.
Because where we are at
is so deplorable.
It’s deplorable.
So it’s got to be this intense.
And it’s got to be this direct confrontational.
Because people ain’t getting the fucking message otherwise.
How about affirming your engagement
in right and effective action?
Make a commitment to that.
Make a commitment to truly doing what is right.
instead of just floating downstream wherever the currents of so-called fate take you?
How about directing the course of your own life?
How about becoming strong and developing a never-say-die attitude
and doing what’s required as a being?
It’s far easier to remain complacent and inactive
than it is to actively involve yourself in difficult work.
And when I say remain complacent and inactive,
I don’t mean you just quit your job and sit on your fucking couch
until somebody confiscates your fucking house.
i mean you’re going and doing your your so-called pay job your job for money but you’re not involved
in what’s right after that i don’t care how like i said how many hours of the week you’re spending
at a regular fucking job the great work has to be added on top of that you don’t like hearing that
fuck off that’s the truth of the matter and most people aren’t doing it i don’t care what the
excuse is i’m fucking tired too i’m tired of doing this shit for 18 years with very little help with
with no support with hardly any fucking support with not being platformed on anything that is
even remotely larger than than my platform because people don’t want to hear this this is too harsh
to fucking hear they want wishy-washy bullshit that promises them something for free and i’m
only telling you you can be guaranteed fucking hard fucking work and sacrifice if you want to
get something fucking done that’s worth getting done i’m the real fucking deal motherfuckers
I’m telling you what the real truth is
That’s why most people hate me to the death
And don’t want to fucking hear another word
I said it in a billion fucking ways that were very nice
We’re beyond that now
It’s too fucking late for that
This is the 11th hour, 59th minute, 59th second
And if you don’t know that you’re fucking completely asleep
It’s far easier to remain complacent and inactive
Than it is to actively involve yourself in very difficult work
If we properly acknowledge our inadequacies regarding taking right action, right and effective action in the first stage of shadow work, if we have made that acknowledgement, I’m not actively involved, I should be more involved and I’m not, that’s the acknowledgement, then we will begin to see clearly the work that we must do and make an affirmation for that in step two.
In the second stage, we must affirm a commitment to taking right action, which defeats the fourth destroyer of consciousness, laziness, and cowardice.
Even if we currently do not know exactly how to perform those required tasks, you don’t need to know how the outcome is to be achieved.
You just need to make a commitment to do it.
You can find out all the steps after that.
Specific plans of action can be formulated after, after we commit ourselves to active engagement.
You’ve got to make the personal promise to yourself first.
Then you can learn how to do it in step three in the action stage.
That’s when you plan action items and action plans.
A good affirmation regarding the dynamic of affirming to actually engage in right and moral and effective action is this.
I will take the necessary right actions to better both myself and humanity.
I will defeat the inaction and laziness within myself.
And I will commit to an effective action plan, effective plan of action for self-betterment.
I will do those things.
I will commit to that right action.
I will get involved on the spiritual battlefield.
I will personally communicate natural law and objective morality to the people of this world.
i will stop remaining an anonymous coward and do what is required for me to do once again folks
this isn’t about the little light shit that i want to be a better gardener this is about the
heavy shit that i want to truly be a better person and truly engage in true moral education
so we defeat slavery and tyranny on this planet there’s an agenda here this is about getting
people motivated to do the great work that’s where shadow work has to lead make an affirmation to
secure resources from right livelihood not from wrong livelihood immoral livelihood which we
talked about earlier resources will always be required while we live in a physical 3d state
you’re not going to get rid of just requiring things through work things are going to be
required and work is going to be required to obtain them i don’t care what form of interchange
or money exists there’s going to have to be work done to procure resources in life
and you want to be in right livelihood to do that we cannot compromise our principles principles in
general cannot be compromised to obtain resources via a paycheck we must commit to right livelihood
in the shadow work process even if it means leaving an immoral job that has provided security
in resources for a moral job that provides less resources let me say that again you got to commit
to quitting in a moral job even if when you go into a moral job to replace it you’re making less
you have to take the hit this is another thing nobody will say to people and even if it means
your family’s got to take the hit then they got to take the fucking hit that’s it you can’t keep
doing what is wrong you got to take the suffering on to yourself not deliver it to other people
not continue to engage in wrong behavior i don’t care if your family suffers you put them in that
situation by doing a wrong job then if they have to suffer for a little while before you know you
could procure the necessary resources to be a little bit comfortable again so fucking be that
and get as fucking all uppity as you fucking want it’ll still never be untrue this can be one of the
most frightening aspects of self-examination to understand you have to quit your fucking job
and do something else because you’re an immoral person because of the job you do it’s just one
of the reasons because of such ego identification well i’m sorry is one of the most frightening
aspects of self-examination because people are so self-identified with their job they think that’s
who they are instead of something they’re just doing currently they believe it’s their identity
They’re wrapped up in ego identification with their job, or their role, or how they operate in society, or their family, etc.
Because of such ego identification, most people can rarely even imagine how they can stop doing their current job.
Even when they know that the job that they are currently doing is wrong, and that they are wrong for continuing to do such work.
even if they know it’s immoral they can’t imagine how they could do anything else because of their
lack of imagination and how fucked up they are mentally and then they’re dwelling in shame
because they’ve done what is wrong for so long without a strong commitment to moral livelihood
all other gains we may have made in shadow work will not amount to much because we are still
allowing ourselves to be used as instruments and tools and assistance of harm upon others for money
a good affirmation regarding true right livelihood would be, I will engage in work that I know is
moral. I will cease and desist in helping others to conduct harm just because I receive payment
for such work. Even if I can’t currently imagine another option, I will suffer in the short term
and if necessary, even allow loved ones who are dependent upon me to suffer in the short term
to do what i know to be right in the long term how many people will commit and affirm to that
not too fucking many you want to know why the world is in the shit condition it’s in
there it is right there people don’t put any skin in the game they don’t take right action
they’re engaged in wrong livelihood and they won’t fucking take a hit to do what’s right
people go how could you tell somebody to do that and their family will suffer well you wouldn’t
say the fucking nazi prison uh camp guard quit your fucking job you wouldn’t say that to some
of the fucking Stasi? You wouldn’t say that to fucking secret police of other totalitarian
regimes? No, you’d just be like, oh, well, you’re doing your job to provide for your family. Let me
try to get the voice right. Yeah, I would need a lot more drool. Yeah, you’re doing your job to
provide for your family. You sound like a fucking drooling retard. This is what I hear from morons
every day. And you want to say, people want to say that they’re moral fucking people. They want
to say that they’re fucking engaged in doing what’s right they want to say that they want
freedom you want to boot on your fucking face is what you want and everybody else’s because all
you give a fuck about is money and that’s your fucking loser god you ain’t involved in any aspect
of what’s right if you continue wrong livelihood none it sets back any advances you might make
in self-improvement and shadow work if you continue to engage in a job that is you know
is morally wrong. And that’s every government job. Certainly a firm to stop being one of these
pieces of fucking garbage. An order follower. Order followers are the worst of the worst when
it comes to ignoring self-examination and continuing to conduct and support harming
others for a paycheck. They’re literal demon consciousness. They are demon NPCs is what these
fucking rat trash are. These are fucking vermin trash. Verminous trash. If you don’t already
deeply understand why this is true you should definitely revisit my previous work with what
on earth is happening to understand the order followers are the lowest consciousness garbage
that exists on earth and any other planet for that matter it’s actually impossible to abdicate to
others your own personal responsibility to learn true morality and align your behavior to it through
your own will it’s impossible you can claim all you want that you want to do that though i’m
advocating my responsibility to the guy giving me the orders he’s the one who’s responsible no
you’re fucking wrong loser you’re responsible for your behavior no matter who told you to do it
if we are being honest if being honest with yourself is paramount in shadow work and it is
you must affirm to quit following orders and learn to grasp objective morality for yourself
and not take orders from anyone else if one is not engaging with conscience their shadow work
is not being conducted honestly
and therefore certainly cannot be successful.
You think any order follower
can actually be successful in doing shadow work
and self-transformation and self-transmutation
into a better being?
Impossible.
Impossible until you quit this fucking loser job.
When we conduct the self-examination dynamics
of shadow work,
both honestly and successfully,
we fully realize that no one
who is following orders
can truly be exercising conscience.
And therefore, no one who is following orders can truly be a good person.
Every order follower is a bad person.
If you’re engaged in any dynamic of this type of livelihood, you’re not a good and moral person.
You are a bad person.
Because you are not willfully following conscience.
You are willfully following orders.
That’s the definition of the fucking job.
You can’t change the definition of words.
An order follower means you’re following orders and you’re not following conscience.
No order follower can be simultaneously following orders and conscience.
Following conscience means that you are not following orders because you’ve correctly assessed right versus wrong and you’re simply using your free will to actually engage in what is right.
So if your job entails any following of orders that you don’t have the right to refuse unless you quit that job, you are not a good person.
