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The episode begins with Hermotimus of Clazomenae, a devotee of Hermes whose name means honor of Hermes. Ammon Hillman reads from the Corpus Medicorum Graecorum and reports the old account: Hermotimus could separate his soul from his body, travel, return, and then predict floods, droughts, earthquakes, and plagues. Enemies burned his motionless body so the soul could not return, and afterward the city built him a temple. Hillman notes that Pythagoras claimed Hermotimus as his own previous incarnation. The point is that the ancient world treated mind, not matter, as the engine: reason governs substance.
Then the initiation moves into the hymn itself. Hillman welcomes a guest as a new man who has earned a sacred name. The assignment was Orphic Hymn 12 to Heracles, read word by word in Greek. Hidden in the middle of the text, written in mirror form, the guest found the word eosphoros (ἑωσφόρος), the dawn bringer. Hillman reads the line about the head of Heracles rising with light as the hidden center of the cult. Heracles is both the male Lucifer and the female Lucifera, the dawn bringer who belongs to Nyx (Νύξ), the goddess of night and dreams.
The discussion then follows that old magic forward into Christianity. The frenzy, the mania, comes from the hymn and from kykeon (κυκεών), not from belief. Hillman and his guest argue that the song is stronger than the drug, and that the early Christians who rose before dawn were doing what the Orphic initiates had done all along. They read the verse about the single eye filling the body with light as a line about apotheosis, not a parable. The closer is blunt: the mysteries never died. They were copied, renamed, and handed back to the people with the Greek face rubbed off.
Full Video Transcript
Take me to that happy hour I never had. Show me the girl I never met. I want it so bad. Where is that golden palace? Is that whole destiny? I think she ran out me.
Welcome back to Lady Babylon Satanic Initiation. We have some announcements before we begin
tonight. I’d like to say we’re going to have a new feature called Testimonials. And how we’ll
do that is I will contact you and I will talk to you for 60 seconds and you will answer the
question, how did reason give you Saturnian freedom? How did reason give you the unassailable
freedom. If I can get 60 seconds of your take, I think we can see each other here a lot better.
I really enjoyed talking to you and getting to know you. Tonight, we have the privilege
of summoning the ghost of a dead man twice. Gnostic informant will be joining us
immediately following the summoning. We look forward to it. All right, let’s get started here.
I’m going to show you a very short little video here that I’ve put together with another great
song from Zane Campbell. But before I do that, I just want to introduce you to somebody named
harmotimus who is this guy harmotimus his name means honor of hermes right isn’t that nice
hermotimus honor to hermes so of course that’s where we begin um you need to see him uh in what
I dug out for you from the Corpus Medicorum Graecorum. It’s in a section on Amon’s notes.
I rather like that. And iatro mathematics. I want to show you that source now so that we can visit
with a dead devotee of hermes yes and so that we can um understand the initiation yeah fantastic
let’s go ahead and bring this up um no let’s go ahead and start with the video cue the video
oh actually go back yes i’m sorry we should do the text first text first yes so this is i’m just
going to translate this to you quickly reading it off my screen to you yeah so um these things
are said about um hermotimus yeah the clazamenian yeah they say that his soul was separated from his
body and went around you know um long time and was able to locate itself in different places
and to prophesy or to tell the things that were about to happen to the people there for example
he could talk about whether it was gonna flood or whether there was gonna be no flood whatsoever
maybe drought whether there was gonna be some kind of seismic activity or whether there was a
Plague coming, yeah, such things, you know, such things.
Now, he did this with his body laying there, yeah.
They say his soul came back into his body like it was a sheath, and it revived the body, huh, yeah.
So he would do this thing quite frequently, and he told his wife certain commands
that when he was going into the separation that she shouldn’t touch any part of his body
and she shouldn’t let anybody else of the citizens, the locals, don’t let them touch it
and certainly not any other men. But these guys came into his house one day and they were pushing
his wife and she showed him and there he was lying on the floor naked, totally motionless.
So what’d they do? They picked up fire and they totally burnt his body. You know why? Because
they thought since his soul had separated, it wouldn’t be able to return and that his life
would reach its ending. And yeah, so it happened. Now the Clasimenians, even up to today, when you
and i are talking they reverence hermotimus they even built a temple for him yeah and then they
forbid that any woman should ever enter it because of what i just told you there are going to be
images here which i need you as the congregation to be absorbing to be taking in um pythagoras
said hermotimus was his previous was his previous incarnation yeah that his soul psuche was the same
so this fascinating art of being able to project oneself across time and space outside of a
corporeal form, to the extent that you can, your Eidolon actively appears and teaches the future.
