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This episode pulls a doctor out of the grave to describe exactly what the cult drug did. Ammon Hillman reads the Roman physician Scribonius Largus, a military doctor and a near exact contemporary of Jesus, whose book Compositiones is a long list of working prescriptions. One entry begins with a single word: toxicum. Hillman points out that it is not native Latin but a loan from the Greek toxon (τόξον), a bow. The poison, in other words, was first the arrow.
Scribonius then records the effect. Whether drunk from a cup or delivered on an arrow, the compound causes terrible pain through the guts, then a fury of the mind, furor mentis, and a Bacchic shrieking he calls exululare, the head thrown back. The tongue, Scribonius says, flaps like that of a person whose head has just been cut off. For those who drink it, the cure is a rose potion mixed with milk and the Mithridatic antidote. The same doctor also names ephemeron, which Hillman identifies as the colchicine drawn from Colchis, Medea’s land.
For the poetic side, Hillman turns to Valerius Flaccus and the Argonautica, where the sorcerer Coastes travels west to east to watch Medea breathing balanced poisons. He connects that figure to the serpent-bearing Ophiuchus (Ὀφιοῦχος), whom Medea invokes, and to the Roman suppression of the Bacchic cult in 186 BC, when the wives of senators were arrested because of the drugs. The point he makes is that this pharmacological tradition was running at the highest levels of Rome in the very years of Jesus. The episode ends at the crime scene Hillman keeps returning to, and reports his bluntest claim about it.
Full Video Transcript
Take me to that happy hour I never had.
Show me the girl I never met.
I want it so bad.
Is that golden palace?
Is that whore called destiny?
I think she ran off without me.
Welcome back.
We have a great night tonight.
I’m going to take you guys somewhere that nobody else is ever going to take you.
Yeah, I’m going to take you into the heart of ancient Roman medicine.
We’re going to look in the drawer of Claudius, the emperor.
We’re going to pull out an actual scene.
I’m going to show you what happens when you take the drug of communion and you enter the mystery.
We’re going to begin tonight with a guy named Scribonius Largus.
we’re going to find him we’re going to pull him from the grave we’re going to talk to him and
see what he says in his own words we’re going to see what he says about these cults that you and
i have been looking at we’re going to look at the saturnian toxicum yes the saturnian toxicum
what is the saturnian toxicum um oh let’s pull that down that too um i want to first explain
you that we’re looking at what i’m going to show you tonight is latin first of all we’re not going
to look at greek we’re going to look at latin look a little bit of greek but we’re going to
look at the roman side through the physician who was connected to the legions and may or may have
not been uh chief sir chief physician to claudius but he was certainly from what he talks about he
he was certainly involved with military medicine.
Fantastic.
Fortunately, he preserved for us
the work called the Compositiones,
which is prescription after prescription after prescription
for different types of compound drugs.
He doesn’t talk, he’s not big on theory.
He’s big on practice and what works in treatment.
um well what we can do with all sorts of injuries um for for today we have the example of the arrow
poison um and i want to i want to just take you there to begin with um let’s go to scribonius
here and i want you to take a look at this passage at the bottom you notice the very first word
Notice the very first word is toxicum. Yes. So this is a very specific drug compound that he’s
about to tell us about a very specific one. And that is not a native Latin word. When you see
that C you’re going to know that you’re, you’re taking a loan word from the Greek and the Greek
is toxic on. Can we bring up toxic cost, please? The top good. And if you’ll just take a, if you
just take a quick look at this definition. You’ll notice right away, of or for the bow.
Wait a minute. I thought you were talking about drugs here. I am. Just wait. We’ll get there.
You talk about a kind of Cretan reed, right? The calamus. The toxic calamus is a kind of
Cretan reed that was used for arrows. Arrows. We’re talking bow culture with this word, right?
And if you look down, Roman numeral number two, a person skilled in the use of the bow.
Here we have a bow culture, right?
I bet they got horses too.
But I want you to look at Roman numeral number three.
Notice the bowmen, the toxotai, those bowmen are there.