get the fuck over it anybody who’s trying to argue with me about this dynamic you are wrong
and forever will be a good affirmation to abandon the immoral dynamical voter following is this
i will stop being an order follower no matter what type of discomfort this creates in my life
i will endure it and i will force myself to engage conscience and quit my immoral job
that no excuses no qualifications no over dramatizing or whatever you know no no uh
you know putting any extra dynamic onto it just say what’s true and make a commitment to doing
the right thing even if you don’t know how you’re going to do it even if you don’t know how you’ll
live and survive and pay your bills and put food on your family’s table or your own table you do
it anyway you do what’s right anyway and you let the universe take care of the rest of it you don’t
think that forces will come to your assistance when you will see things rearrange organically
and dynamically when you start to do the right thing out of true care for what is true and good
as opposed to fear for maybe not having the resources that you once had so you’ll just
keep committing to evil only garbage does that only trash does that i don’t care what color you
are white trash black trash yellow trash red trash blue and green fucking trash rainbow trash don’t
matter you’re trash that’s it you want to stop being trash you stop following orders and you do
a job that involves right livelihood how about making an affirmation to stop spreading poisonous
worldview everywhere you know that’s one of the questions you got to ask yourself have i been
guilty of that and answer it honestly then make a commitment to stop doing it. Our mental diet
is just as important as our physical one. When our own worldview is poisoned with falsity
we invariably propagate it to others and steer their minds in the completely wrong direction
which invariably leads to more wrong behavior in our world. A good affirmation to commit to
stop spreading worldview poisoning is this. I will heal my own worldview and stop spreading
falsity which poisons the worldview of others i will see steering others work in the wrong
direction because i know wrong thinking leads to wrong behavior steering others worldview i should
say i’m sorry i said the word work i will see steering others worldview in the wrong direction
because i know wrong thinking leads to wrong behavior that’s why everything begins and ends
with worldview ladies and gentlemen and we have to stop poisoning other people’s worldview through
religious and political garbage nonsense make an affirmation to teach objective morality and
natural law this is a great variant of the justice card in the tarot deck shadow work if conducted
honestly and effectively will always lead us to the truth that the only solution to the human
condition of slavery is true moral education and that is done digitally in the world it ain’t done
with a fucking megaphone it ain’t done with paper and pen it ain’t done with talking your fucking
next door neighbor it’s done online it’s done digitally through modern digital communication
and publishing and you got to get your head out up your ass that if you think learning that
learning a computer is not involved in that process the computer is the creative tool for
content creation and proper moral education happens online these days you know not with a
fucking quill pen and an inkwell okay for all the fucking 90 year olds among us or 100 year olds
you know you got to learn how to operate a fucking computer and you got to learn how to publish and
communicate in the modern day and if you’re not doing that you ain’t involved in the solution
you’re playing with your pud as the old saying went that’s what you’re doing you’re not involved
in the solution the more people involved in the work of true moral education the faster
human slavery can be ended shadow work leads us to the unwavering conclusion that we must make a
deep commitment to spreading the understanding of natural law by publicly teaching it to others
not secret agent teaching not oh my god i’m agent 007 today boy and nobody’s going to know my name
in any chat i participate in i’m going to be anonymous coward you think you’re going to do
the great work like that get the fuck over your own fucking bullshit ego okay a good affirmation
regarding this dynamic of teaching natural law to others is i will teach natural law and objective
morality in a public capacity i will engage the great work of true moral education for i know that
it is the only solution to achieving true freedom for all and if you don’t understand that once
again you’re an asleep motherfucker you’re not awake in any capacity whatsoever if you don’t
understand that true moral education done publicly is the only fucking solution you haven’t even
begun the understanding of the solution that’s why the fucking dark occultists call your ass
the unbegun yeah you’re not initiated you haven’t started yeah that’s that’s what they mean by that
the unbegun that’s one of the things they call people you know one of the other things they call
people they call them the fucking dead because they say their consciousness is so dead and that
they refer to them as the dead and then look at the things that they do to them that are completely
immoral as well i’m just doing that to a dead being that has no consciousness because they’re
not here they’re an npc they’re not an actual player in the game of life they’re just fucking
dead flesh they’re dead robotic fucking matter that we programmed to be dead and so hey we could
do anything we want to them. Consider them our property. And again, affirmations can go on and
on and on like acknowledgements could go on and on and on. I will express more gratitude for what
I have. I will put more resources toward the great work. I will be patient with those who
are making a sincere effort. I will get involved in the war against tyranny instead of just
complaining. I will listen better instead of just waiting to speak. I will teach others what I have
learned thus far. We have to make affirmations for all of those dynamics and many, many innumerable
more once again this is not work that that ends or stops it goes on and on and on so there’s a
million affirmations that can be made let’s look at step three of the triple a method action this
is the final stage of the trivium this is the rhetoric stage or the wisdom stage step three
taking real world action action changes things that is what it means to act we want to change
things we have to act in the world and we have to act in a true moral capacity in the world
and an educational capacity in the world in the third stage of shadow work we directly apply what
we have learned about ourselves through honest acknowledgement in the first stage and the
commitment we have made to move forward with positive change in stage two the third step is
real world action which we can apply once we have successfully diagnosed the causal factors
of problems and gain full understanding of the requirements which we must meet to solve those
problems see this is a stepwise linear progression that is not to be taken out of order it’s gather
the knowledge understand what it means act upon it that’s the trivia method and that applies in
shadow work you have to gather the knowledge of what you have done that is inadequate wrong or
falls short and in step two you understand what needs to be changed and how to change it you start
to understand how at the later stage of part two but if you’re asking yourself the right questions
in part one and you’re making good affirmations in part two by the time you get to the action stage
you’re going to start formulating real world action plans it’s not going to be some nebulous
thing you don’t know how to do that this is where you then break things down in small chunks and say
here’s an action plan okay and again guess what it’s going to follow the steps of the trivium
again basically it’s going to be threefold keep it simple keep it threefold that’s the magic number
okay it’s a magic number okay but if you do it like that and you keep it simple it will be
attainable it will not be something that is overwhelming so the third step is real world
action we’re going to do that once we gain and have diagnosed the problem and gain an accurate
understanding of what needs to be done and then we’re going to act to meet the requirements this
step is not accomplished in the mirror okay so this is not the one this is not the step of the
shadow work process that you’re doing in a quiet room in a mirror it is manifested in the world in
which we live now you have to step out into the world once you engage the other dynamics of shadow
work and have understood what your work is to do and then you go you got to go do those things
so we are now set to actualize again this is what self-actualization is about to actualize
the real life practical behaviors which are required for true self-improvement and the
improvement of our entire species and the human condition self-actualization is actually the
long-term goal of shadow work represented here by the tarot card the magician who has arrayed
the forces of nature in the form of the the discs the cups the swords and the wands representing
earth air water and fire at his table before him while he raises the wand of power and he is making
a connection as a conduit between the heavens and the earth as above so below the magician is the
self-actualized one who has attained a form of self-mastery by his behavior in the world that’s
why he has the forces of nature at his disposal because he has acted rightly he is the magus
The magician, the self-actualized one, the learned one, who has converted his learning into wisdom through right action, his knowledge and understanding into wisdom.
Self-actualization is the long-term goal of all shadow work.
This means maximizing your potential as a human being and manifesting the highest version of yourself.
This does not occur merely through knowledge, emotion, or intention, but through action.
the only way we ultimately express the being we are intended to be is through our behavior it is
not through what we know it is not through what we say it is not through how we feel it is through
what we do in life and that matters and that’s important and that’s what will echo into eternity
if we do the things that are truly right plans of real world action are what move us closer to this
goal of self-actualization. Knowledge is useless without action. The eastern philosopher Yang Ming
said to know and not to act is not to know. To claim to know but not to act rightly upon that
knowledge actually means you still remain in ignorance and you don’t truly know. You’re just
claiming to know. That’s what that statement means. It will never truly matter how much anyone knows
if they do not put what they know into right action this is what true wisdom actually is
wisdom is not knowledge ladies and gentlemen wisdom is acting rightly upon what you know
and understand it’s action wisdom actually is to do the right things with what we have come to know
and understand that’s what wisdom actually is that’s the definition of wisdom this stage of
shadow work is directly reflected in the trivium process of knowledge understanding and wisdom
we must use the knowledge of our shortcomings and inadequacies combined with our understanding of
what must be done to meet the requirements for true positive change into a synthesis
comprising a real world action plan that we will actually enact in order to bring about the changes
that we seek into physical manifestation in our lives.
We have to bring those changes into physical manifestation.
It starts in the mind and in our deeper understanding,
but then we have to act to make them happen in the physical world.
Without action, knowledge is often meaningless.
As Aristotle put it, to be excellent, we cannot simply think or feel excellent.
We must act excellently.
excellently you have to convert wisdom and knowledge and understanding into wisdom through
right action wisdom is right action applied in the world action always trumps good intentions
you could have all the good intention you want action is always more important than your
intentions intentions are not enough words are not enough feelings are not enough they must be
supported by real world actions in new age pseudo spirituality we are often influenced to
overemphasize intention this is all they want to talk about in the new age communities what’s the
intent what was really meant by that what what did the person have in their mind and their feelings
i don’t really care what you do matters more you could make comments about what your intentions
were but that’s not going to change what was actually done in the world through your behavior
you don’t you don’t unthink an action okay you don’t unfeel an action that you just conducted
you could be sorry about it and know it was wrong but you did the behavior that’s what you got to
be responsible for essentially intention is merely an internal state of emotion in which you are
basically stating to yourself how you feel about doing something it is not the behavior itself
It is separate from the behavior and distinct from it, and it is an emotional quality and dynamic and attachment.
Whether any behavior is taken with either good or bad intention is practically a negligible dynamic compared to the behavior’s actual resultant effects in our world.
What happens is more important than what the intention was.
very unfortunately most people have been brainwashed by new age feel good language
regarding intention the truth of this matter is that intention is ultimately meaningless
unless it is supported by real world action get the fuck over it get out of your fucking ego
and the bullshit new age garbage that you were fucking lied to about action is more important
than intention always has been is now always will be the fucking end for all eternity
blanket statement true forever action is the foundational key to all success you will not be
successful in shadow work unless you take the real world actions that you really deeply pondered and
thought about and worked through in your psychology success doesn’t come until the action manifests it
once again get over yourself about your thoughts and feelings they’re important you wouldn’t be
able to engage those aspects of consciousness that they weren’t important and necessary
don’t think they’re everything they are preludes to right action your thoughts and your emotions
that’s why it’s important to be correct that’s why it is important to develop good intention
but you have to base that on right knowledge you have to be correct in order to understand what
needs to be done and then go out into the world and do it correctly this is why skill is important
It’s not just about wishful thinking and intention.
You have to develop skills.
That’s a huge part of shadow work.
Real world skillful action.
Effective action.
The smallest of actions is always better than the noblest of intentions.
Amen.
There’s a wonderful prayer right there that everybody should say every fucking day.
The smallest of actions is always better than the noblest of intentions.
A fucking men.
Beautiful.
effective action requires the development of discipline and folks where i’m going until i
finish and if that takes us after 10 then that’s what happens and there’s not going to be a q a
okay i’m sorry but i i for my own health i will have to stop after 10 p.m i’m going to finish
what is left up till 10 probably and hopefully i can get it done by then we could establish a
simple working definition of personal discipline as persistence in life endeavors usually difficult
endeavors that require time to accomplish that’s what discipline is we’re going to keep going
even if we fail persistence in life endeavors is what discipline really is ideally it is the job
of parents to instill personal discipline in their children yeah we know how great of a job
parents in this world have done with their children they’ve done such a fucking wonderful
job haven’t they tragically this is seldom accomplished because most parents fail miserably
at this job instead most parents actually do the exact opposite they teach their children through
their words an example of the parent to give up as soon as a life endeavor becomes difficult
or requires a longer length of time to accomplish that’s lack of discipline and that’s what parents
instilling their children lack of discipline almost always comes from bad programming from
bad parenting lack of discipline almost always comes from bad programming that came from bad
parents get the fuck as offended as you want still gonna be true tomorrow the next day the next week
the next month the next year and out into the eternal eternity of the universe you can cry
about it in your fucking milk or your beer. Individuals who are specifically programmed
with poor discipline by their parents must conduct uncomfortable shadow work to directly
confront this unfortunate parental dynamic. Development of true discipline will largely
entail two characteristics. My parents didn’t teach me true discipline. I’m saying this,
me, Mark, okay? You know who taught me good discipline? My grandfather on my mother’s side.
That was the guy who taught me discipline in life.
He taught me to keep going and do things that are worth doing,
no matter how hard they become or how much time they require.
And he absolutely was a good man, I must say.
So development of true discipline will largely entail two characteristics.
First, one must develop a never say die attitude.
You cannot give up.
You cannot easily give up and quit.
Quitters never win.
Winners never quit.
Persistence and willpower.