You know, this is Pythagoras, you know, right up. He’s on it, and he’s right in this Saturnian gap,
and that’s where we need to be, in that Saturnian gap. We have somebody tonight
in that gap um coming on in just a minute yeah yeah so i wanted you to i really wanted you to
ground yourselves tonight let’s watch this video and then discuss a couple of images and immediately
we’ll introduce and bring on gnostic informant reason governs substance that’s what hermotimus
was contributing that there is a quantum universe that exists and that you can create within that
universe that it is mind it is mind that acts upon the substance yeah hermotimus that’s quite
revolutionary did they burn you yes they burned him they burned him alive it’s a good thing it
makes you wonder what happened to him as he was out because you know if he was like empedocles
you know he could go to sleep for 47 years 56 years whatever it was yeah and um come back he
could move through time like that yeah these are the builders of your true civilization yeah we are
going to look at some hymns but first we’re going to do it through neil so i would like to welcome
before we before neil opens his mouth i would like to introduce i would like to introduce him as a
new man with regards to one thing and one thing alone um before he was goat feces right but now
he possesses a name he possesses a name that’s right he was able to work he was able to work
through the rights he was able to skim them which is just with his own but you know i
i wasn’t going to do it for him and to be honest neil i got i got to tell you your final find i
did not think you would make it by tonight i didn’t i was dreading i was like i don’t think
yes so now after the pseudo nix thing you you didn’t have the faith in me after that yeah yeah
i knew that i knew that it would be great to have you so that you could talk about can you start us
from the beginning can you tell us about casting out demons can you tell us about purification can
you tell us about um those powers that you’re interacting can you tell us about mania can you
tell us about mania can you um uh can you make us comfortable with your herculean cross-dressing
mania that’s the whole point is to enter into the mania and to harness that energy and to hold on to
it and then to focus it on the image of the goddess nix and pseudo nix is that means the
image of the knicks of image of night and uh sometimes you might need a little boost which
is you know some ayahuasca or some kikian or something that gets you in that mania and then
then that’s you see this in even even outside of uh the mysteries even christianity you see this
in the churches people are speaking in tongues they don’t know why that’s working they think
it’s jesus doing it to them but no that’s the spirit of the bakoi that’s the mania that’s the
frenzy that’s what that is so neil could you tell us about working with some of those images you
you went to the thesmophoria you went to the thesmophoria and i can tell you confidently
from the throne of satan knowing with the congregation knowing what that is um uh we we
went to the thesmophoria together and um tell me about tell me about the quora and tell me about
be you bullious will you for a second witness to what’s going on the dawn it’s that dawn energy
if you know if i want you guys to pay attention to something if you have a chance to get out
at dawn 5 a.m and just take in the atmosphere there’s an energy there’s a magic in the
atmosphere the dawn bringer lucifer the the the bringer of light out of the darkness that is the
the most psychedelic time of the 24-hour period that is the most that is the time where you’re
closest to if you want to say this is how i’m going to interpret it because it’s hard language
is hard to express this but i but i guess the best way to explain it would be that is the time
where you’re closest between here and hades hades is closer at that time you’re the portals opened
up that is the time to be to be to be doing your get your him out get your him to nix out get your
him to bacchus out and do the hymn do you feel that’s that’s the time to do it that’s the the
the the dawn time the light the lucifer bringing bringing lucifer from your head that’s what it
says in the in the hercules his head was rising with the light which was the last word that you
told me to look for which i was blown away by because i you look at the english it’s not there
you read that you you know a little bit of greek enough to translate just enough to look up each
word oh i can read the word and look it up that’s all you need to do because you can go word by word
and you’ll find it you’ll find and this is this is one of the things about the greek tool is you
become your own translator you don’t need thomas taylor anymore you pull out the greek you read the
greek and then you can translate it yourself and interpret it your own way there’s something
something magic about that yeah hey that’s uh hey all of you who heard that don’t forget that
and there’s no charge that you’re not going to spit use that as currency no because those are
holy words right we’re guardians of those things neil possesses the sacred name he looks into the
hymn right and people don’t realize it neil isn’t it funny once you realize how the hymns work
within the magic isn’t it funny that um before you saw it as just the you know you’ve been to
church and you’ve had hymns you’ve like you’ve sung hymns yeah yeah this is um the uh power
transfer is amazing and now you are in night you are in black night and you’re standing you as
heracles were searching i gave neil um um the search which he’s which he’s now profaning right
it. We’re bringing to you. The action is to bring it to you. So live this through Neil, the
initiate. I wasn’t going to do this if he couldn’t unlock that door. He found the Thesmophoria.