But then under number two, we have toxicon pharmacon, a poison for smearing arrows with.
yes and you see at the very bottom it’s the equivalence of the venenum it’s it’s uh he’s
saying here it’s a it’s a toxin it’s a drug fantastic so let’s go back to the text that
we’ve got from scribonius i just want you to notice a couple of words and then i’m going to
show you a video but i want you to notice toxicum yeah yeah and um you know when somebody gets a
hold of this stuff whether they’re drinking it he says or whether it’s inflicted from an injury
It’s the same response that the person has.
And what is this terrible, terrible reaction?
Right away, there’s this terrible pain in the guts, all of the guts, all over the guts.
Terrible pain, like someone threw a javelin through you.
Yeah, and it creates a furore mentis.
It creates a crazed state of mind, a fury.
Not just any sort of craze, but a fury, a fury of mind.
And what else does this thing do?
It compels its users to exululare, exululare.
That’s to make an ululation, but to do it in the Bacchic way, with head back.
Oh, isn’t that wonderful?
Wonderful description.
Look, they’re making Bacchic shouts, screams.
Can you do the Bacchic Scream?
You can do the Bacchic Scream, right?
Well, this drug will let you do the Bacchic Scream.
And what else?
Et palpitare lingua similiter.
Oh, it gets a little bit gross here.
I got to put a rating on this.
You guys better watch out because this gets pretty gross.
It causes you to throw around your tongue,
just like someone whose head has just been cut off.
Now, they are watching heads get cut off
in all sorts of ways so apparently you had to be there to see the heads get cut off but
apparently you got some funny stuff that you do with your tongue and when your head gets cut off
and these people who are in the menatic revelry enter into this stage with the toxicon um it’s
the drug that is used people are saying now wait okay we’re gonna spank someone when we get back
But what I want you to do now before we finish this gorgeous text, because it is full of goodies,
I want you to see a little video that I’ve prepped for you.
And this video will explain to you in images and in song.
It explains to you in images and in song the direction that Scribonius is leading us with his toxicum.
Yes, Chewy, hit it.
it’s all in the venoms man i’m telling you it’s all in the venoms your history was created
by a group of women who were getting people to enter into death and life states to be reborn
with a toxic venom a toxic venom this is the heart of the mystery and let’s see what else
let’s see what else we can do with that toxic venom that they’re using on their arrow um i know
that we can get there if we milk those snakes can we milk some snakes so there we have it what helps
in these cases, Scribonius, tell us, what can you do? So you’ve had your taste of it. You’ve
had your drink of it. And he specifies, this is for the ones who partake in the potation, right?
This is them, right? It’s the same effect it has hitting somebody with it on the arrow.
But this is the paralyzing fear that one enters into when one is under the influence of the drug
that allows you to ascend into death and to be resurrected um and what helps for it well you know
for those who uh drink it um it’s we need to you know get some rose um some potable rose
it’s interesting some rose potion okay get some rose potion and is there anything else sure
there’s a couple other plants but um i want you to mix it with lactate at antidoto mithridatio
with milk and with the again milk it doesn’t have to be milk like you think milk
but it says milk so milk and the mithridatic antidote which is funny and it makes perfect
sense contextually i don’t know why classes don’t use any of this um but uh it makes perfect sense
because the um emperor nero is interested in the very same antidote so it would make sense that
again we’re in a crime scene we have to step back and we realize that we’re reading to you
the witness tonight is the witness connected with the legions this is the highest of the high yeah
this is the first and you’re the last right this is this is the one and he is bringing
the recipes for the antidotes that are used in conjunction with the pagan mystery communion
yeah yeah fantastic right above that you’ll see ephemeron in the recipe above that
you’ll see ephemeron that is what we call colchicine right yeah we get colchicine from it
right colchis it’s literally the greek just colchis right so it’s one of those ones and be careful
with that one it tells you you burn yourself with that one right you’ll get uh you get quite burned
up i want to show you i want to read to you a little bit of valerius flaccus i want to read
to you a little bit of valerius flaccus and i want you to see the working of the ancient magic what
is the what is the person doing okay so we know that they’re entering the right and that they’re
using that they’re milking um vipers they’re milking vipers they’re milking poison venomous
snakes in order to make to add ingredients to these um