Hey, I lay in bed, I feel like quitting.
you know some days do i do that do i actually give into that no i’m still here doing this
persistence and willpower to accomplish the task at hand must be worked relentlessly second one
must develop the foresight to realize that anything worth doing is going to require sacrifice of one’s
time attention and resources the fear of this kind of personal sacrifice must be shed through
shadow work and we must seriously commit ourselves to the task regardless of the amount of time
required you know sisyphus rolling rolling that boulder up that hill might look like it’s a
endeavor that’s never going to go anywhere that doesn’t mean you don’t keep trying and you don’t
exercise discipline and persistence there are absolutely no shortcuts or cheat codes to right
action get over it there’s no easy way you just got to put your nose to the grindstone and do the
work see this is what people will not tell you about success in matters of any life endeavors
or in the freedom community they won’t they won’t cover any of this material because 99.999 percent
of them don’t know it themselves and even the ones that may know it they don’t want it getting
out there because this gets you hated instead of loved and getting all your clicks and you know
uh you know likes and whatever the fuck you want you know you say the truth about people to them
They start not liking you very much and not tuning in, you know, this, this ain’t here for likes and popularity folks. This is here for the future. This is here for posterity. This is here for as long as the internet exists. I’m putting this out into the ethers. That’s what I’m about. I’m not about being fucking liked. I don’t give a fuck who likes me or who doesn’t. I’m saying what’s true. The fucking end. I don’t care who brings me onto their fucking show.
Would I like a bigger platform to help more people understand this?
Yeah, sure.
If that doesn’t happen, because people don’t want to engage with my realness,
they can go fuck themselves.
I’m not interested in weak shit like that.
I’ll do it on my fucking own to the extent that I can,
until the day I fucking die, then.
Oh fucking well, so be it.
One can never skip over the natural process
during the action phase of self-improvement and shadow work.
Improvements must be done right.
not hastily. Don’t try to rush to get it done quickly. Do it right. Action must be conducted
in such a way as to meet the necessary requirements, which may not be skirted or
ignored or skipped over. No bypassing. There are absolutely no shortcuts for corrective action to
solve problems. Stop looking for shortcuts. Stop imagining that shortcuts even exist for such
processes is a total self-defeating illusion no shortcuts exist hard work exists and it has to be
done right spend the time to do what it what is required the right way even if the right way is
the hard way then do it the fucking hard way that’s it did your parents tell you that did your
teachers tell you that did your clergy tell you that did your friends and family tell you that
i’ll bet you virtually zero of them did and if you had anybody that told you that you’re lucky
you’re lucky as hell i had one person in my life that basically tried to teach me that engage true
present moment awareness as part of action you have to be fully present to do the behavior that’s
required one of the most important steps of occult initiation is also a critical component of shadow
work this is the maximum to live in the present moment the moment of now the only moment that
really exists stop having regret for the past and anxiety for the future now is the only thing that
exists while essential to all three stages of triple a shadow work methodology present moment
awareness is absolutely fundamental when it comes to the action phase of shadow work being truly
present for a necessary plan of action is a dynamic that sadly escapes most people’s understanding
present moment awareness doesn’t mean that you are seeing time in some new age undefinable
non-existent perspective it doesn’t mean ignore time folks for people to think that and it doesn’t
mean get lost in everything such that you don’t even understand what time it is that’s not present
moment awareness it means that you are fully present when you are doing a behavior and not
existing in a state of distraction or anxiety about what the future may bring this is the
principle of non-distractability which we’re going to talk about it means that you have fully and
completely shown up to perform the task at hand and you’re not zoning out you’re not going to
allow any other dynamics that present themselves to take you off your mission to accomplish that
task you’re fully present and you’re fully on mission and you’re not just zoning out all over
the fucking place not focusing in not letting distracting thoughts take you off your mission
path and this brings us to the principle of non-distractability this is what elitist occult
occult parents teach to their children they teach them how to not be distracted by anything that
happens in their environment and focus in on the attainment of their goals and that’s why they’re
so much more effective people than we are and that’s why they’re able to enslave us because
they are effective individuals who practice the principle of non-distractability and actually
accomplish the work that they set out to do instead of being the wishy-washy losers that
people in the so-called freedom movement or the average schlub is i’m telling you the hard cold
harsh truth regarding that dynamic some elitist families teach their children what most common
parents fail to teach their young children oh i’m sorry something that elitist families teach
their children, which most common parents fail to teach their young, is the principle of
non-distractibility. This mental dynamic teaches one never to allow their focus to drift or
disengage from the immediate task at hand in the present moment. It is true present moment
awareness. Contrary to stubborn popular belief, the idea that multitasking is a desirable ability
is actually a nonsensical and self-defeating dynamic
which often creates distraction with respect to the achievement of desired goals.
And that’s why the elitist occultist families and bloodlines and social engineers
want to teach you and tell you that to try to aspire to do incredible amounts of multitasking
Multitasking at whatever task you’re engaged in is preferable.
It’s something that you should seek out and find preferable to do.
They want you failing.
This is the surest way to fail is to say, I’m going to set out to multitask all different endeavors at the same time.
You have to focus in relentlessly on one task at hand and then get it done and then move on to the next task.
You do not split your attention and attempt to multitask.
Anybody telling you to do this is either a liar or a fucking moron.
And you want to believe it?
Go ahead and believe liars and fucking morons.
Go ahead and be an effective fucking dumb person.
Go right the fuck ahead.
That’s your choice.
But I’m telling you what the real shit is from the fucking people who are ruling the fucking world.
And how they got to that level.
Not that we should aspire to rule the world.
But we should aspire to fucking be as intelligent as them.
So we can stop them from implementing their agenda to enslave everyone.
when setting an action plan do one thing at a time be fully present and undistracted by other
tasks while doing it and do it the right way to the best of your ability i’m going to say that
sentence again when setting an action plan in the third stage of the shadow work method do one thing
at a time be fully present and undistracted by any other tasks while doing that one thing and do that
one thing the right way to the very best of your ability you do that you’re going to achieve success
in that thing. You don’t do that, you’re going to be a totally effective,
unaffected fuck-up. So, you choose. Here are the elements of a strong and effective action plan.
Truly effective plans of action contain some basic shared characteristics. The very first
characteristic of a good action plan is that it should be kept simple. Keep it simple, stupid.
Start there. Don’t over-complexify. Don’t over-complicate. Keep it simple and elegant.
Make it so that a four-year-old child can understand the action plan.
One should never overcomplicate an action plan or make it overly elaborate.
That will ensure that its goals remain fuzzy and its implementation remains elusive.
The second characteristic of a good action plan is that it should be well-defined,
meaning the steps to manifest a plan should be clearly and distinctly spelled out
and should never be nebulous.
they should never be fuzzy hazy plans of action steps of action they should be very distinctly
and clearly spelled out other characteristics for a good plan of action make sure that it is
feasible within the limits of your resources don’t set overly grandiose plans that are going to
require millions of dollars to achieve because you’re probably not going to acquire those
resources to do that make it simple and feasible within the limits of your existing resources
your attainable and existing resources, and set measurable and timed goals for the plan.
So if I’m making the shadow work seminar, I’m saying, I need this much time to promote.
I have to set it out into the future by this many months to get people to enroll.
There’s measurable and timed goals.
I need to know I have time to make all my slides and get them looking correct and get
all the concepts and ideas formulated in the way that I want that can be clearly expressed.
that’s a plan of action
that’s not just some nebulous bullshit
that I just float some ideas out there on one day
and don’t actually concretize them
into a fully formulated action plan
with set measurable and timed goals
you can’t be some pie in the sky
new age
grandiose idea person
with no practical way of carrying out those ideas
do you know how many times I sat with people
in the tesla science foundation that were coming up with the most ridiculous grandiose schemes of
what to do for conferences and i’m like how the fuck are you gonna pay for that do you know what
the budget for this fucking conference is it’s under twenty thousand dollars you’re talking about
one thing you want to do for one part of the conference weekend that would cost a hundred
and eighty thousand fucking dollars are you out of your fucking mind or more or maybe two hundred
thousand and you think you’re going to carry that out what investors are just going to come out of
the woodwork for our little fucking conference here you got to make it practicable you have to
have measurable set timed goals that are accomplishable that are feasible not pie in
the sky bullshit willy-nilly i wish to do this and so the universe is suddenly going to come
along and grant me all my wishes this ain’t a fucking genie in a bottle folks this is doing
what is practical and feasible with the resources at your disposal and there’s tons and tons and
tons that could be done under those characteristics tons so let’s look at some simple action plans
and we’ll define how we formulate them and carry them out so once again folks it all starts and
ends with worldview. If you don’t understand that, make that one of your big takeaways of this
seminar. So we need an action plan for healing our own personal worldview. So we acknowledge that
was fucked up in step one. We make a commitment to healing it in step two. We make an action plan
to actually healing it in step three. The very first dynamic one should work is to heal one’s
own worldview. Once it has been acknowledged that improvement is required when it comes to
our personal worldview, again, about what is possible, about what human nature is, about what
our work is to do to actually make improvements with ourself and our world, that entire worldview
has to come first. It’s understanding what is possible and what needs to be done. So when it
comes to worldview, once one has understood what is wrong with the worldview, and once one is
committed to the improvement of one’s worldview through proper affirmation, then an action plan
must be initiated. We have to draw up a proper action plan. So for basic effectiveness and
simplicity, I will be citing very simple three-step action plans. Lo and behold, they’re simple
three-step plans. Following the trivium for the examples that I will provide in this section of
a seminar keep it simple don’t over complicate make it feasible set measurable and timed goals
here we go an example of a good action plan regarding worldview healing is such step number
one watch three inspirational videos per week dealing with personal stories where people were
shown to change from bad people to good people with hard work over time there’s tons of inspirational
documentaries and stories like that. In one week, watch three of them. So now you’re implanting the
programming into your own worldview. Positive change is certainly possible. People who used
to be bad people can become good people. People who used to be ignorant people can become
holistically intelligent people. People who were immoral can learn true morality. There’s an
Endless amount of examples regarding that.
Action plan number two to heal worldview.
Step two, find three books dealing with the science of epigenetics
and read them all the way through.
This will get you to understand where programming comes from,
how it is environmentally programmed into us through culture,
how we are not chained by genetics and that behavior can change
regardless where in the world we live,
what circumstances we have had to endure it’s all about programming and if you don’t understand the
science of epigenetics and haven’t studied it yet you’re missing one of the biggest most gigantic
pieces of the puzzle and i’ll talk about that a little bit more in this section action plan for
healing worldview step number three adjust your diet to include to exclude many refined foods and
toxins and to include adaptogens detoxification agents and nootropics so get the toxins out
get some good things in habituate this over time maybe adjust your diet over a month to do this
take some adaptogenic powders or adaptogenic mushrooms take some detoxification agents like
nac or methylene blue uh take some nootropics that will help with brain chemistry and and
thought and alertness and see how you feel and then adjust it. That’s part of an overall action
plan. And this is part of understanding change as possible and healing worldview. So you’re going to
get toxins out, proving that if you take some real world action and then you put good things
and nutrients into the body, you’ll see positive change. Positive change is possible. It requires
hard work okay so this is about understanding people can change we are not bound by our genes
and if we do the right things we’ll see right results over time there’s tons and tons and tons
of people in this world they’re living proof of it no no uh you know including myself not excluding
myself okay so you do that homework and you adjust your worldview simple three-step non-complicated
feasible and timed action plans not difficult it’s about habituating that good behavior to make the
desired result manifest here’s an action plan to increase your own holistic intelligence people
have called this spiritual intelligence i think that’s a great name for holistic intelligence
because there’s intellect there’s emotional or in intuition uh you know you could call that
nurturing intelligence or creative intelligence, but putting them both together, that’s holistic
or spiritual intelligence, which is synchronizing the whole brain. To increase holistic intelligence,
one must first identify which hemisphere of the brain needs balancing. We all have tendencies for
imbalance toward either the left or the right brain hemisphere. So once a diagnosis is made
regarding which hemispheres must be worked more, a simple action plan can then be developed to
create balance and synergy between left brain and right brain modalities of thought and consciousness
in the mind. An example of a good action plan regarding the development of holistic intelligence
follows. Three-step, simple, practical, feasible action plan. Step number one, allot two hours
for memory, focus, and concentration exercises. Allot an additional two hours to meditation,
meditation, music, and art during the course of a day or a couple of days.