And, you know, I was, I was, you know, I knew that he probably would. And, but I knew this last
final key that I asked him for a name that he was able to look into the text and pull out and
suddenly makes sense of how that hymn is working he understands now he’s got he possesses a magic
name so that gives him um a vision right that gives him an understanding or a reality i had
a choice of the go with the the ivy diadem or the laurel but i want the laurel because the
thesmophora is the light so apollo is the is the laurel i went with that’s why i went with the
that’s i picked this for that reason and because the laurel is feminine and the uh ivy is male
that was correct me if i’m wrong but we’re talking when we’re standing there with heracles and we
know the family of dawnbringer um we know that he is both male and female right yes yeah what did
you you talked about dreams and visions now could you tell us something please about because after
the after the initiation you know you sit with a priest in antiquity and the dude writes on a
scroll what you what you’ve been saying right and then they use that they read off of that they’re
really using you as guinea pig right right but they read off of that it’s a it’s a real quantum
act so could you tell us about your visions yeah he’s he’s also diana the luciferia the torch
springer my last ayahuasca trip i’m not gonna say when it was it might have been yesterday it might
have been today i’m not gonna tell you it might have been a year ago i’ll just tell you what it
was nix was in the sky she was crying she was pointing to a bright star in the sky and i just
i’ll never forget it it was very vivid it was very real and ayahuasca is the uh it’s that it’s
that kikian it is it really is i there’s no doubt in my mind that the kikian has had dmt and it just
like just like ayahuasca though it brings you into that mania and it shows you something it’s real
quick too but it’s all it’s all it takes we were uh let’s bring it up to the let’s bring it up to
the church library and say um here in the initiation we’re concerned with the one most
port potent elements of the communion is the historical power of the song so neil is you know
they’re going to come bust down the door in a minute neil and drag you away to the inquisition
and when they do i’m going to swear i’m going to swear that you are a satanist like full-fledged
right full-fledged but um before they before they get here and do that um neil is talking about a
magic that right now in society is extremely uh forbidden and not just for legal not just for
legal sake or for clinical health sake but also for religious sake because the communion is that
transfer now neil is working on his own end on that right i’m here to provide the images
i’m the mystic god right i’m providing you with the images that’s all right and as i was telling
neil that i was like dude you got to do this you guys should have been there he was so mad
he was so mad and he was like god damn it oh i’m sorry i shouldn’t say it online he was saying you
know what what are you doing what are you doing you lied to me this can’t be the case this can’t
be the case every word greek one by one and i was looking up the the definitions in the with
these perseus tufts we call it alice so i was asking alice what’s this word mean when has it
been what’s the context of when has it been used i don’t know how many words are in that hymn 100
maybe 200 somewhere in between and i went through every single one didn’t find what he was looking
when he what he told me to find and i go are you see are you serious and that the one word that i
found uh what was it that’s in my texas to you it was it was the one that had aphrodite’s girdle and
i thought you were messing with me because i thought i found it and i thought you weren’t
telling me let’s see which one where was that you remember and and i told him and i told him
uh a dozen times i told him it does it’s difficult when you’re in this when you’re in this window with
um of opportunity it’s difficult to to pull out the images and to focus and to really so i kept
reinforcing with neil ponte crater was one of them because that’s all powerful i’m like is it that one
you’re like no yeah you’re lying to me and then i found the one that was uh where is it the one
about aphrodite’s girdle and i said this has got to be it i was like there’s no way i’m one would
not make me find this word this is this is too good because i was looking at the what alice said
about that word and there was a ton of initiation cult stuff going on with that word so i was i was
like there’s no way this isn’t the word and i started getting pissed i was like you’re lying
i know and that’s why then you like go through it again went through the whole hymn again word
by word by word by word and then i found it i said his head of hercules and i’m looking at the
english and it said something about hercules’s head brings out the light i was like lucifer
so then i found then i went back to the greek where that passage was and i found the word it
stuck out it just also foros desmond foros boom and i texted you with the bam uh emoji you know
bam that little like star thing found it and you were like good work you’re like you let’s do the
show tonight i was like yeah yeah now you know the place i love this kind of this is this helps
me learn greek though not all seriousness doing this doing this one i’m looking up greek words
i’m trying to pronounce them i’m looking up what they mean i learned like 20 new greek words today
from doing this so this was a very educational process for me too this wasn’t just you know this
was another side of this too useful absolutely yeah now neil i wanted to ask you again you had
some dreams and you you’re looking at night as and she is the mother she’s the mother of dreams
and i’m just wondering what then images are you processing of night as you’re doing as you’re
going through this process i’m having i haven’t i’ve been having a reoccurring dream a lot lately
in this reoccurring dream and it happens in different ways but it always ends up the ground
opening up and going down in some some like underworld place whether it be like the one
the one the one time i had this dream i was at a park there were people playing music it was like
a party or something and i was on it i’d walk up a slide like a little kid would to go down the slide
awesome the ground opens up again i’m like oh it’s dreams happening again i keep having this