communions that they’re using yeah these potions these compound um this compound drug
that ultimately will end up ultimately will end up with the um with the medua now somebody was
asking me do we know if they smoked and this is an old question um and one that i was just asking
again do we know if they smoked they performed fumigations they performed fumigations did they
walk around with marlboros in antiquity is claudius going to worry about his troops
pulling out that he’s responsible for pulling out marbles no he’s not he’s got to be worried about
them entering into fumigations that will get them involved in drinking things um and administering
things anally um and um administering things via incisions on the skin yeah and by performing
things like this um fumigation you fill the whole room it’s like hot boxing you just fill the whole
room with fumes right from your remember your religions are based upon taking incense and
putting them upon a burning altar right this is where everything starts right your western
religions are built upon that i can’t speak for these but for the western religions they’re built
upon that this burning of the incense and temples come on jehovah never lied about that one he lied
about a lot but he didn’t lie about that one right pull down those temples where they’re burning
incense to those gods right where they’re entering those states so breathing breathing this incense
breathing this fumigated substance is that like smoking um yeah if you’re getting fumigated
you might as well be your step up from secondary that’s for sure but you know you probably classify
as secondary smoking. Okay, that’s neat. I want to read you a little passage from Valerius Flaccus
now to bring us all to a place where we’re at the same spot. There’s this guy, Coastes, who comes
from the west to the east to see Medea performing what she became so well known for that we can’t
even translate properly. So tonight we looked at somebody entering a Bacchic phase with these
drugs. We saw them entering this hilarity, head back, saying the things that Scribonius says are
hard to be interpreted, what they say. So now I want to go to this late Bronze Age
worker of sorcery,
Coastes, that we see
in Valerius Flaccus
Argonautica,
his story about the
Medwa. He says,
Mightiest among them, in
Stygian arts, Coastes
comes. He’s the mightiest.
What is the Stygian? In the what?
The Stygian arts.
Those are the underworld
arts.
Those are the arts
that make us all afraid at night when we have our nightmares those are the arts that are doing it
you know these are the necromancers necromancers um anyway not love of war excites him but the fame
of satia of the satian maid medea breathing poisons in match to his own um that’s the trans
uh translation um who is this it’s not him uh who is this let me give you the mosley this is
the mosley translation but in the line that he translates um poisons equal to yours is a
difficulty there’s a difficulty with the greek just a terrible i mean with the latin just a
terrible terrible difficulty and i will uh i will read it to you in latin and translate it literally
so look he taught neck martis amor the love of war the love of mars does not move him
love of mars don’t you love that now you know why the fleece which the garden which the dragon
guards is hanging in the grove of mars it’s important that you understand that image wise
it’s important that you understand put yourself in that place is we’re in the grove of mars yes
so not the love of mars said fama kataya we’re guinness but the satian virgin media yeah yeah
doing what spirans what draws him her spirans breathing inhaling paribus
winanis balanced drugs poisons inhaling them yeah now we call this and we see this in on the
medical side this breathing of the of the uh drug and remember these drugs that they’re using are
not all things that they aerosolize right these are not all fumigations that they’re performing
there’s a lot of incense involved and there’s a lot of exposure to that incense but a lot of these
that are administered rectally, orally, ocular wise, and slits in the skin. A lot of these drugs
are not kinds that you would use in fumigations. So what exactly it’s meaning is mystery. What is
it meaning when it says he was so impressed, this necromancer, right? Now that he’s gone,
the text says now that he left his homeland to come see this um to come see the medwa perform
this act he uh he the people can sleep safely and soundly because he’s no longer drawing down the
moon yeah he’s no longer drawing down the moon so he is with her now in order to see her breathe
in these equal these balanced poisons yeah so and that word for breathing is associated in antiquity
with the romans with the inspiration the breath of inspiration right she is a virago we just read
about a virago last time correct we saw that eve the one who cries she is the virago all right we
saw, that’s how they described her as the Wiragu. We are squarely with Roman Minerva, squarely with
her. And it is she that gets us to that place by worship of the muses, by worship of the muses.