Take two hours for memory, focus, concentration, memorization, things that operate the serial
processor of the brain, the left brain.
Then engage the parallel processing unit, the right brain hemisphere, an additional
two hours, maybe during the course of a single day, to meditation, to music, and to art.
You will see holistic intelligence increase over time just by doing those things instead
of engaging one dynamic or another perpetually.
Number two, second step of the action plan.
Spend a portion of each day working on the organization of either a physical or digital
environment.
Literally work on organizing your house, organizing your clothes, organizing your kitchen
supplies, organizing, you know, food supplies.
go into a digital space like a computer and organize your files if you know how you know
spend the time to learn how to do that first obviously but then spend time organizing your
digital life spend an equal amount of time during the course of any given day after you’ve done
those things with physical and digital environments completely daydreaming contemplating
things or just thinking intuitively so one’s going to engage the serial processor of the brain the
left brain. That’s the organizational component. One’s going to involve the heuristic side of the
brain with daydreaming and contemplation and intuitive thinking. Then before you know it,
you’re going to develop more holistic intelligence. Practical action items, not nebulous pie in the
sky thinking folks, boots on the ground, practical, feasible action items. Number three, for a couple
of hours each day, do a physical task with the opposite hand you usually use for the task.
use the mouse on the computer with your left hand instead of your right hand
I’ll stir your coffee with a different hand than you usually do okay when you
cross tasks with hands that you normally always do with the same hand you are
using the opposite side of the brain to do that because the opposite side of the
brain controls the opposite side of the body the left brain controls the right
side the right brain controls the left side generally when you mix that process
up you are telling the brain stop segregating and stop operating with synchronous intelligence
they do this with martial arts all the time you have to do the same task that you do in
a left lead and then do it in a right lead with your stance okay so you should be ambidextrous
when it comes to certain tasks or just practice ambidextrous behavior by switching up hands
and you will see it will build holistic intelligence let’s look at another action
item plan one to grasp the true causal factors we think oh this is just it’s going to come to
us somehow no we can learn how to understand causality there are action plans for this
ladies and gentlemen to truly understand causality the why that underlies all physical manifestation
that happens in our world one must change their thinking at a fundamental level focusing on
governing dynamics of reality instead of the effects that have already manifested in the
physical domain. You will never understand causality simply by looking at the effects
of what happened. You have to go to the underlying cause that drove the effect into manifestation.
This is understanding how all things are governed by laws. They’re not random. So a simple action
plan for learning causality in the universe is three-step process and again we could do millions
of these this is just one example it’s not just how to do it it’s a few examples of how to do it
that’s all there could be millions of examples of how to do the same task okay but here’s a simple
three-fold example examine life patterns and choices that have led to either desired or
undesired results and then imagine in your own mind how completely different patterns and choices
would manifest entirely different results in the present moment meaning let’s say you had maybe a
husband or a wife who died from let’s say i don’t know heart disease because they became so obese
because of their life choices in diet and lack of exercise and they didn’t take care of the physical
vehicle they got super overweight and obese they developed a heart condition and eventually they
past far younger than they should have because you don’t see too many 90 year old 400 pounders
do you sorry to just put it out like that but you don’t really really big people don’t live as long
because they develop health problems and eventually they die before their time
so look at the life choice through exercise through diet through nutrition look at how they
failed then imagine what if they really did engage in true nutrition and healthy life choices and
exercise daily maybe they could have dropped a bunch away and lived to be 93 or 4 who knows or
even older so that’s part one do that mental exercise part two contemplate what would happen
if order followers refused to conduct harm on the orders of their so-called superiors
how would the result in harm if if they wanted to exterminate jews in the nazi german society
during the Nazi reign from, what, 33 to 45, okay?
How would they have done it without all the order followers
in the SS and the Gestapo and the SA, the Sturmabteilung,
the SS, the Schutzstaffel, you know,
how without all those willing order followers
would they have basically waged a campaign of pogroms
against certain individuals, Jews, Nazis,
i’m sorry jews uh um uh what’s the word i’m looking for not pilgrims um uh i can’t remember
the the term uh they’re like eastern european wanderers i don’t know why the term is slipping
my mind gypsies um even occultists and freemasons they conducted campaigns of wiping them out um
regardless of who you want to talk about just contemplate what would happen if the order
followers said no we’re not doing those immoral behaviors and that was all signed into law as well
let’s not forget that all of that was done legally with the full permission of government
through all the legal frameworks and the courts in the in the nazi society so don’t don’t get
into starting to tell me hey it’s not about the order followers or it’s not about what uh people
are seeing as acceptable morally just because it’s quote unquote legal this is all about the
change of a framework and what the causal factors that people are doing things because of. Because
they’ve accepted nonsense and they’ve accepted bullshit religious notions and bullshit political
notions to do the wrong thing. Number three, action item plan to grasp true causal factors.
Find and read two books from esoteric occult traditions such as Hermeticism, Freemasonry,
rosicrucianism or theosophy that examine the occult laws of cause and effect because then
you’re going to be on your way to understanding natural law because that’s what it’s all a part
of it’s about about those unseen natural laws that operate in the universe and govern our behavior at
a fundamental level so study the laws of cause and effect in these occult traditions and you’ll
begin to understand causal factors and by as a result you’ll really begin to understand natural
law none of this stuff is unattainable this is all stuff that is actually practicable doable
feasible within everybody’s capability i’m not going to present anything that is grandiose or
impossible because you know why there’s no excuses for not practicing any of this for not actually
engaging in right action through plans like this here’s an action plan to give birth to true care
agape care all too often we don’t take necessary action simply because we don’t care quite enough
care true care agape care is the dynamic that ultimately gives birth to right action in the
world but if care isn’t present in enough quantity or quality we need an action plan to develop true
care a good example of an action plan to develop true care within yourself is the following step
Number one, contemplate those who fought and died in the American Revolution and imagine how much darker this world would presently be had they not made the sacrifices of care to do what was morally right in that time period to actually beat back the advances of the British, form a new country that placed individual sovereignty to the level that it did.
and also taught people that the form of republic that it was forming
was only for good and moral people.
And if we didn’t have that example in the world,
everybody living today would already be fucked and enslaved completely.
Far worse to the level that we are enslaved now.
It would be chattel bondage.
People ought to bend over and kiss the fucking ass of the people
that waged the fucking American Revolution.
only miles from here some of the battles were fought 10 minutes away and those people gave
the ultimate fucking sacrifice their whole lives and died and died to just give us the opportunity
to secure freedom and look at what we’re doing with it we don’t even want to learn a fucking
computer system to fucking teach people morality these people took fucking bayonets with fucking
bleeding feet in the fucking ice took bayonets in their fucking heart that’s how much they cared
about being and remaining free and securing freedom for their fucking children to come after
them and we’re squandering their very fucking blood compare that to the lack of sacrifice
of people today to call it an embarrassment is an understatement it’s tragic is what it is it’s
it’s a tragedy it’s a horror story it’s mournful that’s one of my new favorite words to use about
the condition of humanity it’s fucking mournful mournful and the people who don’t understand that
i feel fucking pity for you if you’re from other countries and you don’t get what was done here
and why and how important it is to the whole fucking planet if you don’t get that you don’t
get shit it’s a topic i’ll die on that fucking hill i’ll die on that fucking hill that doesn’t
mean america was perfect by any stretch of the imagination it was never perfect but let me tell
you something it’s better than anywhere else and it it has remained the highest consciousness nation
on this planet you could say whatever you want about the fucking assholes running this country
and believe me they’re fucking satanic losers however nobody is going to tell me that
consciousness is any higher anywhere on earth than it is right here in the united states
that’s where this information is coming from that’s where i learned most of the information
that i know from people who live right fucking here and did great things because they had the
opportunity to because it was free to at least an extent that they were able to develop those
characters and characteristics and qualities and thank fucking god or we wouldn’t even be having a
discussion like this the world if america falls the whole fucking godless fucking world falls
and you better know that like you know your fucking ass number two in this threefold action
plan imagine the suffering of trafficked and tortured children all over this planet and how
much worse the suffering of children will be if we lose the battle for human freedom imagine if
these satanic fucking pedophiles are completely allowed to run fucking amok the amount of children
they’re already fucking murdering and torturing is unfathomable imagine if the the world’s freedom
completely fucking falls what these fucking satanic elitists will do to children they’ll
roast them on fucking stick on fucking spits in public spectacle and eat them in front of you
and if you don’t think that’s how far it’ll go you’re fucking crazy and naive number three
research and understand the suffering of animals
and the tortures they go through on a daily basis
as beasts of burden and so-called food.
And imagine that happening to your fucking children.
But it’s just for my taste buds and my food.
Yeah.
And we wonder why we’re being fucking tortured.
And we wonder why we’re losing our fucking freedom.
You don’t need to look too far.
The answer lies at the nearest fucking slaughter factory.
And people will be cold and callous about that.