recurring the ground sinkhole opening up and everyone falling down inside of it so that’s
one of the things and i also wanted to ask you this too what are the odds that when you and i
a couple months ago or a month or two ago when we were looking for a secret word that had a fit of
certain gematria what are the odds that that had to turn out to be pseudo nix the image of nix
and we’re and this is all playing out like this it’s interesting don’t you think i never thought
about that until today yeah yeah yeah i’m right neil and that’s why i mentioned hermotimus because
he is that one like you was doing in that video um he’s the one who is able to make that connection
right he’s the um you’ve been to the you you you understand going into the deep night in order to
reach the dawn because we are dawn bringers right we and you understand the connection with lucifera
right lucifera you you understand that connection so as you’re feeling this and as you’re going as
you’re i hate to say meditating because it’s just like it’s not it’s just you’re focusing
right you’re just you’re just setting your mind on something um as you’re going to describe it
is the mania yeah talk about talk about tell me about the man tell me how that is effective it’s
the mania going through the hymns reading the words focusing on them looking at the images
looking at the statues of the ancient greek made the ones that are where they found in athens the
ones they found in pompeii looking at these images and trying to connect with the words in the greek
and trying to speak them out loud there’s the mania it’s the it’s the energy that comes from it
i know sobeck can identify with me right now because we talk about this there’s something
and ariel or even probably probably a lot of people i don’t know who knows how many people
you know what i’m talking about something about this search for the in the ancient world just
searching for these texts that’s powerful and something that there’s there’s a there’s a magic
from it it’s probably the same thing that a lot of people who go into religious fundamentalism get at
but they falsely accredited to something that’s not does that make sense yeah and does it do the
there’s the context as you’re going through this process and you’re working the initiation the
same avenues that they were working the same images do you find that it’s um that it kind of
fills you in on context like right now you’ll go back and you’ll find something when jesus
is like i am the way you’ll know that he’s talking about the con abstract thing the way or with the
mystis the initiation the initiation is the initiator the initiation is the initiator i am
the way there’s one passage that nobody can agree on it’s the most mysterious passage he says if
thine eye be single the whole body is filled with light and everybody all the scholars and all the
different christian denominations the orthodox the catholics the product they all have their
own way of interpreting what this how this means people think it’s the third eye thing but what is
he saying if thine i’d be single the whole body is filled with light i think he’s talking about
apotheosis when he wants to say that he is one with god he says that you could do the same thing
he’s not saying that only he could do it and then just believe in him or he’s saying i’m doing it
you can do it anyone can do it he’s going for the apotheosis the attainment of the gnosis
that paul talks about the mystery of the knowledge which is exactly what i would expect to hear from
somebody who had been initiated into the mysteries of heracles that’s exactly how i would expect them
to talk so do you do you see do you feel what i thought about today when you showed me that word
i thought i said that’s my horrors my head bringing the light that sounds like sounds
like that verse from the eye being single your eye being of one one eye bringing light that’s
what that means that’s a luciferian that’s a luciferian passage all day long correct correct
and that eye or that ops that gaze that that look um is supposed to be um gold when you when it
comes to the medwa right the kuria herself the one who is the healer right the one who is that
sorceress whether it’s kuria nukta or the quora that kuria is the central figure of the hint of
all the hymns of the orphic right over and over for a reason right there’s a reason she comes
to the lucis there’s a reason that she comes as isis right we know that we know that there’s a
so um how did you feel when you’re in the middle of this and you’re looking at you know you want
to be like heracles right you want to you want to succeed nobody goes into the initiation want
to be told uh you know come back in a month right um and i pro for everybody who’s watching this
i gave neil no hints he asked me repeatedly and i told him no you have to pull it out and he pulled
that eosphoros that dawn bringer literally it’s in the middle of the hymn in a mirror formation
so that you can write because we use mirror magic if since we have ears to hear neil has ears to
hear he knows what that means now he knows how to go back to the text and see oh for ourselves
right oh wait a minute right there it is right in the middle staring you in the face they’re
saying these and i i’m sure neil it’s got to be back me up on this what do you think the they said
the song the song of the medwa is more powerful than the drugs that are involved that’s what you
give me your reflection on that yeah because the song is what gets you into the and it gets you
into that like like the pythagoreans knew what they were doing when they were putting together
the eight string chords and they knew what they were doing they were fine tuning the sounds and
making sure that that that song puts that person into that trance into that mode to get in that
energy the mania to get into that revelry so it’s more it’s more important to be there than to take
the drug taking the drug by itself doesn’t do there’s only half the book that’s nothing the
song is where it’s at the melody the the tune the hymns the the frequency that that’s the word the
frequency so ask any christian who goes to church that their favorite part is the part where they
part start singing and dancing that’s the part where they feel the spirit that’s orphic so the
physics they’re relying on the physics are there you know set within the images that their religion
is pushing so isn’t it funny do you get the feeling now that this whole last 2000 year build