She gets us to that place. And her breathing, her breathing is through equal, equally balanced
drugs, equally balanced poisons. She’s oftentimes said, Seneca claims that she has
a compound created from different venoms, snake venoms. And in her very authentic
incantation, she invokes Ophiuchus. So we are seeing now, you see in the tradition of the epics,
In the poetic traditions, you see Medea’s medicine emerging, but you can see the very same medicine in the text of the imperial doctors, of the highest ranking imperial doctors, and in the doctors who serve people like Nero.
So we are one step closer to completing the scene, completing that crime scene.
our concern and people have been talking about this our concern is to bring back lady babylon
that’s the mission right to understand that reality to um to see and to know to have eyes
to see and ears to hear to not follow a fairy tale but to worship reason and honor reason so
we want to bring back that image. We’re stuck here at this scene with Jesus. Jesus Christ
arrested in a public park slash cemetery at early morning hours with a naked boy.
And what is he doing there under those circumstances? We’re beginning to be able
to see at least a history of where these drug rights come from and to see that they’re entrenched
within very high levels of ancient society there’s a reason that the bacchic suppression of 186 or
185 whatever it is that that bc that that was um a reaction to this cult operating within the highest
levels of the aristocracy we’re told that it was the women that were getting rounded up and it said
they were arresting the wives of senators who were involved. And how did they know that they
were involved in the conspiracy? Because of the drugs? Yeah, because of the drugs. That’s how
they identified them. Isn’t it interesting to know that if it was a conspiracy, as the Romans
viewed it a conspiracy, not just the free expression of a religion, but we’re talking when
religion and political power are the same thing. Yes, you see the Bacchans today. When we say,
when the Romans say, yes, it was a conspiracy because they were trying to take power,
we need to consider then that this is really, this is no longer fairytale world. This is a
very human place that we’ve come to. And we need to consider these sources. If I were to tell you
some of the secrets that are in these things uh you might start getting you might start getting
paranoid about uncovering even further what what is behind the what is behind the facade
um were women staying at home all of these drug traditions come from female practice the oldest
ones that we have come from the gynecology and obstetrics so somebody out there right now is
told today is talking about um uh the use of arrow poisons yeah until that that’s great
congratulations you know it used to be it used to be that um people would openly deny scholars
would openly deny no no they didn’t use drugs there’s no drugs involved right i just read you
an entire drug passage about antidotes to a drug that gets you so high you babble and blurt and
wiggle your tongue like you like you’re you’ve just been decapitated right and we just discussed
the antidotes used to bring those people back from that edge so were they using drugs wake up
wake up and smell the opium right but that’s old it used to be you had to fight against that people
say no no they didn’t use drugs because they don’t want to look at their history in the context of
people using drugs can we really say augustus who brought the pox romana that he was an opium
swiller yeah we can yeah we can yes scribonius says so yes um but we don’t want to say those
kind of things now we’re at the step now we’re at the step where we know this is the this is
the renaissance this is the renaissance of the psychedelics this is the toxic step forward that’s
always necessary in order to initiate the spark in order to start the spark the apocalypse that
brings that um return that brings that return it’s a cyclical mystery right it’s death and rebirth
so um i wanted you tonight to see that there is a tradition that has left behind evidence
good strong linguistic evidence first-hand testimony you can’t you know you get scribonius
up in the up in trial up in the stand uh there’s nothing better you know it right out of their
mouths. You know, you can’t deny it. It’s right out of their mouths. So if we are at that point
that we are determining what that crime scene involves with Jesus, now we know that the drug
side of things goes way back and is heavily influential in the contemporary time, in a
century when he is scribonius is the early first century right he’s exact contemporary with jesus
they probably he probably died within a few years not a few years but shortly there after jesus
died to complete contemporary right so and we have in that contemporary we have the use
of these drugs for the sake of entering into a state of mystery communion, the process of being
born again. Now, tonight, and I thank you, tonight I want to finish with two people,
with Rob and Snappy. And before we go to Rob and Snappy, I want Snappy to step up and give us
a two-minute presentation on some of the things that are going on behind the scenes
with the Discord and what good news we’ve got from that. Snappy, go for it.