And that’s what I mean.
you don’t have fucking true care watch the earthlings documentary to understand what we do
to animals on a daily fucking basis and if you’re not quivering in a fucking fetal position there’s
something wrong with your fucking heart let alone your fucking brain you must be some fucking
psychopathic demonic loser and that’s the problem we don’t even consider these things we don’t even
think about them ever it’s just my creature comfort has to come first my taste buds have to
come first and hey i’m not just setting up and dying on that hill that’s why i’m not a militant
vegan i’m just saying what is i’m just saying it honestly and giving people exercises to ponder and
contemplate you want to develop true care that’s what you better start thinking about things like
that here’s an action plan for the development of effective diagnostics for problem solving
so you can develop the ability to diagnose and solve problems you can work at that i didn’t
wasn’t just born good at that you think i always knew how to troubleshoot computing systems like
i do now or like i did when i was doing that professionally that’s hard fucking work it’s a
lot of knowledge you got to take in and practice every day i was the best at it not just damn good
the best in the whole tri-state delaware valley area pennsylvania new jersey delaware up into
northern new jersey close to new york down into maryland i was the best technical troubleshooter
in that whole region of the country, certainly for Macintosh systems, for Macs. Windows, I knew
almost as well. Linux, not quite as well. But Macs, I was the expert in that system, in that
operating system. So without accurate diagnosis, we can never make large strides in the world of
self-improvement. We need effective action plans for self-diagnostics and problem solving. In other
words how to troubleshoot our life situations a simple action plan for this follows step one
study the trivium education methodology you want to learn diagnostics learn the trivium that’s the
truth discovery method and it will reveal the truth about the causal factors for problems
diagnostics study the trivium education methodology it is the greatest method of diagnostics for both
large-scale and small-scale problems ever devised that’s why it’s no longer taught in the education
system it’s been removed because they don’t want the average joe schmo and sally schmo to learn
effective diagnostics for problem solving they want you throwing your hands up and saying well
i don’t know what could i do about it the trivium will teach you what to do about it
step number two practice troubleshooting on systems such as computers or household technology
and again that’s just physical diagnostics that’s not even philosophical diagnostics
right this can help you improve identification of causal relationships after which similar
diagnostic methods can be developed for application to other areas of life particularly
philosophical areas of life and psychological areas of life number three read and take notes on
richard w weatherill’s book how to solve problems and prevent trouble it’s a diagnostic manual for
life it’s a diagnostic manual for under the understanding of natural law wetherill’s all
of wetherill’s books are quite frankly he was a genius when it come came to the understanding of
natural law and morality develop an action plan to develop more willpower and instead of saying
i can’t do it say i can do it only through the development of willpower do we actively engage
in right action to reach our goals willpower must literally be built like a muscle through
consistency and repetition. A good action plan to develop willpower follows. Number one, practice
following through with simple everyday behaviors like organization or cleaning without giving up
or leaving it for later. Do it now and finish it. Simple tasks. Force your will upon it until it is
completed. Don’t just let it go or leave it. This builds neural pathways in the brain that tell us
do it until it’s finished go all the way don’t do it half-assed those neural pathways get built
through that kind of behavior number two make small changes in diet that you have previously
avoided making and stick with those changes to habituate them you don’t have to go all in all
at once make small changes to your nutritional intake for the better of course and habituate
those changes over time so that’s development of willpower maybe you say monday and tuesday of
every week i’m not going to eat any meat or fish i will eliminate that from my diet for two days
of the week and just stick with that then maybe at some point you increase it to three and then
four and then five small incremental changes habituated over time are the keys and pathways
to success number three delay a personal gratification until one specific goal is
accomplished i’m not going to go to go see that music band that i wanted to be to go see the plays
in this area until i get my presentation on natural law done you see you delay a personal gratification
you say i’m going to put this off i’m going to put that on the back burner i will not focus on that
i will focus on something in sacrifice something that i want to do to totally accomplish one of
my desired goals and you finish that goal and then you reward yourself after the elitist families of
our world do this all the time they teach their children to delay personal gratification until
goals are achieved and then it’s party time you know but not until not until you actually manifest
what you wanted to manifest in the world goal wise here’s an action plan to care for and activate the
physical body because that’s the fifth and final maxim of occult initiation activate the physical
body this is exceptionally important because the body as the vehicle for human consciousness will
be required to be in peak condition for the implementation and manifestation of all of
the requirements for self-actualization or freedom.
You’re not going to be able to do those things without a healthy body.
So if you’re neglecting the health of the body and your nutrition is completely out
of whack, you’re going to have brain fog, you’re not going to understand diagnostics
of problems and what the solutions are, and you’re not going to be able to implement them
through action plans that require the body.
that means get your body in order where the body goes the mind follows and vice versa the body mind
connection must be fully realized and deeply respected if you’re if you’re putting shit fuel
into your body you’re going to have a ton of brain fog and you’re not going to be able to think
straight and your body’s going to be weak and beat down and unhealthy you put the right fuels through
nutrition into the body and you habituate that process you’re going to be strong you’re going
to be able to think right you’re not going to have brain fog you’re going to understand what
the action plan needs to be you’re going to be able to help morally educate other people clearly
and effectively that this is common sense practical real world physical goals you don’t need to be
some muscle master right i’m not telling everybody to go out there and try to be a bodybuilder
i’m saying get your health in order so that it’s not a constant nag upon what you wish to achieve
and it’s it’s acting as an anchor and holding you back because you’re constantly at doctors
you’re constantly sick care for the physical vehicle it’s going to be necessary for anything
you want to manifest in life so here’s an action plan for care and activation of the physical body
number one incorporate more whole fresh plant-based foods into your diet while diminishing
processed foods meat and dairy and if you still don’t think that that’s a plan for proper nutrition
and health you haven’t studied the correct information and again i’m not making it the
hill i set up and die on but i’m saying there’s a truth to the matter and if you think it’s other
than what i just laid out there you don’t have the truth in hand or in mind that’s it i’m just
stating what’s true number two do simple physical exercise on a daily basis like stretching walking
yoga simple gym training whatever figure out what you want to do that works with for you and do it
every day or at least every other day you know number three choose and practice at least one
form of the martial arts on at least a weekly basis even if it’s a light form practice some
form of self-defense because most likely in your lifetime in the physical world you’re going to
need it okay real world action plans for the body and self-defense here’s an action plan to make
personal sacrifices and actually put skin in the game for the war in the war for freedom
nothing great ever comes without sacrifice truer words could never be spoken if you want to
accomplish great and important things you have to make the sacrifices that go along with those
things the accomplishment of those things without sacrificing comfort and pleasure very few if any
of our long-term goals will ever manifest in our lives this is what most teachers will never teach
you. We must learn to leave the so-called comfort zone as it is really a prison that keeps us from
achieving self-realization. A good action plan to manifest the necessary sacrifices and put skin in
the game in the war for freedom are, here’s a threefold action plan. Curtail your usual
entertainment activities for a few weeks or months. Instead, use that time to create some
form of educational outreach such as a video a podcast a presentation or a live event such as
this it doesn’t have to be as big as this project’s scope it could just it could be a half
an hour but put your usual comfort and pleasure off to the side put it on the back burner just
for a small amount of time to habituate and build the neural pathways that say making sacrifice is
okay and i need to engage in it and i will do it and then make some moral educational content of
some kind number two start speaking to family members and friends about matters of worldwide
importance that affect the freedom of all people and maybe some people have done this and they
haven’t had much success well keep doing it don’t just give up and say they’re not willing to listen
find some common ground to speak with them about and then work some of these matters of true
importance into the conversation number three find a truly worthwhile cause that already exists
in the service to human freedom in some form and volunteer to provide assistance in some form to
that organization how many people who live in my area may have been able to contribute to helping
with my work and they don’t because they just want to be comfortable and they just want their
creature comfort and pleasure i’ve been asking for help in this area for years and only a few
people have ever come to the table it’s very sad i’m grateful for the help that i have received
but i definitely need more help and higher level help as far as understanding computing and
programming it would be of great assistance were i to be able to receive that but most people who
have those skills don’t want to sacrifice most people who want to help don’t have those skills
that’s the issue but this is all about doing a practical action plan to actually put some skin
in the game all practicable real world ideas that are actually feasible here’s an action plan to
engage in true responsibility real responsibility is the personal dynamic we engage when we rise to
the truly important challenges in life, like facing injustice and slavery head on, and setting
our lives in order enough to activate and participate in that critical work. It means
not everything has to be perfect in your life, but your life can’t be a train wreck to the extent
that you can’t even get involved in the great work. You have to organize your life to the extent
that you could do something, that you could participate, you could engage, you could assist
in some form there’s a role for everybody an action plan for engaging true responsibility
one practice removing excuses for why you have not activated in the great work
of ending human slavery out of your mental and physical vocabulary take the excuses out of your
speech out of the equation entirely just start with that don’t provide excuses don’t do this
don’t go i have too many bills i have kids i gotta go to work every day no one gives a rat
fuck it doesn’t matter those are just things that everybody’s gotta fucking deal with you gotta do
true responsibility and true engagement in the great work on top of that other shit and
fuck off if you disagree you got to do it on top of that no excuses number two take on some real
responsibility in the war for freedom by getting directly involved in moral education and activism
for just causes especially moral education i’m not as big on activism causes as i maybe once was
i’m not saying they’re completely worthless but getting directly involved in moral education is
the absolute number one factor that you could engage in to increase your personal responsibility
to heal the world number three practice better time management dedicating at least some free
time each week to something that goes beyond your own personal needs and desires leave the comfort
zone leave the pleasure zone and do something that goes beyond the self in other words stop
engaging in de facto Satanism and get involved in something that extends beyond your bullshit
care about only yourself. We all have a responsibility to try and make this world
better, whether it’s through our work, the causes we champion, the way that we treat people,
or the values we impart to the next generation. Stop making excuses. Start getting on the
battlefield. Start taking up that responsibility. Here’s an action plan to build the courage to do
what is required. Again, making a leap of faith and engaging courage, even if you don’t know how
it’s going to play out long term. Let’s face it, the most daunting part of changing our behavior
is always some type of underlying irrational fear, usually fear of beginning activities or
endeavors that are new, unfamiliar, intimidating, or uncertain. We all fear the unknown. That’s why
we don’t want to get involved in new behaviors and activities. In order to move forward in shadow
work fear must be confronted and transmuted and right action must be taken even if it means taking
a leap of faith in spite of fear still being present in any quantity you have to transcend
that fear through an act of will repeatedly doing behavior that directly exposes you to things that
you’ve been afraid of or anxious to do is actually the best way to begin to confront and diminish
fear-driven aspects of our mind to keep doing the behavior that you are anxious about or fearful of
you you do it in a controlled limited capacity but you do it anyway a solid action plan for
building courage to do what we know is required is as follows number one write down the fears you
have for beginning a given task or life change physically write them out on paper examine the
underlying cause of each fear probe why you’re afraid of it with shadow work you have to
understand the cause to understand why what’s holding you back from engaging in certain behavior
that you know is required learn more about the why about why you find a particular task disturbing
or anxiety causing it’s not just because it’s there’s a specific reason or a piece of programming
that was embedded in you at some point probably when you were young of why you’re afraid of doing
certain things maybe a trauma was done unto you that might even not really be fully at the
conscious level and you have to work with to understand the causal factors for those fears
contemplate the fact that these are merely stories that we have told ourselves or even worse stories
that other people have implanted within our consciousness and our psyche which are seldom
true or perhaps very very very rarely if ever true and which we use as excuses to self-sabotage
we in other words tell ourselves we’re not going to begin before even starting the endeavor
because of some fear or delusion or illusion that is a bullshit story that we have told ourselves
or someone else has told ourselves and we’ve made it imprint upon our consciousness shadow work
helps you to undo those factors, but you have to bring them to the conscious level of awareness
first. Two, force yourself out of one of your comfort zones. Pick one of the comfort zones or
things, something you feel anxious about and force yourself out of the comfort to engage in something
that does create a disturbance or does create some form of an anxiety and force yourself to
engage it i know that can be very disturbing to some people but you do this by doing an activity
that you find fear inducing and you don’t go all the way in you begin small and you expose yourself
to the discomfort in a slow and controlled fashion eventually you habituate yourself to it
and you reduce your fear and and the anxiety driven response and then you could do it without
that anxiety response eventually and then you could do it for longer periods of time
number three practice transcendental meditation breath work and eft the emotional freedom
technique or what is known as meridian tapping tapping on meridian lines of the body energy lines
on a daily basis to center yourself mentally and emotionally that’s just another set of practices
that could also be included in shadow work practices as fundamentals or addendums here’s
an action plan to move into right livelihood from wrong livelihood shadow work cannot truly be
successful in the long term if we continue to engage in immoral livelihood making money from
activities which initiate harm upon others defraud them or deprive them of their natural rights
here’s an action plan to move out of an immoral job and into right livelihood
number one honestly examine how you currently procure resources list the
ways that your current job constitutes or contributes to the harm of other
beings you have to be honest about is this contributing harm if discovering
that you are contributing harm to something that is harmful by working in
a certain job set a date to quit that job no matter what within six months set
a time frame and do it if even if you don’t have an alternative present take a complete leap of
faith and quit that job now i wouldn’t tell you to do this unless the job was truly immoral
if it’s just distasteful or unpleasurable or uncomfortable i wouldn’t tell you quit your
job with nothing else however if it is immoral quit it without a backup yes i can say that to
somebody even if they have children mean it and look them straight in the face and tell them to
do it even if no alternative is present and you must become poor and lose many life resources
for an amount of time until you find something else even then quit the job and i’m saying that
six months is your grace period right you’re saying okay i’ll stay doing this thing that i
know to be wrong even six months from now but after that you have to set that date to quit
number two build new work-related skills start doing that immediately and begin searching for
job alternatives immediately you don’t just discover oh my god i’ve worked myself into a
fucking corner and i’m doing something immoral and you have no other skills that you can employ
to procure right livelihood while you’re doing that job you got to be building other skill sets
and searching for other job alternatives.