up of accreted garbage um has given us this faith thing we go to church we have the faith and we do
or we go through a certain number of steps and then we have the faith do you see how that is not
the operation of the mystery the operation of the mystery is the bringing of the individual
it’s like taking a really good mom and pop own restaurant and then corporate corporatizing it
and and making it for that for like every city to have every city has a buffalo wings now but
the original buffalo wings from the beginning days was the real authentic version and it worked
it was a miracle but all these other fake copycats it’s all just cooker cuddy stuff
yeah you get the little you get a little bit of a little bit of a jolt from it but it’s not the
real thing it’s just a copy it’s just uh it’s like a ghost of our body it’s not the real thing
it’s a phantom you can touch your you can put your finger right through it it’s not real you can’t
grab it but this the real mysteries the real orphic eleusinian delphi mysteries are the real
deal that’s where all this is coming from the the eucharist drinking the blood and eating the body
the grain and the blood, the grape and the vine and the grain, Demeter and Bacchus, putting them
into your body, becoming Bacchus by eating Bacchus, by eating the grapes and drinking the vine,
by eating the grain, the old ergot grain that has been fermented, taking in those gods and
becoming the gods becoming born dying and reborn rebirth all those concepts that you see with these
religions that don’t understand where they come from or why they’re even doing it that’s why
they’re doing it because they took a process that’s been working that has real magic and mania
and they’re trying to multiply it times a million and it loses it’s like it’s like taking the that
first source of light this is with the gnostics in fact this is a sethian text that says
in the beginning the creator was a source of light and then he got two more lights those two lights
had a little bit more dim and then those two lights we got more lights and those lights were
a little bit more dim than that and then after of billions and billions of trillions years you have
these dim lights flying around creating stuff and that’s what that’s what y’all the boa the away was
he was one of those dim lights who thought he was the thought he was the big light but he wasn’t
there really is bet there’s there’s just brighter lights than that that’s what the sethians talk
about so do you think that do you think that impulse toward the open eyes um do you think
that desire to like take a breath because you know as you’re going into it you’re saying okay
i’m gonna work myself up in this initiation how do i do it and i gotta do diet and i gotta do
um you know i gotta i gotta regulate and again i think this one is important um for entering that
death state i think it’s important for you to be really close that way um and to do the you know
yeah if you try to take ayahuasca with a full stomach you’re puking it up yeah you need to
eat 24 hours at least with no food and if you’re going to eat anything i think this is interesting
if you’re going to eat anything they say eat some grapes now i think that’s interesting because what
is it what is what is grapes it’s bacchus the vine the one thing that you can pop you can put in your
stomach that is not gonna affect the mania happens to be bacchus the bacoy the vine i actually i
wanted to ask you about that what do you think about that uh i was concentrating on um i’m
getting on that necromantic i’m always neil i’m always gonna err to the side of the necromancy
and i think when you put when you starve yourself you go ketotic you enter into that state of of
contempt for the living and that’s what i was pushing and you know hey if i was a little bit
rough on you with the stop eating because you know neil writes me he says i’m eating grapes
i’m like dude you got you stop right stop you got to do this we got to do it right this stuff is
authentic that’s one thing i that’s one thing i like about you neil is that you not only possess
a name now so i have to give you a certain amount of respect but um you go all the way you went all
the way you got that final word i was like there’s no way he’s getting it there’s no way right i’m
taking bets with the devil i’m like no no he’s not gonna get it maybe tomorrow nine o’clock it
was a couple hours ago do you want to show them the hymn and where the where the word is maybe
or do you not i can pull it up sure uh yeah yeah let’s put uh let’s see if i got it online
um uh let’s see yeah work work work on that for a second see if you can pull it i got it
It’s number 12. It’s number 12 right here. It’s this one. And he’s going to, it’s around line,
it’s a line 11. Okay. I found it. I got it. Let me share my screen. Yeah. And by the way,
yes, please, Neil. Thank you. And by the way, everybody who’s watching this realize that we
are sitting in the world’s virtual museum. We have it at our fingertips. I mean, I know you
guys know this but you need to understand why that’s so uh impressive and how fortunate we are
we should we should say thanks so i’m gonna read line 11 as neil puts that up there um yeah
and i told you neil i told you right neil’s having these dreams about night and i told him it’s it’s
with night that you’ll find right it’s with night that you’ll find and um look what he found he found
the dawn bringer yeah why is she neil what does it mean when it says that she uh uh uh that night
and dawn are it literally says around the head emanating around the head of this um heracles
and we thought heracles was somebody else right you thought he was myth fairytale blah blah
right no i’m talking with within the cult now neil knows a different heracles now
right he’s a bowman right neil yeah yeah down here where yeah yeah right here right is this
the bow word and he’s and he’s mantic yeah you’re bolois with his now remember we saw that you know
it was going to point that out guys i did not know that before today now i can now i’m telling you
that what you did for me today i’m able to i’m able to look at some of these words and point
them out without even having the english right next to me yeah okay go ahead let me call you off
go ahead no that’s okay the eoboloi right those are the shedders of the poison we saw those in
Nero’s hymn, the hymn that Nero got for the sacred formula, right? The Poison Shedders.