All right. Thank you, Amon. So first off, the Discord has reached over 100 members. So thank
you, everyone, for joining. And over a dozen of you have decided to either shave your heads or
walk the path of Aphrodite. And as Amon was saying, big things are happening. Right now,
we are working at establishing our very own Temple to the Muses. First, we’re looking about
doing this online. We have Dr. Buzzard, who’s working at making a wiki, and he’s right now
working on the JavaScript for that. And there’s also been discussion about recreating and developing
our own order of the rose and the idea behind this would be to organize ourselves and to create a
sort of fraternity but but without those gender distinctions you know uh we want to come together
and form a stronger community and create some organizations so that we can focus on this
like i was speaking to amon and we want to uh have people who are dedicated to the magic people who
are dedicated to archiving this people who are dedicated to sourcing the mystery directly people
who are who are looking for media in other cultures and so on there’s so much that we can
focus on and we’d love it if you guys all came to the discord and we were we could all pile together
and work this out and start to organize ourselves a little a little more uh formally yeah and
excellent excellent and i can’t tell you how much it means to me that the pool of you who
are interacting now on this discord are so um are so aggressively reason reason oriented um
yeah just good pagan satanist uh you know just the salt of the earth this is
is this is um this is how it should be and i’m i’m truly i’m impressed and humbled so um rob
now has an idea for uh you know ideas for the how the direction of the museum can go
and what it’s my job to do is to step back and let the people who are who are just we have such
a resource of people here that can really help design things and can open up this virtual space
because you know you know the um that most of us have broken out of cults and most of us are coming
in that direction as reasonable reasonable satanists and um most of us are necromancers
at heart and want to raise the dead and want to um achieve something so people have been asking
me what is our goal and what is our mission and i will just add this if it is anything short of
bringing back lady babylon then why would we do it why would we do it at all rob what’s your vision
of a museum tell me what you’re working on well i’ve been working on it for a while now but in
philosophical terms because i haven’t really i haven’t set anything up that is concrete and if
i’m honest i need some help in setting it up but what where i had very early days i had the idea of
forming another discord which is more centered towards these episodes which features the
the very sources, what are in the episodes for people who want to go a little bit deeper
and focus on the source material that are featured in the episodes,
just like a specific kind of nature.
But I’m also aware of the fact that that might offend the current Discord.
So it’s been a slow progress because the Discord as it is, is fantastic.
and it’s it’s not something that you that you could that you could say needs needs work it
doesn’t need any work at all it’s not it’s not that kind of expression what i’m trying to attain
what i’m trying to attain is some sort of special area for people who really want to engage with
the material what are in the episodes rather than because there’s a wide variety of opinions of
varied ideas and the brilliant side i haven’t got it it isn’t like you’d want close that down
because you should look everywhere for all your information your information should come from
random sources all sorts of sources everywhere what can spark different ideas and that’s the
nature of the discord because you’re going to get all these ideas out there and that’s fantastic
and that goes on that’s that’s what’s going on but there’s also a more specific side that i
personally want to address i’d like and for for example i’m going to use tonight for example
you know we talk about the the toxins were on the ends of these arrows and these arrow poisons and
you’ll shoot them into some somebody and it has this dramatic effect upon them and i won’t know
is how you get from that point to rubbing it on something that’s shaped like a dildo for an
application in a ritual that’s where i want to go i want to go into that i don’t really want to go
obviously it’s a part of it that you want to go broader and you want to see the comparatives
differences and also the the areas out there where are comparative and you can draw them and
say well these this culture is doing the same type of thing but that has got its own forum
there isn’t a forum for that specific well you know what’s in that toxin that kills you but can
also be applied to the body in another way and that’s what i’d like to focus on to be clear yeah
and yeah okay yeah so you can see okay this is perfect you can see how rob focuses in on um kind
of a refinement of an academic type um uh branch of this grand of this grand version i’m sorry