You don’t just say, well, this is all I know how to do.
You develop new skill sets, and then you employ them in right livelihood.
Number three, discuss with family members and friends potential safety net measures
because you may just have to rely on them for a time.
Even if this is incredibly uncomfortable for all involved,
you have to say, I’m quitting my job whether I have a backup in six months.
It doesn’t matter what happens, how poor I become.
I may have to dip in and maybe eat at your house or I may have to sleep at your home
or I may have to take out a loan from you or maybe you need to co-sign on a loan from me.
And we’re going to have to sit down and talk about and discuss this eventuality
and I may just have to fucking dip into you for a while.
And then you make sure you are going to do something to pay them back
once you do move into right livelihood.
You don’t just say, oh, you’re giving this to me for nothing.
You say, it will be for a time, I will make restitution.
but you can’t just stay in that job indefinitely and say this is all i know that’s a bullshit
excuse an action plan to stop being a fucking loser order follower a satanic piece of trash
serving nothing but other satanic pieces of trash order following is diametrically opposed to
following one’s conscience the objective knowledge of the difference between right and wrong behavior
which is what conscience is it’s knowledge it’s not action or emotion conscience is knowledge of
the difference between right and wrong hence con together and science to know in latins from the
verb schiere and the prefix con means together so conscience is common knowledge common sense
what we should all know together we talked how bad the the factor of common sense is in our world
today unfortunately that very few people have at least of all fucking dumb neanderthal order
followers and i apologize to the neanderthals for insulting them like that by comparing them to
these fucking losers shadow work can never be effective unless and until an order follower
ceases to engage in blindly following the commands of others like a mindless automaton robot and
moves into the dynamic of right livelihood instead many will insist that no one should tell an order
follower to quit their job and possibly allow the life quality of their family to be diminished but
that is exactly what more people must do to confront the evil dynamic of order following
in our society the answer is to quit this cult because that’s what it is it is indeed a cult
order followers you are in a fucking cult and it’s an evil satanic cult and you are an evil
satanic member and contributor of the evil that that cult propagates upon the world and don’t
tell me that you’re not because you’re a fucking lying loser that’s exactly what you are a satanic
fucking cult member whether you know it or understand it or not from your dumb fucking
animal perspective because that’s what they are and that’s what your fucking so-called fucking
superiors and the satanic cult that you’re really serving call you they call you a fucking animal
and a fucking dog with your dog tags around your neck as some fucking badge of honor they’re
laughing at you they’re mocking you they’re calling you a fucking animal and a dog that
will attack when they’re told to attack and kill when they’re told to kill you fucking dumb dunces
the answer is to quit this cult even if your family suffers loss of life quality until a former
order follower finds honest work there’s no good order follower there’s only a former order
follower that has eventually become a good person and engaged in right livelihood an action plan to
quit the cult of order followers is as follows number one read two books cover to cover dealing
with the dynamic of following orders for example books detailing the atrocities of nazism and
communism that happened within you know historic a short historical framework uh you know decades
ago and are still ongoing in many countries today contemplate the historical violence and evil that
all forms of order following produces because you’re the dumb fucking shit animal that hasn’t
even studied the basics of human history you have no fucking view of history let alone a long view
of it these fucking eight inch thick forehead fucking beasts you look like somebody put a
metal plate under your fucking forehead just above your fucking eyebrows you fucking brow
fucking rigged fucking shit golem trash bags man and the people that actually respect these
fucking losers they’re trash bags number two work on confronting your fears of inadequacy but believe
me you have real inadequacies you know you got inadequacies in more areas than i can fucking
count and examine how your low self-worth and your fears and inadequacies are the key factors
to keep the order follower in the cult and keep them in line and keep them doing the evil that
they do. They know that they’re pieces of shit inside. They want to run away from that and just
stay an action junkie and an adrenal junkie. It’s called being a fucking piece of verminous
human filth number three in the action plan build skill sets and seek employment in right
livelihood stop making the excuse this is all i know how to do because i’m a dumb fucking retard
now believe me we know you’re a dumb fucking retard but you could still become reasonably
skilled and then go do something else for a fucking paycheck you dumb shit make a personal
commitment to quit the cult of order followers within a six month time frame even if you have
no other options for resources and must live in a condition of financial poorness in the interim
being financially poor for a time always trumps the destruction of your soul and the freedom of
others that you’re wiping out you’re the bringers in of the dark new world order system not the
order follower the order givers and the satanist the order follower is the one who ushers in the
dark satanic new world order without you it couldn’t happen loser here’s an action plan to
stop spreading worldview poison again this is one that i had to personally follow one of the most
damaging things a person can do to prevent the growth and expansion of human consciousness is
to spread poisonous falsities regarding what people erroneously believe is human nature or
what is possible to achieve it must be understood that people are capable of changing for the better
with discipline and hard work it isn’t good enough just to intellectually understand this
one must create an action plan to reverse the damage that has already been done to very seriously
poison the worldview of others due to previously held completely wrong perceptions regarding human
beings capacity for positive change stop spreading worldview poisoning and make an action plan to
reverse it so here’s an action plan to desist in the poisoning of the worldview of others
number one find and read at least two books on epigenetics and new biology such as books from
bruce lipton joe dispenza greg braden etc these are good resources on these generalized topics
and read these books to deeply understand how the quality of consciousness and behavior
is created through information and environmental conditions.
It is not set in stone.
It is not genetic.
It does not happen from birth.
And if you don’t understand that,
you are horribly ignorant.
You are tragically, fuck-upedly ignorant.
And you are going by dead, outmoded science
that is long outdated.
By over 150 years,
You are following garbage, outdated pseudoscience that has been completely scientifically and experimentally disproven.
And if you don’t understand the sciences of epigenetics and new biology, you’re going to stay a dumb fucking dunce regarding human nature and the human condition.
So read books on it and educate your fucking dumb self.
number two quit the cults of worldview poisoning such as materialism post-modernism marxism
nazism racism eugenics communism and just about every religion on the face of the earth these
are all trash bag cults all of them not just some of them all of them they’re cults to keep
your consciousness in a fucking prison quit these cults none of them are true you group scientism in
there all these cults do is tell people that they are locked into certain modes of consciousness
and behavior that’s what every one of the cults that i just fucking talked about is you think
communism isn’t one of them marxism all based on total dialectical materialism that things are
which drives everything leave consciousness and spirituality at the fucking door put that on the
back burner just worry about fucking things yeah okay that’s gonna get you real fucking far you
dumb dunces all these cults do is tell people that they are locked into certain modes of
consciousness and behavior these are falsities which prevent the understanding needed for
reaching one’s highest potential number three once an accurate understanding of real human nature is
developed make a video or a podcast about it and post it as widely as possible online that’s how
to undo bad worldview poisoning simple practical ideas and action plans nothing overly complicated
everything is feasible everything is within an individual’s budget everything can be done if you
develop just a few life skills and a little bit of persistence all achievable and attainable
through an action plan here’s an action plan to teach true morality and natural law once you
realize that that’s the real solution the ultimate expression of all shadow work self-improvement
is to get involved directly in the one great work to teach natural law and objective morality to the
human species an action plan for moving into doing the great work follows number one mentally
progress toward an accurate understanding that human slavery can only be ended through the moral
education of humanity if you don’t know this by now i don’t know what to fucking tell you
human slavery can only be ended through the moral education of humanity is that going to be done
with a fucking quill feather pen is that going to be done with fucking putting stamps putting a
letter in a fucking envelope and putting a stamp on it throwing in the fucking mailbox on the corner
If you think so, you’re a fucking drooling tard, and it needs to be told to you as such.
The moral education of humanity is going to occur online by content creators creating
digital content and publishing it widely and freely, and if you don’t think so, you’re
a fucking drooling tard and you’re wrong.
That’s the solution to the current fucking moral crisis we are in.
Until this awakening to what the real solution is achieved at a visceral level, an individual cannot move into the role of natural law teacher, nor can they truly really be long-term successful in their endeavor to truly self-actualize through shadow work.
If you’re not doing this, ultimately you’re failing at shadow work.
Number two, build communication and publishing skill sets in the modern world by taking seminars such as how to become the true media to learn how to make content.
You there’s very practical real-world plans for learning these skill sets. They’re available to you
I’m not the only one who teaches them plenty of other teachers are out there to learn them
You don’t have to take the class from me. You could take it from anybody offering such classes or seminars
make zero excuses and
Sacrifice the time resources and energy required to do this stop putting force forth excuses start putting forward effort
Number three, create and publish online media to propagate true moral education.
That’s getting involved in the solution, folks.
And again, we can go on and on and on and on and on with right action plans.
We could develop a right action plan to take personal responsibility for our health.
An action plan to spend time and resources more wisely.
An action plan to increase patience with those who you should be patient with.
An action plan for better emotional control and emotional growth.
an action plan to build skills with technology, an action plan to learn to be a better listener,
an action plan to learn healthy relationship skills. Tons of beneficial positive action
plans that can be conducted in shadow work. You can go on and on and on endlessly. It’s
a never-ending endeavor. So let me give some notes on other shadow work methodologies because
you should just at least be aware that they exist and you might want to practice them.
While I have outlined the basics now of my personal AAA shadow work methodology, by no
means should this be seen as the only methodologies available for shadow work.
Absolutely not.