Yeah. And so Neil, tell me though, as you’re working these hymns over and you’re going
through this and you’re attempting to break through that barrier and you do, you reach
something, you got that name, you pulled it out. I told you, calm down. You calm down.
you cast out that demon who was calling me an sob or whatever it was it wasn’t that you know i mean
yeah but right right and we got rid of him as soon as we can cast out that demon then you suddenly
have access you calm and the very next text you sent me was the exact name that i was looking for
from the hymn uh what’s the magic of that tell me finding tough to find that that that that uh
sacred name that sacred title so we know what really what hercules is this so it’s the ears
to hear for the people on the outside they hear about hercules and his 12 he has his 12 labors
and he was very strong and he he went to you know he won every fight he was in yeah that’s great
cool but the inner mysteries the deeper darker mysteries for those who have ears to hear is that
hercules is the male lucifer but also is also who’s also the female diana very good and you
can feel comfortable in that you can feel comfortable perfectly comfortable satan’s
saturnian by gender doesn’t bother you it doesn’t bother you the devil has a sister
lucifer and lucifera and they happen to be a dyad that they’re not bothering me i i like that
that that’s something to be proud about that’s something that’s amazing right yeah isn’t isn’t
it remarkable that that it aren’t haven’t we switched neil haven’t we switched our polls
where is it right haven’t we switched our polls now you suddenly have yeah you you suddenly have
found out you suddenly found out that the bad guy is the good guy and the good guy is a creep and
so now you understand why the whole entering into the morning you were sending me then you i saw
when you understood it and you were like oh the morning it’s morning exactly that’s why i turn
the lights off that’s why it’s dark in here yeah nice nice i’m surrounded by nicks right now do you
what did you write on your i told you i told you before we went live i’m not having any lights on
all the only light on me is my computer screen and then i have the red lights behind me that’s it
all the lights are off that’s it could you show us your head because i know you wrote some things
on your head could you show us your head oh yes look at that that that is the son of heracles
right yeah let me see okay all right i couldn’t really see what i was doing in the mirror
so if it doesn’t look right but okay can you read it at least you understand you understand
i can’t read that one you understand is that is that nix or i can’t read though yeah i can’t read
nix who yeah can’t it’s probably because the camera’s reversing it yeah i can tell this is
n y x and then then here’s the greek oh i see oh i see yeah no it’s backwards
look you wrote it as if it were the reflection that’s fantastic you wrote it i didn’t even
realize that mirror magic bra now wait a minute everybody who’s watching why why what is he doing
he’s putting the names of his god on his head and if you remember not only do the bad guys do this
but the good guys do this too the early christians are talking about being branded with the name of
god so you know neil physics here what does it do when you put that name of that god on your head
so it’s freedom it’s that freedom to be to be one with the power with the demonic power the
demiurgic power over creation the keys to victory that’s what that feeling is nothing like it nothing
yeah you’ve been sitting you can sit on that throne and you can feel that kingdom power
definitely being anointed by nix yeah nice nice now last question that i have and i’m not going
uh i can’t make it to the to the and i know people gonna want you to stay so i’m not rushing because
i want you to answer a couple two if i get two more questions i’ll be happy um but i can’t go
to the after meeting tonight but i want to i’m going to be getting in touch with those people
and i’m going to be doing short segments of your testimonies breaking out of jehovah’s witnesses
i can’t wait for that one that one’s going to be fantastic next yeah well no this would just
be one testimonial see it’s one thing to just be a regular dude who wants to join this and
get something from it and that’s fine but it’s another it’s a whole nother thing to leave to
leave the false religion for the real religion that’s something whoever that is i don’t know
who it is yet he’s not he’s not telling people people see this is all private i have no idea
who it is but whoever it is i already know you’re in that mania right now you’re feeling it you’re
leaving the church you’re leaving that shackles behind you you’re starting a new thing nothing
wrong with that awesome i support it i i felt so i i don’t know i’m sure you felt this way before
and i’m maybe i’m just feeling it for the first time but i feel such an attachment to what people
were saying because people were coming forward in the discord and saying yeah i was this and
i was there for so long and it was like well what broke you out what got you out of your prison and
it’s the it’s over and over and over again neil it it looks like the audience has this
consistently built into it is this just because we’re is this how the world is that we’ve all
been put into these cults and now we you know it’s time to have the options that’s what i’m saying my