you see that that that’s that that’s like people think in oppositions so it’s like it’s known
opposition to it’s a complementary side approach to an already successful discord it’s it’s not
meant as any sort of yeah getting what you want out of that discord because you are
you you literally are but yeah and we’re all we’re all coming at this from the same start
we’re all coming at it from the same start so it’s just like you said you need some help and
how to design this right that’s the brilliance of what’s going on is that it’s we’re connecting now
but these all these minds and expertise now are connecting we’re on the same frequency
right the christians and the jews and the muslims um the hindus they’re going to start doing they’re
going to see what we have here and they’re going to start if they haven’t already they’re going to
flood to this because this is the movement people are not going to be going to buildings right we
have to think of the future and the future is for us constructing this virtual temple right we start
with this temple the muse and we will build a city i know that people are interested in different
areas people want the magic right they want to we have to start a magic class immediately there has
to be a specialty we have to get people to understand the rudiments of necromancy and again
not by preaching not by teaching by giving people the sources by giving people the sources and
saying look don’t don’t trust me trust what uh this witch from the fourth century said um because
that’s what we’re hearkening back to yeah um tell me tell me i think um rob raises an interesting
concern though and this is something that i think we need to address is that we need to focus in on
certain things and we need to have like you were bringing up a moan we need to have sort of
designated organizations where people are focused on specific things like if we can be more
organized in our approach we can have a better way of understanding these things so people who are
more dedicated to tracing the mystery and what the drugs are and people who are more interested in
the magic but we all like you said and we all need to be doing the necromancy but that’s the idea
where we’re at right now is that the discord is wonderful for invoking this freedom and invoking
our ourselves to just follow the muse but it does lack cohesion and what your episodes bring is that
cohesion and i think that’s what we need to try and do going forward as we try to make this a
little more formal and create our order of the rose is have a more dedicated focus and have
people streamlined you know and dedicated to to specific pursuits yeah let me let me ask you both
this question while we’re here and maybe we can bounce this off the audience somehow um we have
a real duty to put together this scene um and to figure out what jesus is doing with this naked boy
um and what are the details of it we have a duty to delve into that we have a duty to bring that
if we’re go if we’re bringers of reality right if we’re trying to tell people look what you’ve been
sold is a fairy tale and let me show you what’s actually there in order to open up their
to take off their blinders and to free them if we are really going to perpetuate the bacchic freedom
then we’re going to have a mis have to have a mission that’s oriented in um to those people
who are currently um enslaved so we have to be ministers to the enslaved do we not oh definitely
right but the question is how do we how do we approach this too because there’s also was a
lot of concern on the discord like um both rad king and and dion brought this up it’s like they’re
in california they could start a church tomorrow if we wanted to but you’re gonna get a lot of
people who are looking for wish fulfillment who don’t who aren’t necessarily seeking the same
things that we’re seeking so we have to be not exclusive but we have to be careful in our
approach right we’re not a church right uh we’re trying to invoke the mystery we’re trying to bring
that back we’re trying to bring lady babylon back or something new or something different you know
yeah let me yeah let me elaborate just by saying um that’s why i use the detective
um metaphor um because we’re that’s all we can do look who are we people are we part of some
special organization no are we are we funded by billionaires no um are we uh uh are we some kind
of special illuminati no we’re just average people who want to know what the reality is
we want to put aside the with the academics we want to step aside from the hoo-ha
and from the sale the wholesale you know shopping out of uh the prostitution of history
yeah you know what i’m talking about um we want to we want to put those things aside
and we want to just get down to that basic level of the evidence that’s that’s what we are um
i would never ever um want to start a church i would never want to start a church no um or any
sort of organization that was anything beyond a salon of people who were influencing the world
around them by their worship of the muse um it’s all that matters you know let them have the world
let them have the world rob what do you think our mission is we’re getting we’re getting further