Although time for this seminar will not permit the exploration of the plethora of other various
shadow work methods, I highly encourage people taking an integral approach, as I said at
the beginning when conducting shadow work and using various methods in conjunction with each
other there’s nothing wrong with doing that or using certain methods as adjuncts and addendums
to my triple a method that i’ve outlined here today nothing wrong with combining methodologies
one of the big shadow work techniques that a lot of people talk about today that has
definitely had a lot of success is the emotional freedom technique or eft which is a form of shadow
work therapy that involves tapping on acupressure points along energy meridian lines in the human
body while focusing on a specific life issue or fear or form of anxiety emotional freedom
technique is often used to confront and reduce trauma or to reduce the effects of a traumatic
experience to reduce stress and to help work through negative emotions i personally can
recommend the work of gary craig for very effective eft techniques i think he’s probably
one of the top guys when it comes to eft and there are many other practitioners and teachers
and i think there is absolutely something to this and i think it’s worthy to explore
another shadow work methodology can involve the usage of entheogens or psychedelic
plants and compounds entheogens or psychedelics are compounds which can alter human consciousness
in mind expanding ways if they are used in a conscious context not just for pleasure pursuit
or fun psychedelics can be used as a supplement or addendum to shadow work i don’t think they
should be used as the only method of shadow work but they should be used as supplements
and addendums adjuncts to shadow work as i’ve outlined it here today but i would personally
caution against using them as a full replacement for primary shadow work methodology or as an
emotional crutch for dealing with trauma they are not meant to be used that way and you should use
them in full knowledge and in proper context consciousness wise compounds that could be
particularly helpful if used in moderation and in a conscious context include psilocybin or magic
mushrooms, cannabis, and DMT, among others. Those are the three that I think can assist with shadow
work. They can’t do it for you, but they can act as adjuncts to shadow work. If they’re used
consciously, caution should always be taken to ensure proper set and setting, as we talked about
with full primary shadow work methodologies, meaning a conscious psychological approach
in conjunction with a well-prepared physical environment
that is conducive to self-improvement and positive change.
Set and setting should always be taken into consideration
when using consciousness-altering compounds.
So let’s talk about practice of shadow work.
Practice forms good habits and good progress.
If we are going to make any real measurable progress,
if we’re going to hit that target through shadow work,
we must understand that shadow work is not an event that we do once.
This is not shadow work.
This is information about shadow work, okay?
You have to do it in an ongoing capacity.
It’s not one event that you do one day.
It’s a series of ongoing practices which must be continually engaged in
in order to form good habits and progress toward our stated goals.
No one ever becomes really good at something without practice,
at any human endeavor, whether it’s sports, art, cooking, mechanics, technology,
or true self-improvement and betterment what a student of shadow work should be striving for
is habituation of small incremental changes let me say that again what a real student of shadow
work should be striving for is the habituation making it a habit of small incremental changes
over time over time these will add up to larger improvements and more move the practitioner ever
closer to their aspired and stated goals don’t find the time to practice shadow work make the
time to practice it you have to make the time for things that truly matter not just throw your hands
up and say i don’t have the time or i can’t find the time you don’t find it you force it again
people are they’re very afraid of that world my god he said to force something to happen yeah
that’s the exertion of your will upon something not for something immoral but to make something
truly positive and good happen you have to force it to happen you don’t just sit back and wish for
it to happen you make that shit happen one of the most common excuses for not practicing shadow work
or any other life improvement technique for that matter is people saying they don’t have the time
to do it because of other things in their lives i got a job i got kids i got work you can make
endless fucking excuses for why you’re not doing self-improvement work it’s all bullshit excuses
you have to make the time to make it happen the fucking end here is the bottom line when it comes
to this dynamic no improvement comes without sacrifice of other things get the fuck over it
people no improvement in life comes without sacrificing other things you want to be the
best pitcher in baseball you’re going to sacrifice all other things you want to be the best bowler in
the professional bowling tour you better sacrifice other things you want to be the best teacher of
natural law you got to sacrifice other things nothing truly great or great improvement wise
in the self or in society comes without the sacrifice of other endeavors and if someone is
not willing to sacrifice those other things it literally means by definition that they don’t
want the improvement that they claim to want deeply enough they don’t care enough they don’t
want it enough they don’t want to sacrifice enough to actually get that thing done so don’t tell me
you want fucking human freedom and you don’t want to make the sacrifice to teach natural law
because you don’t want anything resembling fucking freedom you want comfort you want pleasure you
want de facto satanism you don’t want freedom freedom comes with the sacrifice of pleasure
pursuits to do what you know to be morally right and that’s to teach natural law it means if they
didn’t really sacrifice what they needed to to do those improvements that they chose the other
things that’s definitionally what they did they didn’t sacrifice those things they chose those
other things by not making the time for the desired improvements that they claimed to want
so desperately they didn’t want them that bad because if they did they would have done what
was required to achieve them if improvements are ever to manifest time spent on them must be
forced fall in love with that fucking word fall in love with the word you gotta force
change to manifest that’s the only way it will ever happen time spent on the improvements we
want to see manifest must be forced or the only things that will manifest is even more of what
people claim they don’t want if you don’t force the manifestation of the things you say you want
all you will ever get in life is the things you say you don’t want practicing makes us less
imperfect you hear this term practice makes perfect bullshit there’s no such thing as
perfection so practice does not make perfect practice makes less imperfection that’s it
you’re never going to achieve 100 perfection practice doesn’t make perfect practice reduces
the imperfection to a certain degree. Practicing shadow work is the only way to become better at
doing it. This is a practice that you repeatedly engage in over time habitually. This does not mean
that we should ever expect perfection. Perfection is a mental construct that will often interfere
with self-improvement because people tend to focus on trying to make something perfect instead of
making it better than it was previously this dynamic will even lead some people to abandon
self-improvement before they even begin because they are holding too lofty of an ideal in their
mind this is what religion does it paints too lofty of a picture and then people don’t want
to engage in the work of self-betterment because they feel they could never live up to that
perfect ideal that has been set for them it discourages them from making decent real world
yet imperfect improvements to themselves strive to get something accomplished but don’t worry about
making it perfect you’re never going to make anything perfect there’s no such thing in the
physical world instead focus on making some dynamic in your life better than it previously
was through practice habituating small changes over time is practice that’s what makes us less
imperfect part three and final part integration and progress integration is the first step to
integrity they’re based on the same root integral to integrate means to bring together to combine
or to incorporate into a state of wholeness and that’s what we’re trying to do through shadow
work the whole long-term process and practice of shadow work is to achieve the integration
of personal improvements and good habits into our personality to form a better and more complete
human being without such integration as a result of shadow work a human being remains lacking in
true integrity they are fragmented they are segmented and as a result their long-term goals
go unfulfilled and all of human society remains unimproved because the extent to which individuals
improve is the extent to which all of the human species and our civilization improves only correct
integration of self-improvements and good habits create true integrity within an individual and
eventually lead to the personal fulfillment and manifestation of important life and societal goals
defining personal shadow work progress shadow work progress should be defined and measured
not just left to chance or loose interpretation it needs to be defined and measured your progress
in self-improvement if you aren’t moving closer to changing for the better meeting personal
requirements for positive change or achieving truly important life goals then your progress
and efforts are obviously falling short the key to true progress is always small habituated
incremental changes that become large life habit changes over time that’s why i call them
incremental changes you’re making those small changes over time and then you’re turning them
into habits that’s when big life changes start to manifest you have to habituate them you have
to stick with it you have to have tenacity you have to have relentlessness never say die attitude
And instead of competing with anyone else, look at yourself from yesterday as your only
competitor.
You are only trying to improve who you were previously.
Define your goals clearly and then work hard to make incremental improvements toward those
goals.
The only person that you should compete with in these endeavors is the person who you were
yesterday.
That’s it.
You don’t need to compete with anybody else.
So if you look at improvement over time and you graph it, okay?
As time moves forward, improvement should be going up.
This is an acceptable improvement rate.
If we’re going to track improvement rate over time,
this is a highly acceptable improvement rate.
It doesn’t have to be like this straight up,
you know, all the way, all the way, all the way up like this
at that kind of a steep angle.
It needs to be an incremental progression forward over time, okay?
That’s an acceptable improvement rate over time, that chart.
here is another acceptable improvement rate over time we can reduce it like that it’s still going
up less you know less quickly it’s it’s more slow improvement over time but that is also an
acceptable improvement rate over time i would not beat down demean or berate anybody who’s making
an improvement rate on that a slope like that if we charted their improvement rate i’d congratulate
them this is what people don’t understand about what i’m talking about i just need improvement
over time not stagnation here’s what’s completely unacceptable this this next chart 100 unacceptable
if you’re staying the same and you’re not improving and things don’t get better over time
in your progress you’re not doing shadow work correctly and that’s completely unacceptable
when you’re charting your progress and certainly dipping is unacceptable i mean that doesn’t need
be said okay but staying stagnant is not an acceptable improvement rate over time and many
people do this in their life endeavors they don’t improve over time because they’re not habituating
good habits be completely honest with yourself when tracking progress when tracking your progress
over time you got to come full circle to the first principles of stop lying to yourself
be completely honest with yourself shadow work begins and ends with honesty and its progress
only continues with honesty so never ever lie to yourself about your progress you have to be honest
about your progress if you are not progressing at the rate you feel you should tell yourself the
truth about that and then do something about it everyone has bad days and slips from time to time
that that doesn’t mean you give up that doesn’t mean you beat yourself up but if your long-term
progress is flatlining that is not acceptable and you must re-evaluate your thoughts and your
behaviors in order to do better without making excuses or backtracking. You don’t make excuses
for why you didn’t do as well as you want to. You just improve upon your methods. That might
mean going back, being even more brutally honest with yourself, actually understanding more causal
factors and formulating better action plans. I’ve just given you a few examples here. There’s
billions of ways to apply this. Set the bar high for progress, not low. Setting the bar low doesn’t
help you or anybody else. You’ve got to set the bar high. Try to be an actual achiever in these
endeavors. There is very little point to setting goals in shadow work if you do not set the bar
high or put enough weight on the barbell, as the popular sayings go. Improvement and self-actualization
are never manifested in one’s comfort zone, ever. You have to leave the comfort zone to make these
stated improvements. You must genuinely challenge yourself in order to realize long-term goals.
It is important to note that a balance point must also be struck when it comes to this
dynamic, because you also do not wish to overwhelm yourself or set completely unrealistic
standards either.
So you don’t set the bar to the moon, but you set the bar high enough that you’re
challenging yourself, okay?
So you have to know your limitations.