my mission in life before i die is at least start one i want to have a hundred around the country
but at least start one temple to bacchus somewhere start and then once that one gets put up
someone else will see it and say we’re gonna start one in my city and next thing you know
there might be a city that has more temples of bacchus than there is catholic churches
catholic churches we might even take an old catholic church that turned that that fell
apart and rebuild it as a temple of bacchus one day that’s what we need to start thinking about
that’s ahead of the times man you’re you’re i think you’re ahead of the times with that
imagine if imagine if people were like you and had as much guts as you do and that same vision
and you know started building temples started going back to the pagan practices that built
things like democracy that’s all we had to do we had to say what the what was the algorithm
that allowed you to do democracy you know and how how do we worship that you know mary mary beard
they worship female gods mary there’s a reason let me let me ask you that neil you’re talking
about night black night dark night who is a female um does how does it make you feel to worship a
female absolutely perfectly fine great makes sense it it it’s it it makes sense like that i don’t
how to say it just makes sense that way because it were we were born from a woman where that’s where
the pa that’s the end that’s sophia the ancients weren’t stupid when they assigned sophia to be
female they weren’t just making they were they knew what they were talking about that was that
that divine wisdom comes from the comes from the goddess you see that this man did more
with the songs of the ancient priestesses than he did with all of your modern scholarship and
all of your feminism he just was able to break through you know to that place that uh that
special worship of the of the great mother it uh i don’t it it almost feels like your life as a man
is incomplete um if you don’t have that you you sent to me one of the little clips that you sent
to me you said oh wait a minute um it’s the child nourisher right you were recognizing you were
recognizing those attributes right those symbols were coming out to you they were healing it’s a
healing presence don’t you think when you cast out those demons it’s it’s a healing i think what do
you think i agree 100 couldn’t have said it better myself yeah it’s that it’s that okay so you have
the great mother and then you have saturn the father but you have to enter into that divine
child rebirth death and come out as the divine child and you need to reach that apotheosis and
become one with the mother and the father and then yourself right now does it bother you that
jesus or do you understand when jesus is saying look look look you’ve got to re-enter the womb
a second time that’s the person in the world history he would have been one of us he wouldn’t
have been he would if you could break if you actually could resurrect him brought him back
he would he would not like where his movement turned into that’s my final i’ll never be
convinced otherwise that if he came back he would be just disappointed in what his name ended up as
and he’d be he’d be looking for people like you and me say that’s what i was talking about that’s
i meant by being god by calling yourself god that’s what i meant you can do it too that’s
what he would say do you think now that you have been through um the gallery that is the
the herculean initiation and you understand the core dark knight do you think you could um
help explain help explain why the christians would be so fearful of this cup of porneia giving
goddess why you know it’s in all the apocalyptic ah right it’s all there and it’s all a big
important part of it so what in your experiences now you you’re looking back and you’ve gone
through this you’ve been through it and you may continue you may make yourself do it again you
know do you notice ampuleus is like there’s a whole bunch of different times that he’s
that he’s initiated right yeah um uh augustus the the emperor of the western world he had been
initiated like five times they said twice into elusa’s itself he didn’t have to go there twice
but he did he went to delphi he went to he went to all these different mysteries and got initiated
and you know he wanted to be that august one he wanted to be like there’s that’s there’s something
about that yeah for sure and and another thing i was just talking earlier i was recording with
uh dr andrew um henry scholar we’re talking about early christianity and it’s the it’s this is the
i know i know you’re gonna identify me i know you’re gonna know what i’m saying right now and
you’re gonna be because the default position by scholars when they talk about the the o fights
and the nascens the serpent christians the ones that had the agathos daemon the good daemon this
was a charm a magic charm that they would put in their house for good luck it was a serpent
anyways the hippolytus irenaeus justin martyr all these guys that are writing about these heretic
christians and saying that they’re all you know uh drinking porneia and having orgies
climate of alexander is writing about this and the scholars today the default position is that
they’re probably just making this up to make fun of them which could be true but i’ve heard a few
people and i know you say this too this why why we know the bakic revelries are real we know these