into this we’re getting further into the into the mystery the more episodes we we’re putting out and
the more people are becoming accustomed to what what what you’re presenting and that’s only ever
been my mission to get your work out there so people can review it and just just have a look
at it from for themselves it’s had a profound effect upon me but that doesn’t mean i’m not
every i just want to get it get it out there for everybody to see but also what you can’t forget is
how bloody huge this subject becomes it isn’t i mean we it’s very commendable to want to
to what i want to do is focus in on the episodes and that is monumental in itself you if you go
people will know and they will be doing this and going back through the episodes
and then they will be taking notes and they will be looking things up just as i’ve done and you
just can’t you’ve got to i’m sure then people will appreciate it how huge this unfolds it unfolds
unfolds and unfolds and when you try and fold it back up into a nice neat little package of
explainability it’s it’s it’s almost ineffable and that’s a problem what we face is understanding
to go into the minutiae of things is a good thing but also coming out and having this overview
if you if you come out and you look at the overview and you look at the subjects you cover
with the mysteries it’s enormous i’m i’m sure i’m messing up expressing that but it’s what i’ve found
is you think you’re moving forward and you think you’re learning a lot and then you realize how
little you do know about this subject and it’s overwhelming that that feeling is because you get
to a certain stage where you think i’m getting comfortable i’m comfortable with this information
now and i understand this information and then the next piece you go into it can blow your mind and
open up another call them rabbit holes for you to to explore and that’s what i’ve found fascinating
with your work um and there’s you need to just start that spark get get that get them people
to see that initial spark and get what you’re trying to put across
because then you’re on a roll and you just go with it.
And I’ve been at this for two years, been at this for two years,
and I don’t miss a day.
A day doesn’t go by that it doesn’t cross my mind.
And I’m sure there are people out there who are experiencing the same thing.
And I just think there should be a place where this can be discussed,
especially the episodes and the broader aspects of the mysteries because you go on the discord
the current discord is it’s enormous there’s subjects it’s fantastic and that’s the wide
broad scope of what you can learn and it gets bigger and bigger and bigger it never stops and
you only realize how little you know what what what’s your opinion of that um and would you say
that’s accurate well i think we’re even deeper than everybody else aren’t you i think we’re
getting closer if you’re walking under that into that temple and it says hey know who you are
then yeah we’re um the more you’re saying oh i don’t know and the more you’re getting deeper
into it the more bacchic yeah you’re becoming and if you forget you can write it on your arm
and you can say bacchus says you don’t know who you are you don’t know what you’re doing you don’t
know what kind of life you’re living um if we can get ourselves if we can get ourselves to the point
that we’re free um it’s not dependent upon a person or or any sort of institution or any sort
of dogma it’s it’s a real freedom it’s a freedom you can’t take away from somebody you know you
can’t i don’t care what you can tell me now as soon as i’ve seen jesus in the garden with the
goop on his face and and oh god take this cup away right and again there’s stuff going on there’s
cops ah freeze phrase and there’s a naked kid ah right and the swords swords swaying stuff once
you’ve been to that scene and the crowd is like kill him kill him and by the way those of you who
were writing and saying, you’re blaspheming. You’re right. You’re right. I am. I am. In order
to achieve that breakthrough, we have to see Jesus Christ for who he was. He was a man arrested in a
public park with a naked boy. When you go to drink of his blood and eat of his flesh, you are
promoting a rapist pedophile. Your institutions are the institutions of rapist pedophiles.
Your conspiracy Q groups are institutions that have promoted the greatest rapist pedophile of
all time. You are guilty. You have that all over your skin. You have it all over your nation.
You have created an association of liars who promote a man who was arrested in a public park with a naked boy.
It’s time for reality.
Guys, thanks for joining me tonight.
And I’m sure that the brains, the brains behind what’s going on, there’s so much brain snappy in this discord that I’m sure it’s going to congeal.
i mean i don’t want to step in the way so to to everybody that that’s involved let’s let’s keep
let’s keep involved and hail satan hail satan good talking to you show me the girl i never met
i wanted so bad where is that golden palace where is that horse called destiny i think she ran off
without me
Source: Lady Babylon