Part of progressing in a healthy way in shadow work is to learn enough about yourself so
that you understand your true potential and you set the bar high enough to challenge yourself to
rise to that real world achievable potential and then put the necessary work in to reach that
potential but it is not setting the bar so high that you’re setting an unrealistic standard for
yourself okay so that balance has to be understood and struck another way of tracking the progress of
of shadow work is are you actively dissolving false mental constructs in other words are you
breaking the head cage of religious beliefs. And I don’t just mean cultural religions. I mean
false ideologies like authority and the worship of money and total ego identity and just living
for comfort and pleasure. These are religions. Tracking your shadow work progress means asking
yourself more difficult questions like you asked in the first stage of shadow work. Well, to
accurately track the progress, you’ve got to ask even more difficult questions. One of the first is
how have i done regarding changing my worldview and my overall mindset toward the truth have you
dissolved the false mental constructs that previously held back your consciousness have
you truly made progress in that regard or have you doubled down and remained stubborn have you
abandoned nonsensical and erroneous belief systems such as religion authority government the worship
of money materialism selfishness a poison worldview of human nature and on and on and on have you
abandon those absolutely false mental constructs. And you got to ask yourself if you have, and
that’s how you can chart your progress. It’s one way. If false mental constructs are being dissolved
and your mind is expanding into a deep understanding of natural law and a desire to
teach it to others, then acceptable progress is being made in your shadow work endeavors,
at least in that capacity, which is the most important one. Another thing you have to ask
yourself is are you dissolving ego identification consider how much you still remain identified
with societal constructs of self and use that as another important measure of shadow work progress
how much have you dissolved ego identification do you still sell yourself as just some worker
or just a spouse or somebody’s family member or a member of a nation a religion a race or some
other group these are all just ego identified roles or have you come to see your own sense of
selfhood as having been tremendously expanded in scope by doing the shadow work as a being within
within your own being and do you see yourself as an aspect of infinite consciousness which has
something tremendously important to contribute to this planet in a time of incredible cosmic
moral crisis have you come to see yourself in that expanded dynamic of consciousness if you
make it to this stage of shadow work and you are honest about examining your own consciousness in
this way the honest answer is actually quite plain to see and you’ll easily know what your
continued work is to do because if you’re still totally ego identified as little me i’m just this
worker i’m just somebody who does this job i’m just a member of some race religion nationality
family member etc you’re not expanding your worldview into the understanding that you are
an absolutely infinitely valuable expression of individuated consciousness existing within the
totality of universal consciousness and if you’re not getting there you’re not making progress in
shadow work how initiated have you become how much have you begun true self-actualization and true
work to improve the self. This is what the initiatory traditions in the occult world were
ultimately all about throughout all of human history. Another great measure of progress in
shadow work is simply to go back to the maxims of occult initiation and ask yourself from a
perspective of complete honesty how well you are truly embodying those maxims. Ask yourself
questions like, have I stopped lying to myself? And we’re taking this full circle. Have I stopped
engaging in cognitive dissonance and dreaming have i truly learned how to think through the
trivium methodology of truth discovery am i truly living in the present moment and showing up fully
present for the tasks that i perform on a daily basis have i cared for and activated my physical
body how about have we actually cared enough to continue with self-improvement and continue to
trying trying to teach objective morality to the masses of human beings these are the true
riddles of the sphinx answer them honestly and your initiation and progress will be revealed
unto you true health is a great measure of success in shadow work and i don’t just mean physical
health one of the best measuring sticks for true success when it comes to shadow work is health
true health, how overall holistically healthy you are. If you ask yourself how healthy you are in
any particular aspect of your life, whether it be physical health, mental health, emotional health,
spiritual health, then gauge that measure of health from an honest perspective. You will
know whether your shadow work efforts have succeeded or not over time. And this is part of
never, ever normalize pathology, especially mental dishealth. Mental illness should never
be normalized. Part of shadow work is improving mental health. It’s improving physical health,
mental health, emotional health, and spiritual health. So true health is a measure of how
accurately we are aligning ourselves to nature’s laws and its underlying dynamic intelligence.
if we do that there’s no stopping us if we refuse to engage in that process nothing can help us
if you are stuck along the path do not be afraid to ask for help you do not need to remain an
island there is no there should never be any shame or embarrassment if you need to ask for
help or assistance in these endeavors or to reach out to others through some type of a system of
support in order to help you on your personal journey in shadow work if you feel comfortable
you can talk to people about that you can even form support groups regarding that no one is an
island unto themselves in any dynamic in any aspect and it is okay to knowledge acknowledge
personal limitations and ask others with more knowledge and experience for their input and
expertise the end goal of shadow work after all is not just individual betterment but the betterment
of our entire communities and ultimately our species and our world as a whole so this is a
group dynamic and a group endeavor it is not just for the individual that needs to be very clearly
understood continue the process of shadow work with more self-directed learning never disengage
the pursuit of knowledge knowledge is always a good thing to progress further with your shadow
work journey and endeavors, one must become an autodidact, a self-directed learner. To be an
autodidact means that you go out in search of knowledge without waiting for orders or permission
from anyone else. You just go and you seek out and you receive that knowledge. You put that
knowledge into yourself by an act of your own will. We live in an age of unbelievable abundance
of knowledge and information avail yourself of it if you want your shadow work journey to continue
forward and yield positive results learn how to mine the digital gold that lurks on the internet
because it’s everywhere i teach these methods and how to become the true media it is literally at
our fingertips if we want it perfection the idea the very idea that perfection could ever be
achieved is an enemy that does not exist in reality it’s an illusory enemy and it will thwart
your progress in shadow work perfection is the enemy of progress and it is the enemy of true
goodness an enemy of true goodness perfection is the enemy of good and progress there is no such
thing as perfection in the 3d physical world the very idea the mental construct of perfection
it is a mental construct that will often prevent people from doing something that is truly good
or making a good effort and and making good improvement in their lives a very difficult
thing for some people to accept when it comes to shadow work is there there is no such thing as
perfect healing there is no such thing as perfect improvement there is no such thing as perfect
healing of trauma there is no such thing as perfect progress get these notions out of your mind
they are going to be detriments and anchors that will hold you back there is only better than it
was before there is no such thing as perfect there is only such a thing as it’s now better than it
was before one should never expect something to be completely perfect or wait to get something
perfect to act upon it create something that is in your life that is good that is a form of
improvement and then continue to improve upon that as you go. That’s your journey. That’s your
work. This is the best practice when it comes to progress and your measure for progress.
Personal growth is about progress, not perfection. Amen. Another wonderful prayer there.
Okay. These are concepts that we must grok in the shadow work endeavor. Failure in any endeavor in
life is a teacher that can show us what not to do. We should not be afraid of failure. Failure
can be our best teacher, but fear of failure can be our worst enemy. You can’t be afraid to fail.
There’s no risk without reward. You have to take risks to make true improvements. One of the
biggest factors which mentally hinders personal growth and improvement is the fear of failure.
The people have fear deeply embedded within their psyche of failing at whatever endeavor they try.
So then what they do is they don’t bother to try.
The fear of failing at a life endeavor, I wrote live there, I’ll fix it,
at a life endeavor often makes us unwilling to even try to accomplish it.
Progress in shadow work means shedding your personal fear of failure
to the extent that you at least activate and try your hardest.
There is no gain without hard effort, and there is no gain without the risk of failure.
Failure is not the end of the world, and it’s not the end of the work.
In fact, failure can often be one of the greatest teachers in our lives,
as failure will show us what not to do.
We can then learn from that harsh lesson and modify our methods and approach
in ways that refine our chances of improvement and success and we’ll do that when we fail
giving up on yourself is never ever ever an option it has been said that quitters never win
and winners never quit amen truer words never spoken this is both completely true and highly
relevant when it comes to true shadow work as an ongoing process you must take on a tenacious
never say die attitude and never ever give up least of all on yourself if you fail you pick
yourself up and you keep moving forward you can ask for help and assistance if and when you require
it and there is no shame whatsoever in that but never stop never give up on yourself never give
up on your progress toward personal betterment this occult symbol sigil if you will it says
labore et constantia which means in latin work and constant effort that is what is required for
shadow work. Shadow work is an ongoing labor of love, both self-love and self-respect and
self-love and agape love. These are critical aspects of the shadow work equation. Shadow
work, like any other worthy endeavor in human life, requires constant ongoing effort to be
successful in the long run. So giving up and quitting is never an option. Labore et Constantia,
It’s work and constancy, constant effort, and it’s a never-ending process, ladies and gentlemen.
I would be remiss if I didn’t touch on the concepts within shadow work of the dynamics of forgiving and letting go,
because let’s face it, if you’re doing shadow work, you’re engaging in looking at traumas,
and traumas are often conducted by others.
So a crucial part of one shadow work journey is the development of the understanding of the difference between forgiveness and letting go and when to employ each modality of behavior because we shouldn’t forgive everything and maybe even we shouldn’t let certain things go but we should know when to forgive and we should know when to let go.
Working through trauma is a significant component of shadow work.
So the issue of forgiveness will definitely present itself.
True forgiveness can only occur if those who conducted the wrongdoing upon you and traumatized you are truly remorseful,
have made amends with those who were injured, and have committed to cease further harmful behavior.
With these basic characteristics, you have a form of true forgiveness.
and true forgiveness is correctly understood with these characteristics as a two-way dynamic between
the initiator of harm and the injured party and the initiator of harm is remorseful and is making
amends for the damage that they have caused that’s true forgiveness when the initiator of harm does
not fulfill the requirements for true forgiveness which were previously outlined in the last slide
the best case scenario that Kanakar is letting go by the injured party.
Letting go means that you are no longer going to carry feelings of resentment,
malice, or hate toward the initiator of harm or the traumatic experience itself.
This allows emotional wounds to heal for the injured party
and for them to move on in a healthy capacity.
Even if forgiveness was not engaged,
you can still let go of all the resentment and malice and hate okay so that you can heal
it should be noted that forgiveness toward oneself for past mistakes and transgressions should also
be practiced in the shadow work progress so we not only need to learn when we should forgive
others we need to learn when we should forgive ourselves endlessly carrying resentment toward
others or self-resentment for our own transgressions is just as unhealthy as it is so endlessly
carrying self-resentment is just as unhealthy as it is to carry endlessly carry resentment toward
another who injured you they’re just as harmful to the self with progress in shadow work one will
learn when to forgive and when to let go conscious parenting means passing on self-improvement that
we have engaged in as adults. Among the greatest things one can ever do is to truly raise a child
in a moral and conscious capacity. Conscious parenting could do more for the betterment of
our species than perhaps anything else. Prospective parents should study and examine
conscious parenting techniques, which you could even include as part of shadow work,
from a multitude of sources and incorporate these techniques into their own shadow work process.
The self-improvement techniques employed throughout parents’ life journey should then certainly be passed on to their children so that a cycle of health and improvement can be established and further cultivated for the children.
Conscious parenting is one of the greatest gifts that a child could ever be given.
And for children who have had conscious parents, the thankfulness that you should be engaging for a gift like that is unmeasurable, is all I could say.
And so few and far between have had that.
Work upon the self is never truly finished, ladies and gentlemen.
There is no end to this goal.
There’s no permanent goal set at the end of the journey.
it’s a continuous effort of improvement that goes on and on shadow work is never a completed
or finished dynamic of human life it is an ongoing ever-growing ever-expanding and ever-evolving
process there are always new things to learn there are always new improvements and new adjustments
to be made and there’s always new endeavors and explorations to embark upon shadow more work must
begin with the heart-based desire to learn grow and improve and from that internal spark
it can expand outward and continue in ways that ripple into the field of eternal consciousness
that all of us inhabit once initiated these improvements to ourselves and our deeds
will truly echo in eternity it is this great work that truly will make us free it may seem like an
oxymoron to say that work is what will make us free because human beings rarely equate work
with freedom human beings certainly do not exist in this world to engage in trivial toil for basic
survival and a meager paycheck that is not the work to which i am referring but when human beings
make a sincere effort through shadow work to improve themselves to awaken to truth to embody
what is truly right and to truly engage in the one great work of joining the spiritual battle
to end the slavery of humanity.
True freedom, indeed, will be all of our reward.
Ladies and gentlemen, thank you so much
for your kind attention throughout the day today.
Source: Mark Passio