rights are going on all over the greek world so why can’t the christians do it right it doesn’t
it doesn’t seem to it doesn’t seem to fit when you know okay look when you what is better than these
gods of antiquity than the god dawn right she who would you want to embrace more than dawn
when we perform the mystery we know that that time is our time and that we rise to her right
and that does something to us guess what the christians were doing exactly the same thing
haven’t you ever wondered why it says they all got up early and they all went up it wasn’t because
christianity went pop onto the scene which is i swear what the academics support right they know
that’s not the case but it’s what they support um yeah and you’re exactly right and in undercutting
the o fights and saying oh it’s the you know they’re just making this stuff up to make their
enemies look bad no no no they’re doing exactly what the pagans are doing this is a pagan mystery
that’s what i’m saying at the o fights were around to defend themselves they would say no no that’s
true we were we were getting down with the mysteries the nascen preacher i mean come on
what does the nascen preacher say he says i call the attis the assyrians call you at this though
egyptians call you dionysus i’m sorry i gotta fix this but it’s okay i can hear my voice anyway uh
the the thracians call you adamus all these different names and he says you know the player
of the pipes pan the player of the flute orpheus he’s naming all these names off from the mysteries
and he’s identifying the christ as that so there’s no doubt in my mind that the nassim preacher
was doing this type of syncretism there’s no doubt in my mind he’s part and they’re and they’re all
into the mysteries they’re all into the mysteries so there’s you can’t tell me that they weren’t
engaging in the same things that were people in lucius were engaging in and getting that
that mania going that was the way to do it that was the orgiastic rights of orpheus the
orphic theology is what gives us christianity to begin with right exactly exactly okay everybody
heard that not not from me from neil and i’m 100 100 because he’s talking about the evidence now
he’s just talking about who they were these people what were they doing right he’s got nothing to
grind he’s got no position to keep he doesn’t have anybody to impress and look good he’s just
holding up the evidence um neil i’m gonna since oh do we get you back yeah um i’m gonna i’m gonna go
ahead and cut off but i thought i would i would uh let you end it let you end with something that uh
you wanted to say about um about the value about the value of getting those images right of of
digging in um uh just just tell me you’re gonna report back to the dojo next week for greek and
when i give you greek assignments and i’m yelling at you to get them done you’ll understand i’m
doing it now to get you to have those eyes you’ve begun to see those texts now what do you anticipate
from this point out you now you realize you can do everything now right if you if you perfect this
art and this skill now you can act as that intermediary right you don’t need me and
that’s why that’s why i enjoy doing this is because it’s me teaching you a skill i’m not
taking you tuition right it’s the perfect thing to say to people it doesn’t even have to be greek
even though that’s where i would go because i think the greeks have i think they were the
brilliant i think they were the brilliant minds of our world but learn sanskrit learn coptic
learn latin and then go back and re-translate some of these texts for yourself and that is where
that’s where the magic happens when you do the work when you teach when you get that nose this
is what gnosis is it’s not about just believing what the text says and just believing that you’re
got some guy translated it for you correctly and you’re just gonna watch a youtube video go in and
do get the gnosis get that divine knowledge you learn the languages go back translate it for
yourself and i’m i’m doing john john i’m looking at john and i’m finding out right in the beginning
of john not only is there the logos which is a concept that means nothing way more than just the
word that’s not what it means but not but not even just that that’s that’s kindergarten stuff
the next passage verse 3 talks about uh talks about the uh the life of zoe did you know that
zoe is in john no i just found that out from going to the greek you wouldn’t know that from the
english but zoe is in there so the logos is zoe so i’m i’m i even had to ask litwess said is the
logos a female he said some people do think that he said that’s good translation no that’s not in
the english but i found that i found that from my own translation that the lagos is life zoe
and zoe is a female word because it ends with that that heita excellent you you heard it from
the gnostic informant get off your sofa and move over a cushion and get a program that’ll help you
learn coptic or you know whatever look we’re sitting in that museum we’re sitting in that
museum anybody who doesn’t get up and do this um yeah thank you gnostic informant um it is an honor
sir to be to serve with someone who has obtained a secret name yes hail satan hell satan show me
the girl i never met i wanted so bad where is that golden palace where is that horse called destiny
I think she ran without me.
Source: Lady Babylon